Passion Pain & Pleasure
When I met you woman
I couldn't help but notice a face so beautiful
Now imagine, the faces you'd make if we ever made love
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Pulled up in the drop top Benz
Hit the horn two times and you walked outside (mmmhmm)
Dress keep hugging them thighs
And the only thing inside my mind is (mmmhmmm)
I want you
Yes I do, and if there's anything you suggest I do
Then tell me
Now we all in the crib on my sofa
Girl I'm so glad you came over
I wanna tell you 'come closer'
But I don't know if you feel, like I feel
Tell me girl
Don't it feel good when I touch on it
Wouldn't it be nice if all night I was in you
Come kiss me, come with me
Down the hall to my bedroom
Tonight we'll be
Making love faces, making love faces
Shadows on the wall while the candles burnin'
Messin' up the bed while you sweatin' out your perm and
Making love faces, making love faces
My hands rubbin' on your skin
Let's go hard don't hold it in
-Trey Songz
"How's school?"
"Finee" I replied slowly. He doesn't care about my education; this was only leading to him asking me a question about something or he broke something of mine.
"Good good." I wasn't even intrested. I was in the mood to learn! And maths was getting more and more harder, making it more fun :D
"Mhh." I just nodded my head and we sat in more silence
...
"Soo! Schools good?" He said smiling at me.
"Sam what do you want?"
Cut to the chase Nig'
"Itee. Its a week until valetines day- if you were Katy what would you want?"
Ahhhhaaa! Sam would never volunter to drive me to school and stop at Mcdonalds to get me breakfast of course he wanted something.
"Errmm..."
Hmnmmm; that was hard. Katy was a girl with everything that she could possibly want- so what could she want?
"A car?"
"She can't drive"
"Ring?"
"Alergic to gold and silver & she won't wear fake things"
"Bags?"
"Have you seen her closet?"
"Ohohohoh! I know! I saw it on Criminal minds; right. I say you empty a draw for her in your room. As in to say that I'm serious about our realtionship and its a long term thing. Or maybe a key to the house. Something symbolic"
"Yeaaah. That's smart you 'na. And I save money aswell" Sam said that like a true African. Saving money
"See!"
"Do you wanna know what she got me?"
"You found your present already?"
"Narr. Eyy listen to this. Everyday from the first of febuary- that was like last week init?" I nodded
"So everyday- I go her yard and she makes me find a piece of clothing to make an outfit"
"What? I don't get it?"
"Kmt. Lemme give you an example. Like yesterday I found a tinnnnnnyyy red thong in the fridge. And the day before that I found a red whip. And the day before that I found red police chain cuffs. Do you get it?" He was overly smiling biting he's lip and looking up in the air.
We were in traffic so it was okay
"Valetines days gonna be peak for her pusssssyyyyyyy!" He said jumping and clicking he's fingers.
I gagged.
"I didn't need that virtual image man!"
It was too late though; the damage to my eyesight had been done. Sam was fingering the air
"She gonna be a good cop and a bad cop! Trust me I've committed alooooottt of crimes"
"Errrrrr! Shuttttt upppppppppppppppp!"
"Shut up man; when you have great sex you understand"
"Hope so" they day I have sex I dope to finally understand what's all this hype is about. I don't even want to have sex in all honesty and if I do I waould like to be with Lil Wayne, that's it.
"But you won't be having sex until I'm dead so hopeeee alorttt"
"It doesn't even matter cause I'm saving myself for my husband" who will be Lil Wayne
"Goodddddd girrrrrrlll! I actually rate you if you stick to that"
"Gee thankss" -Sams never 'rated' me before and to be honest I felt cool.
"Yeah yeah. Don't get too excited. What you doing on V day?"
"Nothing. I might go to the art museem on saturday becuase there's a specail excibit for valetine day and that's it really"
"So no ones aksed you to be your valetine?"
"Nope. But Omari asked for a date but I don't even know if he remembers cause it was a looooooonnggg time ago"
"Mhhh. If you go don't do anything stupid okay?"
"I never do anything stupid."
"Keep it that way cause if I hear shit about you I'm beating your rass into hell. You 'ear" I nodded my head. Sam was a weirdo, half Nigerian and half Jamican. That's just odd after African and Jamicans don't exactly get along; well most of them.
"Good. Get out and thanks for the advice"
"Welcome and can you make sure you don't come home smiling on that day"
"I dunno if I will be able to stop myself. She won't let us beat until valentine day. Ahhhh she's gonna get itttt!"
He started and I knew he wouldn't stop so I got out of the car as fast as humainly possible.
"And she was like- 'what the russclart did you say?' ; I swear I saw a tear drop from your eyes" A loud laughter shrieked the bus stop, I looked around to see who was laughing and off course it was Omari leaning on a 4x4 black BMW,tinted windows. Sam got out of the car- for what reason, but he did and started walking towards the car. I followed incase he was going to start trouble then at least I knew he wouldn't do anything with me there. As we got closer peoples faces became clearer, I use glasses sometimes so its not my fault I couldn't see from where I was. I had to skip a bit to keep up with Sams long strides, I swear he isn't human sometimes.
"Wagwarn ChrissyChris" Sam said shaking Chris hand and hugging thewn hitting he's back- that thing american people do.
"Not much brudda. Long time no see"
"Yeah. I thought you went back to Uni so I didn't bother hollaring"
"You haven't told him?" Omari burst out laughing and so did Steven. You know how those two are by now. I looked at everyone else who was baffled. David- wait whoaa; he's still alive.
Steven, Omari, twins, micheal, Sophie, Luke and other people I didn't know all leaning or sitting on the car like school doesn't start in 10 mins.
"Told him what?"
"He got excluded from Uni and he only told my marj this morning, thats why he aint at home right now he's scared he's gonna get beats! "
"Big man ting? Can you even get excluded from uni?"
"Apperantly kmt"
""What did you even do?"
"This is the funny bit" Omari commented
"I ran in a lecture naked" Chris said scratching he's forhead covering he's face.
Does running around nude run in the family? First Omari now Chris?
"LOOOOOOOOOOL! Big man ting?" Chris nodded
"Why would you even do that?"
"Cause I was drunk init"
"I swear lectures are in the day"
"Yeah. So? Me and a couple man were bored so we got super waved. Weed and ting. I have a meeting with my Dean in a couple hours to talk about me going back to Uni"
"Raahtidd. You uni people are baddddd"
"Mhh. And I'm paying to be bad aswell- £4,250-kmt"
"What did your mum do?"
