Anakia's P.O.V.
"Still fits..."
I murmur with a smirk dancing across my lips. Ben sends me a look while adjusting his pants. We put on our old clothes and my old apprentice attire still fits me.
Admiring my tan color wardrobe and robes, I watch Ben roll up his sleeves. I have changed a little in size over the years, but I can't say the same to Ben. His pants are tighter than before because of his thigh muscles, but at least he's always been tall.
Ben's pants are the right length for his legs. His white button shirt is tight around his chest, forcing him to unbutton a few more buttons than usual. When he's finished rolling up his sleeves to his elbows, Ben states with pride.
"I'm glad mine doesn't still."
"I don't know..." Smirking while twisting out the rest of the water in my hair, I tease. "Looks like it to me."
Rolling his eyes, Ben unzips the bag of food and begins setting it out on the blanket. It's dark outside, and we just finished changing into our clothes after cleaning up in the lake. Our hair is still damp, but it'll be fine soon.
Turning to face the lake, I glance behind me and smile at the sight. I'll never say it out loud, but Ben looks like his father. White and tan colors suit him better than black, but I'm sure he'd be offended if I told him that.
Turning back around, I walk towards Snips, and find her sleeping on my dirty dress. Feeling something pinch my ass, I snap my head back to find Ben right behind me now.
"I'm going to get some firewood." Beaming down at me, Ben goes into the line of trees and starts picking up branches, saying. "I'll meet you back there in a moment."
Nodding, I continue to walk to Snips and pick up her sleeping body. Coming back to the blanket, I spread it out on the sand better and plop down next to the green lantern and wait for Ben. Setting Snips beside the bag, I open a bag of substances and scan the beach.
Eating what's in the plastic bag, memories of this place fill my mind. Each stop on the beach and lake is a distinct memory of me and Ben. Hearing movement near the woods, I turn to find Ben coming out with an arm full of logs and another arm of branches.
Moving up to me, he offers me a smile while setting the wood in a certain way a foot away from the blanket. He clicks his light saber from his hip and activates it. Grabbing a branch with leaves still on it, he brings it near his saber until the heat of the blade catches the leaves on fire.
Shutting down his blade, he puts the burning branch underneath the logs. Watching it slowly catch all the other branches on fire, Ben comes to sit by my side. Once the branches go up in flames, the logs soon surround in flames as well.
Sitting beside one another in silence, I lean my arms on my knees like Ben's doing. We stare into the fire, enjoying our peace while we still have it. I can sense his mind on Snoke and the First Order.
I know he senses my mind on Luke and the resistance (or rebellion, I'm still unsure what they call themselves now), but somehow both don't matter. What only matters is what's between us. Feeling a sense of growth between us, I brush my fingers against Ben's hand.
His hand slowly turns as our fingers skim each other. The next moment, he removes his hand from mine, causing me to turn away from the fire. I watch his arm snake around my waist as his other hand grabs my thigh.
Pulling me toward him, he slides me into his lap and I relax my back into his chest. His arms hold my waist as he brings his fingers to mess with mine again.
Snorting softly, I let our fingers fidget and melt into his body in front of the fire. His head comes to her crook of my neck and kisses my skin just before whispering.
"Do you still want my to give you the galaxy?"
"I don't think so..." I mumble while exposing my neck more for him. "Not if Snoke's in the picture. I met him, you know..."
"I heard... But what if I got rid of him?" He suggests in a faint voice while leaning his head against mine. "Would you then?"
"Ask me again when that happens." I offer, while rubbing his arm around me. "Or we could always just stay here. Build a house... Forget the galaxy."
"It's not that simple." He mentions while I glance at Snip passed out in the blanket's corner. "Not when gifted with the power of the force."
"Hm..." I chuckle to myself while thinking out loud. "Luke should've warned us on how much of a burden it is having such a gift."
"It's not a burden to me." He smiles against my skin before lifting his head and grabbing my chin. Guiding my head to look up in his eyes, he presses a faint kiss on my lips. "It gave me an Angel."
Smiling against his lips, I turn my head and press my lips firmly onto his. Humming into my mouth, Ben grabs my leg and turns my body to face his. Lifting my legs, he sets them on either side of his hips and tugs my chest to his.
Sighing into our kiss, I run my fingers through his scalp as his run up my back. His hands skim my back to my sides before brushing his thumbs across my breasts. Without a thought, I scoot closer and lean into his chest, causing him to lean back slightly.
Nipping at my bottom lip, Ben forces them apart and slips his tongue in. Groaning, I hold the back of his head while tipping my head to the side. His hands slip under my shirt then and move to hold me on the sides the same way he was before.
His thumbs rub circle into breasts and I feel something in my stomach twist. Grounding my lower half onto his, my free hand picks at the buttons on his shirt. The next thing I hear is a growl from him and suddenly my shirt passes over my head and thrown into the sand.
I glance down at my bare breasts in surprise at the swiftness and Ben's lips immediately attach to one of my breast. I can't help but gasp out a soft moan at the contact. Hearing it as encouraging, Ben holds my waist possessively and rolls my core into his.
