Hermione walked you to the prefects bathroom. It had a huge bathtub. It kinda looked like a pool. Hermione started the water and you just stood there. You didn't know how you were supposed to act or do or what to say. I guess i'm supposed to act in shock?
You just kept standing there staring and hooding Hermione and everyone else would buy the act. When the bath was filled up she poured bubbles in it and then came over to you. She helped you get your clothes off and then helped you in the bath.
"Oh my gosh y/n" she ran her fingers over your back "did she do this to you too?" "....yes" you said quietly then she looked at your front and saw the scar that voldemort had given you. "and that too?" "No...not that one." "who then??" "..he who must not be named" Hermione gasped and put her hands over her mouth. "i'm so sorry y/n" "i'm ok.." "alright.. do you need help with anything else?" "no i'm ok" you smiled weakly "ok, i have to get to my class i'm sorry but if you need anything just tell me!" "ok thank you"
Hermione left and you started washing yourself. You layed your head back and relaxed as you were so tired from running all that way.
After laying there for a while you heard footsteps "hello?" no one answered. You grabbed your wand and turned around fast to find Harry. He stopped where he was and put his hands up "It's just me!" "oh.. sorry Harry" Then you realized you were naked. So you tried to sink in the water and gather bubbles around you "it's ok y/n were just friends, but i can leave if i'm really making you uncomfortable" "no...no it's ok" you smiled wearily. And although you were friends, you still knew how he felt about you, but he was also Harry so he wasn't trying to look at you.
"Can i sit in here with you?" He asked "yes of course". He smiled and pulled a wooden stool over to the bath. "How are you?" "i'm fine" you smiled but he looked concerned "y/n you don't have to lie to me, you can tell me anything." "no no i'm fine...it's ok" "ok.. if you don't want to talk about it that's fine"
"so, Hermione told me.. that you saw Voldemort" "yes..that's correct" "i'm so sorry, you must have been so scared, and i wish i could've been there to protect you i'm so sorry"
You closed your eyes and felt bad about how he felt. It was sweet but, he wanted to protect you in a different way, not just in a friend way. But you love Bella.Maybe as long as he doesn't say anything about it ,it will be fine.
"It's ok" "Do you know where you were? While they held you?" "no..i'm not sure really" "well, you must remember how you got here or where you came from" "Harry i'm sorry, but i was running so fast, all i could think about was getting out of there, i didn't even know where i was going, and then that women started chasing me"
"Who Bellatrix Lestrange? I swear when i get my hands on her" You did everything in your power not to roll your eyes or do anything like that, as if he even THINKS he could get his hands on her. "She did that to you too didn't she" he said pointing to your chest and neck and shoulders. you shook your head slowly. "I will get her, She will not hurt anymore of the people i love, and then i'll get Voldemort." This bitch be really thinking too highly of himself.
Wait love. He said love. No, he didn't mean it like that surely, he just meant it in a friend way. You sat there awkwardly not knowing what to say. "So! if you can't remember where you were. Do you maybe remember who all was there? Any names said, anybody you knew?
"No i- i can't think of anyone,i'm sorry Harry" You started getting nervous because maybe he will start getting suspicious "Oh wait! I do remember one! it was em that man that was at the shrieking shack em.." Harry sat there in confusion. "emm.. oh i can't remember his name" you snapped your finger trying to remember. "oh! scabbers! Eh PETER! Peter Pettigrew!" "Peter Pettigrew?" "Yes! You know, the one that's was Ron's rat!" "Oh yes! I remember! Of course her would be there" Harry rolled his eyes "Well i'll leave you alone now y/n"
He smiled and stood up. He opened his mouth to say something but then shook his head and then walked out. Thank god, this water is freezing. You thought.
You got out and dried off , but you didn't have clothes. There was no one else around so you could tell for someone. You peeled out the door to see if anybody was there. So you ran as fast as you could to your dorm.
You made it without anyone seeing you , thank god.
You quickly got dressed and just in time too because Harry opened the door. "Dumbledore wants you!" "am i in trouble??" "No no of course not! Come on i'll show you to his office." "ok" as you were walking through the halls you worried. You worried that he would see right through you.
You made to his office and he told you to sit down. It was just you him and Harry. "Good evening miss y/l/n. I've called you here for what has happened.And i'm so very sorry about it." He put his hand on your shoulder. You looked down and nodded "i'd like to ask you a few questions"
"How did the capturing happen i want you to tell me the whole story." "ok..well i was upset about something.. so i went for a walk to clear my head, then i walked upon this crystal lake..i got in and then i heard someone in the woods and then i was being dragged out of the water, and then i realized it was her.." you started tearing up, really just for the looks but also because you miss Bella.
then he asked you all the same questions Harry asked you and you were getting frustrated so Harry answered some for you. "Thank you miss y/l/n that will be all." You smiled and nodded and then left.
**TIME SKIP**
It's now been a week since you arrived back at hogwarts and you missed Bella so much. You wanted to see her but you couldn't risk it. And there's only one more week to go.
You've made friends with Draco. Harry did not like that. But whatever, you would be friends with both of them either way so he'll just have to deal with it.
Although, Harry seems to keep making advances towards you, but there not to straight forward so you try to look past them. You tell Hermione about it but all she says is "you two would be a good couple" 🙄
"Miss y/l/n?" Professor McGonagal calls "Ma'am?" "Dumbledore would like to see you" you nod your head and get up to go to him. While leaving her class and walking down the halls you walk past Draco and he smiles and playfully hits you and then spins around to walk next to you.
