"hey , so i need you to scrub in .." Kaitlyn told Owen and checked her watch. "an hour" she sipped her juice. "why?" he asked. "because you're good at the lame surgeries that don't make since" Kaitlyn said and he smiled.
"why are you smiling?" she asked. "you asking me for help" he smiled but inside he was overjoyed because he asked her for help yesterday and she declined his offer. so he's gonna need something in return.
"well when you put it like that it makes me wanna kill myself" i rolled my eyes. "well look who it is , the chief's bitch" i side eyed Owen. "what happened" Kaitlyn wondered.
"i got a suspension for 4 days because he told dr Davis that i took his surgery and whats worse is billie keeps looking at me like i'm crazy" i snarked. "i'm sorry , i didn't know it was billie that took it i thought it was you" he apologized as he watched Francis walk around in need of her forgiveness.
"go to hell" i said and walked away. i was walking down the hallway checking on my patient and a gurney came and hit me as i hit my head on the floor. "damn it" i said to myself and i looked up and it appeared to be billie.
"sorry i didn't mean to-" i cut her off , "you did this on purpose didn't you?" i asked. "you're bleeding" she touched my head. "stop i'm fine" i got up and went to the bed so she could stitch me up.
"okay and done" she said after five minutes. "goodbye" i walked away before she stopped me. "sorry for walking out" she admitted. "yeah well we all have our days. we over billie leave me the hell alone unless it's related to here" i said and walked out.
KAITLYN POV
"what are you doing tomorrow on your day off!" Owen tried to make small talk in the O.R. "i'm not supposed to talk to you. you made Georgia mad" i said. "right" he rolled his eyes. "stop talking to me and suction please" i said. "please tell Georgia to forgive me" he said. "i don't even forgive you because i have no one to compete against for the next for days so i don't forgive YOU" i said.
i injected the patient with epinephrine. "OW!" Owen groaned and i realized i accidentally poked his finger through his glove with the needle. "oh my god" i repeated. "oh my god Owen" i said and he immediately passed out.
"pulse is fading looks like he has a arrhythmia?, i need a crash cart" i told the O.R. nurses. i grabbed the defibrillator "clear" i said and shocked him. and after the first shock he woke up "Owen , Owen can you hear me Owen" i grabbed his face.
"you crazy bitch , you almost killed me" he breathed out. "oh thank you god" i relieved that i didn't kill the man. and everyone in the O.R. gallery was shocked at what happened.
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after finishing our surgery i went to go see him in his hospital bed. "get up" i walked inside Owen's hospital room. "no , i'm under 24 observation because YOU. ALMOST. KILLED. ME!" he yelled.
"i revealed an arrhythmia you didn't even know you had i probably saved your life i'll run a EKG on you later just get up" i tried to get him out of bed. "your suppose to have my back , i made a mistake alright i was pissed off-" i talked over him annoyed.
"oh for the love of god" i rolled my eyes. "i screwed up you screw up all the time. i don't have anybody , you guys are all i have! you have to forgive me" he yelled. " okay , whatever forgiven" i said annoyingly. "just get up out of the damn bed" and he got up.
NORA POV
"so when are you returning home?" i asked Kyla. "that's what i had to tell you" she said. "so , i want you to come with me , move with me to Germany , there's plenty of jobs you can have and-" i cut her off.
"what? no absolutely not , i'm in the middle of my residency , my friends are here everyone here is nice. i cant leave that behind" i told her. "think about , please" she said and i got up and left.
i walked into a on call room to .. breathe. "you okay?" Georgia asked from on the bed. "yeah , fine" i reassured her. "doesn't look like it" Kaitlyn said from on the floor which i didn't noticed she was there.
"i almost killed Owen" Kaitlyn confessed. "billie broke up with me and i'm suspended and i'm really sad" Georgia said. "Kyla wants to move to Germany it's half way across the world from my family, friends , and just here" i pour out my feelings.
"i'd go , Germany is beautiful place" Georgia said. "dance it out?" Kaitlyn asked and Georgia cut on some music from some radio and they began to dance. "what the hell" i said.
"oh what the hell" i said and got up and joined, our bodies move to the rhythm, side to side until we got tired or paged and stopped.
OWEN POV
i'm hanging out with all the residents accept Jordan , Georgia and Nora , by the nurses station. even though me and billie isn't on good terms , we still can stand being around each other. "—-come on just admit it , you're still a virgin" Ian said to lily. "no i'm not" she groaned.
