DIVULGE
LISA'S POV
"Aww! Don't punch me like that.." Seulgi complained.
"You made me panicked" Irene whined.
"At least you made me awake" Seulgi teases her. We look confused why.
"Oh God. Stop it Seulgi.. Don't mind her and you, don't tell them or I'll leave you immediately" Irene warned. Seulgi chuckled and shook her head.
"How are you feeling?" I asked.
"A little sting but I can manage.. Uhm how about Jennie? Limario?" She asked worriedly.
"Yea.. they're not doing fine.."
"I'm sorry about that Lisa.. I hope they would end up like me.. being fine and.. alive"
"I hope so too.."
"Lisa.. Jiyong is awake but he's still weak" Mr. Park suddenly entered Seulgi's room. All of us were shocked about what he said.
"Can we talk to him?" I asked. He look at us unsure what to say.
"Is this about what Mr. Kim said?" He asked. I nodded and he sighed deeply
"Okay.. but be careful" I nodded again and smiled weakly.
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"Jiyong.. Lisa is here. She wants to talk to you" Mr. Park said as we entered his room.
He still has wires connected to his body and oxygen.
"Hey.. How do you feel?"
"W...why.. are.. you here..?" He said difficultly. His breathing is short. "You.. you... sho..uld hate mee..ee" He closed his eyes and opened it again.
"Something hurting?" I asked. He shook his head.
"Jiyong.."
"Je..nniee.." He mentioned Jennie's name.
"Why? What is it?" I came closer to him.
"How.. is.. is ...she?" He asked.
"She is.." I looked at Mr. Park. He just nodded and smiled a little. "not fine.. but I know soon she will.. Jiyong I think you need to rest.. so when Jennie wake up, you can see each other.." I said. He doesn't look good.
"No.. I.. need.. to.. I need... to see Jennie.." A tear escape his eyes.
"Jiyong you can't.. you're still not fine" I said.
"Jiyong you can rest... then when you get better.. you can see Jennie" Mr. Park helped me convinced Jiyong.
"I don't.. Argh.." He held his chest.
"Jiyong? What's happening?" I said as I hold him. "Mr. Park call a doctor" Mr. Park quickly called for help.
"Jiyong just hold on okay?"
"Lisa.. I.. I'm sorry..." He said weakly.
"I'm.. sorry if.. if.. I.. I killed.. her.."
Tears escaped my eyes. He is referring to my mother.
"I'm sorry... if.. I.. I..I didn't.. want to... but.. I.. need.. to.. I'm.. sorry.." He said breathlessly.
I cried harder.
It's not justice I need.. it's apology.
I thought.
"Jiyong.. I.. You don't need to say those right now.. we can talk about it someday but you need to be fine right now.."
"No.. I need.. I can't.. anymore"
Fuck!
I cursed inside my head.
I thought of saying to him what Mr. Kim said. I want to believe that Jiyong will be fine but seeing him like this, right now?
"Jiyong.. I need to tell you something. I think you deserve to know about this.. Listen to me okay? Just listen.." He looked at me weakly. "Mr. Kim.. We talked.. Jiyong.. Mr. Kim said that he is not.. he is not your father.. even Jennie's.. Jiyong I know that—"
"I.. know.." He said as he gulped.
"You know?" I asked. He nodded smiling.
"I.. know.. ever since.. but I tried.. I tried.. to be the best.. for.. uhh.. for him.. because.. I.. I want.. a ... Dad.. but.. but I... know.. I didn't." He said clutching his chest.
"Step aside please" The doctor came and I step back.
"Li..saa.." Jiyong tried to be louder this time. His hand handing me something. Some kind of paper.
I confusedly accepted it and as my hands hold it his sad eyes slowly close while he is smiling weakly and tears escape his eyes.
I look at the paper. It's a photo. A woman and a child.
I look at the back of it as I felt something. As smaller photo was stick into it. A baby photo. On the side of it was written..
Chaerin and Jaeyong
And some kind that I believe is an address
Who are they?
"Time of death.." I was back into the reality when I heard the Doctor speak.
I saw Jiyong lifeless. Machines were beeping. Mr. Park sadly looking at him.
"I'm sorry.." The Doctor said to Mr. Park before he leaves.
I showed Mr. Park the photo.
"He asked me for his things the moment he woke up. Maybe he got this in there" He pointed a wallet just by the table near Jiyong's bed.
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"What happened?" Chaeyoung asked.
"Jiyong is already dead." I answered bluntly. Their faces all went down.
