love or lust?

Chapter seven

Brial: we ran laughing and giggling to the top of the roof. He was so full of life. I liked it. I liked him. We got to the top and the sun was shining and there were flowers everywhere. It was so peaceful up there. We sat in the grass and he looked at me deep in my eyes. I asked him if he was ok and he said yes. I just wanted to get to know you more and see why do you maker feel alive and why do I love you so much and I don't even know you. I laughed and toldhim i felt the same way. He told me to tell him things about me and he will return the favor by sharing him. I told him my whole name and age and favorite color. he to me to get deeper and personal. I hesitated at first then I told him. My family kicked me out and doesn't accept me. I had to make money the only way I knew how just to get where I am now. I used drugs and I sold them and I sold my body just to get by. I didn't know how love felt or how to love anyone. He was looking at me with sympathetic eyes. If I told anyone else that they would have ran from me but he didnt. I finished my story. I told him I don't use anymore and that I am clean and living very good and won't ever go back. He smiled and I cried even more. He grabbed my face and said " please baby stop crying. I'm hers for you. I see you. I know you. You're past only makes me intrigued inYou even more". He cared about me. He actually did. Nobody never cared about me like that. Moistes never said that. I fount the one.
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Moistes: ok so now that I know what I am. I decided to call him. He didn't answer so I left a message and told him I'm done and I apologize for leading him on and he never has to worry about me again. I officially am out of his life. I'm going to quit school and move away to Oregon.
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Brandon: he is perfect. With everything he has been through I really see his soul and it's pure and rich. This is someone I want to spend my life with I'm. I started to tell him about how my family really doesn't care about what I do or who just as long as I'm happy. I told him how I never loved anyone until him. And I continued to love him. Everyone before him were just side pieces and quickies just to pass the time and keep my physical side help me. I told him he woke a new me. Physical,mental, and soulfully. It felt good to be with him and honest with him. I really cared for him. He meant something to me. So we're sharing our feelings towards each other and didn't even realize that it was past time to go home. He asked if he wanted to come over and I said yes