Here's the next part.. Enjoy.. Plz ignore errors, typos, grammatical mistakes etc..
This update is pure melodramatic dialogues in between.. You can skip that part if you want.. Those are too long and probably boring ...
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Ragini and Krish were looking at each other.. Feeling nervous she turns her gaze away and continue with the dressing
Krish's gaze went to her wound .. He forward his hand and touch it softly.
Ragini looks up feeling her touch..
Krish - bahut dard ho raha hoga na..??
Ragini shakes her head in no..
Ragini - hua tha.. Ab nhi hota..
Krish - tumhe isse aise hi khula nhi rakhna chahiye.. Dawai kyu nhi lagai??
Ragini gives a small smile..
Ragini - kaise lagate?? Aapne hume apni koi famous ointment to di hi nhi..
Krish chuckles hearing her teasing tone.
Krish - touche.. One second..
He removes the tube and was about to apply it on her neck but ragini snatches it from him..
Ragini - aap rehne dijiye hum khud kar lenge ..
Krish - kyu??
Ragini - agar aap karne lage toh ek ghante tak yahi karte rahenge.. Last time bhi pata nhi aap kaunse khayalon m khoye the.. Aur ab toh aapko chot bhi lagi hai.. Subah aise hi ho jayegi..
Krish looks down sheepishly..
Krish - theek hai..theek hai..fine..Khud hi karlo....
Even he gets nervous listening this.. What if he again lose control on himself.. She will definitely kill him then..
Ragini - ab aap apni injury ka dhyaan rakhna .. Ok..
Krish nods at this..
Krish - good night and Don't think much about anything.. I know that you really thought bade papa as guilty warna tum yeh sab nhi karti.. at the end sachai bhi tum hi saamne laayi na..
Ragini - hmm..humein sach m nhi pata tah ki kaveri jhoot bol rahi hai.. Thank ho humne uski baatein sun li..
Krish - ab toh pata chal gaya na.. Kya ab tum yeh sab nhi chod sakti?? Khud ko rok lo ragini.. Ab bas ho gaya..
Ragini - kaveri ne jhoot bola tha par humne yeh sab apne fayde k liye bhi kiya tha .. Hum iss situation ka advantage lena chahte the apne maksad k liye aur wo aaj bhi hai..Papaji guilty hai ya nhi hai isse yeh humaari feelings nhi badal jaati.. Humaare saath jo hua uska badla pura nhi ho jata..
Krish - aaj inhi logon ne tumhe jail jaane se bachaya hai.. Tum ghusa thi because of laksh but usne aaj tumhe bacha bhi liya.. Ho gaya na ab.. Bas karo na.. Plz..
Ragini - Humne laksh k saath bura kiya unhone humaare saath bura kiya, humne unhe bachaya aur unhone humein bachaya aur ab hisaab baraabar.. That's it.. But itni asaan nhi hai cheezein.. Yeh hisaab aise hi barabar nhi hota..
Krish - toh phir kya karna hoga ki tum khud ko rokogi??
He looks at her in desperation..he takes a step forward and holds her arms shaking her lightly..
Krish - do you have any idea ki aaj kya ho sakta tha?? Tumhe kuch ho jata toh?? Aur ya phir agar bade papa tumhe nhi bachate toh?? Iss tarah toh tum khud ko barbaad kar dogi....
She holds his hand and removes his grip from her arms..
She takes a step back and smile bitterly looking at him..
Ragini - barbaad toh hum khud ko kabka kar chuke hai..
Saying that she turns and goes from there.. He looks at her going..
She stops after few steps..
Ragini - Aur haa hum phir se keh rahe hai ki aap in sabse dur rahiye.. Aap iss sabme involve na hi ho toh better hai.. Warna kahi iss aag m aap bhi khud ko jala na de..
Saying that she goes from there..
Krish smiles sadly lookinga at her back..
Krish -kitna bhi jal jaaye aag m par parwane ki toh manzil hi wahi hai na..
He looks at his hand and takes a sigh ..
Krish - you are done for dude.. Kya kehte hai India m?? Haa.. Lag gayi teri toh....
Shaking his head he goes from there....
Thoda toh jee le,marne ko tujhe
Itni jaldi kyun lagi hai..??
Keh rahi hai fakfakati lau
Abhi toh aag bhi puri tarah nhi jali hai.....
Patange ne mukh khola,
Dheere se bola - Ae Shama,aakhiri manzil toh tu hi hai meri,
Tujhse milna hi bas
Tamanna hai meri....
(Got it from Google)
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Krish was driving the car, he looks at the side and he control his smile seeing the expresions on the face of the person on passenger seat..
Krish - ab jab saath aa hi gayi ho toh aise toh muh mat banao as if tum par koi bahut bada torture ho raha hai..
Ragini who was pouting till now glares at him..
Ragini - hum aaye nhi hai.. Aap humein forcefully laaye hai..
Krish - arey toh tumhe koi gunpoint par ya phir godi m uthaakar thodi laaya hu..tum khud apne pairo par chalkar meri car m baithi thi..
Ragini - shut up..
Krish - arey badi ajeeb ho tum..
Ragini - hum ajeeb hai..?? Aap khud weird hai aapko pata bhi hai?? Ajeeb hai na hum?? Theek hai.. Tph humein yahi utaar dijiye.. Hum chale jayenge..
Krish - arey nahi nahi.. Tum toh ghussa ho gayi.. Maine kab kuch kaha.. Tum toh bahut achchi ho, pyaari ho, cute ho.. Naak par ghussa rehta hai har waqt par phir bhi cute ho..
Ragini- bas kijiye..Makhan lagane k liye Kitna jhoot bolenge ab aap aur.. ??
Krish - nhi nhi.. Jhoot nhi bol raha.. Ekdum sach hai.. Dimaag ulta chalta rehta hai thaar par ho bahut pyaari..
Hearing this ragini glares even ahrder at him..
He bites his tongue in realization..