"Threw my playstation at he's head" -Omari
"Then said if I don't get back in Uni by the end of next week she's gonna make me suck Garlfields dick then throw me out for being a batty boy &failure. She was mad pissed"
"Ahhhhh LOOOOOOOOOL!" Omari and Steven wouldn't stop laughing and now some more people had joined in.
"Why you laughing like your rass aint gonna get a spanking when she finds out you got a girl preganant and haven't tald her yet" that wiped the smile of Omaris face
"Talking of her where is she? Lemme see if you can pick good girls" Chris met my gaze shortly then erupted in laughter. This is why I didn't think he liked me. He would make a comment, look at me, then laugh. No one else laughed but just started at him in awe.
"She aint coming in today. She has some breathing classs and her back hurts apperantly" -Omari
"So your keeping in touch with her?" Chris looked at me againa and covered he's mouth laughing again. I always felt insecure around him, he could make you feel 2 inches tall by just looking at you and you couldn't even cuss him back, he was smart, good looking and could dress well.
I give up. I looked down and at my-okay Omari's watch on my wrist and decided I might aswell make an attempt to get to school. Kwali was on the phone facinmg the other way so I left him, I hugged Sam and got some money then walked away from them.
School time. I'm walking happily up my hill humming to myself when I felt hands slide behind my waist. I stopped and turned around to see who it was, though I already knew.
"Moring to you too Mrs Jones" one of my other various nicknames
"Mhhh. Hi Omari"
"What's wrong babes?"
"My period didn't come yesterday and it hasn't come today so I'm kinda worried"
"Have you beat?"
I was trying to keep up to date with there lingo. Such as 'beat'- meant sex, 'paigon' -meant 'snakey'- which meant basically a Randall. I had to urban dictionary moso of the owrd I learnt and I felt quite knowledgeable now.
"No. Of course not"
"Then don't worry. Its probaly gonna start later then"
"Its never come this late though so I'm baffled"
"Do you have the things you put on your pants to stop it leaking?" - he meant sanitery towels
"Always"
"Then go and check in the toilet now and I'll wait for you. If you still aint started then I'll google it for you okay?" He said flicking my nose and flipping me around so we were walking to school once again. We get there and I go the toilet to check then come back out.
"Anything?"
"Nadaa"
"Let nature take its cousre. You stress to much man" I just nodded but I couldn't get it out of my mind. Why the fuck hadn't it started?
School was fun, learnt a lot; handed in courdework early so I had to trouble later on with deadlines. Went home and got ready to go and see Kwali again. He seriously needs to move to my school cause this seeing him after school was a drag. So I'm dressed and I'm killing time cause I'm meeting him at 6 and its only 5. I sit down and decide to use the toilet. I jumped when I saw...you know what. I ran and had a bath- re changed again and sat again on my sofa smiling. NOW everythings back to normal.
Sometimes being an only child is fun but now I was just bored. Sam was probably with Katy and Mum at work and Aaliyah at home. There was no Criminal minds on so I had to just stare at the balnk TV.
1 1/2 hours later
I was rolling on the sofa
My tummy was actually killing me. Its like the pain I would normaly get from my first day of my period had come back ten times harder. I was actually in tears. I always get period pains on the first day- it ws normal for like every girl in my family but they had never been this bad and I had a pounding headache along with it.
My phone vibrated. I let it ring. I didn't wanna talk. I just wanted to sleep and the pain to go away. I couldn't even taker pain killers cause I wasn't aloud to without a parent present because I tend to fall asleep after taking then and if yopu take too nay pills and fall alseep you die.
According to my mum anyway.
It vibrated again so I answered without checking who's calling. Could only be a couple of people anway
"Hello?" I winced a little as a pain shot through my abdoem. I didn't wanna be a baby and I know people go through worse pain but right now it felt like the weight of the universe on my stomach
"What wrong?!"- Omar already sounded angry. Not even worried?
"Nothing."
"Aaliyah what's wrong?"
"Nothing Omari, its just period pains"
"So it came?" Well duh
"Yeah. Sorry but was there a point to this call?"
"Oh yeah yeah, Kwali said he tried calling you when you didn't turn up an hour ago so he called me to ask if I was with you and I said no so we got worried and tried to call you. You weren't picking up so were on our way to yours to check on you" I was actually a baby. The fact that people had to check up on me and when I didn't answer my phone they would come and see me? I rolled my eyes.
"thank you but that won't be necassircy, I'm fine" I winced again.
"Where's your mum?"
"Work"
"Sam?"
"Katys or friends. Omari no offence but I really don't want to talk right now"
"Are to crying"
"No" I sniffed accidentley
"We gonna be there innna bit okay."
#-end
I seriously didn't even want company. I know I can't do anything about the pain but atleast I can sleep.
I felt my tummy and it was hard :(
I sighed and wiped away my tears. I tried to sit up but I hurt even more so I lied back down.
I heard my kitchen window open, muffling, then close.
Fuck I think I'm being burgled. I froze fearing my life.
"Aaliyah where you at?" I breathed out a sigh. I live to see another day
"Living room" I said. I couldn't shout. They opened the door and I saw Omari and Kwali- after they turned on the light. I closed my eyes. I was kinda liking the dark.
"Are you okay?" Omari was still in he's uniform but Kwali was wearing a nice black jacket and jeans
"Just peachy"
"I thought you were dead" Kwali said plainly. Omari dragged a desk chair and scooched it next to me and took my hand and started stroking it.
Mate. I'm not on my death bed.
"Where does it hurt?"
"Tummy and headache"
"Are you one of them chicks that have a bad period?" Kwali said screwing up he's face
"On the first couple of days yeah"
"We got you some medicine.". Kwali said smiling at me. Isn't he a cutieeee?
Omari opened a chemist bag in he's hand and put it in my hand.
"Femiflesh? I don't have thrush!" :|
"Oh. LOL. peak. That chemist gassed up "
"Alie. Kmt. Come we go back there" Omari said getting up.
"Wait; what did you tell him?"
"I said you had a problem with your pussy and might smell. Well thats what Omari told me"
Omari smiled at me. I swear I felt like bombinmg he's dimples
"You told a shokeeper and Kwali I have a problem with my vagina and smell?!"
"Not only me. There was bare man at my yard" Kwali said starting to laugh as I was getting more and more angry at Omari.
"Get out."
"What?"
"Omari seriously get the fuck out of my house"
"Whaaat?"
