''Now you are stuck in my Limbo.''
~Jeon Jungkook
•Seoul•
•At Taehyung's house•
Y/n's pov
Dear diary,
The word Love was never less in my life,As an only child of my parents our whole family loved and pampered me alot. I was born in a rich,modern,radical Korean family. My parents were always protective towards me. They used to cancel their work schedule just to take care of me whenever I got ill or to attend my school plays. My father always likes to create sweet memories so that I can remember when I become a mother. I miss them today,,,, alot! I know if they were here with me,they would've never let me fall apart. I also wanted my child to feel the warmth of parents, how it feels like to sleep with parents after a horror movie night,walking in the garden holding your parents hands, that dessert outing after every dinner. Whenever I look at Sehun I cry because I am falling day by day.Taehyung is not here and his real father is not aware of reality....
But As a mother I have to live and face this sorrow.I have headache,eyes are sore,body is weak and my heart is filled with grief but still I have to leave because my life is still worthy of living. It's been a day without him,the whole night spent in my eyes. It feels like a burden but I have a child who needs me more than anything. I will not fall apart ,not gonna faint after missing Taehyung and continue whatever he left here.
~Kim Y/n.
I knotted a bow of the ribbon of my diary after closing it. It's dawn and a new morning but without him.
This room is filled with his smell.I looked at the photo frame of us that was glowing under the light of the desk lamp. I picked it and again my eyes filled with tears as I caressed the glass of the frame. Then my eyes shifted to my bed where Seji and Sehun were sleeping.
I covered them both with the blanket till their shoulders and pecked Sehun's cheek.
My beautiful angel..
It was the start of winter because I could feel the cold dryness in the air. I wore Taehyung's hoodie and made my way to the kitchen to cook something Nutritious for myself.
Yesterday Sehun already saw my dumped self. I don't want him to see his mother crying day and night. There are alot of things that now are my responsibility after Taehyung. The whole company is abandoned after him so I need to take care of it. It will also help me to get over this trauma plus I don't want my husband's hard work to be washed away.
When I was thinking about the business a name popped in my mind.
It's Jungkook!
As he is back but couldn't remember anything but still he has the first right on his company after all he was the one who laid the foundation of that company but Mr. Seokjin said to not revise anything old. I guess I need to talk with some officials now.
I poured my cup with espresso and a blueberry bagel is enough to get some energy.
I sat in front of the kitchen counter to have my breakfast when I saw Seji rush inside the kitchen but why does she look scared?
''Mrs. Kim!'' She shouted my name as she entered inside and I analyzed her figure.
''What's wrong Seji? Is everything okay? Why do you look scared?'' I came out of the counter and holded her.
''Mr. Yugyeom is here along with J..J..Justin.'' I can see the same nervousness in her eyes that I felt in my heart,no it's not nervousness it's fear.
''Just re-relax Seji okay. Maybe they are here to meet me after yesterday's event,guests appear after death it's ritual.'' I tried to calm her or myself,it's doubtful here.
''But they have heavy begging I don't think they are here for meet.'' Seji again whispered in anxiety.
''Okay,okay let me see it.''
We approached the living area and there he was standing in black leather jacket,the one that I gifted him on our first anniversary. Strange! He still has it?
His hands were joint ahead of his stomach, that intense glare that was giving chills to my body. I avoided his glare and thought of having a conversation with Yugyeom.
''Good morning Mrs. Kim!'' Yugyeom bowed but he was still standing like a statue. He reminded me of his old self.
''Good Morning Yugyeom......uhmm.. What you both are doing at dawn in here with all these bags?'' I asked while peeking at the bags behind them....
''Actually Jungkook is gonna live with you both from now on.'' Yugyeom's explanation went through my mind. The only word I heard was Jungkook!
''Don't be shock Mrs. Y/n,I remember everything now.'' Jungkook caught me red handed with my dread in mind. Does that mean he remembers our marriage also?
''What else do you remember?'' I stuttered as he gave a side smirk.
''Everything! '' I gulped my saliva on his mention. His smug face had a weird smirk after seeing me frail.
''I can't allow you here.''
''Taehyung was my cousin so as on this relation I can live here until my friend arrange me other house.'' I thought about having a quick recovery from my husband who died yesterday but I guess it's going to be hard,very hard.
''Do you know who...who....who... i am?''
''Yes! You are my girlfriend's best friend.'' Girlfriend? And I am his girlfriend's best friend? Is he talking about Yongsun? But when did they both start dating?
''Mrs. Y/n I should leave now,call me if you need any help and please be strong,Sehun needs you more than anyone.'' Yugyeom left two frail women against the dominant Jungkook in this house.
At this point I don't know what to do,I just feel like crying again. This pain is getting more grim and living with Jungkook under a roof is also tactical when he comes back with his old memories in his hands.
He took his luggage upstairs and chose the bedroom beside mine one. His movements were so confident like he built this whole house or the owner of it.
''I think we should also catch some sleep. You gonna sleep with us?'' Seji nodded and we both went to my bedroom to get some sleep as it's just 5 in the morning.
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I was woken up by the giggles of Sehun,he was playing beside me with his toys. A weak smile appeared on my lips when I hugged his stomach.
''Gud monnin Mumma!'' Sehun put his face on top of my head when he hugged me back. ''Mumma! Papa where?''
''Baby,he is in Abroad ..... He'll be back soon.'' My face was buried on his stomach that helped me to hold my sobs. I took a deep sigh and answered him, trying best to not cry while looking at him.
''No,papa here.''
''No baby, he is not here.'' I sobbed.
''I saw em.'' He pouted.
''Where you saw him baby?'' He has confidence in his voice,I think he is hallucinating Taehyung.
''Come wid me.'' He held my wrist with his tiny hand and took me near the window.
My eyes widened and a heavy sigh skipped from my mouth when Sehun pointed his little finger to the person who was exercising in the garden.
Sehun was pointing at his biological father,it was true that Jungkook is his father but the worried point was I can't tell this fact to anyone. Nor Sehun nor Jungkook.
''Baby he is-s-s not your father,He is your Uncle. '' I crouched to his level and caressed his soft cheek.
''But he luks like papa.'' He pouted again and this is the most difficult part for me to handle.
''Ma'am Mr. Seokjin is here,he wants to meet you!'' We were in the middle of our conversation when Seji knocked on the door and told me about another new guest.
''I'll be there in five minutes.'' Sehun left the room with Seji and I became alone again in this room to let my loud sobs out.
To be continued...
I am glad I am back to this story again. From last few days I lost all my motivation of writing, I don't know why but still I have alot of plots in my mind and I am sure this story will gonna leave in shock. I am not gonna say anymore to read my other works but voting here will mean alot to me so please do it and tell me about this chapter.