"He gave me this.. Do you know or.. saw this woman before?" I asked.
Chaeyoung shook her head.
"May I see?" Irene said but then she shook her head.
"Maybe Mr. Kim knows?" Seulgi suggested.
"So I need to talk to him again.. I don't think he will be cooperative." I said.
But then I sighed.
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I knocked before I entered.
"I need to ask you something. Just answer me and we'll be done immediately." I said. He looked at me.
I gave him the picture. He looked at it and his eyebrows creases as he look closely.
Suddenly he laughed.
"So Jiyong is already awake.. he gave you this? I never thought he ended up with her.. and worse.. had a child" He said. I am confused.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"It's his.. maybe.. his wife now? I don't know if they got married. It's her ex girlfriend as what I knew.. but I don't think it's like that .. and that child.. I assumed.. is his son.." He said without any emotions.
"Jiyong has a family?"
"I don't know either? He's just like them.. weak.. I told him to leavethat woman because she will just destroy him.. look at him now?" He said confidently.
I'm clenching my hands. How can he be that heartless?
But instead I don't let him get me angry but even though he doesn't care, I think he needs to know what happened to Jiyong.
"That's all I want to know.. Thanks." I said as I turned to the door. Before I opened it I speak again. "And.. Jiyong woke up.. but he.. he is already dead.." I said and left.
As I closed the door I heard loud cries. I opened the door again a little and saw Mr. Kim crying.
I thought he doesn't care.
"He lied."
I look at Mr. Park behind me.
"We talked after that conversation you had with him. He loves them. His children, that's what he said but he doesn't want them to know that."
"Why?" I confusedly asked.
"He doesn't want them to pity him.. or to have second thoughts about imprisoning him... and.. Mr. Kim.. is ill.. When he said he is crazy.. He really is" Mr. Park said. "IED.. Intermittent Explosive Disorder.. He can't control his anger.. he gets angry easily on anything.. that might trigger him and worse is.. it gets bad as days passed by because he doesn't seek for help and it caused him to kill people.. and it leads to Conduct Disorder.. that's why he breaks the law but we're going to have him diagnose again so we will know if he will be place for treatment or directly in jail after he recovers his wound."
"I.. don't know what to say.."
"It's alright. He.. He requested to see Jennie before he will be diagnose.. since it might be the last time. He doesn't want them to see him after he leaves this hospital"
"I.. Yea.. sure.. No problem with me Mr. Park. He can see his daughter.. anytime he wants"
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"Lisa.. Is everything alright?" Irene asked. We're currently eating here in Seulgi's room but I don't have any appetite right now after what I knew.
But I can't say it to them either... it's not for them to know, specially when Mr. Kim wishes it to be between Mr. Park and him.
"Yep.. just a little stressed about Jennie and Limario" Not a lie. I've been thinking of them too. I want them both to survive.
"I'm just wondering, why did Seung-hyun helped us?" Jisoo asked.
Everyone looked at me. I don't know either. Jennie is the only one who knows why.
"Only Jennie knows it.. to be honest. She just convinced me that Seung-hyun won't betray us and I believe in her"
"What if they're exes!" Seulgi said out loud.
"Stupid!" Jisoo said and slapped her arm where her wound is close. Seulgi grunts in pain. Everyone laughed.
"I don't know but I'm sure he's not someone's ex.. I'm wondering too because for all we know.. Seung-hyun is one of Jiyong's bestfriend.. so why would he side Jennie? I mean, yes, she's Jiyong's sister but he's more close to Jiyong than to Jennie" I said. Suddenly, Seulgi flinches again making Jisoo startled.
"Yah!"
"No.. no no.. I remember why I said that! One time at the warehouse.. I saw Jennie and Seung-hyun hugging. I mean, I'm really just kidding earlier because that time they were hugging, it wasn't that intimate you know. Then when they pulled out, Seung-hyun is smiling while Jennie is crying. I don't understand why but I thought that Jennie was just letting out of something and Seung-hyun is comforting her.. so I brushed it off and besides, our mission is more important so I forgot about it" Seulgi explained.
"Now I'm more curious.. They need to wake up immediately" Jisoo said.
... What is the real reason?
SEUNG-HYUN'S POV
Jiyong reaches out a gun from his back... shoot Jennie.. I attacked him... gunshots.. blood.. Kyung-soo...
I gasped for air as I open my eyes.
I tried to speak but my voice can't be found.
Help...
I raised my hand...
Help...
"Mr. Choi?!"
and everything went black again.
