When JJ got to the BAU she went to Penelope's old office. Her mind blanked and she forgot there was no one there. Emily saw her standing there and brought her to her office.
"You good?" She asked. JJ nodded. "I'm fine." Emily gave her a look and JJ shook her head. "Will left last night. I told him what happened and he left." She said, biting back tears.
"Oh Jay." Emily groaned. "But you told him you imagined him. Why would he leave?" She asked.
"Because I didn't imagine him Emily. It was someone else." JJ cried. She held her head and sat silent for a moment. "It wasn't a him." She cried harder.
Emily froze. Maybe she misspoke. Maybe it wasn't real. JJ's eyes got wide when she realized what she said.
"I didn't mean- I just meant." She tried saying. Emily sat next to her and held her hand. "You're okay. I'm with you." She said.
"That's the problem." She whispered. JJ didn't realize it was loud enough. Emily said oh and JJ turned to her. "No. You didn't."
JJ cried harder and let go of Emilys hand. She wanted to get farther away so she sat on the floor by the door. Emily stayed away, hoping it would help.
"Emily I'm so sorry. I should've kept it to myself. You don't need to deal with this."
"Jen it's ok. You don't need to keep this to yourself."
"I do though. It's too late to do anything and I messed up so many peoples lives."
Emily went to sit by JJ to calm her down. She found it ironic JJ cried about the same things she did. Emily grabbed JJ's hand and held it tight. JJ tried to get her off but it didn't work.
"I'm so sorry. I ruined your life. I could have easily held it down. You don't need to worry about any of this." JJ whispered. She turned to look at Emily and cried more.
Emily wiped a tear and her hand stayed on JJ's face. JJ took a breath and grabbed Emily's head. She went in for a kiss and held Emily close. Emily held onto JJ's hand and relaxed.
She slowly pulled away and they looked at each other. "I'm sorry." JJ whispered. Emily shook her head and stood up. "You're fine JJ. I shouldn't have done that. You're married."
"Yeah well not for much longer. I don't want to be with someone that can walk out that easily. He left the boys without thinking. So at least one of us is single." JJ laughed.
Emily laughed and looked at her. "We're both single." She said when JJ gave her a look. They sat in Emily's office for an hour, total silence.