CHANYEOL'S POV
I look out to the window. Even though I'm jetlag, I still can't believe I'm here with the love of my life. I lean on one side of the window until I heard a cough from my right. There she is. Still look stunning even bare-faced. And her sweet big smile. Hahhhhh I miss my bright diamond. The feeling of delight when I see her. She still has that effect on me.
''It's so beautiful here. Especially YOU.''
''See see again! Your cheesiness!''
I just laughed and look at her from head to toe. We were wearing couple shirt. Mine written 'She's mine' and an arrow pointing right, hers 'He's mine' and an arrow pointing left.
''Oh ya it fits you perfectly! And me! Hahah I bought these before you gave me this ring.'' She raised her hands and I look at the ring I gave her.
''Kaja selca!'' I said cheerfully.
This our first time taking photos with together, as a couple and showing our full face. As time goes by, our fear of us being together is lessen now. But we still have to be careful.
''It really does feel different than wearing our uniform. Couple shirts are sweet!''
If EXO has their jersey with names and numbers, so does D.I.A. They had same outfit like 2NE1 crush but has structured Diamond shaped at the back. They have outfit that has their first letter of name. They also have jerseys, Han number is 6. HIHI mine is 61. You know like those. Hmmmm I can feel Han miss to be on the stage. I smiled and pulled to my front so now I'm backhugging her.
''Oppa. I miss my mom. I watched Missing You remade mv and I really..I miss everyone I miss you so much..I don't know how you find me here. I thought at least you thought I would be at my old house in Rosewood. But here you are and you found me.''
''Jagi I miss you so much that my Happy Virus is decreasing everyday. I know you will be fine. But I wasn't..fine so I need to see you..Now I know you had great time here, there's so much different from the last time I see you.''
''Yeah...I got my inspirations in writing some lyrics. Now, finally I reunited with my Peterpan. Oppa, jagiya, hahah. I'm not gonna give up on music and YOU. Not at all. Not once I thought of it.''
Aww she touched my heart, and called me jagiya. However, I still feel the heavy burden in me. When I'm with her I really can't hide it. I hugged her tighter.
''You know, Lay hyung is making a song now. And I do my rap. Do you want to hear?''
''Wow go on.''
''johajilgeora ijhyeojilgeora haneun wirojochado
'Things will be better or it will be forgotten as time passes'
neoreul dallaejul suga eopgie tto naneun buranhae hae
Since those consoling words might not be able to confort you, I feel uneasy again.
tteonaji malla neol butjapgo sipeo
Don't go. I wanna hold you back.
imi eogin yaksok ttaemune mideul suga eopdaneun geol ara
I know that it is difficult to keep believing in me since the promise was broken once.
hajiman na pyeongsaeng ne gyeoteseo sara sum swigo sipeo
However, I wanna stay with you forever, living and sharing breath.
cheoeumcheoreom haengbokhagil bireo
I wish we were happy like that in the beginning.
gomawo mianhae saranghae
Thank you, I'm so sorry, love you.
nege nae modeungeol da jwodo mojaral nae saranga pyeongsaeng jikyeojulge
Even if I have given my all to you, it's not gonna be enough love I'll protect you all my life.''
''Oppa..'' She called me. I was just mute trying to hold back my tears. Not saying a thing.
I just said out some the lyrics like I'm just talking to her in slow low tone, sad... As I was saying these words, my heart aches. My mind thought of me, EXO, Han, her members, my family, our fans. I ended up tearing while spill these words out my whole body is shaking. This hurt so much that I don't know where to start.
''Oppa''
When I hear her voice again, I immediately buried my face on the crook of her neck and shower her shoulder with my tears. She hold my hands and cried as well.We stayed like that for a long time. I cried a lot. A lot. Like a sad little boy. I realise that all I wanted right now is to be with her and face this together. Only with her I show my weakness and got my strengh again.
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We then go to sleep. On the same bed. SLEEP ONLY. Ommmmoooo this is still awkward. She's my girl but here I am facing the other while I can feel her heat on my back. I hear movements at my back, I assume she turned to my back? Eottoke! What if I lost control.
I gain courage and turn my back, facing her. She is staring at me. Not saying a thing. I put my left hand below my head and said with my sweeetest voice.
''Why aren't you sleeping yet?''
''I have a lot in my mind.''
''Oh? But you look sleepy.'' Her eyes are tired. I shifted closer. We ended up cuddling with her head rested on my shoulder.
''Hmm...how I wish we can be like this forever. We just can't do a thing in Korea.''
''Patient jagiya...we will..in the future..believe me.''
There's a few moment of silence. I sniffed on her hair. It still smells the same. Very fragrant and fresh. Oh..I'm sleepy too..just then I thought I heard.her whisper something but she is singing our favourite song with her soft sleepy voice.
''Take this sinking boat
and point it home
We still have time....''
I smiled and continue,
''Raise your hopeful voice
You had a choice
You'll make it now...''
And we sang the last sentence together. Han, I promise we'll sing together with no regrets no hard feeling, showing us to the world. I promise. You'll be the happiest girl who is MINE. And we drifted into our sleep...
AUTHOR'S NOTE :
Finally they met. How pitiful that some of their intimate moments are first. Idol Couple can't do anything freely.Check the song..the link above T.T That is Chanyeol's rap part. My heart aches to see he rap with full broken feeling. Hmm...