"You told a room full of boys that I have a problem with my vagina? That's like me going to a party and telling every girl there that you have chamidya"
"You know I don't work well under stress"
"Do you ever work well?" Kmt. I was freaking pissed. What normal working human does that? Seriously?
"Stop fighting man. In he's defence that femifresh ting is £6.39. -that fucking expensive. Just say thank you and I'll go and find you some paracetomel" Kwali said leaving the room. This wasn't the time for him being right and rigteous- I had a very good reson to be angry
"Lee?" Omari said smiling at me. This time I helt my fort and kept a straight face on even though inside I was smiling. He's smile was infectious.
"Ree?"
He's nicknames were annyoing and I sticking to what I said. If he calls me on of my nicknames; I'll make ones up for him.
"I'm the S word" -sorry. He's andother Sam, the don't like say sorry.
"Okay. Can you do me a favour please?"
"What's up?"
I smiled inside. I might aswell use this situation to my advantage. I don't like watching Criminal Minds on my own cause I get scared to easily and start thinking I know who the killer is personally- until the team find the person obviously.
"In the draw with the DVDs can you get one we can watch please"
"Which one?" He started walking to the draw and opened it then looked back to me.
"Criminal minds" I hadn't used Zacs present to its full potential- now was the time
"Kwali let's bounce now!" He was starting to make he's way to the door.
"Noooooooo! Please Omari! Just one episode then you can go but I'm really sad and that's the only thing that's gonna help me. Pleeeasseee? :) " I bated my eyelashes and gave him my version of puppy eyes
"Kmt. You look butters by the way don't do that" He brang- infact chucked the bos set and me and sat down sulking.
"Can you put on season one; the first one whilst I get changed please" I handed him the right dvd one
"You look fine"
"I'm not comftable. I dressed to be leaving my house" I said as I went upstairs. My tummy killed but criminal minds was making me smile tooooooo much. I chnaged pads, and changed into PJ bottoms and a large white T-Shirt, those ones that Soljua Boy wears- then went back downstairs with blankets in my hand
"I found some paracetomel" Kwali emerged from the kitchen with snacks aswel. Looks like that wasn't the only thing he found.
"Oh. I can't take it without my mum or dad here"
"Why?"
"I dunno. Her rules"
"So you just stay in pain cause of what your mum said?"
"Yeah. She wouldn't say that unless she had my best intrest at heart"
"Okaaayyy. I know no one can change your mind when it comes to your mum so come and sit down" I sat between Kwali and Omari as Crminal Minds started.
The grin I had on my face
One Hour Later...
"That was good! Next one!" I rapped myself more in the blanket and rested my head on Kwali.
"Nar Lee you said only one"
"Yeah. One series"
"Fuck you"
"God loves you too babe"
We watched another one. Sigh... I'm so happy
One Hour Later
"Next one"
One Hour Later
It must have been like 8 pm now and I wasn't even tired. This show kept me on the toes.
"I'm hungry" Kwali
"I'm sick" Me
"I'm bored" Omari
"We all got problems but how we gonna solve them?"
"Order Chinese and Omari hush your gums I'm having fun"
"Hey Lee?"
"Hey Omm?"
"You know when girls are on their reads yeah?"
"Yeah?"
"Like which hole does it come from?"
"The main one"
"What the bumhole?" Kwali shot up taking an intrest
"No. The one where the penis penetrates during sexual intercorse" Omari looked baffled
"The one where you beat a chick through?" Kwali explained. Omari ohed
"Yes you could say that"
"How much comes out?"
"What do you mean?"
"Like blood?"
"Errm, One average a tablespoon or a teaspoon can't remember, but it seems like more"
"Errr, now when I'm eating my ceral that's all I'm gonna think about"
"Do you use a cotton dick or tissue?" Omari
"What a tamppon or pad?"
"Yeah yeah"
"Oh a pad. I don't like a how a tampoon feels"
"You gonna like how mine feels" I didn't even dignifey that with a answer. Just looked at him and pressed play for the next episode. Ahh Morgan was so young back then.
For the next 30 mins they were asking me qestion about periods, didn't they do this in sex ed? And I was missing valuable Criminal Minds time aswel answering there questions
The door banged and guess my favourite persons home.
"Hiiii Sammmmmm!" I shouted. I liked him now, remember my tickets to see Chipmunk that I got for my birthday? The day was soon coming and I wanted to go with Sam and Melvyn. Sam because he has a car and Melvyn cause he's funny, so I'd have fun. I already went to my Drake concert and I swear Drake winked at me. I went to that one with Mummy and Cecila. The Rihanna one was all the way in November but I was willing to wait for her, she so sexxxxxyyyyy.
"You okay?" He said from the hall way
"Yeah. I have a belly ache though" I shouted back. The water I had been sipping had helped
"Err are you on your reds?"
"Yeah"
LOL- don't ask why everyone knows, Sam knows cause he lives with two women, he SHOULD know when were on our period. And Omari know cause Sam told him a long time ago and Kwali knows cause Omari told him.
"Do you want anything?"
"Can I have a hot bottle please"
"Itee. Do you want some hot choclate?"
"Yes please"
We heard pots banging and the microwave going, then Sam walked into the living room with a bot bottle in one hand and hot choclate in the other. He handed them to me then eyed Omari and Kwali who were sitting either side of me.
"You two cool?" I opened my top and put it on my belly. It was okay because half of my body was under the convers anway so nothing could be seen. I then started on my hot choclate.
"Yeah yeah you?" Kwali
"Blessed still- what you doing" Sam
"Watching Crminal minds with me. From the begining" I beamed proudly. I do love these two
"Why?" Sam looked a tad jealous. All he's friends HATED Criminal Minds, even Katy, so the only person he could watch it with was meeee and I had moved onto new people to watch it with
"Because I fell sick and there making me smile"
"LOL- whatever man I'm ghost"
"Night Casper"
I started laughing at my joke. I don't think I've met anyone quiet funny as me sometimes
"Your lucky I'm too tired to cuss you"
"What were you doing?" Sam started chuckling at us
"Just cause Katy won't let us beat don't mean we can't do other things; if you know what I'm saying" Sam laughed like and evil person and left the room. He makes me wanna gag so much sometimes.
Anyway- back to Criminal Minds
Another Hour
"Shouldn't you be making your way home?" I said to the twos boys that we still in my living room.
Its 10pm- as flexable as my mum is she's still an African and it was a school night.
"Kaynes got Cecila over and there gonna be whispering or talking in private"
"Curtis thinks I'm a druggie so I'm coming home late to piss him off."
