Thursday
07:08pm
"You're a bitch Y/n"
"I get it a lot"
I crossed my arms and my gaze met his. He had this fire in him, I made and "oh, right. My bad" kind of face before hearing the kids laughs. Knowing them ran across the parking lot over to us, showing us three bags full of everything. Ranged from candy, drinks and chips. Micheal handed me my card and opens the door for the other two.
"I only got a bag of chips and some water. I told the other two not to spend a lot." Micheal tone sounded down "I didn't want them of me to make you broke."
I placed a hand on his shoulder.
"Micheal, i wouldn't mind if you kids did. That's what I used to do with my...errr, auntie." I smiled but the looked at William "but if I let your father use it, he would have to pay me twice as much!"
Turning my head and seeing Micheal with a smile across his face. Telling him to get into the car, I unscrewed the gas cap as I shoved the card into it;grabbing the gas pump and just shoving it in the gas hole. I leaned against the car.
"You might as well get back into the car, after this we'll be heading on the trip." I glared at William
"Where are you taking us though?" He asked, cocking his head to the side
"Antelope Island Park? Do you not want to go?" I asked
He just shook his head and he walked over to the passenger side. I took the pump out and put it back. (YK what to do.-)
You turned on the car and looked at the gas tank; throwing up my hands.
"We will getting on our way!"
I started to drive back into the highway. The sun was starting to set, causing the sky to change into a pretty like pink with a bit of orange into the sky. It made me smile at myself.
"Hey Y/n?"
"Yes Micheal?" I asked
"Are you two really together? I don't know, something just seems off between you too.." Micheal said as Chris added
"Yeah.."
"Guys look.." I said "I only met your father a couple days ago. Yes he is a nice man and don't get me wrong. I like to hang out with him and you guys of course. The truth is, I like someone else."
Lie..
It was lies. Don't get me wrong, I really liked to hang out with him and his kids. They are lovely but the end part of what I said was lies. Thinking about what I said made the whole car in silent shock.
"You can keep calling me mommy or anything you want, it doesn't bother me much."
Lies...
I felt a heavy stare at me, it didn't bother me. I just kept both hands on the wheel and kept my eyes on the road.
"Mommy? What about the guy doesn't like you back? Will you like daddy back?" Elizabeth Spoke as it break the silence
"Depends. Elizabeth, Love is complicated. You could just see a guy walk by and fall in love with Him; nor you can be friends with a guy and fall for him." I looked in the mirror "it all just depends on what your heart wants. No body but you can make that choice. Anything else I can answer?"
"Who is the guy you like?" Chris said.
"Well, he's tall. He has dark brown hair that is always a mess, along with pretty oceans eyes." I said as a bit of redness showed
"Rick?" William said as my face turned brighter
"Yes William, before you say anything I know he punched me in the nose. Yes, I know. But his charm though."
William looked away. And I giggled to myself.
"I'm messing around with you Willy, light up." I said
"So then who do you like?" Chris had some hope in his voice
"No body right now, but maybe your dad."
Seeing Chris and Elizabeth throwing up their hands in the air with a huge smile across their face. Looking at William, he kept to himself. I wonder if he was pissed off at me. Maybe he was, maybe he was thinking of what I said. After some time, I parked and turned around.
"We're here!" I said
The kids opened the doors and ran out. I turned back around to see William not moving. I shook him, and he turned his head. I looked at him worried.
"If it was something I said, I'm really really sorry. I didn't mean..." getting cut off by his hands cupping both of my cheeks.
"I knew you just messing around, I was just lost in my thoughts."
How should I know? He had the most serious face on the world.
"We should get out since the kids went out." I turned off the car and opened the door; shutting it behind me.
We walked over to the children as they didn't move. I looked around at the beautiful area.
"How did you find this?" Micheal said, looking at me as the sunset was in his eyes. It took me second to respond.
Remember how I told you I didn't know what it was like to have a kid die in your stomach, I know what it is like to give birth to a dead child. I bit my lip and looked down.
"Well.." I cleared my thoughts and throat. "We should get walking."
I completely just threw the question out. I honestly didn't feel comfortable telling the truth to that, it was hard. She would have been Elizabeth age by now, maybe a year younger. I got lost in thoughts. We walked up the trail. Something to me just didn't feel right, something felt as I missed something. I hated to be here but I thought it was good to get out the city for once. I felt a tight grip on my shoulder to see William holding onto it.
