Hating Loving You

By chocolatehuffing

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|♥︎|♥︎|♥︎| He was on his knees with a beautiful promise ring in his hand. "Wha..at" I stuttered He smiled lig... More

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Meeting the Characters
chapter 1
Chapter -2
Chapter- 3
Meeting the characters - 2
Chapter- 4
Chapter- 5
Chapter - 6
Chapter- 7
Chapter - 8
Chapter- 9
Chapter -10
Chapter- 11
Chapter- 12
chapter-13
Chapter- 14
Chapter - 15
Chapter - 16
Chapter- 17
Chapter - 18
Chapter -19
Chapter - 20
Chapter - 21
Meeting the Character - 3
Chapter- 22
Chapter-23
Chapter- 24
Chapter - 25
Chapter - 26
Chapter - 27
Chapter - 28
Chapter - 29
Chapter- 30
Chapter - 31
Chapter- 32
Chapter - 33
Chapter - 34
Chapter- 35
Chapter - 36
Eee
Chapter- 37
Chapter - 38
Chapter - 39
Chapter- 40 {1}
heyy
Chapter- 40 {2}
Chapter -42
Chapter - 43
my first interview
Chapter - 44
sorry
Chapter - 45
Chapter - 46
Chapter - 47
Chapter - 48
Chapter- 49
Chapter 50 (1)
Chapter- 50
Chapter - 51
Chapter - 52
Chapter - 53
Chapter - 54
Chapter - 55

Chapter- 41

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By chocolatehuffing

Mia POV-

Or maybe I shouldn't.

What if he gets offended and think I'm being a clingy fiancé.

It's fine Mia, Calm down he is fine. He is mature he knows what he is doing, he won't hurt himself.

That kind of became my mantra for the whole the day.
I kept looking at my phone the whole time not wanting to miss the call of sir, or of Vaarin.

It was night time, almost 11:00 pm.
Staring at the ceiling thinking even if I deserve Vaarin

Not just physically he is very very very fucking attractive but he also has gotten heart of gold, high IQ and EQ, just so special and unique.

He deserves someone who can stand beside him strong, not me who is so weak emotionally, he needs someone who can make him strong, not make him lose his calmness. I just tend to mess him up, Maybe I was never made for Vaarin.

Maybe we both can never be happy with each ot-

My thoughts got interrupted by my cell ringing, I sat up on my bed as laying wasn't really helping me fall asleep. Wiping the tears that escaped my eyes I saw the caller ID. Confusion took over me when I saw Rishabh Sir calling me at this hour.

Not wanting to miss his call, I picked it up without any other thoughts.

"Hello Sir? Are you okay?" I asked, as he is not a person who calls you at this hour for fun.

"Mia, I - I actually" his stuttering made me feel worried

"Did you get to know anything about Vaarin?" this thought made me happy but the one which followed it didn't really lighten up my mood "Is he fine? has anything happened to him? Where is he now? he is not hurt righ-" I was cut off

"Mia calm down, I found Vaarin. Well, he looks good physically. I don't know how he feels from inside though, he hasn't said much yet. I'm worried for him, Please come over. He doesn't know about it but I know you guys seriously need to talk right now----- Rishabh What are you doing whom are you talking to?" before Rishabh sir could complete I heard Vaarin's voice, It was a little tipsy. He has been drinking? I don't remember ever seeing him drinking alcohol But before my head could think further Rishabh sir voice ringed again.

"It is just a worker, I didn't wanted to disturb that's why I came here. Anyway I will message you where to come, come on time okay" and before I could reply the line went dead.

Writer POV-

She looked at her phone. She waited for the text, thousands things running in her mind.
After almost a good ten minutes she received text from Rishabh. guessing the estate is far away from her place she didn't bother to change her shorts and loose t-shirt. She just grabbed the keys and her phone to leave the apartment, submitting the keys to the guard afraid of loosing it in hurry. Guard was grateful to her for the food so he kept it with him without any questions.

Thanks to Mia bad luck that no taxi wanted to go to the place she was told to visit, like Mia already lived in outskirts of the city and if we go more out then it's private place, Taxi usually don't know the address of their as they never go there.