"When does he leave?"
"In one week praise the lord"
"Does he know about Chloe?"
"Nope, he doesn't know about Chris getting excluded, he doesn't know about Katys fighting, he don't knowww shittttt!"
"Are you gonna tell him"
"Its none of he's buisness"
I sighed, I'm not even going to try and understand or argue.
"More Criminal Minds?!" I said gleaming
"Shouldn't you be in bed - you have school tomorow"
"I don't think I'm going and what about you two? I can't leave you alone in my house"
"We can enteratin your mum when she gets home ;)" Kwali said
"Alie she's a hotspice?" Omari spudded him like I wasn't in the room
"Nar man she's a blazingspice"
"You DUNknow!"
"That's my sugar mama- fuck beyonce"
"You seen her car?"
"The black BMW one init?"
"YEEEEAAAAHHH!" They started nudging eachother and jumping and making weird noises with there hands.
Okaaaaayyyy. I sat between them whilst they talked about car and watched the next CriminalMinds. I had already made my mind up, I'm not attending school for me to be in pain and not even comftable? No thank you. I'll just email my teachers for the work missed
I think I feel asleep because when I woke up I was in my bed and very hot. I looked down on my body and saw tons of blankets on top of me. I silentley kissed my teeth and hit back my head on the pillow I didn't sleep though. I was kinda bored of sleeping, I got out a book 'Little Ladies' . I was nearly finished this book but I never actually stopped and finished it. No time like the present.
I eventually fell asleep again as the sun was coming up with the book in my hand, finished.
"Is she awake?" I think Cecila asked. I kept my eyes closed. If I kept quiet long enough I could get away with me sleeping then sleep again
"She might be dead"- Steven. There in the same room? I must be dreaming.
"Poke her then" -Kwali said. Lool- what an idiot
"No you poke her" -Tristan. #sigh
"But she'll start cussing me in her ghost form" Kwali started
"So you want her to cuss me?". -Tristan
"Yeah" -Omari
"She doesn't like me though" -Tristan. See in the the last couple of weeks, whenever I see him. I make it beyond obvious, like if I cook food I put more salt then gigle in a corner whilst he eats and screw up he's face :)
"Who does she like?" -Sam said, I could feel him smiling though I couldn't see him. We're like that
"Omari" -they all said in unision. I rolled my eyes.
Damn I smiled accidentaily.
"Shes alive!"
"Yeah cause you mentioned you know who's name"
"I'm not Voldermort about 'you know who' kmt. Aaliyah wake your ass up man, were hungry"
"Go to the shops"
"It cost money"
"I swear your black males are always balling"
"Yeah but I want some Jellof"
"Your Jamican go and eat something Jamican"
"Your gonna make a bad wife"
"You said I was gonna make a good wife"
"To me yeah, but others guys are gonna drop you like there no tomorow"
"Omari and whoever else is here go away and go school"
"Its finished"
"What? What time isit?"
"4:23 on the dot"
"4:25" I forgot there was other people in the room, the way me and Omari were just talking excluding everyone.
"You lied its 4:22" -Kwali
"What? I have GMT time man its 4:24" -Trisatn
"What? I say we go to the big ben and check there." -Steven
"Shut up man. Aaliyah you need to wake up anway, the Germany meeting is tonight. We need to sort out the rooms and shit man." Cecila, voice of reason
"I don't feel well"
"Well get the fuck over it. Your mum said you need to go GP and you have an appointment 6, so you need to wake up anyway"
"Sammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm"
"Hush you smelly gums and get in the bath"
I kissed my teeth loudly. This is how you know your not loved, I don't feel well but I'm still being dragged out of bed. I took a shower, changed pads and wore jeans, a plain T-Shirt and uggs. Then went downstairs, opened the living room. Urgh.
It was full of boys and girls. Two girls from my school, Sophie and Cecila, and the rest of the girls from outside my school and the res were boys- College and some still in school uniform. They were all just talking or watching TV, relaxing. Nothing sexual going on. We were all growing up, there wasn't time to be messing about in school, no one wanted to be one that we all drive past in our mercedes on our way to our high paided jobs whilst they are cleaning our car for £5.
"Sam?"
"Mh. You ready?"
"Yeah."
"Niggers, go home." People started to collect there things and I waited in the hall way for my house to clear out, hugged Cecila and Sophie then they left. Unknown males left and hugged Kwali.
"Are you feeling better?"
"Yeah much, but still have a headache"
"Get well soon yeah. I don't like seeing you sad"
"I don't like seeing you at all" I gleamed at him
"Kmt. Whatever and you need to tell him''
''huh? Tell who what?''
''Omari. Aaliyah it actually beyond bait you still like him''
''I do not'' I bit the inside of my mouth trying not to smile
"yes you do. But he wont make the first move''
''why?''
''im a boy. We don't talk about our feelings''
''shut up and carry on''
''whenever anyone brings you up and you two having a realtionship he always bitches about how he's always the first one. How you know that all you gotta do to have him is say the word. So I'm saying just tell him how you feel and get freaky already'' my heart started racing, don't ask why
"When did he say this?"
"Like when anyone brings you up"
''I don't want him''
''kep lying yeah'' he said kissing me on the cheek.
''and call me when your finished your GP thing I need to talk toyou''
''am I in trouble?''
''LOL nar'''
''is it bad''
''errmm, to me yeah but your gonna be happy''
'woohoo, I'll call you on Sams cause all my mintues are gone''
He noded hes head and left.
Omari left the living room whilst on the phone. He put hes hand out and I went to hug him, he peked me on the lips and smiled at me whilst on the phone. I could hear the whoe conversation but I tried to style it out
''Mari are you listening to me?''
''yeah I am man, carry on'' Omari said smiling down at me , me with my hands still around hes body.
''the doctor said that the babys positioned the wrong way, the bottom is going to come out first so there might be some complications with the baby'' he face went serious. No need to guess whos on the phone. Once again my heart started running laps. What they don't know can't hurt then right? And if Michelle was right then when the baby came out, it would be obvious that its not Omaris and then Omari wouldn't hate me. There would be no strings attached and then we can sort out our realtionship- perfect right?
''what complications?''
'I cant remember exactly-''
''what do you mean you cant remember, its your fucking baby''
''well the doctor said that when he coming out the cord might get wrapped around the neck...''
