My heart, it loves you dearly,
While my mind harbors disdain.
As you enter my realm, uninvited,
My hands grasp, refusing to abstain.
Yet, when you draw near,
Fear takes hold and I repel.
Gazing into your eyes, so captivating,
I dissolve like jaggery, under summer's spell.
Your aura, a soothing balm,
Calming the storms within.
But I dread falling for you anew,
Enduring another separation, I fear.