Jin woke up and couldn't remember how she got in her bed. Her hands and face ached, so she got up and went to the bathroom. She swore when she saw the big black eye and how swollen it made her face. Jin began to remember what happened and groaned. Once again drama surrounded her and she hoped that Jay wasn't too mad. She wouldn't be doing any dance auditions anytime soon. Since the crew wasn't going to R16 and she kept causing shit for Jay, maybe she should go back to the US. Too much thinking made her head throb. How much had she drunk last night?
After taking a shower she felt a bit better. Getting dressed in an oversized t-shirt and shorts, she went downstairs. Coffee and food were her first priority, then another ice pack. "Good morning," Jin said in Korean to Jay and Simon D. To Loco she also added, "how do you feel?"
"Like a bag of shit," he replied honestly. "But you look worse than I do."
"I can barely see out of my right eye."
"We're not surprised, you crazy liger." Simon smiled.
Jay hadn't said anything and that worried her. "I guess you want me to pack and go back to Seattle," she sighed.
"I never said that. Relax, I'm not mad at you or Loco. Shit happens," Jay explained.
"But it seems like it keeps happening when I'm around. I keep dragging you into drama."
Loco shook his head, "Jin, if you weren't with us last night, I would be either making the news for beating up those guys or I'd be waking up in the drunk tank. Both of those are worse than what happened."
Simon agreed, "he's right. Either of those options bring shit press for AOMG."
Jay made her scrambled eggs and a protein shake, Jin's preferred breakfast. First she drank the whole cup of coffee in two gulps. She gave them a dazzling smile, but it looked so comical due to her bruised and swollen face.
"Why do my hands hurt so much this morning? And my fingers are kinda fat."
"You punched a guy in the face with your left hand," Loco offered up.
"Man, I didn't know punching someone could be so painful."
"Haven't you watch a movie and seen the guys put their hands in ice?" Jay asked.
"I thought that was just fake, to add to the magnitude of the scene." Jin sighed and began to eat breakfast. She sniffed, "why do you smell like dog Loco?"
Simon started laughing, "at some point last night he got off the couch and we found him sleeping with the dogs this morning."
"At least they didn't pee on you," Jin giggled.
"I've slept with worse," Loco agreed.
"Yeah like that one chick from Thai...," Jay began.
"Shut it, she doesn't need to hear that." Loco threatened half heartedly.
"Now I'm curious, come on tell me!" Jin exclaimed.
Loco put Jay in a headlock, "don't you dare."
"Sorry Jin, what happens on tour, stays on tour... Right Jay?" Simon winked secretly.
"Whatever. If Jay feels I'm not keeping him satisfied, then as long as he's safe and doesn't get me sick, he can do what he wants. However, choices determine the future. I expect him to treat me the same as I would him."
"Wait, are you saying he can cheat on you and there's no repercussions?" Loco asked, releasing Jay's neck in surprise. "No chick would mean that."
"I'm saying if he chooses to cheat, he's old enough to realize what can happen in the future. I don't want to jump to conclusions like what happened at Club Dice. I won't be in a relationship where I don't trust the person." Jin tried to clarify.
"Jay's not a cheater," Simon stated.
Finally Jay spoke for himself, "if I wasn't satisfied, I'd talk things out. And Loco's single for a reason."
Jin laughed, "yeah cause apparently he sleeps with dogs; both animal and human."
"Shit, you just had to say that Jay." Loco grumbled.
"I've got some out of town shows coming up Jin. Do you want to come?" Jay asked her.
"Sure if my face is okay by then," she sighed.
"Put a warm cloth on your face later this afternoon, it helps with blood flow," Simon advised. "The swelling will go away soon, it's already better than last night."
"Good, cause make-up can cover the blackness. I think it should be gone after a week, right?"
The guys nodded confirmation. Jay added, "next time just call the guys over first."
"I swear I tried to talk them down first."
Loco laughed, "um calling them mofos and telling them they have small cocks, didn't really help."
Simon and Jay laughed. "I wish I'd been there."
"I'm a lover not a fighter." Jin pouted cutely.
"Could've fooled me, the way you fed that guy a knee to the face."
Jin looked at Loco, "I thought you were too out of it to remember anything."
"Last night maybe, but today I can."
"So do you remember how you got drugged?" Jin asked.
Loco rubbed his head. "I accepted a drink from this chick," he described what she looked like.
Jin exclaimed, "Wait, that sounds like that reporter that barged in on Jay's birthday party!"
Jay frowned, "are you f*cking kidding me?"
"I'm not 100% sure, but it sure sounds like it. Gray and Hep saw her too."
Simon nodded, "she's trying to stir shit, to make up stories."
Loco smirked, "we should let Jin just knock her the f*ck out!"
"Sorry but my hands are out of commission for a while. I could try kicking her in the face!"
In unison Jay and Simon said, "no! We'll handle this."
Jin smiled, "I was joking."
"Being out of town for these next few shows, should settle things down. She's not the first tabloid reporter to try this," Simon reassured.