''okay. Carryo n''
''but they said that they can fix it''
''okay then. I'll call you later in a bit busy right now''
''okay then, bye and don't forget the birthing classes on Sunday''
''Sunday? I have a scout coming''
''well then I guess you have to chose then''
''cant you re-schedule it?''
''you want me to reschedule the whole baby because its not on time with you yeah? ''
''I didn't say that''
"But reschudle to when? You busy virualey every weekend, your not going to to come on Valentine day are you? And then your going to make excuses all week, then your going to Germany for a week, then by then the baby might already be on the way! Just make sure your there''
The phone went dead and Omari kissed hes teeth
''whats wrong?''
''Chloes and the baby are stressing me out''
''when is it due?''
''month and a bit''
''told your mum yet?''
Omair shaked hes head
''I'll tell her Saturday I think.''
''you need to do it asap''
''I know man.''
''so what scouts coming for what?'' call me nosey but I hate being in the dark
''I have a football scout on Saturday and a Rugby one of Sunday''
''you play football?'' Omair nodded hes head. I wasn't as shocked with Rugby, Rugby is a violent sport sport no wonder he played it, probably just a reason to hurt people, but with Football he had to follow strict rules I think. Infact I don't even know because I don't know any rules in football but it looked structed- not like him?
''seriously?''
''yeah. Why you shocked?''
''cause I never knew you played either of those sports''
''how do you think I stay so fit &know you know init'' he said smiling
''what team you play for''
''that's the thing. It's a scout for Chelsea under 17, so if I miss that then basically ive missed a once ina life time chance, but then theres the baby aswell, so I have to pick between the baby or my career init''
'aww, im sure you'll make he right decission''
''I hope so''
''right so ...bye''
''wait, you don't have anything to say to me?''
''erm...''
Yes. I freaking like you. When you peck my lips I want it to go on for longer. I get ljealous when girls look at you and you look back, I don't like seeing you talk about othe girls, I don't like seeing you hug other girls when I know that SHOULD be me. Like a freaking sado this is what I thought
''no, except make sure your not late to the meeting'' I smiled
"Itee. See you there yeah. And get well soon." I just nodded. Argh, I chickenedd out. I hit my forhead then immedietly regretted it, my headache just did a big bang then went back to the normal pain I was having before.
"Go in the car I'm coming" Sam shouted from somewhere. I listened and went to sit in he's Mini Cooper. He still had it and it looked like it was straight from the car lot a couple of mins ago. He spent ridiculous amounts of money making sure it was kept in top tip. If he saw a scrath of the car I wouldn't be suprised if he kills the person responisible. Sam came out of the house and drove us to the GP.
The doctor said 'that it was a natural process of growing up. My period dates would fluxuate, it was only normal for someone my age and I most probably had a cold coming, causing me to have such a headache. I should just take painkillers and rest'
I got of got that off Winkipediea, but I thanked him anyway and we made our way to the school meeting, which we were late for by 30 mins. When we opened the hall door, the room went quiet and everyone stared at us. Sam apolgised and we sat at the back.
"Kmt. This is bullshit man. I wanna go home" the head of histroy was explaing what were we going to be doing on the trip. I wasn't paying attention either, I was hitting myself for not telling Omari earlier, I was gone in a dream land of what would have happened if I told him the truth.
"Mhh. I'm hungry"
"Do you want Nandos?"
"Yes please"
"Well go after" I looked over to near the front where Omaris mum was screwing him and he was screwing her back, lool; I bet he was getting told off for somethig
Mr Smith started talking and all ther girls shot up. He. Was. Beautiful, infact he was ginger which is what was so shocking. He was tallish and white, with freckles and ginger hair- spiky, normally I would say that nasty but with him its like it all came together. And he was in he's own clothes which pushed up he's brownie points. Ahh, all the girls knew that nothing could possibly happen between him and us, but we could still day dream. And he could actually teach in a fun way aswel.
"You can talk amougst yourself about rooms, its 5 in each and as usual same sex only okay? So boys stop looking around now" the girls laughed. It wasn't funny, but because he said it it was. I stood up looking for someone who wouldn't make too much noise and wouldn't argue with me. Michelle must have spotted me first and came over. See, she still doent know that I know about her and Omari, I don't want to even think about it.
"Hey, I didn't see you in school today" she said hugging me. I think she must have been unaware that Sam was sitting behind me
When I moved from the hug he must have poped up in her line of eyesight.
"Cool" Sam said nodding he's head, calling someone I think
"Yeah you-"
"Yo Babe" Sam cut her off by gretting the person on the phone and walking away. It was Katy of course. I was actually proud of him, even though he was playing her at the beginning of the realtionship- he seems extremly serious about there realtionship, the first I had seen him, he would call her and just talk, not dirty, but just talk. Katy had met my mum many times by now and she sometimes slept over and when she did I heard silence. Meaning they wasn't having sex meaning Sam wasn't using her. Meaning my ears and eyes didn't bleed in the night. But when I sleep over hers, its a diffrent story so now I rarely sleepover, unless I'm too lazy to go home. And I do actually like Katy, I go and visit her without Sam which says a lot.
"Who you sharing with?" Michelle asked dragging me out of my thoughts
"Ermm, I don't actually know. 5s a lot"
"Mhhh... Wanna share?"
"Sure" I smiled.
"How's your mum?"
"Ermm, better I think. She in the hospital less"
"Oh. Did they find out what's wrong with her?"
"Yeah. Cancer" my mouth dropped
"Breats cancer actually, but she's in recommission though"
"That's great, send her my love" I genuiley smiled and gave her a big hug
For you people bad at biology recommison means its going away, that she's getting better.
"Thanks and you can do that, she over there" I scanned the room following Michelles hand and saw my God mother eyeing up Mr Smith. She hasn't changed a tad bit. I ran to her, something I rarely do and hugged her. She lit up and we had a quick convo, then me and Michelle resumed our search for people to share with.
We still only had me and her. Cecila spotted me and came over with Sophie.
"Heyyy, what did the doctor say?"
"That its natural and I might have a mild cold, thus the headache and stuff"
"Oh. At least your feeling better"
"Thanks, Hi Sophie" I waved at her quickly
"Hey babe, Hi Michelle"
"Hey"
In the end we all ddecied to share, I knew Cecila wasn't happy but you can't always have things your way.
Then me and Sam went Nandos but he was on the phone the whole time so I ended up calling Kwali after Sam baught me credit. We must have looked dumb, two people in Nandos just on the phone and eating- not talking to each other
7 days later. Monday- Valentines day!