"theres no shame in it" i said. "really?" she asked hopeful. "theres a lot of shame" billie said. "tell her Kaitlyn" Owen said. "i.. i umm i was going to say something but then i forgot has anybody seen Georgia ?" Kaitlyn laughed because i forgotten.
"ahh i have to go" billie looked at her pager and left. "today only one person looks at me like a psycho who might run down the hall naked , and dr miller screamed like a little bitch baby when she saw a bug so i'm feeling really good you know for a crazy person" Georgia came and sat down with Nora behind her.
"nobody gives a crap if you're crazy , were all crazy" Nora said. "yeah look at lily , she still a virgin" Jermey said. "yeah well billie gives a crap , she stared at me like I'm a menace to myself and everyone around me" Georgia confessed.
"my girlfriend wants to move to Germany and start over , you're not the only one crazy .. wait you're still a virgin?" Nora chuckled to lily.
"stop okay , just stop. i'm a virgin, yes so what. it's not something i talk about okay we all have something we don't talk about. Owen you've cheated on your girlfriend and is afraid to go home because you think she might kill you , and Ian you're afraid of people finding the good in you which is why you're so mean all the time" lily continued.
"Nora , you're scared to love , to fall in love because you'll worry it won't last which is why you're scared to move. you like Germany but the thought of moving there terrifies you but hey you only live once." lily snapped.
"and Kaitlyn, you're scared that Jermey's never gonna be the same person again and Georgia, for god's sake billie never thought you were a psycho she still loves you , thats why she stares at you because she can't keep her eyes off the women she still in love with. of course she isn't gonna say anything because SHE walked out. but we all have something we don't talk about , i am a 20 year old , 21 in the next three days year old virgin" she sighed.
"mainly because i wanted to wait and my first time to be special and then i waited too long and.. partially because i'm pretty sure no one finds me attractive they just want my virginity card. i'm a virgin that doesn't make it a conversation over break time we all have stuff we don't talk about" lily confessed. "dr. swan , you're needed in the NICU" a nurse told lily. her last name is swan? wow never heard it.
JORDAN POV
"yeah well i'm beginning to like lily swan even better" Kaitlyn said to me and Georgia at the bar , they told me the kid who sells fake ID's until our real ones come when were actually 21. "yeah she might be a virgin but she's doing it for her savior , god or something. i am not religious" Georgia added.
"she told you she was a virgin?" i asked. she's not a virgin , we had sex in New York as you can recall. "yes because since i was a kid i had these .. rules and ideas of my future life that i'd supposed to follow but i'm not a kid i'm not the same person i was before i started perusing my career" lily said excitedly. "i just punched a guy .. and it felt really good" lily laughed excitedly.
" and when something feels really really good it can't be bad right" lily asked in hunger. "hey Jordan it's okay .. really i'm ready" lily smiled. "it's okay" Jordan breathed out before they started kissing again.
she told me she was ready? maybe she didn't want to spend it like this maybe she doesn't really like me. "yeah shes not?" Kaitlyn asked. "okay so i'm sorry i'm late i know we had agreed on 7:30 and i'm like 15 minutes late" lily came in "can i get a bourbon on rocks and a shot of tequila" she told the bartender.
"did we mean nothing to you?" i blurted to lily. "what is going on" Georgia whispered to Kaitlyn. "shh" Kaitlyn said trying to listen. "in New York , you're telling them you're a virgin!" i said.
"what i did in New York was a mistake. i'm gonna revirginize myself tomorrow" she said stupidly. "revirginize- did you just make that up" i chuckled angrily. "pretty boy and virgin Mary had sex" Kaitlyn said shocked.
"yeah i'm doing that because i made a promise to god" lily whisper-yelled. "what about screw the rules?!" i asked "remember that?" i reminded her. "god is so ashamed of me i have to" she said.
"yeah well what about me? what about my feelings i develop feelings for you i actually started to fall in love with you. every girl i been with either dated me because they loved my mom or money" i raised my voice a little.
"i have to go , i have to be somewhere early" she got up and left. "virgin Mary isn't a virgin? finally" Kaitlyn said. "is that why she got so offensive because she's ashamed or god's ashamed?" Georgia wondered. "whatever you guys suck" i laughed and grabbed my coat and left.