"Where you going y/l/n?" "Dumbledore" "what's he want?" "i'm not sure" "you haven't told him that...you were my house ..right?" "wait- howd you know?" "mum tells me everything, sucks i had to be at school and we could have been friends way before.." "yeah, but to answer questions no i'd never" "never what?" "tell him where i was" you whispered "oh...i heard my aunt is the one who captured you.." "yes" "she hurt you didn't she" "she did"
Thank god Narcissa didn't tell him about our relationship. He probably would flip his shit. "I'm sorry, i know she's scary, and she's not scared of anything, she scares the FUCK out of me"
You laughed at that and then started thinking about Bella. "she pretty hot tho" you mumbled thinking you said that in your head and you turned to Draco who had stopped walking and was staring at you with wide eyes.
"What?" you asked. "did i just say that outloud!" you put your hands over your mouth "uh...yeah,you did, and i'd appreciate if you didn't say that again.."
you hurt out laughing and kept walking. "that's not funny!" he punched you in the arm "it's quite disgusting" "oh hush you know you think it" "what! i absolutely do not! she'll ducking kill me! you've quite literally lost your mind" "oh Draco I lost that a long time ago" you giggled. Draco just rolled his eyes and shook his head.
"well i'll leave you to it" he said as you got to Dumbledores door. "Bye Draco, thanks for walking with me!" "no problem" he yelled and you walked in
"Ah miss y/l/n!" "Hello Professor" you smiled "doing well i hope?" "yes sir" "good, good!" he sat down in his chair and started reading and it seemed like he forgot you were there. You just stood there awkwardly looking side to side. wtf. what did he want me for?
"umm...Professor??" "oh! yes sorry! i forgot you were here" "oh...ok" he just sat there staring at you "soo.. why did you call me?" "oh yes! because i wanted to ask you if you remember anything else?" "i'm so sorry professor, but no i don't" "that's quite alright.. but i want you to know.. that um, since you escaped, you know who, he will try to get you back, he may come in your mind.. if that makes sense?" you nodded "has that happened yet?" "umm.. no,BUT i have had bad dreams, and he's mostly in them." "yes that probably it, you know Harry?" "yes of course he's one of my best friends!" "oh ok, well he also had nightmares." "oh.." why did I never know about that?
"well that's all miss y/l/n thank you, and if you have the nightmares again please come talk to me" "yes sir" with that you left.
You went back to your corridor and saw Hermione was already asleep so you got in bed and also went to sleep. You were woken up by being shook. "Y/n" You opened you eyes "y/n!" Harry was whisper shouting at you "Harry? what is it?" "I had a bad dream... about you, and voldemort, and Bellatrix Lestrange, and I think... it was not just a dream, I think it was a vision, i think i just saw everything they did to you."
He started tearing up "Y/n i'm so sorry" he whispered. He was sweating but none the less you hugged him "oh harry, im ok" you whispered "im so so sorry" "it's ok Harry! Do you want to go to the observation tower?" "sure" "ok" you smiled
When you got there you just stood looking out across the grounds and talking, you talked about what happened again and talked about some stuff that happened to him and voldemort and about the nightmares.
There are only 3 days left to see Bella again. You were at the observation tower looking out because last time you were there with Harry you really like it. "Hey y/n!" "oh! bloody hell Harry you scared me!" sorry" he laughed "i figured you might be up here" "really? how" you asked "last time we were here i noticed you really liked it" he said and was staring into your eyes smiling. And you half smiled back then turned to look back out. "i was wondering what you gonna do for the break?" "i'm going to stay with draco." you said slowly "oh" he sighed
"yeah i'm sorry Harry, i was gonna stay here but then he asked me" "i see your getting close with him" "sort of i guess" there was an awkward silence for a minute
"Why him and not me!!?" "what are you talking about??" "you like him! why don't you like me!" "i like both of you Harry? what are you on about?" "No! i mean..ugh like like me!" "What are you talking about Harry i told you I like both of you" You knew exactly what he meant.. but you didn't want to say
"ugh y/n!" he moved closer to you and kissed you slowly. He put his hand on your cheek while kissing you. You just stood there, not moving. He pulled away and looked at you and you just stood there. You turned and looked back outside. "you do like him" he said softly "no.. i don't" Harry looked up "so.. do you like me?" you didn't answer. You just put your elbows on the ledge and put your face in your hands.
"y/n?.." you still didn't answer "you dont..." "Harry...i'm sorry. But i'm in love with someone else" "who??" "i-i can't tell you" "It's draco! I know it is! You don't even have to tell me" "It's not Draco!" "Yeah right!" "Your not supposed to care anyways!" "so you are saying you like him! and how could i not care! He's horrible! and you go be friends with him.. oh now you go and date him!" "WERE NOT DATING!!" "THEN WHO!" "I CANT TELL YOU!!AND IM NOT DATING ANYONE!!"
Harry didn't say anything "we are supposed to be friends Harry.." you said calmly "what?? we are!" "we're supposed to be friends and nothing more!" "we're still friends..right?" you didn't answer for a little bit "yes.. of course we are Harry." He sighed and nodded his head "i'm sorry y/n i just-" "stop!" you held your hand up "ok sorry.. i'll leave you then.."
You felt bad for Harry, but also mad at him. And should you tell Bella? What will she say or do? Probably murder him.
You brought a blanket up with you so you decided to lay down. And eventually, on accident, you drifted off to sleep.