"Omari its not gonna fit"
"It will man. I'll go slowly"
"No. Stop, I'll scream"
"Just try it. In-out, If it hurts I'll take it out"
"No. It will hurt and its gonna bleed and leave a scar"
"Its not THAT big"
"From where I'm standing it is"
"You've seen it before"
"Not yours I haven't. On TV maybe"
"You know I don't hand this out to everyone, your speical and I just wanna show you"
"Fine. But if it hurts out okay?"
"Promise"
"Ow ow ow!"
"I haven't put it in yet"
"Okaayyy, hurry up" I closed my eyes prepring for the pain
"Its in"
"Am I that lose?"
"LOOL! Yeah, you've obviously had bare in before init?"
"Yeah, I guess so. Pass me a mirrror"
No. I wasn't about to lose my virginity, it was earings, and that back bit that goes in your ear was FAT, it was actually scaring me and I didn't think it would be able to fit in my ears. Thus me complaing
He passed me a mirror.
"Oh. They look nice. Thank youu"
'My head of year wanted to see me' -according to Omari. So I had left my things in science and followed him thinking that I was going to see the head of year to reicive an award of some sort because I'm never in trouble. Then next thing he makes a funky turn and were in the back room of the PE hall were all of the equipment is helt. It was quiet spacey seeing as there was a PE class outside, but the hall was empty and most of the equipment had been taken out. And then here me and Omari are, in poor lighting in a closet me reciving my Valentine present because later tonight 'we gonna be too busy for me to get a present' -according to him.
"Your welcome babe"
"...okay. Well I'm going to go back to my lesson and you go back to PE" I said filling up the silence. I didn't want to leave but me getting in trouble was playing in my head. Omari was in he's PE uniform as he picked Physical Education as a GCSE. Don't even know why.
"Nar, stay a bit longer"
"In silence?"
"I'm fine just looking at you" smooth lines my friend. I tried to contain my laughter but I couldn't so I ened up smiling looking down at my shoes
"I like your smile look up" I looked up still smiling. I was a softie, smiling to easily
"Aren't you gonna ask what were doing tonight?"
"What are we doing Omari?"
"Hmm... Your gonna have to wait and find out yeah"
"Okayy then. Are you picking me up?"
"Nar. Jump cab still yeah, and wear something nice, heels. Those sparkjly ones you wore on your birthday. I like them"
"Yes sir, if I can find then"
"Good good. NOW I'm gonna get in trouble, I told him I'm only going toilet to bust a shit" I laughed
"Okay then, see you later yeah?"
"Yeah" we started at each other and he moved forward, then opened the door behind me.
"Later yeah" he whispered sending shivers down my whole body. I simply nodded not trusting myself talking. I removed the love heart earing and but then in my breast pocket, the school doesn't premit such large earings, I'll wear them tonight. We went our seprate ways and I went back to my triple science class.
That night. 6: 30.
Okay. I was ready. Actually beyond ready. I was tapping my foot in antecipation. I knew something was going to go down tonight. My body was going to accept it happily, but my brain and concience was going to be soooooooooooo repluctant. It was heart over brain and right now brain was winning. I kept going back and forth to the mirror, making sure that there wasn't a crease in place my clothes. I argued with myself to change clothes. I wasn't sure if it was approtite, if it was too much, no. It was to little. Argh. And I didn't even know where I was going aswel. I looked at the mirror once more and decided not to change again. I was dressed by Cecila, she was always there with her clother :D ; I thanked God a hundred times for having a friend like her. She had left recently to go and see her valentine, Kayne. No not like that, they were both anti love, so they were going Cinema and ruiening the movie for evryone there because they had watched it before -lol. I tried to laugh but all that came out was a sigh. Okay, breath. I looked down at what I was actually wearing. None of it was mine, but same diffrence. I had. A bdoy con dress, one that stopped near my elbows and was strippy, it wasn't TOOO short, I made sure of that, and Sam did too. He had jetted off a couple of mins ago to Katys. We all know what's going to happen there right? The dress didn't drop down to my clevage but it just showed the tip kind of, it was black and white in stripes- I couldn't find the heels he was talking about so I ended up wearing patent higgghh heels, I kept walking in them so I could break into them and walk properly without me wobling like bambi. They wasn't megggaaa high, but they made me look a good couple of inches taller. My hair had been cut, but it was still in a middle parting, just shorter, just below my shoulders. I had the sliver heart earing from Omari, I quite liked them and they were from Harrods. I checked the back and I also wore the necklase I recived from him on my birthday. I hadn't brought him a present thinking that he had forgotten but I actually didn't care. It was bad but my nerves were bigger than my conicence right now. I sighed and looked around my empty living room. Mum had a date, can you belive? And Kwali met a girl he had asked to be he's Valentine :) -thats what he wanted to tell me. He said I could met her on saturday when he comes to say bye to me (germany leave on saturday). My phone vibrated and I started at it. I was anxious to see what it was. I closed my eyes and reached out for it. I opened the message and it was from T-Mobile. I wanted to break this stupid I-Phone ina trillon pices.
My phone vibrated in my hands and a call popped up- #unknown,
"Hello?"
"Your Taxis outside. Get in but stay on the phone to me cause you know there Taxis might try shit"
"Erm, okay" I said slowly. It was Omari but I was baffled why it was private? He was on contract and I knew he didn't care if he went over he mintues. Infact he couldn't cause he had unlimited. I opened door and saw a black BMW. That wasn't a taxi. It was Chris car. I closed my door. I'm not getting in there
"Are you in yet?"
"Theres no Taxi"
"Yeah. Its Chris he offered to pick you up"
"NOO! Omari please I'll take a bus"
"LOL! You hate buses though"
"I don't mind"
"What are you wearing?" -i descired it
"Nar fuck that get in the car man. I'm not having people look at you." I jumped angrily and fell down. Argh fuck these hills. I stood up and picked up my phone- the call had ben disconnected. I was huffing and puffing trying to put my hair back in place. I opened the door and locked it, now limping cause I hurt my ankle, the same one that I hurt before.
"Well hello" Chris said as I opened the passenger door. I had tried the back one but the doors were locked. He looked at me and started laughing. This is why I didn't want to get in the car. He always laughed at me making me feel so stupid no matter what I was doing. He always laughed aswel. No matter what he would laugh and it actyually hurt my self esteem. I opned the door ready to get out. I felt so freaking stupid. I looked stupid. And I was stupid.
"Nar nar I'm sorry man. I didn't mean to laugh"
"Why are you even lauging?" I was getting more and more angry. You don't laugh at people and not mean it?