Ragini rolls her eyes and laments over the fact that how did she ended up like this.. In his car with him going for sight seeing..
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Krish was standing at the main door of MM and peeking inside as if waiting for something or someone..
Krish - kaha reh gayi yeh.. ??
After some time he saw ragini coming out..
He hurriedly runs outside and sits on the bonnet if his car..
Ragini comes out and saw krush sitting on the bonnet of the car and tapping it with an upset face..
She gets confused by this..
Ragini - aap yaha aise kyu baithe hai??
Krish looks at her and pouts sadly..
Krish - toh aur kya karu?? Aaj mera off day hai..
Ragini - toh??
Krish - toh main bore ho raha hu..
Ragini - toh??
Krish - yoh mujhe India aaye huye itna time hi gaya hai aur main abhi tak kahi ghumne nhi gaya..
Ragini - toh??
Krish - toh tum mujhe aaj sehar ghuma do..
Ragini - toh...... Sorry what??
Krish - haa.. Plz..Main abhi tak jyada ghuma tak nhi.. Plz..
Ragini - par hum kyu....?? Aap kisi aur k saath jaiye.. Apni family m se kisike saath..
Krish - toh tum kya ho.. Tum bhi toh family hi ho..
Ragini - humaara matlab Sanskaar, swara, laksh ya adarsh bhaiya..
Krish - mujhe toh tumhaari company pasand hai na..
Ragini - kya??
Krish - arr.. Mere matlab aajkal meri kaha jyada ban rahi hai un sabse.. Tumhaare chakkar m sabse panga rakha hai maine.. Aur waise bhi sanskaar abhi bhi low feel kar raha hai and swara uske saath hai.. Adarsh bhiya aur pari bhabhi k saath itna casual nhi ho pata ur laksh s main abhi dur hi rahu toh better hai.. Right??
Ragini - but sanskaar ka mood low hai toh it would be great ki unhe koi change mil jayega..
Krish (muttering) - isko har baat p argue karna hai.. Itna dimaag kyu chalati hai..
Ragini - kuch kaha aapne??
Krish - nhi main bas yeh keh raha hu ki sanskaar abhi iss mindset m nhi hai ki wo abhi kuch enjoy kar paaye ya meri saath rahe.. And honestly he needs to be with swara at this time more than me..
Ragini - hmm..
Krish - toh chale..
Ragini - arey but..
Krish - plz.. Are you going to make me beg now..??
Ragini - nhi wo..
Krish - plz.. Tum toh meri friend ho na??
Ragini - hum aapke friend kab bane??
Krish - tum ho..tumhe pata nhi hai par tum ho..
Looking at her weird expressions, he takes a sigh..
Krish - achcha ek kaam karo... Tumhe payback ka bada shauk hai na toh wahi samjh lo.. Abhi just taazi taazi help ki hai main tumhaari, uska payback hi maan lo.. Tumhaari harkato se confirm m ki tum aage bhi kisi na kisi problem m padogi hi Aur main toh hu hi itna achcha aage bhi kuch na ku h help karunga hi toh tum na mere teen chaar future wale achche karmo ka payback bhi isime cover up kar lena.. Khush....
Ragini looks at him wierdly..
Ragini - did that even made any sense??
Krish - yes it did.. For me.. Ab chalo..
He holds her hand and takes her towards his car..
Ragini - Arey but aise kaise chal sakte ahi hum.. Hum ek bahut important kaam se jaa rahe the..
Krish - oh plz.. Chuck it.. Mujhe pata hai tumhaara kya important kaam hoga.. Kisi weird ya suspicious insaan se mili hogi aur ab jarur koi ajeebo gareeb sa paln dimaag m aaya hoga tumhaare gharwalo k against.. Usi k liye jaa rahi hogi .. Hai na?? Teh sab kal se waaps continue kar dena.. Ek din ka break khud bhi le lo aur unko bhi de do.. Ab chalo..
And that's how they ended up in that situation..
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Krish takes a peek at her annoyed look and smile slightly..
Biting his lips he plays a song ..
Ragini who was frowning looking at other side hears music in the car....
She looks at him and saw him smirking teasingly at him..
He looks in front and start lip syncing...
Aati hain wo aise chalke jaise jannat mein rehti hain
Dekhti hain sabko aaise jaise sabko woh sehti hain
She glares at him even harder and turn her face towards outside...
Par gusse mein jab aaye aur ankhein woh dikhlaye
But remembering all his antics can't stop a small smile escaping her lips..
Ladte ladte galti se muskaaye
Krish saw this from the corner of his eyes and seeing her smile, he keeps hand on his heart taking a sigh...
My dil goes mmmmmm....
My dil goes mmmmm....
Controlling her smile she again looks at with frown..
A chuckle escapes his lips seeing this.... Such a drama queen....
My dil goes mmmmmm....
My dil goes mmmmmm....
They both were visiting historical monumemts.. Ragini was showing him around telling about the culture and history and he was just following her lost in her not even beating anything properly..
She turns back and looking at his expression shakes her head in annoyance..
Karti hu jab usse baatein lagta hain sone wala hai
She comes near to him and hits him in the stomach with her elbow..
He comes to the reality with a painful expression..
Soke jab bhi wo jaage lagta hai rone wala hai..
Rolling her eyes she again walks forward continuing her description about the place...
Krish looks at her mischieviously and thought to scare her..
Par chupke se wo aaye bina neend se mujhe jagaaye...
he silently comes near her and was about to take her in his arms and spin her around but due to sudden movement of his she loses her balance and so dies her and both falls down..
Liye baahon mein aur khud hi gir jaaye..
Both of their heads bump with each other.. Ragini rubs her head in pain looking at him ruefully..
Krish was rubbing her head pouting but looking at her expression, guiltily he moves forward and starts rubbing her head and blowing on it..
Ragini looks up at him and he in her eyes..
My dil goes mmmmmm..
My dil goes mmmmmmm..
