recap started*
i went to jabez's room and saw him, making out with..
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valerie. i stood there in shock for a second..
y/n: oh uh sorry i'll just leave
i could feel the tears. why tho?
jabez: y/n???? let me explain.
i walked out and slammed the door and went to find alex and saw him at the spot we were sitting at
y/n: alex get your shit were leaving
*i said with my voice shaking
i was angry i was sad i wasn't even sure why i was here.
alex: wait what, what happened?
y/n: i'll explain in the car please let's just go.
then jabez came running downstairs.
jabez: Y/N PLEASE LET ME EXPLAIN
here we go with this bullshit. it's always let me explain but it's pretty explainable the moment you see it, he didn't want me he played me and all that typa shit
y/n: alex. let's go.
jabez: y/n.
y/n: oh my fucking god what jabez.
jabez: can we talk outside?
y/n: fine. alex go to the car
alex: where's valerie?
y/n: oh she's fine trust me, she'll be safe right, jabez?
alex stood up
alex: yo what the fuck did you do
jabez: bro let me talk to her outside
i signaled alex to go to the car and he went
(the car was parked down the street not in the driveway)
jabez pulled me by my hand outside
y/n: what
jabez: im sorry y/n i didn't know you were gonna be here.
y/n: jabez i honestly don't wanna talk i saw everything and that's that
jabez: i know but-
y/n: i've been through enough with mattia and now you to? i was actually excited to come surprise you but nevermind shouldve stayed my ass home
i said with tears in my eyes
jabez: y/n-
y/n: what happened to looking forward to see my "beautiful ass"? thought you were different
jabez: just let me talk
y/n: no? i shouldn't even be sad or anything i mean you really did kinda of lead me on but-
jabez: y/n we were never together?
y/n: did you not fucking flirt with me tho?
jabez: okay but
y/n: no buts jabez you said it yourself, WE WERE NEVER A THING.
i let tears fall.
jabez: i want you y/n
y/n: I DONT CARE JABEZ. IM OVER IT
jabez: ..
y/n: YOU FUCKING PLAYED YOUR STUPID ASS GAME ON ME AND IT WORKED, I STARTED ACTUALLY LIKING YOU AM I JUST ONE OF YOUR HOES?
jabez: y/n dont yell
y/n: TO FUCKING BAD ANSWER THE FUCKING QUESTION.
jabez: ..
i scoff
y/n: bye jabez.
i tried to leave but he grabbed me by my arm
y/n: let me fucking go i'm not playing.
jabez: please give me another chance i won't fuck it up
y/n: no, jabez.
he stared at me for a second and slapped me.
jabez: oh shit i'm sorry
tears started streaming down my face.
y/n: wow
i held my cheek and started walking to the car. alex came halfway after he saw me balling
alex: hey hey hey what the fuck did he do to you?
y/n: ..
alex: oh hell nah
he walks up the driveway. fuck.
alex: ay you pussy ass bitch let me fucking find out you hit her.
jabez: i didn't mean to
alex: what the fuck is your fucking problem bro
i walk up to them
y/n: alex it's fine i'm okay
alex: no you aren't, go wait in the car for me
y/n: come with me
alex: hold on.
he threw a punch towards jabez and they started fighting.
??: YOOO THERES A FIFHT OVER HERE
y/n: ALEX LETS GO
i tried pulling him off but it was no use
alexs pov*
jabez hit y/n? not on my fucking watch nobody gonna hit her especially not a man i still don't know what happened but i have a pretty good assumption in my head and y/n did nothing to deserve any of this.
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carlos and ale pulled alex off and i took his hand and led him to the car and i drove.
alex: y/n i'm sorry
y/n: are you kidding me? that was amazing alex
we both laughed*
i wiped my tear away*
y/n: he slapped me alex
i said slightly laughing*
alex: i'm sorry, i promise you he got what he deserves
y/n: thank you, also valerie & jabez were making out
alex: i figured
after that everything pretty much got silent
y/n: you okay?
alex: somewhat i guess
we got home and i went to my room here we go again, being depressed over two damn boys.
alex: y/n can you come help me with these scratches
y/n: why can't you do it
alex: cus it hurts
i smile a bit and got up and went to the bathroom
he sat on the counter, this reminded me of when i did this to mattia but whatever.
i got the alcohol and put it on a rag
y/n: ready?
alex: dont countdown just do it
y/n: ok 5 4 3
i did it and he screamed just a little
y/n: you're such a kid stop
alex: IT STINGS Y/N
y/n: calm down
i finished and put the stuff away, he said thank you and i left up to my room
anyways back to being depressed over two boys, i layed down and just stared at the ceiling for a minute.
as if anything couldn't get worse, mattia walked in.
mattia: hey y/n
he scratched the back of his head
y/n: omg what mattia
mattia: i heard about what happened, i'm sorry
y/n: is this an excuse to talk to me?
mattia: yes & no
i laughed a bit
y/n: what do you want mattia
mattia: i just wanna hang out
y/n: yk if carlos sees me with you he'll be so mad
mattia: it's not like we're dating
y/n: still go to your room
mattia: you're so lame wanna watch a movie?
y/n: mattia we're not dating anymore
mattia: that doesn't mean we can't watch movies
y/n: it's awkward tho
mattia: cus you make it awkward
y/n: me?
mattia: yes
y/n: okay sure now i'm definitely not watching
mattia: i was just joking
y/n: no to bad
mattia: ugh you're so lame.
i smiled and he left, i ended up falling asleep and woke up the next morning to a bunch of missed calls and texts from jabez.
TBC...
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i just started school again. i'm depressed now