when i woke up the sun hadnt come up and everyone was sleep. i sat up slowly as tengens arm fell of from my body and he turned over to cuddle his wives as i picked up my clothes putting them back on having no need to sneak to find there showers since they cleaned me up while i was passed out. even though what they do is....um agressive they have great after care. i snuck out of the estate sneaking past the night gaurds until i finally made it to entrance of the butterfly estate. just as i was about to pass the hallway entrance -"you came back very late" i flinched and almost tripped but i regained my balance and turned behind me only to see tanjiro emerging from the shadows with anger exuding off his body.
he walked up to me stopping when our faces were just inches apart as his eyes had dulled slightly "i looked for you at all the nearby estates....so where the hell were you" okay crazy boy that could kill me off very quickly is getting upset time to pull the trump card. crocodile tears came to my eyes as i fell to the floor holding my knees scooting into a corner to seem more pitiful as i looked up at tanjiro through my arms
"tanjiro i just miss him so much, i didnt even get to bury him tanjiro i dont even have his ashes! what type of family member-" tanjiro's hand slammed onto the walls around me caging me inbetween his arms as he leaned closer to my face as he leaned over to my ear as his hand crept up and pulled down my turtle neck as he whipsered into my ear "cut the bullshit kina, who did you fuck for you to have come back this late"
i shivered from how close his hand is to my neck but stayed silent unable to think of a safe awnser. "im not upset im just a confused why you chose them first and not me....what do they have that i dont" oooh kina hold yourself back please dont say family that would be the worst thing to say in this moment. "well i uh think of you as family so i never really...." tanjiro's eyes morphed into this weird sadistic smile as his voice souded like he was exhasparated "hahaHA you think of me as family?! thats just hilarious" his smile dropped immeadietly when he grabbed his face and he backed up away from me
"ill let this go for now, go get some rest" i got up quickly (we're gonna pretend that she ain't feeling pain in her leg due to the aphrodisiac still slightly in her system) and sped walked back to the rooms with inosuke and zenitsu.