Janay's POV
I woke up feeling aches and pains all over my body. Thankfully Shay never had school today, the teachers had a workshop. The kids were still sleeping soundly beside me. I got up and went into the bathroom, the bruises on my skin looked worst and my right eye was black and blue. I broke down in tears. I fucking hate Jaden...
I took a shower and then went downstairs to make breakfast for the kids. I wish they were not home with me right now because I'm really not in the mood to do anything. I haven't ate anything since yesterday and I have no appetite.
You have to eat, remember your eating for two. It's not just about you
I know I have to eat for the sake of the baby's development but at this point I wish I was not pregnant.
Speaking of which, I need to make an appointment to see the doctor today. After all the stress and trauma my body went through yesterday, I just want to ensure the baby is okay regardless.
Shit...My doctor's number is stored in my phone, which is not working at the moment. Thanks to Jaden. I rolled my eyes.
While making breakfast, I remembered that Jaden bought me an iPad that could work with sim cards. I'll go and look for it when I'm finished. Mental note...
I went back to the room and Jace was awake, can you believe he was trying to wake up Shay as well.
"Jace leave her alone" I said to him.
"Mommy no, sissy wakey up" he said in her ears.
Jace will definitely be the annoying brother I thought to myself.
I hope I'm having a little girl.
I went to the closet, to search for the iPad. Oh there it is, I found it in one of the drawers still in the box. I took it out and put it to charge, while looking for my phone to take out the sim card. I put the sim card in the iPad and power it on. I sat on the bed trying to set it up when Shay woke up.
"Auntie, where's daddy?" she asked yawning.
Sigh Jaden has never sleep out since we are together, only if he's travelling for business.
"He's not here" I told her.
"Will he be home soon?" she asked again
"Maybe. I'm not sure" I answered.
Tap ask me bout him no man. He is not one of my favorite persons right now.
I called my doctor and she told me I could come at 12pm today. I got the kids freshened up and they ate their breakfast. I called Jaden mom and told her I will be dropping them off to stay for the weekend. I just need some time alone and they keep asking me for their dad, which is kind of annoying. But I have to understand that he's always here with us especially in the morning.
I packed their bag and we left the house. I wore a long sleeve shirt so the bruises wouldn't be obvious and I put on my sunglasses. When we arrived at Jaden's parents house, she was watering her beautiful plants.
"Grandma we're here" Shay shouted and ran to her.
"Gwanma" Jace said following behind Shay.
"Stop the running" I shouted after them.
These damn kids
"Good morning" I said to her and she look at me surprisingly.
"Good morning, Are you okay" she asked concerned.
"Excuse me grandma, auntie and daddy was shouting that day. He is not home" Shay said.
Earth just open up and take me in deh
I face palm myself
Shay yuh couldn't keep yuh mouth shut
"What happened?" she asked shockingly.
"Ask your son" I said to her.
"Anyways not to be rude or anything but I have a doctor's appointment in the next 15 minutes. So I have to go, I'll pick up the kids Sunday evening"
I just needed to leave, I was not in the mood to explain anything to anybody. Not right now.
"Okay and please call me if you need anything. Take care" she said and I smiled.
"Jace, Shay come and give me hugs" I said and they ran to me.
These kids don't walk enuh
I hugged and kissed them. They went back to helping their grandmother water her plants and I head to the doctor.
...
I walked in the doctor's office and she greeted me with a warm smile.
"Hi how are you" she said.
"I'm fine, well not really or else I wouldn't be here today. I've been feeling some cramps and sometimes they get unbearable. Also...I got in a fight yesterday. I just wanted to check if everything is okay" I said.
"Okay take of your top and lay on the bed" she said.
I did as I was told. I know some of the bruises was now exposed, but she didn't say anything or made me feel uncomfortable.
She put the cold gel thing on my belly and started to move the wand around, while looking at the monitor.
"Well everything looks good so far" she said as she continue to move the wand thing around my belly.
"Oh my God" she exclaimed and I looked at the monitor worriedly.
"Something wrong?" I asked nervously.
"Wow congrats, your having twins" she said cheerfully.
She is way more excited than me
"What!!!" I whisper yelled and started to cry.
Me not even did want one pikney ...but now a two. Is this a blessing or a curse though God.
"What's wrong" she asked trying to comfort me.
"Nothing. I'm just overwhelmed" I sighed. I lied. I was fucking depressed. How did I go from not even wanting another child, to now having two!
The odds were definitely fucking against me.
"Do you want to hear the heartbeats?" she asked still looking at me concerned because my tears kept flowing.
"Yea" I sniffled.
We heard their heartbeat and then she wiped off my belly. I got dressed and she printed the ultrasound pictures and handed them to me.
"Janay twin pregnancy is high risk. You need not to be stressing or even fighting at this time. Whilst everything seems okay right now. Please try your best not stress too much. I'm going to change your appointments to every two weeks, that way I can monitor the pregnancy better" she said.
"Okay" I replied.
"Please call me if your not feeling well and continue to take your pre natal vitamins. I will have a meal plan prepared by your next visit" she said.
"Thank you" I said to her
"Enjoy the rest of your day" she said.
We bid our goodbyes and I left. I just wanted to be home right now, laying down in my bed.
Twins!...Is like me can't catch a break TPC. I thought to myself.
Still can't believe I'm pregnant with twins. Like how?
Yuh really a ask yourself dat. Yuh love Jaden buddy too much...my damn subconscious!
How am I going to take care of Jace and two babies on my own.
Cho fuck man! I screamed, hitting the staring wheel. I'm frustrated.
I could feel my anxiety taking over as I pull up in the drive way of my home. I burst out in tears.
I never wanted to experience being a single parent while pregnant again and here I am. At least I'm not sure what the future holds for me and Jaden, but right now I don't want to be with him.
He put his fucking hands on me
Well yuh did want dash weh di man pikney behind him back. My subconscious argued.
Dat no say nothing!
Sigh
After being in the drive way overthinking and crying for about 20 minutes. I finally calmed down and walked in the house.
In here feels so empty. Fuck, I feel so empty. My baby daddy should be here comforting me, reassuring me that everything is going to be okay. But here I am all alone.
I went up to our bedroom, took a shower. I had some cinnamon granola with almond milk because I wasn't really in the mood to cook anything. I started watching dynasty on Netflix until I drifted off in a deep slumber...
Author's Note
Twins?!!! Me not even know how fi feel bout this.
Anyways
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