Ragini removea her gaze and gets up and giving a glare at him satets walking.. He looks at her from behind scratching his forgead sheepishly..
My dil goes mmmmm...
My dil goes mmmmmm
They both were roaming on the busy atreets.. Ragini was showing him all the shops..
Krish pulls her towards the shops to buy things but she pulls him back refusing him..
He pleads her but she shakes her head and then moves forward..
Krish looks from the back and cups her chin..
Ha woh na na karti hai
She turns annoyed and motion for him to move fast
Ha bada akadti hai
He jogs towards her and puts his elbow on her shoulder but she moves her shoulder and he stumbles.. He looks at her with frown and pout..
Ha thodi si ziddi hai
He pokes his finger at the side of her forhead...
Ha akal se piddi hai
Glaring at him ragini goes from there..
Krish looks at those from where everyone was shoppimg and then at ragini going in opposite direction..
jate hain sab baayen daayen woh jaati hai
He runs behind her..
Tedhi in baaton se mujhko yeh satati hai
He gets tired trying to catch up with her..
Har waqt se pehle aanaa sunn na na koi bahana
He saw her waiting at a distance for him.. A smile come across his lips..
He goes towards her happily..
Par dakhna mera rasta rojana
Ragini gives him a look and then holds his hand and drags jim with her..
Krish follows her with a soft smile looking at their joined hands..
My dil goes mmmmmm....
My dil goes mmmmmm....
My dil goes mmmmmm....
My dil goes mmmmmm.....
They both were walking on a ghaat beside hooghli river having pani puri (puchkas )
Krish orders for more spicy..
Ragini looks at him unsure..
After he was served,he hurriedly puts it in his mouth..
Ragini looks at him as if waiting for it.. And sure enough after few minutes..
He opens his mouth fanning his mouth and starts jumping around..
Ragini immediately ask for water and makes him drink it..
He takes big gulp of waters to sooth himself..
Ragini shakes her head at his antics..
Haan jara nalayak hai
She glances alt his shirt which was now wet due to him hurriedly drinking it..
She hits her forhead seeing him behaving as a child..
Haan pitne ke layak hai
She asked the vendor to prepare a panipuri with sweet chutney for him.. She gives it to him..
He hesitatly takes it and puts it in his mouth..
After some time he feels better and they relish their street snacks..
Ragini looks at him and gets a smile on her face seeing his childish excitement at small small things..
Haan thoda alag sa hai
Suddenly he goes from there without saying anything while ragini looks on in shock..
Haan thoda galat sa hai ....
She was looking around when she felt a weight on her shoulder.. She looks sideways to see krish with his elbow on her shoulder..
Aaisi bhi hogi woh aaisa na socha tha
He smile sweetly at her and firward an ice cream towards her....
Ragini takes it and goes from there shaking her head..
Aaisa hi hoga woh aaisa hi socha tha
Krish smiles looking at her going in annoyance..she looks so cute with such expression..
He saw her going towards some kids and buying lots of ballons and dustributing among them..
She starts playing with them.. Jumping, running, playing with baloons, making bubbles.....
Krush looks at it standing at a side.. A wide smile on his face looking at her enjoying..
He was totally mesmerized by her....
Kyo lagta hai yeh apna
Yeh sach hain ya hain sapna
She runs towards him..he raise his eyebrow curiously..she smiles and gives one balloon to him..he takes it happily...she goes back again happily towards those children..he looks at her going with smile but then his smile gets dimmed slightly ....
Dar lagta hain kahi ho na jaaye jhuth. . ..
My dil goes mmmmmm...
My dil goes mmmmmm...
My dil goes mmmmmm....
My dil goes mmmmmm....
They both sitting at a corner looking ahead at the beauty of howrah bridge in the night ..
Ragini was staring ahead... Suddenly..
Ragini - Thank you..
Krish looks sideways at her and saw her still lost in thoughts....
Krish - for what??
She turns and smiles softly..
Raginin- bas.. Aise hi..
Hd smiles back and looks in the front pulling his knees closer..
She really felt happy today.. It was exhilirating.. It was after so long that she felt so freely happy..
There was really no other thoughts.. No plans, no plots, no backstabbings.. Just having fun to the heart's content..
Of course krish understood this.. She needed this.. She needed to experience some happiness, some fun.. After all that's why he decided ti bring her out today..
For herself and for him as well...
Ragini - kitne saare log hai na.. ?? Sab alag alag.. Kya feel karte honge yeh log..?? Khush hai, dukhi hai, koi pareshaani m hai ya koi dusro ki pareshani solve karta hai..?? Kaisi hoti hogi in sab ki life..
Krish - pata nhi.. Sabki apni apni alag hoti hai aur sab k jeene k tareeke bhi alag hote hai.. Isse hi toh life kehte hai..
Ragini looks at him..
Ragini - not much helpful..
He just shrugs in reply..
He looks around..
Krish - par ek baat hai, har koi apni khusiyan jarur chahta hai.. Koi dukhi hai toh apni khushi chahega, koi khush hai toh wo usse jaane nhi dena chahega, ahr badh jaye yeh chahega..khusiyon ka daaman sabko chahiye..
She snorts hearing this..
Ragini - wow kya nayi baat batayi aapne..
He chuckle at this..
Krish - bahut simple si baat hai na..
She rolls her eyes..
Ragini- duh..
Krish - toh tum kyu itna complicated kar rahi ho??
She looks at him curiously..
Krish - tumhe apni khusiyaan nhi chahiye?? Tum bhi khush rehna chahti ho na??
She doesn't say anything..
Krish - toh kyu khud ko aur dusro ko itni takleef deti ho..
Ragini chuckle mockingly at this..
Ragini - you never leave this topic.. Do you??
Krish (shrugging) - maybe..
She doesn't reply and turbs to look ahead blankly..
