*Tommy's POV*
I have to admit it was pretty obvious that this was more than a friendship but I was still not sure how to act around him. What Cam said to me did assure me and I really wanted to change something but I just was so anxious because everybody knew that Adam was a quite dominant person when it comes to relationships but towards me he seemed kind of distant and almost uninterested at times. And then again he says suggestive things to me like last night. 'Not until you're my whore'.
He made me think this electricity between us was one-sided, like I was the only one who felt it and then he said things like that. I was just confused.
We were going to be together for four months and maybe then we could figure things out like normal people. Or maybe it would be super awkward.
There was about half an hour left until we wanted to meet up at the tour bus and leave for the next city. And all those other following cities.
I arrived about fifteen minutes early and saw Adam talking on the phone. He was talking professionally to somebody but when he saw me he still managed to shot me a quick smile.
"Hey Rockstar, talking to important people?" I asked when he finally got off the phone.
"Yeah, at least they think they're important." He ran his fingers through his perfectly shiny dark hair. How I wished I could do that to him.
"The tour didn't even really start yet and I'm already annoyed. That's not how this should work, Tommy." he whined disappointed.
"Can I hug you?"
I didn't answer him, just stepped closer to him and slung my arms around his body. I felt his hands soothingly rubbing my back while I nuzzled into his chest, breathing in his wonderful scent and listening to his heartbeat calming down again.
I didn't feel like I could really encourage him with this because I was so much smaller than him but maybe he found some comfort in comforting me. Or maybe we were comforting each other, maybe we needed each other.
Eventually I closed my eyes and gave myself to him. I knew I needed this just as much as he did. Adam pulled me in even closer to him, it felt like our heart beats synchronized.
I'm glad I arrived that early because just when we were able to end our moment and separate our bodies from one another Cam, Isaac, Monte and a few other people started to join us, all ready to kick off the tour. We were quite a big group actually, on tour there's not just the band but also the dancers, the people who do the lighting and the stage and so on. It was professional but we all got along with each other very well and basically living in a bus with the band, the people that I now considered my best friends, should be fun. But I didn't know if it would work out to be together with Adam every second of every day. It could be so painful or maybe I would have the time of my life. Nothing seemed to be impossible anymore.
*Adam's POV*
We were driving since a few hours when it started to get dark outside, the weather was also different than in California. We made ourselves a home in there already, which means it was pretty messy. Keeping such a small space clean and tidy is not easy even though I had some experience on this.
We talked about literally everything during the first hours but now there was nothing left we could possibly be talking about.
I lay in bed and was on my phone, stalking myself to be honest. What the media claimed they knew about me. Isaac was sleeping in the bed above mine and Tommy was right on the other side. It sounds creepy but I really looked forward to be watching him sleep.
Right now there was no sleeping beauty to watch. He stumbled through the bus trying to tidy up his bed. He seemed to be overwhelmed by his own chaos, looking like a lost puppy, it was cute really.
I secretly watched him as he brushed some of the things out of the way so he could sit there. He was ruffling through his hair and looked at me. Desperate but amused by himself, he shyly smiled at me.
"Adam, I'm a mess. I'm so tired and I just want to sleep but I can't because I created a fucking mountain of clothes and make up on my bed."
"Well, that's sad, Tommy. I wish I could help you." I said, exaggeratedly acting like I was thinking about it even though I knew how I could help with that.
I continued watching him for a moment. He was looking around, biting his lip. Then he shot his eyes at me, they were bigger and their color was deeper than ever before. I could see into his soul and I knew what I had to do. He let go of his now reddened lip and smirked at me, that was too much.
"I think I actually have an idea that could help you out of your situation." I said while I got up and sat on the edge of the bed.
"Oh really? Tell me more." We both knew what I would suggest, this was just teasing.
"Why don't you join me. Here." I was sure about myself for once but Tommy's devilish smirk told me that it would not be so easy.
"Umm, I don't really know, Babyboy. I could have a bed by myself why should I come to you?" He wanted to torture me, get revenge for something maybe.
"Well, you would have to clean it up at first and it's nice to share a bed with me. I have references. And by the way, I know you want it, don't pretend you don't."
"That's true actually." He laughed and sat down next to me, closely. I studied his perfect facial features until I settled my eyes onto his lips. Not for too long, I didn't want to make it so obvious and easy for him. I could play that game, too.
Eventually I pulled his legs over mine and he settled into my chest. My fingers glided through his hair, his breathing became slow and steady, his eyes were closed.
*Tommy's POV*
It felt like this was the place where I belonged. At his side. I closed my eyes, wanting to only feel the moment.
"Hey." Adam almost whispered. "Don't fall asleep in my lap."
"Oh believe me, I won't."
"Why so sure about that?" He was trying to look into my eyes, I knew that but I kept them closed. I was too nervous to look at him.
"Because you drive me crazy." I could basically hear him smile.
I felt his soft, warm lips on my cheek and opened my eyes. He held me closer and I looked up to him, in his ocean eyes. As he leaned in closer to my face his smile faded and his eyes grew darker. He looked down at my lips while I came closer to him. My eyes were closed when I finally felt his lips softly against mine.
It was so innocent but still breathtaking. I knew what his touch felt like but the intimacy of this kiss was new. It felt like our first kiss even though it wasn't. Somehow we created this feeling of the first time.
Our lips separated and I felt myself blush. I gave into the moment, giving him the power to read my heart like an open book. I felt weak because now he knew how much I longed for this. I snuggled into his chest again, wanting to hide myself.
"It's okay, Baby. Don't be ashamed, I feel so too." he was playing with my hair, making me feel loved. "Why don't we lie down, Glitterbaby. You said you were tired."
"Hmm." I sighed in agreement to show him that I was perfectly fine with his idea.
He was laying behind me, gliding his hands up and down my sides.
"You're such a pretty kitty." I could feel his warm breath against my neck before he started kissing it. I bit my lip, not wanting to reveal too much of my weakness towards his touch. This slowly growing privacy and intimacy with Adam was new and exciting to me but not at all uncomfortable.
The tension of his skin on my skin started to get unbearable so I stopped breathing for a moment to not completely loose me sanity.
"Kitty?" Adam asked, locking our fingers together and pulling the blanket over us. "Don't do that. I want to hear you breathing when I fall asleep."