"Something seems to bother you dear? What's wrong?"
"It's nothing." I calmly said
He gave me some kind of look before nodding. We continue to walk up the trail more, making me feel more sick to my stomach. Until I heard someone yell my name in front of us. I shot my head up to see...
"NICK!" I yelled as a bolted to him.
I jumped into his arms and hugged him tightly. Me and Nick go way back into Kindergarten. He's been my best friend ever since! I remember one time; oh boy. We was in high school when this happened, he came into school drunk as fuck and I remember this like it was yesterday. We was a gym and we was playing volleyball at the time so the metal poles was stable into the ground holding the long red and white net up. This motherfucker started to dance and strip on the pole. Most people thought I was nasty and weird but to me and his friends, it was the funniest shit ever.
I let go of him and heard running from behind only to see William holding the two youngest and Micheal running by his Side. I giggled at the fact he was panting like a dog. I turned back around acting like he wasn't their.
"Hey Little Lady" he said jokingly
"Stoppppppppp" I said annoyed
"So how is life? Did you and what is his once face..Oh! John get married? What about your child?" He asked
"Things didn't go between us and Mary...well...." I was cut off
"Dear, who is this man and Mary?" William frowned "and John?"
"This is Nick, my good old friend since I was in kindergarten. John is my Ex husband. And I don't ever want to hear the name again..." I looked at him with sharp eyes.
"Nick looks cool" Micheal said with a grin.
"He was really popular back when we was in high school." I smiled as he chuckled "remember the gym?"
"No, we don't talk about it." He groaned "that was because I was drunk."
I giggled as we chatted for awhile. It was nice to meet up with a friend but I had to end it. I took his phone and gave him my phone number. I nodded at him before I walked away from him as the other followed. Me and kids just chatted as William looked upset.
"William, are you ok?" I asked
"Yeah, I'm fine." He responded "so why don't you talk about her?"
"Reasons Afton, why don't you talk about their mother?" I asked back
(Time skip. Ok look, my brain is dead at this point.)
Thursday
10:45pm
I drove back to Freddy's. Getting a message earlier from Mr.H saying I had to dress nice. I did listen, don't get me wrong. I had basically the same outfit as the last time I came here but in black. My hair was curly and I only put on light to no makeup at all this time. Getting out of the car, all I could see in adults waking into the building. They all did dress nice, and I had a bit of 'wanting him to be here' but I shook it off for now. I walked into the building and saw it empty. The tables where gone into the now bright hallway. I walked myself over to the back room the read 'parts and service'. I kept thinking about what I said earlier to him. I picked up my phone, only to see Nick message.
I opened it and I had a smile on my face. He such a charming guy, but he does too much at times. My heart jumped as I felt two hands around me. They was heavy, big hands. I looked up as I turned my phone off. There he was. William.
"Are you ok dear?"
"Yeah, I'm fine. Are you?.." I tapped his hand
"Me? Why ask?" He said, spinning me around as he lean me against the table.
My face turned red as his hands trailed up my sides. I pushed him off a bit.
"William, no." I said
Yes, why didn't you come back to me...
"Alright sorry, I didn't know what gotten into me for that second.." he trailed off
A knock was heard at the door and was opened.
"Hey Y/n." The voice called out "the stage is ready, we took off everything and you know what I'm saying! Anyways, the curtains are closed. So come out carefully." The voice said and closed the door shut.
"I can't believe I did this shit." I sighed to myself
"You'll be fine, I mean. If you want me too, I can watch out like a bodyguard." He offered, I turned it down
"I should be fine." I walked over to the door;opening it and closing behind me.
I run up the stage steps. My heart and there was a guitar on the stool. I walked up to the stool and carefully picked it up as my hand softly went up and down on the strings. I sat down and that's when the curtains pulled back. I didn't even pay attention, I looked up to see everyone staring at me. I softly gasped as I held the interment close. I couldn't do this, with all of these people looking at me. No, don't bring your self down...
I took a deep breath and played a note on it. Then closed my eyes and just let my fingers play. The sweet tone coming out of it filled the room as I piecing a song together. I sighed.
(I will be using "this" for the song/singing parts)
"She Resplendent, so confident; La Seine, La Seine, La Seine!~" the sweet tone of my voice spilled out.