Krish - pata hai maine sab ko kehte huye suna hai ki tum badal gayi ho, pehle wali ragini nhi ho blah blah blah.. Mujhe to pata bhi nahi hai ki pehle wali ragini kya hai, ab wali ragini kya hai.. Main toh bas ragini ko janta hu.. Aur yeh baat toh main bhi keh sakta hu ki tum jo karti ho usse tum khud bhi khush nhi ho.. You are not the one you try to portray yourself as.. Sab kehte hai tum bahut achchi thi thi, pure hearted thi.. Main nhi janta pehle tum kaisi thi, kitni badli ho par mujhe to ab bhi tum me achchai dikhti thi, tumhaara saaf dil dikhta hai.. Main bas yeh chahta hu tum apna ghussa, apna badla jo bhi hai usse khatam kar do..Aur main gharwalo k liye nhi but tumhaare liye keh raha hu kyunki kisi aur ko nhi sabse jyada takleef yeh tumhe hi de raha hain..
He looks at her who was looking down not saying anything..
Krush - yeh kya jindagi hai ragini?? Sabko khud se nafrat karane, apne baare m bura sunna, sabka tumhe kosna.. Yeh sab achcha nhi lagta mujhe.. Tumhe bhi nhi lagta.. Main kisiki di de nhi le raha par shayad sab kahi na kahi tumhaari parwah karte hai aur sach yeh hai ki tum bhi karti ho.. Toh phir kyu yeh sab??
She doesn't say anything just keeps looking down..
When krish thought maybe she wouldn't reply, he wanted to say something but was stopped hearing her voice..
Ragini - aapko pata hai hum humesha se sochte the ki humaare baba itne kate kate kyu rehte hai.. Humne unhe kabhi puri tarah khush nhi dekha tha.. Humein lagta tha ki shayad humaari maa ko khone k gham se wo ubar nhi paa rahe par hum galat the..
She looks at this and smile faintly..
Ragini - humaare dadaji most of the time apne kaam aur dusre matters m hi busy rehte hai.. Yeh unka nature hai.. Humaari daadi humse bahut pyaar karti hai but kuch reasons ki wajah se ya kahe unki majburi ki wajah se unhone humein kaafi strictly bada kiya.. Kaafi saare restrictions the humpar.. You know I never really minded it.. Hum khud bhi ok the because hum bhi aise hi the.. Hum humesha chahte the ki hum kuch aisa kare jisse humaara parivaar khush ho.. Unhe proud ho.. Dadaji humse khush hi, dadi ko lage ki unki parvarish waste nhi gayi, hum bhi kuch kar sakte hai, baba dil se humaare saamne muskuraaye , par ek cheez thi jo humein bahut khatak ti thi.. Hum chahte the ki humaare paas bhi koi aisa ho jo humaara apna ho, jo humaari dil ki baat sunein aur hum uske dil ki.. Hume samjhe,Hum sab jisse share kar sake.. Par humaare paas aisa koi nhi tha.. Koi bhi nhi.. Na koi saathi, na friend, na koi bhai behan, na privaar aur na hi maa..
She chuckles sadly at the last line..
Ragini - sab kehte hai ki swara ko pita k bina bada hona pada aur humein bina maa k but kya humaare pita sach m humaare saath the?? Sabka kehna hai ki humaare paas atleast pura parivaar tha but swara k paas nhi.. Usse society k taunts sunne pade.. Sach hai yeh baat.. Aasan nhi tha swara k liye but humaare lite bhi easy nhi tha.. Humaare paas parivaar ki protection thi but swara k paas pyaar tha.. Maa ka, dida ka.. Wo pyaar karte bhi the dikhate bhi aur jatate bhi.. Aisa nhi hai ki humein pyaarvnhi mila, humse sab bahut pyaar karte the.. Bas... Kabhi kisi ne jataya nhi.. Its just...... It's..
She covers her face in exasperation..
Ragini - oh god.. I must be sounding so ungrateful.. Right??
Krish look at her and he come neat her..
He removes her hand from her face and make her face him cupping her chin..
Krish - hey..relax.. Ok.You dont sound ungrateful.. Tum bas apni feelings share kar rahi ho..Its what you feel and it's ok..there is nothing wrong..Aur main hu yaha.. Main hu sunne k liye.. You can share anything with me..I m here..
He leaves her face and holds her hands tightly and blinks his eyes assuring her..
Krish - trust me..
Ragini looks at him nervously press his hand holding her as if deriving strength from it..
Ragini - I m not wrong to feel like this??
The way she ask him this his heart goes out to her.. She rarely had such vulnerable moments..
He pats her head smiling softly at her....
Krish - No.. Not at all.. It's all fine.. We all are humans and all you wanted was some love, some support.. There was nothing wrong in it..
Ragini nods her head as if convinced..
Ragini - you know I did get that love, that support.. I got swara..jab humrin swara mili na humein laga ki finally humein humaari soulmate mil gayi.. Humaari swara .. Jo humesha humaare saath thi, jiske saath hum the, jiske saath hum kuch bhi share kar sakte the.. Swara k saath saath humein maa ka pyaar bhi mila.. Aur baba bhi khush rehne lage.. Finally humein real parivaar mil gays.. It was perfect .. And you know what made it more perfect?? Laksh..
Krish looks at her face.. A soft smile on her face..
Ragini - laksh humaare finace jinke saath humaara rishta tut gata.. Laksh jinke saath rishta tutne k baad bhi unhone humaari family ka itna saath diya.. Laksh, jinki achchai dekh kar him unhe pasand karne lage,laksh jisse hum pasand karte the unhone sabke saamne kaha ki wo humse phir se sagai karenge.. Laksh jinse humaara rishta tay hua.. Wo laksh jinse hum pyaar karne lage.. Itvwas so beautiful..
That smile still on her lips..