My hands grip his shirt on his shoulders as I'm being ground into his cover length. Feeling his solid bulge underneath me and his teeth scrape my nipple, I whimper and begin frantically pulling at his shirt. Feeling the friction more from his hands moving my body against his, I pull harder at his shirt, desperately wanting it off him.
I sense him ignore my wish to remove it from him as he goes to my other beast and teasing it in the same way. One of his hands stays on my hip, forcing my lower half to continue moving against his while the other one comes to loosen my pants around my waist. Humming out a moan as I feel my pants slack around my waist, I roll my hips into his without him forcing it.
His hand in front of my pants moves around to my back and rubs down my ass, bring my pants down with his hand. His lips part from my breast with a popping sound and bring his lips to slam into mine. Moaning into his mouth and parting my lips in submission, I feel him flip us over.
He slides my pants down my legs as he pushes me back onto the blanket. Pulling apart from me instantly, Ben sits up on his knees, panting with his eyes roaming my body. Feeling overly exposed than he is, I tug at his shirt, huffing out.
"Ben, take this off."
"I don't think I will."
He declares while spreading his hands over my thighs, taking in the sight in front of him. He hovers me then as one hand reaches my breast and the other one grips the back of my thigh. Pinching my nipple, I curl my back up, groaning as his lips meet mine for another kiss.
His hand on my thigh moves closer to my center while dominating my lips. Spreading my legs further apart, he pulls his lips away from mine, whispering.
"I don't know when I'll see you again, Angel... So I'm going to make the most of tonight."
"All the more reason to take it off."
I pant between kisses as my legs hook around his and my hand fumbles with his buttons. Chuckling into my lips, Ben grabs my wrists and holds them above my head with one hand. Whining from sensing what he's doing, I struggle to free my hands from his grip.
However, I immediately stop fighting when feeling his fingers slide through my folds. Sensation grows inside and I weep while tightening my legs around him.
"Ben, please."
"Hm, you can beg better than that." Ben hums out while peppering my chest with kisses. "Or do you need more encouragement, Angel?"
He thrusts two fingers, and I curve my back, groaning. Working his fingers at a brutal pace, I let out small squeaks while yanking my caged wrists.
"Do you have any idea how wet you are for me?" His thumb rubs circles on my clit and feel myself jolting into his hand. "Always perfect for me." Feeling a tear of pleasure slide out of the side of my eye, I scrape my fingernails against his hand, holding me down. "Please, I will not last long. Let me touch you."
"Your pussy's made for me." Ben lifts his head from my chest with a shit-eating grin, ignoring my pleads. His fingers curl inside me as he goes on purring. "Have I ever told you that? I always know exactly what it needs."
"Ben, damn it." I moan out while arching my back and feeling my legs twitch with each stroke he makes with his fingers. "I need you now. Let go. Please!"
Feeling his hand loosen around my wrists, I slide them out instantly and sit up. Ben's fingers slip out of me just as I push him back to straddle him again. Yanking his shirt apart, his buttons pop off and shove it off his body.
I slam my lips out on his smirking one and run my hands down his chest. I feel his chest vibrate with laughter as his hands come to the sides of my ass to grip. When my hands reach his pants, I unbutton them and palm in my hands.
Groaning into my mouth, Ben lifts me up slightly by the ass as I spring his member free. I feel him guiding my lower half over his as I rub my hand up his hard length. Guiding the tip to my folds, Ben slams me down onto him.
Moaning out a shaking breath, I feel myself stretch around him as he fills me completely. I'll never get used to his size. I'm amazed at how it fits every time.
My lips are still on his as I take in the full feeling and my hands lay on his chest. I let a moment pass before rocking my hips and I hear him groan out while brushing his fingers into the hair on the back of my head.
"Good girl. Just like that."
Panting shortly, I ground my hips into his and feel the tip of him push up against my insides. Whimpering, I continue my casual pace before he takes matters into his own hands. His hand leaves my hair while both hands hold my petite waist.
Withdrawing me until the tip of his cock is between my folds, Ben slams me down on him eagerly. Choking out a moan, I feel him thrust me up and down his shaft raw.
My half-lidded eyes find his as I bounce on his member. Whimpering while tension builds, I stare at him, captivated.
"Ben..." Scraping at his back, I clench around him while croaking out a moan. "Oh, god... Yes... That's it, fuck... me."
"I'm going to make you scream like last time." He coaches into my ear while aggressively leads me on his length. "Begging for more." Moaning into the crook at of his neck, I feel a release wanting to come undone.
"I bet you'll come back to me sooner just for this-" Spinning us, he lays me on my back and pounds into me while watching my breast move to each thrust. "For me to fuck you over and over until you can't stand- Fuck, Ani..."
Ben groans when feeling me clamp down on him as my legs twitch. Clasping down one one of my breasts, he leans forward and kisses me, knowing I'm about to go over the edge. Jerking his hips into mine, his opposite hand grabs my thigh and lifts it up high.
