Flash forward...
Thinking about whether or not to stay in this town is something that is always on my mind. I got offered a job that pays a lot and I would be able to finish school there. There as in New York. It is terrifying because I don't want to leave Scott, my mom, or Derek. But sometimes you have to do whats best, right?
I want/ need to talk to Scott because he gives me the best advice. He would always know how to cheer me up or get me to a conclusion.
Right now I am at a random park and I feel as though something I staring. I turn an see none other than Derek himself. I motion for him to come over so I can maybe see what he thinks.
"Hey." I say as he sits down.
"Hi." As simple as you can get.
"Question. Its a serious thing but I wanted too see what you think. Okay?"
"Okay?"
"I got a job offering in New York in Manhattan but I don't know if i should take it or now. Should I? Should I just leave Scott when all of this so happening. " I said in one breathe.
"I think you should go and do it because it to dangerous for you to be here at all. Scott is old enough to get through this on his own. He needs to be teached. So go and do it. " He just stares at me waiting for a reaction but truthfully I don't know what to do.
"I guess you're right. Well i have to go. I guess Ill see you around. Maybe." I can see something in his eyes but cant tell what it is.
"Okay. " With that he walks away.
I just walk to my house and see that Stiles is over. When I get to my room Stiles is on me computer. I see hes looking at the e-mail room the company.
"Whats this?" He turns to me. I cam tell hes hurt.
"I got a ob offering."
"Are you going for it?" He gives me a look of confusion.
"I don't know. I want to because O feel it will be good for me. So its a big possibility for me."
"When would you leave?" That's that part I was dreading telling anyone.
"I would have to catch a fight tonight." He sucks in a deep breathe.
"Wow, um... well I have to go call Scott to see where he is." He gives me a hug and walks away.
I feel horrible but I know it would be the best thing that has happened to me in a while. I have been wanting to move to New York for a while and maybe one day become a dancer. I have never told anyone that I would like to do that but I do. Its been my secret for a while.
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About 8 o'clock I decide that I was going to go. But I called my mom first and asked she told me to go and follow whatever my hearts whats. I knew it was an once in a life time offer so I took it.
I called the company and told them I would love to take it. With that I ordered a ticket for 10 that. I guess my mom told Scott because he came in my room and just hugged me to death. Told me to be careful and to not gt hurt. With that he went off to Stiles.
As I was packing a heard knocking on my window and knew immediately it was Derek. He has been doing this for a while now in the middle of the night. I guess he heard I was leaving.
I let him in. "So you are leaving?"
I look up to face his beautiful face, I cant help but stare but finally answer him. "Yeah. " I couldn't get anything else out. I wanted to be with him but I knew we couldn't if I was leaving. Long distance isn't the type of thing you make with someone liked Derek.
Next thing I knew I feel his soft welcoming lips. It was one of the most passionate kisses we have shared so far. That when I knew that I had to always have this man in my life. But I had to wait. I was going to be hard but it was possible.
As we pull away I jut stare into his eyes. I cant help be in love with this man.
Finally he decides to talk first. "I had to do that because I'm going to be truthful and say that I will miss you."
"I'll miss you too Derek. Ill wait."
"No go and live your life. You need to. Ill see you when you come back if you do. Just remember that. Be careful." With that he left.
This was going to one of the hardest that I will have to do. I guess goodbye Beacon Hills... for now.
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I honestly don't know where I left off in the last chapter but I have too update. So it sucks but its what I had to do. Please comment and tell me anything. Also please vote. Sorry for any grammar issues. I suck at that department.
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Emily.