The marriage was over and nandu ran away from there not able to control her emotions....
She was just walking away aimlessly like a dead person....all her happy moments with manik flashed before her......
she remembered all the sweet moments spent with him....he was not just her love but he was her everything....she didn't even know how she spent 2 years of her life without him...
Flashback:
It had been only 6 months that manik had gone for his studies...they talked almost everyday but still she missed him like hell....suddenly she thought of an idea of writing a personal diary for him describing her feelings what she felt for him and how much she missed him when he was gone....and in the end of that diary she thought of confessing her love and then gift the diary to him on his birthday....
She was super excited....suddenly she found something to connect herself with him....
Day 1:
Dear Mani,
Hiii manuuuu....hehehe...I know you know that it's me your nandu's diary but in this diary you will find a different nandu....a girl who you have never known...
Day 15:
Uff...two weeks passed without you mani...but it feels like 2 decades....I miss you manik....you know I thought that this distance will effect our bond but I'm glad that this distance is bringing us more close .....they say the truth....Distance makes the heart grow fonder.....although everyday I keep waiting for your call....XD
Day 40:
You know where I was today the whole day....hehe...in YOUR ROOM....I cleaned your clothes..... rearranged your book selves....changed your bed sheet....shit...I feel like a wife doing her husband's work....blush...I even wore your oversized coat and danced in the raining....okkk...don't scold me...I'll wash your coat and keep it neatly back again...hehehe....
Day 60:
Manik....I have written a song for you (blush) hope u like it and I dedicate the lyrics to you....I have written this song just for you manik...hope you like it...
Phir Agar Mujhe Tu Kabhi Na Mile
Humsafar Mera Tu Bane Na Bane
Faaslon Se Mera Pyar Hoga Na Kam
Tu Na Hoga Kabhi Ab Juda
Maine Tera Naam Dil Rakh Diya
Maine Tera Naam Dil Rakh Diya
Dhadkega Tu Mujhme Sada
Maine Tera Naam Dil Rakh Diya
Tere Vaaste Kabhi Mera
Yeh Pyar Na Hoga Kamm
Maine Tera Naam Dil Rakh Diya
Maine Tera Naam Dil Rakh Diya
Dhadkega Tu Mujhme Sada
Maine Tera Naam Dil Rakh Diya
Na Bhoola Saka Main Teri Chahatein
Ishq Pe Kahan Bas Kisi Ka Chale
Ho Bhi Jaayein Meri
Saansein Chaahe Khatam
Kamm Na Hogi Kabhi Yeh Wafa
Maine Tera Naam Dil Rakh Diya
Maine Tera Naam Dil Rakh Diya
Dhadkega Tu Mujhme Sada
Maine Tera Naam Dil Rakh Diya
Tere Vaaste Kabhi Mera
Yeh Pyar Na Hoga Kamm
Maine Tera Naam Dil Rakh Diya
Maine Tera Naam Dil Rakh Diya
Dhadkega Tu Mujhme Sada
Maine Tera Naam Dil Rakh Diya
Hmm.. Main Zaroorat Hoon Teri
Tu Zaroori Hai Mujhe
Maanta Hoon Bin Tere
Hai Adhoori Mehfilein
Kamm Nahi Jashan Se
Yeh Akelapan Mera
Saath Hai Raat Din
Ab Deewanapan Tera
Do Mujhe Na Kabhi
Mudd Ke Aawaz Tum
Main Sununga Tumhein
Har Jagah
Maine Tera Naam Dil Rakh Diya
Maine Tera Naam Dil Rakh Diya
Dhadkega Tu Mujhme Sada
Maine Tera Naam Dil Rakh Diya
Tere Vaaste Kabhi Mera
Yeh Pyar Na Hoga Kamm
Maine Tera Naam Dil Rakh Diya
Maine Tera Naam Dil Rakh Diya
Dhadkega Tu Mujhme Sada
Maine Tera Naam Dil Rakh Diya
Day 100:
Do you know manik 100 days means a century...omggg...I lived without you a 100 days....I have to check with doctor uncle whether my heart is still alive or not....
Day 250:
I feel strange today....I feel like something bad is going to happen...I hope you are ok manik...please come back soon...I miss you and I.....
(Remaining pages will be shown when manik will read this diary XD)
Flashback ends (This is for my bff kukpru hope this flashback is good)
Nandu smiled remembering the good old days but with that the bad memories also flashed back....
Flashback:
Manik had returned after his studies and both were really happy....as usual they met in his room as both wanted to share their feelings with each other...
Manik And nandini at the same time "manik/nandu I want to share something with you"
Both laughed and then again argued who would say first...but manik couldn't wait and suddenly lifted her up in the air and screamed...."I'm in love with ruhi"
Nandu stilled...when she heard that he loves someone she was on cloud nine but the moment she heard the name she was shattered....manik was going on and on about his love story and how he had proposed her and now both wanted to marry each other....nandu was blank...numb...
Manik shook her "Are you even listening nandu....do you know how special it is to love someone...you won't know the feeling right...it's best " and walked away from there....
Nandu blinked her eyes to remove the tears and saw the diary which she was holding in her hands...."I know how it feels to be in love...but I don't know how it feels to be heart broken "
Flashback ends
After that she hide that diary in a secret place and promised herself never to reveal her feelings to manik.
Soon she reached a cliff....her heart was paining....she couldn't take it anymore....she was about to jump off the cliff when a pair of strong arms pulled her away from the edge of the cliff....
Person " are you mad....do you even know what you were trying to do...are you even in your senses"
But nandini was just blabbering on her own...."he doesn't love me....he doesn't love me" she was repeating it like a mad person....
The person got to know that she was in a trauma and was having a serious panic attack....HE could sense a depressed soul from far...after all HE was the famous psychiatrist Dr Akash Goenka....
Not having any choice he slapped nandini to bring her back into senses and hugged her tightly as nandu was out from the shock and burst out into tears....Akash let her cry...as he wanted her to get it all out of her system as he held her tight.....
Here back in manan house, manik was exhausted from all the rituals but more than that he was restless...he was unable to breath....he was feeling suffocated....he was feeling like something or someone is going away from him....only if HE knew