Screaming at his cock slamming in further, I spasm uncontrollably as pleasure washes over me. Grunting into my neck, Ben lets go and spills out. I feel the warmth of his cum fill my insides as his thrusts slow down.
Panting as I catch my bearings, my body slakes on the blanket, exhausted of being overworked. Huffing as he slips his length out, Ben rests his head on my chest. Taking a moment to catch my breath, I relax my body and close my eyes.
Not a moment later, I feel his hand rub over my clit and my legs twitch. Groaning in shame, I grab Ben's hair while lifting his face to kiss him and whispering.
"Ben... Please, no."
"I'm going to turn you around and you're going to take it, angel."
~ Early That Morning ~
Waking up to the sun rising, I rub my eyes open and take in my surroundings. The lake's calm as the sun slowly rises from the horizon. Guessing it's around 5:30 in the morning, I sit up yawning.
Glancing around me, I find myself alone on the blanket. Ben and Snips are nowhere in sight on the beach. I don't see his clothes anywhere, but mine folded beside me.
We passed out last night on the beach together, but he must've woken up in the night and left. Turning to the line of trees, I see nothing resembling either of them. Rubbing my face to wake myself up more, I stand up and start putting on my clothes to go find them.
Trudging through the forest tiredly, I make my way back to the field that has my hut. When I walk further on the trail, I see Ben in front of our father's graves. Picking up my pace, I stare at him curiously with sleepy eyes.
Snips is beside him sitting with her tail moving as she peers at the dirt. I've never seen them sitting alongside one another in such harmony before. Once I come out of the line of trees toward them, I notice Ben's shirt unbuttoned and just hanging on by his shoulders, but his pants are zipped up.
He's sitting on his knees, staring at his father's grave with a serious expression. When I'm a few feet away from him, he glances my way before facing the ground again and confessing.
"Thank you."
"For what?" I frown and come to sit on the opposite side Snips is sitting next to. Crossing my legs and relaxing my body, I hear him utter out words like it's hard for him to speak. "For barring him. He deserves at least that much."
"Of course."
I whisper and turn to peer up at him, his eyes glued to the grave. Snips and I both can sense thick conflict in his mind as his expression stays hinged.
His lips form a thin line as he thinks hard about something. The next moment, he thinks out loud to himself.
"The scavenger, Rey... Saw him like a father she never had but, I never saw him as a father figure... Not until you stepped into the picture. That's when I saw him acting like a dad. I believe he did it because he knew you needed one at the time. I was happy to see him fill the spot in your life... Until he left it and I realized he's still the same bum I knew him as."
"Ben..."
"I'm glad though..." Ben murmurs while thinking intently in his mind. "He filled in on that role when you needed it most. That's what matters, and that's why you couldn't let him go. I see that now... But he never was father to me when I needed it most."
Tilting my head in shame, I scoot closer to his side and rub his back slowly. What Ben said never accrued to me and I guess it didn't accrue to him either until now. I can remember Han reminding me so much of my dad when I first arrived at Yavin 4.
I assume he acted the same way with Ben, which is why he treated me the same. Now, though, hearing Ben's words; I realize why Ben always had hate towards his father while I struggled to let him go.
Ben's hate wasn't obvious until Han started treating me how he was treating Ben before I arrived at this planet. While I just never understood it growing up here. Leaning my head on his shoulder, I speak up with my eyes on the grave.
"I'm sorry."
"Don't apologize. You were trying to cope with losing your entire family." Ben sighs while standing and helping me to my feet. "You never have to apologize to me. I know you too well. I understand you too well to need or want an apology from you." Taking my hand and nodding to my hut, Ben changes the subject by not wanting to discuss it any longer. "Come on, I brought you something."
"You did?"
"Yes, there was more in my back than just Snips."
Ben smiles softly and I can sense he's trying to ignore his feelings towards his father. Walking us to my hut, Ben opens the door for me and I find the black bag he was holding yesterday lying on my bed. Shuffling toward it, Ben nods at me to open it while walking to sit on top of my trunk.
Sitting on the bed, I open the back and find my grey uniform for battle. My double blade light saber perches on top of my clothes.
I have a red and black uniform too, but he must have just brought the gray one when searching for me. Taking everything out of the bag, I set them on my lap and turn to peek at Ben.
"You're going to need it." Ben states while scratching the back of his head. "It was for you to wear when we went back to the First Order's new base... You'll still need it, though, where you're going."
"Thank you." I mumble while staring down at the clothes and saber. "I will come back to you."
"I know, Angel." Ben sighs as he pushes his hair out of his face. "I just want you to come back in one piece."
Smiling at him, I set my things on the bed and step toward him. Sliding into his lap, I bring my hands to his cheeks and kiss him softly. His arms lock around my waist as he takes in my affection.
Humming into his lips, I rub my thumbs across his cheeks and pull away. I catch his eyes and I find sorrow in his gaze.
Sensing what's on his mind, I glance down to his exposed chest in guilt at separating us from each other again. He pets my thigh while choking out in displeasure.
"We should pack up soon."