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LISA'S POV
We're on our way to Seung-hyun's room. One of the securities called for help because they saw Seung-hyun earlier, awake and gasping. They quickly call for Mr. Park and after that he informed us about Seung-hyun.
"How is he?" I asked.
"The doctor said he might wake up later... but he is already fine."
"Jennie.."
I walked closer to him
"Seung-hyun.."
"Jennie.. did.. did you saved her?"
"I.. yes we did but she's still unconscious"
He sighed in contentment.
"You want us to call a doctor?" I asked. He smiled and shook his head.
"No.. I'm.. fine.." He whispered. "Lisa.. Jiyong..is he alright?" He asked worriedly. I lowered my head and shook it.
"He.. I'm sorry Seung-hyun but Jiyong.. He is already dead.." I said sadly. He closed his eyes as tears escaped from it.
"I wished he listened.. but he didn't.."
"He apologized.. for what he did to my mother.. to my family.." I said.
"I'm glad he did.. but still he should've listen to me.." I looked at him confused.
"Seung-hyun can I asked something.. why would you help us?.. Jennie..?"
He chuckled.
THIRD PERSON'S POV
Flashback...
"Make sure to keep it well! Don't let any of it be visible or I'll kill who would do that" Jiyong shouted to his men.
"Don't frighten them Jiyong"
"Don't tell me what to do Seung-hyun"
"When will you stop with this?"
"No! When will you stop with this Seung-hyun?!" Jiyong yelled.
"What's happening?" Jennie asked as she walked inside the warehouse. Jiyong hold Seung-hyun's arm and gripped on it.
"Don't you dare tell her anything.. She's not like me and if you ruin everything I'll make sure you and Jennie die.. I earned everything.. with my best and I don't want to ruin everything with OUR Dad. Don't bring Jennie into your shits and put her in trouble" Jiyong warned him.
Jennie noticed how Jiyong warned Seung-hyun. She didn't asked anything again but she finds a way to talk to Seung-hyun in private.
In some part of the warehouse, where there are no people, the place where junks were placed, Jennie messaged Seung-hyun to meet her there.
"What's with the sudden call Jennie?" Seung-hyun asked but when Jennie looked at him, he already knew what this was all about.
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We are getting near to the end.
CONYOTOR-NIM IS BACK! YEP. Conyotor-nim. Conyo plus Otor-nim. I just thought that you guys can call me like that because you're Otor-nim is a conyo. (Author-nim facts again)
For those who doesn't know what Conyo is. In Philippines, Conyo is a person who speaks two languages at the same time (mostly, TagLish or "TAGALOG+ENGLISH) because I can't speak Tagalog fluently sometimes so I need to use English words so I can deliver what I want to say. It's funny that I am like that but I got it from my mother, my brother is also like me. Most Conyos were from upper classes which is I'm not. HAHAHA but then it's just my nature of speaking since I was like in the middle of my elementary days? So yea, I would love if you call me Conyotor-nim guysé. So that you wouldn't be clueless of what to call me since otor-nim is a general name for every Author, I want something a little unique for our conversations.
PS. Iloveyou guysé. Sorry for the errors!
THANKS FOR SUPPORTING ME.
- XLV -
7,8,9
You are losing your time
— PENSTAIN
LASTLY
First of all, thank you for supporting this book. We're coming to the end and still you guys are here to support me. I hope you will still support my incoming and outgoing stories like this. I'll do my best to provide you good quality plots. Second, the last Poll we have was about Jiyong and Seung-hyun, so the one who wins the Poll will be the one who will be waking up but ended dead and yes, Jiyong won the Poll. It's a style that I just give you choices but not the reason for it, because if I did.. you might choose Seung-hyun or I don't know. I want you guys to choose from your guts and not because of the situation.
So yea, let's continue.
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"What did Jiyong told you earlier?" Jennie asked bluntly. She had been curious. She saw how stressed Jiyong is while talking to Seung-hyun.
"It's nothing Jennie.. just some typical stuff in this business.. don't mind them" Seung-hyun said confidently.
Jennie didn't remove her gaze on Seung-hyun's eyes.
"You're lying" She said.
"I'm not. Look, just don't bother to know something about that okay, go home and rest"
"I'm not stupid Seung-hyun and besides, if it's about the business why can't you tell me? I'm part of this business in case you forgot" Jennie said as she huffed.
"Jennie you can't—"
"Just tell me what the fuck did Jiyong and you are talking about! I heard him threatening you! it's not about the business, it's about me!" Aside from curiosity, Jennie also wanted to know everything that is happening because she is doing this for Lisa, to help Lisa.
