Oh how it weighs on me
A heavy cloak that's hard to see
My mind a storm, a raging sea
Lost in the darkness, I struggle to be free
The sun shines bright, but I cannot feel
My heart is numb, my soul won't heal
The world around me seems surreal
A hazy fog, that I can't reveal
The days are long, the nights are longer
My thoughts are bleak, my spirit weaker
I try to fight, I try to be stronger
But my mind's a prisoner, and I'm the jailer
Loneliness is my constant friend
A shadow that won't ever end
I feel so lost, without an end
Oh how it holds me in its bend
But, hope is still here, somewhere within
A light that shines, despite the din
I try to find it, I try to give in
And let the light, show me where to begin
So, here I am, a fighter still
A soul that refuses to lose its will
I may be down, but I'm not ill
I'll beat you, I have the skill.