Is it to late ?

So close... But yet so far

Analia's POV
I stayed in my room for a month ever since I found out he proposed to my sister. I felt heartless because he stole my heart and broke it into little tiny pieces. You know what they say about love that it sucks, but I still believe. I believe one day he will realize the mistake he has done, but it will be to late. He would have lost me by then. My sister has be preparing the wedding. I tired on my bridemaids dress yesterday. It is a stunning dress which I fell in love in. Don't even get my on her wedding dress. I should be the one planning my wedding trying on wedding dresses being absolutely deeply in love and happy with my mate, but he ruined it for me. Am I not pretty enough? Smart enough ? Worthy of being Luna and most importantly his mate. I just wanna scream and shout and let out all the pain and suffering I'm feeling right now. Why must the moon goddess be so cruel to me. All I ever wanted was a mate and to be loved by him and only him. I know I won't be able to fall in love with anyone else who isn't my mate, but he can and he made sure of it. I will forever be broken and weak. I wish I couldn't I wish I could show him what he's missing, but what is it exactly that he is missing. I mean my sister is perfect loved by everyone and anyone. No one even notices me not even my own parents. They don't care about me. Why do I live if no one cares you ask. Simple.... because I believe they do care even if they don't show it. There is only one more week until the wedding, but am I prepared for it? The answer to that is no.