Ragini - humaari soul sister mil gayi , pyaar mil gaya, parivaar mil gaya, maa baba bhi mil gaya.. Har jagah sirf khusiyaan hi khusiyaan.. But you know what himaari khusiyaan sirf yaha tak limited nhi thi.. Humaare paas ek aur khushi ki wajah thi.. Sanskaar.. Humaara dost sanskaar.. Sweet, simple, innocent sanskaar.... Sanskaar jinhe duniya ki bhale ji samajh nhi thi par dil bahut masoom tha.. Sabse saaf.. Humaari bahut parwah karte the.. Humpar trust karte the.. Hum par kaafi depended the.. Unki masoom harkaton se humesha humaare chehre par smile aati.. Hum khud ko bahut lucky maante the ki humein itna pyaara dost mila.. Unke liye bahut protective bhi the hum.. Hum chahte the ki wo jald se jald theek ho jaaye.. Sanskaar bhi chahte the ki humaari shaadi jald se jald ho jaaye taakin unki dost unke saath rahe..
Her smile widens remembering all this..krish looks at her nervoysly seeing her expression.. He tightens his grip realizing something..
Ragini - humaare paas sab kuch tha.. Humaara parivaar, humaare parents, sabse pyaari behan, ek bahut achcha dost,humaare pyaar humse shaadi karna chahta tha.. So beautiful.. So perfect.. Everything was so perfect..
A chuckle escapes her lips..
Ragini - kitne bade bewkoof the na hu..??
A tear escapes through her eyes.. He looks at her sadly..
Ragini - I was so stupid.. So bloody stupid.. Perfect?? Yeah right... So bloody perfect....itne andhe the hum ki Baba aur maa ko ek saath khush dekh mar yeh bhul gaye ki unki khusiyaan humaari maa k tute huye dil par sazi hui hai..I m very sure ki unhone humaari maa k saath puri imaandaari and puri sachai se rishta nibhaya ..humein koi shaq nhi hai iss baat par sach toh yeh bhi hai na ki Baba humaari maa se shaadi se pehle se sharmishta maa se pyaar karte the aur itne saalon baad bhi unki aankhon m sharmishta maa k liye pyaar tha.. Iska matlab toh yeh hua na ki shaadi k baad bhi wo kabhi humaari maa se sacha pyaar nhi kar paaye.. Bahut kam umra thi unki, unki shaadi ki umra bahut kam thi aur shayad iss duniya se jaate waqt bhi humaari maa apne pati k pyaar k liye tarasti rahi..
A sob escapes out her lips..
Ragini - aur humne kya kiya.. ?? Humne apni maa k dil k upar baba ki khusiyaan chuni.. Hum jaante hai wo bahut achchi thi, baba ki khushi m wo bhi khush hogi but hum iss guilt ka kya kare.. Humne toh unki jagah bhi kisi aur ko de di.. Iss baat se shayad unhe koi problem na ho but hum khud ko guilty feel karke se nhi rok paate.. Aur wo hi kyu, humara bhi toh yahi haal hai.. Jis baba ki ek khush wali nazar ko hum taraste rahe , swara aur maa k aane k baad finally unhe unki. Khusiyaan mili.. Iska toh yeh amtalb hu ana ki humaari bhi koi importance nhi hai unki life main?? Humaari maa k saath unka rishta unki majburi thi aur shayad uss rishte ki nishaani yani hum bhi shayad unki majburi hi the.. Shayad hum unhe is baat ki yaad dilate thr ki kahi na kahi humaari aur humaari maa ki wajah se unka dil tuta.. Unhe humaari wajah se apna pyaar khona pada.. Hum apne baba ki khushi nhi ban paye kabhi.. Hum.. Hum..
Not being able to control herself she starts crying ..
Krish immediately engulfs her in a hug..
Krish - Shh.. Chup ho jao.. Aisa kuch nhi hai..
He pats her head softly but her crying wasn't stopping.. Seeing her so broken tears forms in his eyes as well..
He cups her cheeks wiping her tears..
Krish - tum galat soch rahi ho.. Tumhaari kya galti isme..?? Tumhaari wajah se kuch nhi hua.. Tumhaare baba ne apna pyaar tumhaari mom aur tumhaare aane k pehle hi kho diya tha.. Isme tum dono p kaise blame ho sakta hai..
Ragini looks at him..
Ragini - sach mein??
Krish- Bilkul and I am sorry to Say this but Unki family unhe nhi samjhi, wo apne pyaar k liye khade nhi ho paaye, uss waqt to tumhaari mom unki life ka part hi nhi thi, toh unki wajah se kuch bhi kaise hua?? Tumpar kaise blame hua?? Infact jitna main janta hu wo tum thi jiske wajah se unhe wapas apna pyaar mila.. Agar tum apne baba k lite khadi nhi hoti sabke against toh shayad wo phir na mil paate itni easily.. It's you juski wajah se unhe itni easy acceptance mili.. Tumhaari family m bhi aur society m bhi.. You made their journey easier.. You don't need to feel guilty.. Infact ek baat kahu??
She nods innocently..
Krish - I am proud of you for that and I m sure your mom must be proud of you as well..
She looks at him hopefully..
Ragini - maa humpe sach mein proud feel karti hongi..??
Krish - bilkul..
A smile forms on her face but then remembering something that smile vanishes from her face..
Ragini - par ab nhi karti hogi..Iss ragini par koi proud feel nhi karta.. Sab nafrat karte hai.. Shayad.. Shayad maa bhi..
He shakes his head at this..
Krish - nhi aisa nhi hai..
She stops him with a bitter smile..
Ragini - aapko jhute dilaase dene ki jarurat nhi hai.. Hum apni sachai jante hai.. Aur hum isse accept bhi kar chuke hai..
Krish - Ragini nhi..
