Hard to live

By essencek

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2 years later Whos married? Whos engaged? Whos pregnant? Question will be answered all you have to do is read... More

Catch up
show me
Unexpected things
Why me
You need to leave
Baby com' back
Good life
Expecting
3 months later
Oh snap
Nobody knows
annora and Aden? Or August
I want you
Kayla?
Why?
Not a chapter but read it!‼️‼️
Rick...good or bad? ^^
Baby come back
Oh okay
4 years later
Pick me
Family
Surprise
Me and my babies
Damnnnnnnnn
Right next to you
Gt it right
Stay with me
Last one
4:15:15
Next book (help me)

Broken

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By essencek

Week later

Aliyah pov

I put the twins in the boncers and let it rock and sing to them while i checker my phone

Rick- hey i think i see your dude

-really!? Where are you

Rick-convent store gting gas

-which one?

Rick-he leaving now

-fuck follow him im On my way!

Rick- the fuck no

-pleaseeeee

Rick-ight

I grabbed the twins and headed out the door once they were straight i got in the driver side and drove to meet where rick told me
.
.
.
I got to a hotel and i see ricks car i hop out and gt my kids out

"He went in that one up there" rick pointed

I nodded "thank you" i hugged him and he smiled

"No problem, ill check on you later" i gave him a head nod and walked up the stairs to the hotel i knocked nervously

"Hol up" i heard him say

I stayed silent and just waiting
The door swung open and his smile dropped
Making me a little sad that he wasnt happy to see me and the twins

"I got the twins aug!" I let out a smile

He sighs and grabs the two carseats from my hands and i follow him into the hotel he takes the out and starts to play with them

I stay standing just looking around awkwardly

"MOMMYYY" ava came running from the bathroom
I bent down and grabbed her as tears let from my eyes
"I missed you sooo sooo sooo much mommy, when can i come back home" she said

"Well ava idk, you have to ask your father" i told her

She sighed "daddy said we wasnt going back so i want you to take me cuz he wont" she pouted

"Ill see what i can do" i walked back to august and took aden from him

"August" i said rocking aden as he did the same with annora

"Yea"

"Are you coming back?"

"Nah, i already brought a house so im good" he made no eye contact

"Okay, well i see im not wanted to imna go" i held my tears and put aden in his seat then annora i stood up and grabbed the carseats

"Let me gt it" august said

I let go and walked to the door
Everystep shortened my breath my hands began to shake and my head began to spin

I got in the car and august put the kids in
As he walked off i hit the wheel and cursed to myself
I take a deep breath and start the car and drive home
.........
I layed on the couch beside the baby monitor as the twins slept upstairs
I was watching love and basketball eating oreos, yassss i can eat them again since im not pregnant!

*zzz* my phone vibrated twice

Rick✨- hey liyah you okay?

August💔- hey ma umm ava is crying for you and the twins

I sighed and replied to them both

To rick: umm yeah im good just really tired

Rick✨- well okay i let you gt your rest just wanted to check on you

To rick: thanks 😊

To august: just bring her over here Anthony

August💔- alright thanks ma ill be there shortly

I rolled my eyes and locked the phone
Once my movies went off i went to check on my babies then i started to clean up, nothing else to do

As i rinsed my last dish i heard a knock at the door i dried my hands and walked to the door and opened it our eyes met but he moved them away i cleaned my throat at looked at ava smiling

She opened her arms and ran to me giving a big loving hugg "heyyy mommy!" She screamed

"Hey babygirl, okay go take your bags upstairs to your room but be quiet cuz Annora and Aden are taking a nap" she nodded and walked up stairs

I turned my attention back to august he looked down and sighed then turned to walk back to his car

"Au-" i started but stopped
"August!" I started again

"Wassup liyah"

"I-i don't understand how your just giving up"
He sighed showing his aggravation
I walked closer to him

"Did you ever really love me august?" I asked but he didnt respond he could even look at my face

"All this time, all this FUCK TIME was just a waist? So what, why would you do this to me august why hurt me anthony what have i done to you why i was doing good living life and came and fucked it up " i yelled

"I was just having fun, i didnt mean to hurt you that why im stopping this now cuz ion want you hurt" the hell did he just say he was just having fun

"FUCK YOU AUG FUCK. YOU.!! Your stupid ass i hope you rot in hell, i can't believe i loved you was ganna marry you had kids with you, im sorry i ever met you that you became friends with my brother that you was the only person i could turn to back then im so so damn sorry" i turned on my heels and walked but he grabbed me

"I just wanna be friends for ava" he said

"Niggah what about the twins, they wont have a father in there life, im not really avas mom she needs her mother in her life not me pretending aug you trying to gt me to be a fake mom when you wont be a real dad, DEAD BEAT ASS" i pushed him off me and walked in the house and hes following he wtf

"Gt the hell out my house!" I screamed

"Fuck you" he walked upstairs and came back down with ava

"Bye mom-" he started but was cut off

"That aint your moms ava" i glared at him they walked out the door and ava cried he slammed my door and then i heard crying i sighed and made my way upstairs

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