Mia convinced one driver with extra money and told him she will help him with the direction with help of the gps Rishabh sir sent her.

On the other hand-

When Rishabh got off the call Vaarin gave him a stern glare

"What?" Rishabh tried to play cool as he started walking back to their private room

"It was her, wasn't it?" Vaarin sound stopped hi on his tracks. Vaarin wasn't sounding drunk anymore. Well he always had high alcohol tolerance, It comes handy to him many times.

"Who she?" Rishabh acted dumb

"Don't act like you don't know what I'm talking about!
You, very well know who she." Vaarin's voice was peculiar, more dark. It sounded like he had lots of anger in him which he has been trying to supress from long time but now it just wanted to burst out and make who ever come in fronts of it it's prey, make them suffer, make them regret their existence.

Vaarin never liked his anger maybe because of all the shitty decisions he has made, He had tries anger management and it had helped him a lot but yet again everyone has a limit.

Rishabh Sighed "Yes it was her. When I was trying to get you I contacted her and she was genuinely very worried for you and as a nice brother in law it's my duty to make you to end this series of miscommunication" Rishabh retorted, He wanted to knock some senses in his head. He felt like these two, Mia and Vaarin, should just shut up and already do the nasty to solve all their problems, Trust him when he says a good sex can always solve problems between couples.

"Miscommunication?" Vaarin voice held extreme mockery "It will exist only if we have any proper communication" He turned around and got his jacket from the room. After a few seconds he came out of the private room of the club, Rishabh was at his place.

"Vaarin stop. Don't be stupid again, we both know this stubbornness of yours isn't leading you guys anywhere. Be mature and face it man." Vaarin seem to understand what Rishabh is trying to say but he didn't utter any word and was about to move forward

"Where are you going?" Vaarin halted again on his steps as he looked at Rishabh from his shoulder, a sly smirk on his face.

"If I wasn't your brother I would have believed that you are still not aware about my whereabouts" With that he left.

Well he was right, Rishabh came to know where Vaarin had been staying. It was theirs most expensive estate they own here. He got to know it today only so he wasn't playing with Mia. He soon texted Mia the address of the estate. As he finally took a sigh of relief.

He just wished this too good people he knows to always be together, happily cuz his life has sure became chaotic.

-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.

Very difficultly Mia reached the estate, she convinced the driver to at least drop her to the gate if not inside of the estate. Mia got down of the car, She would have been awestruck after seeing the place only if a drunk Vaarin lying inside that huge mansion scene hadn't played in her mind.

She went to the gate and surprisingly the guards let her in without any questions and addressed her as mam one of the many guards at the gate offered her to sit in the golf cart so that he can drop her to the main gate of the mansion. Mia would have said no but seeing the distance from the entrance to the main gate she complied with his request.

Mia now adored the beautiful garden, trees and fountain present there. Even though it was night the lights there did justice with scene.

Mia was very unsure about who owned this. Was it possible for one person to own this huge estate on its own? Mia's thought came to halt with the cart. The guard came down as he entered his Id at the digital lock to let Mia in. This guard was well dressed than her, but she cared less about it now.

She thanked him and quickly closed the door afraid that he will see Vaarin in miserable state.

Mia kept her phone at the nearest table and looked around the place, not even bothering to find the witch board to on the lights. The mansion was dimly lit because of the lights of the outside.

"Vaarin?" She moved forward in an attempt to find a bar. She was sure this huge place would have a bar. She roamed the ground floor while calling out his name and Rishabh's name. She soon realized that Rishabh wasn't here otherwise he would have replied. According to her Vaarin must have passed out while drinking making it impossible for him to hear her, Only if she knew how much restless he was to see her. Vaarin guessed that Rishabh would have told Mia where he was and she must be coming there to meet him. He cursed the damned traffic and rain even more by each passing second.

Mia went up the stairs praising the marble quality used. She again started looking for a bar and inside room to find Vaarin. Weirdly till 2nd floor she couldn't find the bar. There wasn't any servant either, It didn't surprise her, a thing which was very much common in these both was that they both don't share their privacy with anyone else but each other.

