"Siddhant !!" I whispered after getting that dreadful truth which beyond any imagination,seeing sidhanth in panic from the grisly scene this terrible truth was too much to digest for me so thinking about sidhant, who from many years would be suffered through that pain, I can't imagine because it's far away from any sort of my thinking and pain...,
"Sidhant stop", I yelled to stop him, my nerves flutter after seeing siddhant going to his room because it's too tough for anyone to see their love in this condition, I run after him to stop fear knotted in my stomach abruptly, cause I saw him like that in too much rage,
"Siddhant, please no...," as siddhant going to close the door of the room as well his heart, I bring my palm between the rim of the door to stop, he leaves the door also looked at me number of seconds grumbled,
"Go from there otherwise, you will miss your flight", he said sternly and then went inside the room but I understand this tone very well which he uttered only to annoy me to leave me far from him, but how much dumb he thinks me, I'm not as much now his fear that pain everything I understand well after beholding his raw emotion which spilling out of him sternly, his stiffened body, his eyes looks dark because of pain, his lips deliberately trying to say many things to me but he pastes it tightly, as usual, he's my captain sadu,
how can he show his pain clearly? but I understand step inside his room seeing Aadi, Rishi, Vani and Zoya too, who also standing outside in concern, I just looked at them once after blinking my eyes to give them the satisfaction that I can't deal with everything and close the door,
"Umm..., vo main...!", before I complete siddhant show me the photo frame of meera,
"She's meera, I love her beyond everything, we were going to marry but because of my anger and misunderstanding, I raise my hand on her in front of whole D.I.A because I think that she cheated me with karan, I broke every tie with her but any kind of dreadful imagination, I never think that she did suicide because of me, burnt herself alive" siddhant bluntly tells his whole story of them in one breath as his life going to end and then maybe he ever said that thing to me, his pain stabbing me the deeply first time I saw tears in that strong Hercules eyes who rolled his eyes on me utters in a rigid tone which sents a cold terror near my spine,
"Issliye keh raha hun durr raho mujhse bhut durr kyunki Jo bhi mere karib aaya hai vo kabhi raha hi nahi chahe mere
mom-Dad ho ya meera koi wajah nahi hai mere jeene ki koi nahi,I'm a curse on everyone suna, stay away from me"
I just without blinking looking him with utmost love his every harsh word forced me to hug him tightly until he can't heal, want to hide his every tear inside me then move ahead a little bit to sit close to him when he flings his finger gently over the frame of meera, I wriggled my arm up to his palm gulp my saliva when he turns his sharp eyes on me,
"Janti hun main, samajh sakti hun but khud ko rokk nahi sakti, you can't be the reason for anything bad, I believe that from the core of my heart" as I spoke he saw me with unbelievable gaze by colliding his eyebrows abruptly I flinched after hearing his shouting when he put Meera's frame aside Towering near me by pulling me up gripping me from shoulders roughly,
"Why can't you understand ki jis insan ke jeene ki koi wajah na ho uske sath jeene ka koi Matlab nahi hota" his cold ruthless voice changed anyone decision but I'm not involved in those anyone, he left me after hearing me hissing in pain and I rubbing my shoulder gently see his towering figure when his back show to me speak by seeing Meera's pic,
"Jab kisi ke pass jeene ki wajah na ho toh ussey kisi ke jeene ki wajah ban jana chahiye,I don't know you ever ready for my love or not but I told you that you are only my first and last too, jaise tumhare pass jeene ki wajah nahi hai mere pass bhi tumhare siwa koi nahi hai," I said bluntly announce my last decision to him cause I put my one step ahead but until he never gathers courage my words remain only words for him, seeing towards the door after fallen my hope badly, my views got blurred because of the heavy layer of tears which now drop from the corner of my eyes but I can't show my those tears to him because I don't want he thinks that I used his circumstances for my self sighed too control my overpowering emotions then begin steps towards the door..,
Siddhant standing in the room in shock at her pure love which is overpowering his mind and soul don't know, what he says and how he live here when she left from there because he knows that more than her, he needs her here but what named he give there relation don't know, he has nothing now and that D.I.A to become suffocated for him after her absence, his life again wilds spent in boxing rings, gym and training spot, he lost in his thinking gazes naaz from distance without realising that she goes from there.
"I don't know what will be happening there, I'm getting very tense about Siddhant and Naaz", Aadi said to all while standing near the hall waiting for them to come..,
"Naaz!", Zoya whispered after seeing her coming defeated looking lost and weak as someone snatch her everything she become vulnerable, her blooming face converted into pale seeing us then says by showing her fake smile,
"Umm..., captain sidhant is fine don't take the stress and don't worry further coming days he becomes so energetic after all his biggest problem going away from him", I chuckle a little bit then gradually go up to my room and close it from inside drop on the ground by exhausted everything cried out as hell because my whole life, my fantasies, dreams everything destroyed painfully, only a thought come to my mind and shouted on my inner mind,
"Why did I come here? why I meet with him?, why did I fall for him? why? why? "...., no answers of anything only many questions broke me to no mend again.
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