Ragini - shh..its ok..I m ok..Par hum regret bhi kyu kare..?? Jab hum achche the toh kaunsa hume kuch bhi mila tha?? Kaunsa humaari khusiyaan humaare paas thi..?? Kaunsa humein kisika pyaar mila?? Pata hai aapko laksh aur humari sagai ek baar tut gayi and I was ok.. Humne samjha diya tha khudko.. Phir lkash ne humaare parivaar ki bahut madad ki, humaare saath dosti ki, humaari care ki ,unki achchai ko dekhkar dheere dheere hum unhe pasand karne lage.. Par humne kabhi isse aage sochne ki himmat nhi ki.. Par wo laksh the jinhone sabke saamne humaara haath pakad kar kaha ki wo humse sagai karenge... Hume lagna laga ki shayad wo bhi humaare lite same feel karte hai aur tab jaake humne bahut badi galti kar di..
She looks at him..
Pain on her face stabbing him hard..
Ragini - hum sapne dekhne lage krish.. Hum apni aage wali jindagi k sapne dekhne lage.. Kitne bade paagal the na hum.. Aur laksh yeh baatein jante the ki humaari feeling din b din badh rahi hai but phir bhi unhone hume sach batana jaruri nhi samjha.. Unhe apne bhai k liye kisi k emotions k saath khelna manjur tha.. Agar wo humein pehle bata dete... Kaash..
She grips his hand tightly and looks at him as if in pleading..
Ragini - I swear krish agar wo humein pehle bata dete toh shayad humaara dil dukhta par hum khud unki madad karte..sanskaar humaare bhi dost the hum kyu unki help nhi karenge.. But unhone nhi bataya.... Kabhi nhi bataya.. Pata hai kyu??
She smirks mockingly....
Ragini - kyunki unme himmat nhi thi.. Wo humaara dil nhi todna chahte .. Hunnhh... What a joke.. Dil nhi todna chahte the toh why didn't he go all the way with his decision?? Agar unme sabke saamne bolne ki himmat thi, humaari badhti hui feelings ko dekhkar bhi chup rehne ki himmat thi toh phir apne decision par kayam rehne ki himmat kyu nhi thi ?? Dil nhi todna chahte the but unhone humse sach m sagai karne ka socha hi nhi tha,even till last moment he wasn't ready, phir kaunsa dil aur kaunsa usse protect karna?? Hume bata dete pehle hi ki wo humse nhi humaari behan se pyaar karte the..Aur sirf wo akele nhi the, humaari pyaar behan swara ko bhi yeh pata tha.. Wo swara jisse jyada humaare baare, humaari feelings k baare m koi nhi jaanta, swara ne bhi har ek din humein laksh k pyaar m padte dekha but usne bhi hunrin batana sahi nhi samjha. Hum uske saath apni feelings share karte rahe aur wo chup rahi.. Kitne bewkuff lag rahe honge na hum uss waqt?? Jiss insaan apni bayi jindagi k sapne uske saath baant rahe the wo insaan toh usse pyaar karta tha..
Ragini looks at him deeply and lets out a chuckle..
Ragini - kitne bewkuff lag rahe honge.. Hai na..
Tears flow from his eyes seeing her like this.. He shakes his head and hugs her in his embrace as if yo protect her , to hide her.. From the world, from the pain, from the memories and her own self ridicule..
Ragini had her head leaned on his chest..she looks up at him..
Ragini - aapko ek aur majedaar cheez bataye krish??
He looks at her with a sad face..
Ragini - uska bhi reason para hai kya tha?? Yahi hi wo humaara dil nhi tod sakti thi.... (She laughs softly) And the irony is ki wo bhi nhi chahti ki humaari laksh k saath sagai ho aur ek aur insaan tha jisse sach pata tha aur wo bhi humaara dil nhi todna chahte tha..Maa..humaari sharmishta Maa..Unhe bhi pata tha aur unhone bhi hume nhi bataya.. Sab log lage the humaare dil ko protect karne k peeche and ironically inme se koi bhi ultimately sagai hone nhi dena chahta hai.. Unhone simple humein batane se bettter cheezon ko sagai wale din tak drag karna samjha.. Hume sach batane se better last moment par jab anguthi exchange hone lagi tab kuch excuse dekar rokna better samjha..faint hone ka naatak karna better samjha.. Sach kahe toh shayad iske baad Hume ehsaas hua hoga ki chahe kuch bhi ho jaye apna khoon apna khoon hota hain..Maa humse bahut pyaar ajrti hai aur hum bhi unse but kya wo swara k emotions k saath bhi khilwaad hone deti?? Swara aur unka rishta itna gehra hai ki wo log ek dusre se kuch bhi share kar sakte hai ,diston ki tarah aur wo rishta humaare beech nhi tha..par dekho na hum samajh hi nhi paaye Hum paagal samajh nhi paa rahe the ki swara kyu itni weird behave kar rahi thi hum samajh nhi paa rahe the ki laksh kyu itne khoye huye the, hum maa ki tabiyat ko lekar pareshaan huye jaa rahe the, humaari sagai last moment par ruk gayi thi aur hum pareshaan the, confused the, dukhi the par na hum kuch samajh paa rahe the aur na Hume kisine batana better samjha.. Aur uss waqt bhi humein nhi bataya gaya... Humein pata chala kyunki humne laksh ki baatein sunli.. U ke pyaar ka izhaar sunliya.. Yeh sunliya ki wo humse sagai nhi kar sakte.. Yeh suna ki wo humaari behan se pyaar karte the.. Suna humne..yeh sab suna par kabhi bhi Hume kisine bataya nhi Kyunki koi humaara dil nhi todna chahta tha.. Funny ,right??
She was in his arms looking up at him.. He looks at her and softly wipes the tear at the corner of her eyes..