"Cause...your just weird."
"Thanks." I once again opened the door. I wanted to go and get some ice cream and watch singing in the rain in darkness, this is how Chris made you feel
"No! I don't mean it like that. It just you don't look like Omaris type but now you do, so its just funny. Stay in the car man. Omari will kill me if her thought I stopped you from coming"
Okay. For Omari.
And the possible free food. I closed the door and put on my seat belt and we set of.
"So. Are you and Omari on or off?"
"Pardon?"
"So your going to he's house dressed like that on valentine day but you too aren't doing a ting? -LOL! He's slacking"
"So. Did you get back into Uni?" I wasn't going to talk about my realtionship to him.
"Yeah. Actually going back there after I drop you off"
"So I won't be seeing you as often?"
"Nar nar. Maybe of some weekends but don't count on that"
"What a shame" -no. Even though my heart was beating fast Chris leaving was a blessing in disguise. Omari might miss him but someone laughing and me constantley stopping didn't seem so bad.
"Don't lie your happs though"
"Not at all."
"Yeah, your gonna miss your brother in law right?" We had soon hit traffic and he lied back in the chair, I noticed he wasn't wearing a seat belt
"I think you forgot your seat belt" I said awkwardly pointing at he's abdomen.
"Nar I'd didn't forget. I just don't like it"
"Why? What happens if you get in an accident?"
"Then I have faith in God init. Cavemen survived without seat belts" he was definetly Omaris brother. Without doubt, only they would say something like that
"Okay then. I'llpray for you tonight"
"Nar I pray for YOU"
"Why?"
"Valentine Sex! Valentine sex!" He said in the 'birthday sex' tune- but remixed
"I'm still a virgin and plan to be for the next deacde" he motuh flung open, then he burst out in hysteria
"What's funny now?"
"You definetly aint Omaris type. You aint any boys type! Ahhhh LOOOOL- my girls said Decade man? That's gonna be a status" he whipped out he blackberry and started typing away fruisosley, still laughing, then he put it down as he start to drive again. He's phone vibrated multiple times.
"Answer that and tell them I'm driving please"
I picked up he bb slowly, living around people with BBs didn't mean I knew how to use one. It was already unlocked and on the chats, I opened one with the Blue thing next to it.
#- Convo
'. Omari #waiting for my main girl to arrive :D'
"LOOOOL! Is that what Aaliyah said in the car & where you at man?"
ChirssyChris. ;this girls funny
"He's busy. He's driving & yeah I did"
I replied. Everyone else got- I'm busys.
My palms kept sweating, we were only a couple of mintues away from he house now
"Oh yeah why are you limping? I swear what happened was like months ago?"
"I jumped in my heels and fell over" I said embarced. Chris broke out in laughter AGAIN.
"Why where you even jumping?"
"Err, just recived some bad news and I guess I just got too angry"
"Ohh ite, if its not too nosey what did you hear?"
"Errrmm, the stock encomys gone down in double glazed glass" -it wasn't a lie. I heard it on econmics news this moring. Don't ask why I watch it, its actually quite intresting & I wasn't actually going going to tell him I jumped because I didn't want to be in he's comapny
"Woaah? You actually watch that? And it got you mad?"
"Yeah. Erm, I was going to invest in glass when I'm older so it was bad news"
"LOL. Omaris changing alie?"
"I don't really think so. Yeah he's getting into less fights but he's still getting sent out of class"
"He has a problem with authority man. "
"That's not very goodi authority is gonna be there all the time, look at the police?"
"Nar. I don't get the police though, so you passed some test you have the right to look at me and deicde you want to search me? You don't have a god given right to pick and chose me of the road because of my skin colour or the way I'm walking or dressing. I obviously respect the officers that actually go and stop real crimes, not the ones that bop around lewisham wanting a crime to take place so they can get brownie points. Kmt. No! No on will stop and search me unless they have a warrant from God or I have actually commited a crime and there evidence"
"I understand that but think of all the people they have taken guns and knifes of"
"But how times are the poilce late? If more of them actually went were there was crimes it wouldn't be this bad"
"Your looking at it from one persons point of view, the head of the poice doesn't know everyone who walks the street. He has to do what he thinks is best for the nation and everyones saftey"
"Yeah I'm not saying he's idea was bad, I'm saying how it been carried out is bullshit. It gets communtiy police officers gassed and make people hate the poilce who aren't even police"
We actually had a deabte. Correct. Me and one of the Jones had a civilised talk- but then we parked outside he's house and my heart rate raced again
"Be good kids. And don't do anything I wouldn't do!"
"What wouldn't you do?!"
"Lick out a girl- but other than that. Have fun! And remember that its a school night . Tell Omari I said I'll call him when I get to Uni & tell Sam to come and visit me this week okay?"
"Yes Chris" I said and left he's car.
He handed me the house keys before he left.
I waved as he drove away, no Chirs for a loooooonnnggg time. I sighed as I opened the door with the keys Chris gave me.
Good luck me.
Adrreanline as the door opened shot through my body.
I finally understand when people say 'he's good enough to eat' -ahhhhh. He was stanging near the door and had turned around.
He had had he hair re done from this moring, having multiple star coming from he's hair line. Dressed in a polo of some sort and a lgiht cardigan and a hat, a spiderman hat. Everything was red, except for a black hat and a black cardigan. Of cousre he had a fresh pair of trainer on- high tops.
"Are you gonna stand outside or come in?" I nodded my head and walked in slowly trying to diguise my. Now evident limp. I slaapped my self for jumping, why would I jump in heels like I'm Beyonce? I walked into the kicthen, the first place the hall way lead to whilst Omari closed the door. It was brightley lit, and there was some bowls and cooking eqipment.
"I tried to bake som cupcakes but flopped, wanna help me?" He asked so sweetly. I didn't trust myself to talk so I just nodded and crossed my arms. I walked over to the bowls and saw eggs, flour, food colouring, pink, and various other things.
"And I don't know how to make them. So..."
"Oh" I croaked. I swallowed the ball in my throat and tried to loosen up. I took command of the situaion- I like being in control and started mixing things trying to stop my hand from shaking and making sure my nails stayed clean. I'm sure Omari was staring at my back, I could almost feel he's eyes. I got to mixing the batch together and we all know how weak I am. I felt a light patteren on breath on my shoulder, indicating Omari was behind me. He slid he's hands around my waist and took the wooden spoon, then stared mixing it. My hands were on the spoon and he's on mine so it was follow the leader. I looked at any and evry where, he's curtains where closed, everything was dark except this room, or from as far as I could see
"Lee?" He breathed down my neck. I could feel he's lips moving slowly on my neck.
