She took her suitcases from the van and looked at the house where she is now going to live. Soooo much has happebed and she is trying to be positive regardless....
This new home wasnt what she had in mind. She thought she would be coming home to a homely envirnment nothing much to engance or change....
But this whole needs a makeover.......
She looked at the house and knitted her brow, she knew she had alot to do to get this place going.........
She caught Davar's eyes narrowing her.....
She didnt want him to think she isnt appreciative, even of the fact that they will have somewhere to call their home regardless of everything that happened....
A month earlier
She didnt know what to think or what to do how could this happen to them..... just how is it even possible????
They have lived where they worked for 2 years and they have transformed the whole surrounding.
It was a commercial poultry house that does business with Jamaica Broilers....
She had enjoyed every moment of the 2 years working on this farm, she had learned so much and it has given her much opportunity......
The owner of the property is Davar's cousin...
She is an elderly lady but she knows the business by heart she had been doing it for years........................
Her name is Nuni Minott, she is such a lovely soul. Kim fell in love with this elderly lady the first day she met her. She remembered it as yesterday...
Davar was alreday working there when they moved there, and she was grateful for the opportunity to be there with him and their 7 month old son..........
She was skilled scared the abuse and hurt she endured from that unknown rapist!!!!
And she was glad to start over from scratch, fresh,no past traumas, no one knowing her past. She atleast deserve this. The past months has been hell for her....
Nuni had asked Davar to type some documents for her with fifteen minutes, he know he couldnt type so fast and only one person he know can do it...
Kim!!!!!!
He rushed to call her, she was upstairs tending to her son and cooking dinner all in the same breath.
She had a thing for household duties and she enjoyed it...
He explained the task to her and she had it done within less than 15 minutes. That very same day she got to opportunity to be Nuni's secretary and God she was grateful.......
Reality dragged her back to the present situation.
How could they just fire him like that????
What have he done to deserve this??
He was nothing but a great manager......
And they got rid of him as if he aint family....
His voice seems as if its still on the other end of the phone informing her that when she gets home they have no where to live....
How could this possible happen to them???
They have build that farm from a gradw D to A and they turned on them miserable...
Securing that job did alot for them....
Free housing, free utilitiesand everything was much better.
Not to mention Nuni started Kim with college....
Tears full her eyes and she couldnt hold it back.....
She wasnt thinking of her self at this moment Davar and her son was her main concern.
Being unemployed would drain every fiber from him and he would wither away....
She didnt know what to say to him so she just listened. The hurt has taken over his voice and she could feel his anger through every words he spoke....
Each word burns her skin so harshly and she knows he will have a mental break down soon if he is unable to fix it....
She must definately seek a job and help him througjly along the way...
Her brain began to overflow and she knew then she must find a way to help the situation.......
She cant just sit and look and hope that there will be a turn around......... there has to be.....
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She was dragged from her thoughts by her son' voice....
"Mommy is this our new house????"
Her eyes was then filled with tears, her eyes burn..... she felt soo sick and she couldnt seem to hold back the tears anymore....
As much as how she want to deny that this will be there home, she has to come to terms with reality.....
"Yes son this is our home" she whispered between tears, she wanted to be strong for Davar but she just couldnt hold it in no more. It was eating her alive....
She despise moving...... she hates the fact that once she is settled somewhere something has to happen for her to relocate.....
She looked at her new home again and a little smirk bushed her lips....
She knows she and Davar can transform this place they have done it before they can do it again......
She pulled her bags inside and hold her son's hand as he happily skipped beside her...
Oh she missed him........
Her summer wont be that bad after all......
Her son will dilute the toxicity between his parents......
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She cant do another month of this she stares at the ceiling and all she can remember is her last incident. Everything reminds her of that house she lived in and that date March 15th, 2016......
She sigh heavily and hugged her pillow tightly.......
She is back jnto the depression the loneliness, the constant feeling of being a sex slave......
Her internship seems to be out to window as she has gone two out of three months at home waiting for her internship to start....
That was an escape mechanism she was planning for, now it has failed miserable.....
She is stucked, and she cannot find a way to get out. She knew life with Davar wouldnt get any better for them relationship wise, but the constant tears, depression and sex object feeling is driving her crazy......
She is at a point where she dont even know if she loves him anymore.
She appreciate him for being a great father and she can never take taht away from him...
But what about her????
His mind creates this beautiful imagine if them but in reality this is not so.......
She is ready to put herself first this time.
To be happy
To be the best version of herself...
And as sad as it sounds she know that cannot be achieved with Davar as her life partner.........
For a moment her mind was blank and she forced her self to think about Kevaughn, yes Kevaughn that was the only place she felt soooo much emotions. But she knew back then and now it wasnt right for her. He wasnt right for her.........
She forced herself to love again and she did...... she loved again and it was ok until everything crumbles and it let her wonder was it even worth it in the first place......
Up to this day she knew where her heart belongs and what her heart wants, but she couldnt be that stupid to let kevaughn just have her as he please.......
She had really grown to love Davar but all has now failed........
She really tried to hold it together but nothing works.......
She had made a vow to her self she will never cheat on him again ever!!!
That isnt her....
She dont do infidelity and now she feels as if she is the worst person Davar have ever met...
He have found out about Obrian and he was really hurt. She didnt want him to know in this manner.
She knew he have now hated her.
That thought stabbed her in her heart and she just wish it didnt turn out like this..........
Her thoughts trailed to the numerous times Davar hurt her..........
Her eyes become cloudy and she couldnt bare to think this through..
Reality hit her, and she dry her her creeks from the river that has overflowed its bank....
She need a plan......
She need to get out......
How will she escape........
How will she escape from this unhappiness.....
She needs to run and she needs to do it fast
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Hey loves i am back.....
Doing more chapters i promise am bk to stay😃🤩🥰