Suddenly a strong light entered from the window. Mia looked out of the window to see it was Vaarin's car. She was very happy by just seeing his car. Without caring about the world she made a sprint towards the stairs.

Vaarin sat on his seat, previously his gaurd tried to tell him about Mia's arrival but he dismissed them thinking she isn't here yet. He groaned as he pulled back his hair in frustration, he hit his steering as a loud "Dammit" left his mouth.

He was very unsure about what their relationship was being, why can't it be like other couples? they too had problems but do they run like this!! Stupid him to leave Mia like this! 'Urgh, Why can't I wait for her to tell me the truth by herself! of course she will confront me one day, today, tomorrow or a week, month, year after! I don't want to lose her for this! she said she didn't wanted to lose me either does that mean she.. she.. loves me-'

Vaarin couldn't complete his thought when he saw the gate opening and Mia very hastily coming to him without caring about the rain at all "Mia?" he was still unsure if it's her or not. He removed his seatbelt and got out of the car to get wet by rain.

Mia who had just fallen from the last step of the staircase inside, while coming here , seem to forget it as she saw Vaarin there, her steps halted as she looked at him. Taking in all his features.

Even though it just have been 2 weeks but to Mia it has felt like months of not seeing him, her brain as eaten her sitting and staring at those apartment wall daily wasn't doing any good to her!

Vaarin at the other hand was mesmerised by her too, of course this two longing soul just needed each other, to hold and cherish each other.

Vaarin started walking, looking at his moving figure she came out of her trance and started walking towards him.

The moment they both come close their body crashed in each other as they hugged very tightly.
With each passing second their hug getting tighter.

They both almost forgot that it was raining, the warmth from each others body was more than enough for them.

They both looked at each other face. Vaarin held Mia's face in his warm large hands and Mia held his T-shirt in her fist.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have gone for this long and get you all worried-" Vaarin was cut off when Mia's soft and hot body again hugged him.

"No, I'm sorry for being so stubborn. Don't leave me alone like that I will tell you everything, I trust you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you" Vaarin smiled listening to her, she was such a baby.

He again held her face in his hand as he made her look at him "I'm sorry, I trust you and I should have known you won't do anything bad for us. I will never leave us like this, I too want to spend my rest of life with you Mia. I already regret all the time we missed because of our stupidity, I don't want to repeat it again Mia." Mia held his hands which were still holding her face. Tear of happiness stream down her eyes as it mixed with another droplet of rain.

She never ever have seen someone looking at her with so much love, at that moment all they both could think about was each other. The happiness of the moment was everything that was worth living for. They both looked forward to create more such moment.

Vaarin lowered his head, and this time Mia had no second thoughts. She also moved her face closer to his. Their was no one who was more happy than Vaarin at that moment.

It was a pure bliss for them when their lips touched. The cold water running down their body while their skin felt on fire. No one moved their lips, Just feeling them against each other for minutes.

Afterwards, they started slowly moving their lips, sparks jolted up at the bottom of the stomach of Mia, it felt like a pleasure-full knot got tied there, Vaarin just wanted to devour her warm mouth he felt things happening in his stomach, Oh gosh are those butterflies?

Mia's hand traveled back at Vaarin's neck to his hairs and Vaarin's hand traveled to Mia's waist and back. Just pulling each other closer no pulling back.

After what felt like a blissful time for both they parted for air. Mia shyly looked down as Vaarin stared at her red tinted cheeks whilst his cheeks got a little red too.

None of them imagined that this amazing kiss will happen here and their first willing-full kiss will be very amazing, much more fabulous from the first one.

Vaarin held Mia's chin to make her look up as her grip got tighter on his t-shirt. They both stared at each other eyes with more love, affection and desires.

Vaarin bent his face once more, thinking he will never get enough of this, and Mia closed her eyes waiting for it to happen again and again.

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Heyy!!
Hope you guys are doing great!

well this the update!
Let's see when I edit it..
And Rishabh aor Rishab take it same pls.

Do tell me how it was!?

and
I love you guys!

thank you ver much
lots of love,
yours lovingly,
J <3

Published on-17. 03. 2022

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