After walking back to the house, you see some of the others are still up watching a movie. Jin, not sure what to do after kissing you, is at a loss for what to say. So he decides the easiest thing to do and does it.
"Um, Good night, Lilith," he says as he quickly turns and heads to his room, leaving you standing there bewildered.
He kissed you twice and held your hand all the way back, but once he was here, he just said good night and went to his room. You began to wonder why he even bothered to kiss you.
You go into the living room looking for your cousin. You need to talk. You stand there at the entrance to the living room, and he notices, gets up, and comes to you.
Yoongi reaches you and smiles. He knows you, "You want to talk about it?"
You nod, and he takes your hand and walks you to his room. He lets you enter first, then follows, closing and locking the door. He knows the guys, especially the younger ones, have a habit of barging in.
"Okay, tell me what happened. I hope it was something good because the look on your face says otherwise."
You sit on the edge of his bed, and he sits beside you, waiting patiently.
You sigh and say, "He kissed me."
"I knew it!"
Startled, you jump, "What, you knew what?"
"I knew he was in love with you."
"No, no, it was just a kiss. He said he likes me a lot, but just a kiss." You blush. "Or two."
He fist pumps the air, "I knew it, I just knew it."
"Yoongs, please stop. He never even mentioned the word love, and neither did I." You think to yourself, 'Well, I almost did.'
"Lilith, you have to understand that Jin doesn't just kiss anyone. He isn't that loose with his lips." He senses your worry and attempts to make you laugh.
"Sweetheart, if Jin kissed you, it's because he's in love with you."
You shake your head, "I don't know, I just don't know. I mean, he kissed me twice, but when we got back to the house, he just said goodnight and left me."
Your eyes start to water, "What am I to do? I mean, I did kiss him back, but now it seems it meant nothing to him."
Yoongi sits back down beside you and holds your hand, "You listen to your heart. It hasn't been wrong about Jin so far."
You think about it with a slight frown on your brow. "You know, I think you're right. I guess I'm just afraid."
He softly laughs. He can't believe it: "You afraid, girl? You have never been afraid of anything. How do you think we had so much fun when we were younger?"
"So you really think he is in love with me?" you blush as you ask.
He grins, "I couldn't be more sure if he told me himself."
"But what if I'm wrong? I'm afraid of how badly it will hurt if I am wrong."
"Don't be afraid to love because of what you saw me go through. I might not trust love enough to try again and be so vulnerable, but I see you and Jin light up when you are together."
He has to change his mood, for he is being dragged down by memories he doesn't want to see.
He half-rolls his eyes and says, "When you're not arguing over cooking, that is." It worked.
You push him back on the bed, grab his pillow, and hit him with it. Thus, a pillow fight ensues. You want to distract him from the hurt you know he is feeling. He has always been there for you through life and pillow fights. Though he cheats at pillow fights, it's the least you could do to take his mind off of her.
Laughing loudly, you tell him, "Let me up. That's not fair holding me down with your legs while you hit me with your pillow, cheater!"
You raise your knee, and he falls over to the side, "Owe, not so hard."
You crack up laughing as you hit him again with the pillow. You say, "I thought you liked it hard."
"You minx!!" Yoongi amusingly calls out.
He laughs and is now chasing you around the room. You both stop to catch your breath and sit on the floor, leaning against the wall. One pillow was the actual victim of the pillow war.
"I'm sorry about your pillow," you say as you try not to laugh.
"It's ok," he grumbles, "I can always get another."
He looks at you seriously, "Lilith, don't be afraid to fall in love with Jin. I don't think you could find someone who would cherish you more."
Your heart feels lighter, and you stand and tell him, "Thank you, Yoongs." You kiss him on the cheek, "You're the cup of Suga that makes my life so sweet."
Cheerfully, you practically dance out of the room, leaving him sitting on the floor.
He sadly says out loud, "I'm no one's cup of sugar, at least not anymore."
He tosses the last surviving pillow onto his bed from where he sits. He pulls out his phone and opens the picture gallery. "Yeah, not your Suga anymore."
He closes his phone and gets up to get ready for bed. He wipes at his face and clears his throat before going to take a shower.