* * *
It was June 6 and Jay, Jin, Ugly Duck and crew headed out to the Guam Live Music Festival. Jin stayed behind scenes and wore her hair down to hide her face, with her AOMG baseball cap pulled low. She had heavy coverup and makeup on also, just in case. No one noticed her, as she was helping with water and drinks for the performers. The tent housed the stage, and she was at the side of it. When Jay and Ugly Duck went on stage, the crowd that had been scattered and sitting on blankets or in chairs, surged forward. Still Jin could see them from where she was and had room to dance. She was completely loving the music festival, absorbed by the sound. Some people from the crowd took notice of her b-girl moves.
"You should crowd surf to the stage, you're really good!"
"Join them on stage!"
"Hey Jay Park, get that girl up there!"
Jay called to the crowd and their answer was sending Jin up to him, via a crowd surf. When she got up there, the crowd cheered and he b-boyed with her. Then he continued the show and she to dance. The crowd went wild when she did a perfect freeze. Once Jay went into the crowd himself, she waived to them and got off stage. Her adrenaline was pumping and she was totally exhilarated. It was Jin's dream to dance on stage and for just a few minutes, she'd lived it.
After Ugly Duck and Jay were finished their set, they went to Globe Night Club in Tumon, Guam, 18 minutes away from the Festival. The interior was impressive. The main room had the dance floor, but there were several upstairs levels for smoking or people watching. Jin noticed there were a lot of tourists, military, some locals. The Djs played mostly house, EDM and some hip hop after midnight. Ugly Duck liked the large bar, where as Jin and Jay liked the big dance floor. The sound system was good and the lighting impressive. They didn't have to catch a flight out of Guam until late the next day and their hotel was close to the club. Two rooms were booked at the Westin Resort, both with ocean views.
The trip out of South Korea was needed for both Jay and Jin. The festival had gone well and the afterparty at the night club had them all in great spirits. At 3:30 am Jay and Jin left before Ugly Duck.
"Tonight has been so completely awesome," Jin said loudly, her hearing off due to the loud club.
"I know right, so dope. The crowd at the festival loved your dancing and so did I," Jay said coming up behind her and wrapping his arms around Jin.
She leaned her head back and kissed his cheek. "You were awesome. I can see why you still love to sing and perform all over the world. Thank you for choosing to take me along."
"There's no feeling like being on stage, that's for sure. I'm glad you came," Jay turned her around. He removed her AOMG cap and ran a hand down her cheek. "How's your eye?"
"Better, but I don't need to use it now. I'll just use my hands and mouth to guide me over your body." Jin helped him out of his shirt and then proved her point by kissing his neck and working down to his collar bone.
"I think we should take a shower together and explore each other," Jay invited as he removed his pants.
[EDITOR NOTE: The following is VERY mature content, very explicit. Reader discretion is advised.]
Jin did the same and they continued to strip clothing off as they made their way to the shower. The water washed away the club sweat and smells. She put her hands flat against his chest, leaning into him, for a kiss. His hands let the soap drop, and glided down her curves. Jay's tongue probed, questing for what she wanted it to do. His right hand was making it's return trip up her body, causing shivers of pleasure to run through her. Nipples puckered, when his thumb caressed them with a little pressure. Her mouth moved from his lips to his nipple, flicking and nibbling. He moved his other hand to push her wet tresses off her chest. Time had stopped, because neither thought of anything, other than the obliterating sensations. Nothing existed, except them. Their hands moved restlessly, as if remembering from past unions, just where to extract the most pleasure. Her mouth returned to his and Jay's teeth captured her lower lip, holding her where he wanted until his tongue took possession of her mouth. Jin moaned, as Jay's fingers spread the lower lips and slowly poked into her sex. The in and out movement, was not deep, but teasing. She made a glorious sound; raw and intense. Her hands grabbed his hair, anchoring him against her.
"Please Jay, go all the way in!"
He thrust one finger inside her, crooking it, knowing where to hit her g-spot. She shuddered against him, her legs beginning to quake under his manipulations. When he looked into her eyes, they devoured his with lust. Jin turned off the water, and moved away from him, not wanting to come too quickly. She towelled dry her body and hair, watching as he did the same. She then took his hand and led him to the bed. He lightly pushed her down on to it, noticing her hair casscaded around to fan her face. The foreplay began as it always had; touching, tasting, kissing. Then Jay moved so they were in the 69 position, pleasuring each other at the same time. While he licked her clit gently, that knowing finger went back into her. When Jin lifted her hips and hence her ass off the bed, he slipped a thumb into her anus. Surprised, she groaned around his cock, halting the swirling motion of her tongue. He expertly worked a new kind of feeling from her body. Jin's mind wouldn't stay on the job at hand.
"If you... keep doing that, I can't work... on you Jay," she panted.
"That's okay, just enjoy it." He moved so his lower body no longer was in her face.
