Chapter 4
Warnings: angst
Y/ns pov
As she pressed the 4th floor I just stayed silent.
"I assume you dont know what all these floors are?" She crossed her arms.
"Nope I have no idea!" I laughed and she nodded.
"So first floor is lobby, second is living room and kitchen, third is training, fourth is girls floor, fifth is sam with steve and bucky, sixth is scott with clint and pietro, seventh is thor with peter and a guest room, eighth is three guest rooms, ninth is bruces lab and last but not least a meeting room at the last floor." She exlained to me so quickly I was surprised.
ding! We reached the 'girls floor' like she called it and we came out of the elevator.
"Woah." I exlaimed
"I know! This is my room, this is wandas and.. this is yours!" She pointed at each one of them. They were all huge. My appartment, well, my old one, was small so this was a big step up. There were two rooms on the right and one on the left. In the little haul there was a mirror and a small couch. I was shocked. The elevator left our floor, but I was too busy thinking how I could sit there forever staring at those huge rooms. Nat opened the door to the guest room, which was mine for now. The walls light gray, the furniture white or made from wood.. there was a bed in the middle and a closet next to it. And facing the bed, there was a big desk with a laptop on it. Of course each room had a laptop, they are the rich after all, right? Each floor wasnt so big, it was good enough to fit 3 big bedrooms tho. As I searched a bit my room nat stood at the door.
"By the way, tonys lab is in the basement. Or whatever you want to call it. Its a floor under the lobby. That red mysterious button at the lift? That. No one is allowed there" she rolled her eyes and went to her room leaving the door opened.
I left my room and called the lift.
"And why is no one allowed to tonys lab?" She raised an eyebrow at my sentence looking at me
"And why do you care lady?" She chuckled and I just rolled my eyes as the lift arrived.
It opened revealing bucky. I wasnt really expecting to see someone but I have to get used to it.
"Hey y/n, getting used to your new room I see?" He was very polite
"Yes, yes I am bucky but its not that hard dont worry, I could live like this forever." We both laughed and waited for the lift to get us to the 1st floor.
When we arrived, the door opened revealing Scott and Peter watching a cartoon. They were so cute like little puppies. I just smiled as bucky walked to them and I turned around to see Tony making coffee. Exactly what I wanted to do. I wasnt sure how I was gonna talk to him, so I just walked next to him to make coffee.
"Hey" I mumbled as he turned around and took a sip of his coffee.
"Mhm hi. Did nat show you your room?" He asked looking at me, but I was just looking at my coffee so I dont drool over him.
"Yea, she did. I will leave as soon as I can stark, dont worry I wont bother your peace." I grabbed my coffee and went back to the lift pressing my floor.
I dont know why I said that. Why did I do that? I ruined everything! I shouldnt hav- My thoughts got cut off by nats arm on my shoulder. I was breathing heavily. I started panicking, out of nowhere.
"Hey, whats happening??" Nat asked immediately but I couldnt answer, my throat was burning.
Suddenly I got flashbacks. Being tortured by hydra, getting placed in that chair so they can tear you apart, run tests on you and send you somewhere else to 'make you perfect'. Nat brought me back to reality, again. I was now on the floor of the lift, sitting down. The coffee was spilled on the floor and nat was infront of me. She had her hands on my shoulders while my back touched the wall. I put one hand on my head. I am sweating. I need air..
"Calm down y/n. Im here. Take deep breaths, you got this come on. Listen to me, take deep breaths." She was worried, I could see it.