Ragini - cheezein yaha par nhi khatam hoti.. Ek aur insaan the ..ek aur insaan jo in sabse bhi chaar kadam aage the jisse sab pata tha aur unhone bhi hume batana jariri nhi samjha.. But thankfully for a change he had a different reason.. Thankfully wo humaare dil ko protect karne ki nhi soch rahe the, infact wo humaare baaare m soch hi nhi rahe the humaare pyaare dost, masoom dost sanskaar.. He was actually the one jo chahte the ki humaari shaadi laksh se ho jaaye but isliye nhi taaki humein humaara pyaar mik jaaye but isliye ki laksh se unka pyaar chin jaaye.. Wo bhi jaante the ki laksh swara se pyaar karte the aur isliye unhone humse dosti karne ka naatak kiya, humpar dependent hobe ka naatak kiya sab kuch kiya isliye nhi ki wo apni dost apne saath chahiye thi but isliye ki unhe laksh ka pyaar laksh se dur chahiye tha.. Apne badle m unhone yeh tak nhi socha ki humari jindagi isse barbaad ho sakti hai.. Unhe bas apne badle se matlab tha.. Uske baad humne jo kiya uske liye hum sanskaar ko blame nhi karenge kyunki humne jo kiya wo khud ki marzi se kiya ..pure hosh m kiya,unhone humein manipulate kiya,nhi kiya but sach yeh hai ki sanskaar k saath milna humaara khud ka decision tha.. Kyunki agar sab ko sirf apni soch, apne actions sahi lag sakte hai toh himein kyu nhi?? Humaare emotions k saath khel sakte toh hum kyu nhi khel sakte..Achcha hokar kaunsa kisine Hume value kiya..?? Humaare baba, humaari maa, humaari behan, humaara pyaar aur humaara dost.. Aur jab hum unke rishte k liye raazi huye tab sabne do din nhi lagaye sab kuch bhulne me aur unke relation ko dil se accept karne m as if sab wait hi akr rahe the humaari acceptance ka..everything back to normal..wo ghussa, wo pain, wo concern, wo guilt sab gayab..swara ko bhi realize ho gaya ki wo bhi laksh se pyaar karti hai..kitna bada ehsaan kar rahi thi na humaare liye apni feelings ko decline karke..maa baba bhi khush..do minute nhi lage unhe yeh bhulne m ki hum almost apni jaan gava chuke the..laksh toh aur bhi aage nikle, khud ko harm kiya humaare liye but you know what unhone isliye yeh sab kiya kyunki wo guilt m the..unhe sirf spne guilt ki padi thi, unhe yeh dar tha ki agar swara unse nafrat na karne lag jaaye aur jab humne sab accept jar liya toh bas unke beech ka raasta saaf..hum maante hai ki wo sab humaara plan tha par unhe toh nhi pata tha na?? Humaara dard toh real tha na?? Maheswari's k toh chalo hum kuch nhi lagte the,surf naam ki beti the but gadodias k toh lagte the na..?? But nhi sab khush..maybe it's twisted but I was hoping..I was hoping ki koi hunaare dard ko importance de no matter what I say..but nhi..humaare convince hone ka wait hi kar rahe the sab..as if laksh uss duniya k aakhiri ladke hai..Aur har uss acceptance k saath humaari kadwahat badhti gayi..Every so called relation just gave betrayal.. Everyone..
She pause for few second..... Krish softly patting her head ....
Ragini - toh phir humne bhi wahi kiya..
She comes out the hug and looking at him with mocking smirk ..
Ragini - I thought maybe that's the way it was supposed to be.. After getting reality check from everyone, that's what I thought...jaise hum the ,things weren't going my way anyways.. So I thought let's try it their way .. Maybe it will turn better.. Maybe I will succeed.. And see,I did.. Hum kamayab ho gaye..
(Credit to Anushka15Minal for this dialogue... 🙌🙌.... Hope I justified your lines..
Ragini laughs a little..
Ragini - I stopped caring and everything started going my way.. Hume bhi pata chala ki akahir jhuth bolna, cheezin chupana, dhokha dena, badla lena kaisa hota hai.. Dekhiya na Hume mil gaya jo chahiye tha.. Laksh humein mil gaye.. Pyaar toh waise bhi unka kabhi tha nhi humaare paas.. Kam se kam wo khud toh mil gaye.. Infact baaki sab ka bhi achcha hi hua..pata nhi kyu sab humein koste rehte hai,infact they should be thankful to me..hum na hote toh swara Aur sanskaar ko apna sacha pyaar kaise milta..sanskaar jo itne saalon se bafle ki aag m jal rahe the aur dusre innocents ki jindagi hhi jalane to tayaar the unhe swara mil gayi, swara jisse shayad lagne laga ki laksh iss duniya k aakhiri ladke hai unhe yeh realize hho gaya ki usne laksh se pyaar nhi kiya, uska sacha pyaar to sanskaar hai aur laksh jo pura time devdaas bane ghumte rehte the, jis swara k liye humaara dil baar baar toda,apne bhai k saath usse dekhkar convinced ho gaye that it wasn't meant to be..sanskaar and swara are perfect for each other..maybe that's want actually love..dekho na itna saara drama and to realize at the end ki maybe their love wasn't what they thought it was..just imagine if they had gotten married, sanskaar ka kya hota?? Swara ko baad m realize hota ki wo laksh se pyaar nhi karti aur laksh aur wo dil se khush nhi hote..laksh toh chalo abhi bhi khush nhi hai but sanskaar aur swara toh hai na?? I dont understand why do they even complain?? Sab toh sahi hai..maa baba ki beti khush hai,maheswari's k paas perfect bahu hai, swara aur sanskaar k paas sacha pyaar hai..haan laksh khush nhi hai but that's how it is for him..atleast wo humse pyaar nhi karte toh koi expectation bhi nhi hai..just imagine agar swara se shaadi k baad cheezein work nhi karti toh?? That would be worse..sab kuch toh theek hai....
Krish - Aur tum?? Kya tum theek ho??
Ragini looks at him and smile...
Ragini - hum?? Hum toh sabse jyada theek hai.. Sab kuch toh hai humaare paas.. Hume laksh mil gaye aur ab toh yeh power bhi hai, property bhi hai.. Not a bad deal, right??
Krish gives her a deep look..
