THIS TAKES PLACE THE DAY AFTER TADASHI WROTE THE NOTE.
Tsukishima pov
"I'll be right there Kuroo I just gotta grab my contact lenses." I say pushing the door to Karosunos dorm open.
"Alright hurry up though, I'M STARVING!"
I roll my eyes, this sucks but doesn't.
1. My glasses are dirty as shit
2. I have to wear uncomfortable contact lenses
3. Tadashi says I look cooler without my glasses on. <-- (this overtakes the other two reasons)
I grab my contact case and rip two lense packets open pop them in my eyes. While rushing though I spill some of the lenses in Tadashi bag.
"Shit." I curse.
I rummage through the bag to find my lenses, if it were anyone else's bag I would just wait but since it's Yams I know it's okay. But I do find a letter, and it's addressed to me? I flip it over completely discarding the lenses and unfold the paper.
I start reading and I can feel my face getting redder by the second as I read each sentence.
"He loves me!?" I shout.
Kuroo comes in concerned and looks at the letter in my hand. Walks over and reads the first couple sentences.
"He loves you!?"
We sound like those idiots Kageyama and Hinata. I don't really care though I'm too happy to care whether I look stupid or not.
"Go find him like right now!" Kuroo says hitting me on the shoulder.
"I well..I'm technically not supposed to see this yet." I say tapping the letter against my palm.
"Oh..yeah, well as soon as he gives it to you go for it!" He says giving a thumbs up.
I smile looking away, he really loves me? Why? Wait, the long term crush is me? Holy shit I'm stupid. I wave bye to Kuroo, rushing out of the gym to go find Tadashi.
He's probably out by the trees like he usually is. I just keep running, the letter in my hand. He can be mad I snooped all he wants, but I have to tell him my response. I get to the tree line looking up and down, in the distance I can see tadashi facing away from me in the trees.
I walk towards him, smiling and as I go to speak, I'm met with the sight of Tadashi....kissing Terushima.
How could I forget, I'm not the only one Tadashi likes. He...said he likes Terushima too. Was he even gonna give this to me? Is this letter I'm holding onto so tightly even relevant to him? Has he made up his minds already? Do...do I even get my chance?
"Tsukishima?" I hear the faint voice of Yamaguchi, I look up seeing him peer out form the tree line. His hair a mess, lips red, a red face, and to pull it all to together, Terushima coming from behind him with a dazed look.
"What..what are you doing here? How did you even know we were here?" He asks confused and looking behind me to see if anyone else followed.
"Don't worry it's just me, and...I won't tell anyone" I keep my eyes down, avoiding eye contact will make this so much easier.
"Ah..um thank you!" He steps closer and I can see his feet in my vision.
"Did you need something, Tsuki?" He asks teaching a hand out.
I back up a bit, opening my mouth to speak but nothing really comes out. All I can do is toss the letter in his direction. I look up and he seems confused until he reads the familiar hand writing and my name printed across the envelope.
"I found your letter....if it even matters" and with that I turn around rubbing my eyes to clear them of any tears that might form.
Love is so stupid...
——————————————————————-Tadashi Pov
30 minutes before Tsukishima showed up.
I'm leaned up against the base of a tree trying to decide what to do about Tsukishima and Terushima.
There's pros and cons to them both.
Terushima is genuinely and gentle. He puts my feelings and wishes above his own when it comes to our "relationship", and he always comforts me when I'm low, not to mention he's very attractive. The only thing I'm worried about is, what if he gets tired of me, I mean isn't he a little out of my league to begin with?
Then of course there's Tsuki.
While he's not the most coddling, or gentle, he's never had bad intentions toward me. I mean we've been together since we were in elementary school, he knows me and I know him better than anyone. Thing is, he doesn't show his vulnerability to me, and he's dating someone else anyway...why would he want me?
"You okay, you've been out here for a while?" Shocked I look for the voice, to find Terushima smiling down to me.
"Hi.." i say.
"Hi...you wanna talk about it?" He ask sitting down opening his arms up. I nod and he crawls over to me placing an arm around me comforting me.
"I like you..but I like him too" I say leaning onto his shoulder.
"Sounds like we're in the same situation" he laughs which makes me laugh.
"Yeah I guess so, do..you think you could choose if you wanted to?" I ask looking up into his eyes. Golden and big, him and Tsuki have similar features now that I look at it.
"Yeah I could, your always my top runner" he winks at me. I blush, and fidget with my hands.
"Your not just saying that because he has a girlfriend right?" I question.
"No, I just I don't know, whenever I'm around you I feel like I just wanna hold you tight, and protect you. Be able to hug you whenever I want, and call you mine." He says this while looking up at the sky, his arm pulling me in tighter. I can't help it, I reach up for his face and turn it towards me.
"How could you possibly say something like that without getting embarrassed?" I chuckle.
"Because it's true, I fall for you more everytime I'm around you, your eyes, your heart, your voice, your god damn freckles....I think about you all the time. I can't believe I met someone as captivating as you, your truly perfect to me" he says all of this looking into my eyes, he's so genuine...I really don't think I could get enough of him.
And with that we're kissing, and not just the simple pecks from before. We're kissing roughly, but somehow it doesn't feel like enough. He shifts himself around to pull us up, and once we're up I'm pushed against the tree. His hands make there way to my head, making sure my head doesn't hit the tree.
"Tadashi, open your mouth please.." I do as he says, his tongue slipping into my mouth. He swirls it around and I gasp when I feel a hand under my shirt.
"Is this okay?" He asks and I nod once again, wanting nothing more than to get lost in him. I run my hands over his arms, feeing his muscles tense. How far is this gonna go? How far do I wanna go? Does he want us to go further too? He pushed off the tree for a second, catching our breaths he's the first to speak.
"Could you?" He asks.
"Huh?" I say confused.
"Do you think you could choose?" He asks standing upright. His aura is gentle, but I can tell his a little impatient for my answer.
"I...I think I can with time" I voice, squeezing his hand lightly for reassurance.
"Your really important to me, and I don't want to make a rash decision because of how important it is to me."
"I understand, I will say I definitely hope I can pursway you" he laughs leaning into to me again.
He places soft lips onto my jawline, kissing up and down as he slips his hands around my back. Hugging me with his sweet cologne hitting me.
"Can kissing help?" He asks.
"Always, but I feel better just being around you" I kiss his lips and we're pecking each others lips until he suddenly stops, and turns me to face..Tsuki?
"Tsukishima?" I ask coming from behind the tree. How long was he standing there?
"W-what are you doing here?" I say looking behind him for other people.
"Don't worry it's just me, and...I want tell anyone" he's looking down so it's kinda muffled.
"Ah..um thank you" I say covering the back of my neck.
"Did you need something?" I ask stepping towards him. He backs up and doesn't speak for a minute until he just tosses down a piece of paper. I'm confused until I read the familiar font of his name printed on the envelope. He speaks before I can.
"I found your letter....if it even matters" and before I can get words out he's walked away.
"Ahh...if it even matters?" What's that supposed to mean. More importantly how did he find it?
"You okay?" Terushima asks putting a hand on my shoulder.
"Yeah just confused..."