"Yeahh?" I replied trying to keep my voice normal
"Do you have anything to say?"
"No" I wished he could stop asking me. I KNEW I should tell the truth but everytime my tounge would get stuck in my throat
"So where doing this the hard way yeah?" He's mouth was moving up and down my neck slowly. Why would I wear such a dress revealing so much of my neck
"Looks like it"
He laughed on my neck.
"Suree?" He whispered.
"Verry" I bit my lip a little. I don't even know why I done it but it seemed like a nautral reaction. He moved the bowl to the side.
I stood like staute- except for my chest that was moving rapidly. He mouth on my neck opened slowly and he started sucking on my neck. I closed my eyes, I didn't know what to do with myself. Best to just stay still. He sucked my neck in a rythm until I was certain that he left a mark on it. He bit it once and I moaned/ screamed, then with one hand and turned me around. Without and word, just eye contact, he lifted me up and I was sitting on the counter, with the other hand he opened my legs a little and stood inbetween them. He moved forward and he's lips embraced mine. To say I was fine would have been the understatement of the yeah. I was shaking like a leave of a cold autumn day. He lips slowly parted mine, inviting he tounge to explore my mouth. I didn't refuse this gesture- infact I was injoying it. Omari bit my bottom lip slwoly, making me wince a bit, a bit of pain and a bit of pleassure. He hands started to explore my lower body. Omari was rubbing my thighs slowly, tickling me but going deeper each time until he was at the tip. Almost touching my private parts. Hate to say it but I wanted him to carry on, my mind was blined with wild lust and there was only thing I wanted right now, Omari.
"You like that?" I shaked my head. I had my arms around he's neck and head, I was happily enjoy this experince and he wanted to talk? Shut up and kiss me fool
"Well we gonna stop there cause the food must be done by now" he pulled away compelety. Bless he's self control. He smiled and me and I screwed him in my head. I wasn't gonna let him know I liked it that much. He helt me by my waist and let me down from the counters gentley, holding onto my waist/ bum.
"I like your dress" he said looking at my body. Not me.
"Thank you"
"Where do you girls shop man? The dress you bring out make me wanna..." He didn't carry on, but instead just licked he's lips and kissed my forehead.
"Sit down in the living room, I'll be over ina bit" I nodded my head and opened he's living room door.
The first time I notice on he's cream flower was the orose petals. I followed then as they lead to the middle of the room.
It was transformed, there were candles everywhere, carefully placed to bring out certain coulours from pictures and to hide other things. He sofa had been pushed back and in the middle lay a small chinese table. You know the ones that Morrcan people eat oe? The ones ones on the floor? That's the ones he had, but it was a beautful colour. It had chinses wiritng all over in in black and white. It looked like something you would find in and antique store. I took at seat on one of the cushion laid on the floor and sat in a posisition were I would be comftable but I wouldn't be reavleing my pants. There was light music playing in the play ground. The song was Doorbell Trey Songz. I hummed along and smiled at how I was in this situation
Omari walked in soon after with a dish in he's hands. As he set it down I saw what it was. Sushi!
For a Nigerian girl I did actually eat Sushi, it was one of the best things I've eaten and I had only discovered it recentley.
"Awww, did you make this?"
"Yeah. So don't chat shit if it doesn't taste nice" In the dish was some rice and two crakcers. It looked authtic and all. I took the chop sticks and realised there was only one pair
"Why is there only one?"
"I'm not eating raw fish! Are you maddddd?! I had Favourites before you came."
"Oh."
"Eat up man. I wouldn't posion you"
Omari sat ther cross legged as I happily ate away my food. The Sushi was nice butttt- I prefer mine without pepper. Just a note, and the rice was nice too. I finished my meal and drank it down with cranberry juice. He was getting everything perfect. My favourite food and drink. Kodos.
The whole time he was just staring at me smiling, making me shy about how I was eating
"Before you ask questions open your cracker and I'll do the same" I smiled and opened the cracker. I ate it before I read it. Ritual.
"Hurry up man" I chewed more quickly and read it:
'Though love kills like they gave Cupid a gun.
A guy like Omari is a Million in one.
He'll be you solider when the times get though or rough
And even when times get dark and you feel alone.
Just call my name.
And I'll be there
Refer to Omari for the rest of this Sweetboy speech :) '
I looked up at Omari.
"Ite. Your gonna be playing this I don't want a man buisnes. And I'm gonna alow you cause to be honest I don't want a girl, but I know that I want you and I don't want any other boys looking at you. I haven't even actaully KNOWN you for a full year but you already have me changing, have me on my best beahviourt cause I'm scared you might find out and fuck me up. You have me on some next Sweet boy movements, I sing to you, I cooked for you, I did my homework for you. Like I actually love you and I've told you this how many times but the more time I spend with you the more certain I am that I'm marrying you. I want you to be bareing my trillon mini Omaris even though your scared your gonna hurt your pussy, like its mad tryna explain how I feel. No girl I met can or has compared to you, there's gonna be times that I'm gonna front and act like you aint shit- well I've done that already but I do that cause I'm angry or jealous. I don't like admitting it but I do get Jealous sometimes when you give certain stupid boys unneeded attention" #Nathan
"And as much as I like you I'm not gonna make the fist move cause your a stoosh chick and I haven't used that word in timeeee! But big man ting, I'm not making the first move, if you want me just say"
I opened my mouth to speak but was stopped
"I don't want an answer now, the night aint finished you know, do you think I'm that cheap? Anyway I'm baffling you now but basically I'm saying I don't want a girl and you don't want a man- but we can deal or ado a ting, or be unnofical. Just as long as people know your mine"
I opened my mouth to speak again, but once again was stopped
"Before you start switching cause I'm cutting you off, let's go. We have much more to do"
He stod up and with such ease and confidence put out he's hands.
I took it and he lifted me up.
Tonight?
-ermm? Yes or no?
LOL! Actually wanna knoe your opionoin- what happens rest on you guys- but may I warn you Nathan and Zac are coming back so pick wisely ;)
COMMENT OKAY!
I know you loser are gonna say yes but whyyy???
I don't even like Omari any more. He too much of a sweet boy- I like Nathan B]
&next ones gonna be Omaris POV; sooo likee Comment & see you Next Thursday.
Noone compalin about it being short