"I realize, I'm hypnotized; La Seine, La Seine, La Seine!~" I looked up at the people as they slow dance to the tune. I lay a soft smile on my lips as I got from the stool. My feelings got lost in the ton, making my feet dance to it.
"I hear the moon, singing the tune; La Seine, La Seine, La Seine!~" I felt as hard eyes looked at me as my feet movement became in a body movement. Meaning I was dancing on the hard stage floor. Looked to the corner on my eye, I saw him.
"Is she Devine? Is it the wine; La Seine, La Seine, La Seine!~" I looked away from him and looked at the people in front. They way they was all moving made me feel a bit better about this. I'm just here to bring joy to them.
"I don't know, Don't know, So don't ask me why; That's how we are; the Seine and I!~ with the tune getting more louder, I kicked off the tall black heels and let my feet have more room for my body to move. I stopped playing it.
"I don't know, don't know, So don't ask me why; That's how we are: the Seine and I~" I played the tune again as I looked over my shoulder only to see him gone. Then I felt hands around my waist making me gasp quietly.
"I feel alive When I'm besides; La Seine, La Seine, La Seine!~ I felt arms moving my waist as we both sang the part. My face felt as hells fire was burning across it. William turned me around and I looked at him, as he gazed at me.
"From this angle, Like an angel; La Seine, La Seine, La Seine!~" I let him sing this part as I mouthed it acting like I sang it with him. Bitting my lower bottom lip. I smiled as he twirled me around being me back into him.
"I don't know, don't know, so don't ask me why; That's how we are; the Seine and I!~" this was going to be the night, isn't it? I questioned myself as I think it was. Looking back at him made me loose words, the way his shadow danced with mine. I couldn't think right at this point.
"I don't know, don't know, so don't ask me why; That's how we are; the Seine and I!~" I stopped playing as I gave it to William, gladly taking it and keeping the tune going.
"Upon the bridge, My heart does beat, between the waves; will be saved, the air we breathe; can you believe?" The way he joined in after every word I said made me a crazy red mess. He looked at me with fish lips and I frowned at him. William chuckles
"Learn to forgive, upon the bridge.~" looking up at the crowd made me feel happier than ever. This right here would made mom and dad very proud of you. You got your voice from mother and the music talent from dad. He always would play any instruments and mother would sing along.
"That's how we are, the Seine and I~" I softly closed my eyes as I took a deep breath. After a couple seconds you opened them up only to find William looking at you with a worried face. Then mouths "are you ok" I nodded.
"That's how we are, the Seine and I!" He sang as he took his eyes off of me. But I couldn't keep mine off of him. The lighting hitting him showed everything. Every little detail on his handsome face, the lump in the throat down to his shirt and tie.
"That's how we are, the Seine and I!" He sang again. He stopped playing the wooden instrument and reached out for me, I gladly taking his hand as he pulled me into him again. He just held me there.
"That's how we are, the Seine and I!~" my voice started to hurt. Everyone stopped dancing and started to clap. I simply smiled and bowed , only for William to cover my chest with is hands. The curtains closed in front of us. I let out and long sigh as I picked up my heels, putting them back on.
"Well done my dear. I say we made a good team." William said as he smirked
I just nodded
"Are you ok?"
I just nodded again, I walked off of stage and walked over to "bar". I got me and William a glass of wine, before heading back into the stage. I peeked my head only to find him gone. I walked over to the parts and service room just see nothing but the bots. I sighed to myself, he was all the way in his office. I walked away from the door and tried to make my way though the crowd of people.
After smacking and pervert in the face, I finally made my way though. I looked at my right hand to see the glasses both still full and in my other arm. The stolen, new bottle of wine. Hurrying to his office down the hall. You softly knock on his door.
"Who is it?"
"The wine lady" I responded back
"Finally, something good comes though the doors" William said as I opened the door and closed it behind me.
I walked over and sat in a seat across from him, putting the new bottle of wine on his desk and handing him the full glass of wine. I smiled as I took a sip.
"My throat was dead after that. I never really liked doing that on stage." I said as my eye wonder. "I mean it wasn't bad but I still hated it."
"Dear, does that mean you hated it when I was on stage with you? Ouch." He made an awe face
"w-wait! No I didn't, it was uh..." I was choking on words, nothing would come out and he let out a small laugh.
"I take it as you did? Look at you, you're a mess." I gasped at his words.
"At least I do something with my hair!" I fought back
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