Krish - paise , power ya property ki tum bhukhi nhi ho. Yeh baat main bhi janta hu aur tum khud bhi aur tumhe jaan e wala har insaan bhi.. Aur rahi laksh ki baat, toh kya wo sach m hai tumhaare paas?? Kyunki jaha se main dekh raha hu, usse jyada dur tumse koi nhi hai..
Her smile slowly vanishes from her face
Krish - main tumhaare har emotions, har feeling ki respect karta hu, samajhta hu.. Aur main hu tumhaare saath .. But ragini baaki sab ki chodo..forget everyone else.. Just think about from your perspective, about yourself.. Just think ragini..Aaj jaha tum ho.. Tell me was it even worth it?? Yeh nakli satisfaction.. Is it worth it?? Laksh ka saath?? Kya karogi iss saath ka, Jo actually tumhaare paas hai hi nhi.. ??
Ragini - toh aur kya kare hum krish?? Kya kare?? Badal jaaye?? Kaise?? Kyu?? Phir se puraani ragini ban jaaye?? Kis liye?? Kaun tha uss ragini ka?? Hum ab iss raaste m itna aage aa chuke hai hum khud bhi uss ragini ko dhund nhi paa rahe.. Agar hum kadam peeche le lete hai toh kaun hai jo uss raaste m humaara saath dega.. Kiske liye ruke hum.. Kiske liye peeche mude hum.. ?? Na uss ragini k paas koi tha, na iss ragini k paas hai.. Aur jo bhi hai but ab yahi humaari jindagi hai.. Humaara wajood hain..
Krish - nhi ragini..wo ragini, yeh wali ragini ,Yeh sab mujhe nhi pata but jo ragini mere saamne hai wo strong hai, kaafi strong hai, smart hai, talented hai,usme achchai bhi hai, bahut bright hai.... Uska wajood itna chota nhi ho sakta..kya karogi iss wajood ka..?? You don't need to force yourself in someone's life.. You deserve to get that respect, that love .. You are worth it Ragini.. You are worth it..
You are worth it Ragini....
She looks at him in wonder and disbelief..
That's what he really thought?? About her?? About ragini whom everyone hates?? Ragini which is no less than evil?? That's what he think about her??
A tear escapes her eyes but she gives a soft and genuine smile
Ragini - Aap bahut achche hai krish.. Bahut achche.... Thank you..
Krish - but rag..
But she gets up from there and shaking dust off her clothes..
Ragini - Ab humein chalna chahiye , bahut late ho raha hai.. Aur waise bhi kuch jyada hi deep talks ho gyi.. Hai na?? Wo kya hai na, har villain k paas uske actions ko justify karne k liye excuses hote hai..
Krish - nhi.. Yeh koi excuses nhi the.. Yeh tumhaari feeling thi.. Sachi feelings and you needed to express that.Aur na hi tum koi villain ho..dusro tum ek insaan ho..ek insaan jiske andar bahut dard hai..aur agar tum villain ho bhi na toh bhi I don't care..dusro k liye hogi but mere liye nhi ho..Aur tum jab chaho mujhse kuch bhi share kar sakti ho.. I m there.. Always there.. For you..
They both look at each other....
Ragini once again smile..
Ragini - Thank you..
Krish - Anytime..
Ragini - ab chale??
He nods with smile.. She forwards her hand towards him.. He takes it happily and gets up ..
But due to the force ragini stumbles slightly but krish manages to hold her at the time and they both balance themselves..
Looking at each other they both laugh out loud.....
Krish was laughing looking at her while still holding her.. He saw her laughing freely like this for the first time and she was beautiful.. She looked so radiant like this..
Slowly slowly his laugh stops and he looks at her mesmerised seeing her carefree laugh..
Ragini who was completely oblivious realizes him looking at her intensely..
She stops laughing..
Krish - tum iss tarah haste huye bahut sundar lagti ho..
He say it in a trance..
Ragini smile softly hearing this ..
Krish moves his hand and puts a locknof ber hair behind her ear to look at her clearly..
They both looking in each other's eyes.. Him holding her by waist and she holding his arms..
They both were like this for some time..
After few seconds ragini gulps and moves away from him..
She takes a step back and turns but suddenly she feels a force from behind..
Krish holds her hand from behind and pulls her towards him..
Both in their previous position..
Ragini - krish??
She asks surprised at his sudden action..
Krish - laksh ko chod do ragini....
He says this as if in desperation..
She gets shocked at his sudden words..
Ragini - krish aap ye.. Phir se ..
Krish looks at her helplessly and pleadingly..
Krish - chod do laksh ko ragini.. Tum kehti ho na ki kiske liye tum piche mudo?? Kaun hai tumhaare saath?? Ek baar peeche mudke dekh toh lo.. Plz.. Tum Mujhe paogi wahan....
She looks at him in extreme shock..
Ragini - krish aap ye kya..
Krish- tum mujhe apne saath paogi.. Har uss raah main jaha se tum guzrogi.. Achchi, buri chahe koi bhi ho.. Main tumhe badalna nhi chahta.. Main chahta hu tum ruk jao kyunki isse aage chalkar tum sabse jyada hurt khud ko karogi.. I want to be with you.. In every road of your's, in every way you take, to support you, to take care of you, to protect you ...
He cups her cheeks and looks at her with love ..
Krish - chod do yeh sab.. Hum dono ek nayi life start kar sakte gai.. Jaise tum chaho.. I will be with you.. Even if just as a friend or just a support..I promise you main tumhe har khushi dene ki try karunga aur tum chaho toh bas sirf tumhaari khusiyon ajr gham m tumhaare saath rahunga ,tumhaara dil nhi todunga, kabhi tumse kuch nhu chupaunga.. Plz ragini give me a chance.. Give us a chance..... Kyunki....... Kyunki pasand karne laga hu main tumhe........
Ragini looks at him in disbelief.....
Krish - Nhi.... Shayad.... Shayad pyaar karne laga hu main tumhe....... I.....I love you Ragini ......
I love you Ragini.......
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