Jin inched backwards, so not to loose their connection, head on the pillows. Jay stretched out, his head buried between her legs. Her hips began to move, asking for more. Her breathing came faster, a familiar tingle began inside her, travelling from her clit all the way up her spine, into her brain.
"I'm going to drown you.... this is embarrassing and gross," Jin said.
"It's not... this wetness is amazing."
"Stop!" Jin demanded.
Immediately Jay obeyed and looked up at her, alarmed that he'd hurt her somehow.
"Sorry. I don't want to come so soon, or like that.... I... I want to try anal sex," she blurted.
He blinked, his mind trying to change gears. He watched as her face became unsure, shy of her blatant request. Jay loved her honesty and openness. "Have you ever done that before?"
"No... you'd be the first... Unless you don't want to, don't like it?"
"I want to, but it'll hurt if you don't relax."
"It felt good with your thumb, so I thought that maybe I can do it."
"Your wetness that you are embarrassed by, will help lube your anus. I'll go slow and if you don't want to go further, just tell me. Try not to clench those muscles, just focus on relaxing." Jay coached, still hard from their 69 position.
He put on a condom and then his voice instructed her how to position her body. He made sure she was wet by her anus, the hand on her clit provided distraction and he slowly pressed into her. She was able to relax slightly, so that the initial pain faded. But he could only move inside her a little bit, when her gasp of pain stopped him, without Jin's vocal request.
"That's enough for now, we can try another time. We need lube, it's easier on you that way."
"Okay."
He discarded the condom. "I got checked and I'm clean. You said you're on the pill right?"
"Yes."
"Good, because that's the last condom I had."
She lay down on her back again, "I finally get to feel you?"
He nodded and smiled, "and I you."
Her legs opened with invitation to enter, her giggle of excitement and beckoning finger, was all the encouragement he needed. Moving forward, he lined up and dipped himself into her. Jay moved in just the tip, then out again, teasing Jin until she wrapped her legs around him and bucked her hips, so he was forced to thrust into her. She laughed dirtily.
The erotic momentum inside her was slow, almost painfully slow. It climbed, but not quick enough. Jin moved to meet his forward momentum, changing Jay's game plan. Her body tensed, breathing disintegrating into rapid gasps.
Jay's voice was low, as he murmured encouragement, "that's it. Good... God you're tight. I can feel every inner clench. Relax a little."
She didn't want to relax. Jin wanted to get to the apex of sensation that the coiled pressure inside of her promised. Her body shook and waves of heat washed over her. The rhythmic thrusts of Jay's shaft and skillful press of his finger on her clit, trapped her in a cycle of exotic bliss. As he brought Jin to the brink of ecstasy, her eyes closed, her head fell back, as if she was possessed. It pressed into the pillows, searching for release. Jay's hands entwined in her hair, holding her there. She came hard and fast, spasming around his cock, tearing away at his control. Jay spread her wider, pushing deeper into her. The tightness was making him loose his mind. She dug her nails into his back, holding on, dragging them both down into the chaos of sex. Untangling a hand, he rubbed her swollen clitoris, with a steady rhythm that was a metronome to his thrusting hips. Jin's body responded by drenching his balls in warm wetness. It was glorious. He'd never f*cked a girl so hard, so deep, so completely. Every time he pounded into her, she groaned with a primal sound, as it came deep from within her throat.
"Oh God! Don't stop... Jay deeper! YES!" Jin finally shouted.
"Your so... damn... hot!" He told her between rough thrusts. "Tell me how much you want it."
"F*CK...ME...JAY!" Her nails dragged down his back and grabbed his ass, pulling him into her.
She could tell it still was not enough for him, so Jin reached a hand past his balls and rubbed his gouch. Her touch on his sacred spot, was just the right pressure. Jay's control was being undone. The onslaught was pure paradise, opening the invitation to join her. Jin then changed from meeting his thrusts, to frantically moving against him. She couldn't get enough and he'd never seen her desire him like this. Jay finally answered her calls to him, as his body moved beyond any endurance it had. Every fibre of his being, every atom, exploded as he sunk into her warmth. He wasn't sure who yelled; maybe both of them at the same time. Their bodies stiffened, as both focused on the mind shattering pulsing sensation. It was the perfect mixture of crackling nerves and neurochemical euphoria.
He collapsed on top of her, Jin's arms and legs cradled him, as they twitched in the afterglow. It was about five minutes and he still hadn't moved. She ran a hand through his hair, pushing it back off his face.
"Jay? Are you okay?"
He stirred, picking himself up enough to be on his side. Jay's face pressed into the curve of her neck, the scent of sex lingered. "God," he sighed, "that's the first time I've ever come multiple times in a row, with one hard-on. Shit you almost killed me. You're amazing and I'm exhausted." He kissed the soft flesh beneath his lips.
Jin stroked his jaw with light finger tips, tracing his cheekbones in a gentle caress. She kissed him deeply. Their tongues met, lovingly. Still neither spoke those three words of ultimate commitment. Only the future knew, who'd say them first.