"Jennie.." Jennie glared at him. Seung-hyun sighed. " You're still that 3 years old jendeukie that will glare at me like that just to tell you what did Mom tell me and Jiyong about the weekend get away"Seung-hyun chuckled.
"Mom? 3 years old? You know me since when? I don't remember you and what did you said.. about your mom?"
"Of course you wouldn't remember me.. Mom saved me from being.. well, like Jiyong right now" Jennie looked at him, eyebrows creasing.
"Jennie Ruby Jane! Give me back my Gameboy! Or I'll tell Mom that you're not going to the trip because you ate the all the chocolates inside the fridge" Seung-hyun yelled out loud.
Suddenly, a voice rings inside Jennie's head.
No I didn't! You ate all of it! I won't give back your Gameboy. I want to play with it Oppa. Pleasssuee..
Jenjen.. it's not for you, you have lots of dolls and stuffs.. play with it
But I want this Gameboy! and those guns! it's cute
Oh God.. Mom! Jenjen is a lesbian!
What is a lesbian!?? Is that an animal or a creature?!
HAHAHA no it's not.
Yah! Hyung don't teach Jenjen that, she's too young for that.
But she is Jiyong, look she likes guns and boy stuff. She even played with my WWE collection.
Stof it! I'm not a les.. les... that kind of thing! I don't even knoew that! I hate you Oppa! I haye you! Mooooom! Oppa said I'm a les... lesh.. Ughhh!
"Seung—"
"You recalled? I'm your brother Jenjen" Jennie gasped and covered her mouth
"But.. how.. and why.. Jiyong.. he didn't tell me? How come Dad didn't know" Jennie asked him continuously.
"Jiyong didn't tell you because yes.. because you're Dad really didn't know because—"
"He is not your Dad! Right? but how.. Jiyong.. I mean you were just.. not a year older than him.. how.." Jennie still asked.
"What did you tell her?" I asked him.
"I lied, I told her that I don't know how but Mom left me in an orphanage.. well, the orphanage was true but I really know everything. Jiyong and I knew everything but Jennie? she doesn't. I also told her that my Dad is different from their Dad which she believes.. because If I told her that.. that monster wasn't her real father.. it will be a mess. I was born before Jiyong then our Mom and real Dad had Jiyong but Jiyong was born premature that is why.. after that Mom and Dad was afraid to have another baby again that's why it takes time before they had Jennie. Choi is our real surname and Mr. Kim, killed our Dad so he can have Mom.. and I know it, I saw it.. he never meet me because I never showed myself to him when he was going on our house. He gave Jiyong and Jennie toys and food.. to cover up what he did. Mom didn't object because if she does.. she doesn't know what the man can do to us.. then Mr. Kim offered marriage to Mom and she knew she can't say no to it.. after Mr. Kim left.. after that proposal. Mom talked to me.. that I should go too.. that she can't leave me alone but I didn't do it. I said.. just leave me in an orphanage.. I'll be safe.. I'll bring Jiyong and Jenjen too. She said she can't leave Jennie just like that.. so she tried to convince Jiyong but Jiyong's mind was already brainwashed by that man. We almost got into trouble because of Jiyong.. he almost said to that man about what Mom told him and thank God he didn't." He explained.
"So.. after that you offered to help Jennie?" Jisoo asked.
"No.. but I said that I am there to save her.. that soon I'll be getting her away because she doesn't deserve to be involved in their business. That Mom wants me to save her and Jiyong. She asked me about what she remembers.. that.. how come I can come play with her if I'm already in the orphanage.. and I said that Mom usually go there and borrow me then bring us in a house at Nami Island which is half true.. we always go there before Dad dies.. but those memories she recalled was on our house before.. we usually play before going on a trip.. Dad likes traveling and he always bring us everywhere. Then after that she started to look at me hesitantly. I asked her if she wanted to say something then she suddenly hugged me and cry. She mumbled that she needs my help... regarding.. you, Lisa and that's how I started helping her.. I didn't object anymore with Jiyong's directions so that I can gain his trust.. he doesn't trust me because he knew that I hate his.. so called Dad."
"Until now? You didn't tell those to Jennie?" He nodded.
"You should.."
"Maybe when she wakes up.. I would tell her.. she needs to.." He said smiling a little.
"Seung-hyun—"
"Lisa just call me Oppa. You're my sister's girlfriend right? I can also be your brother.. and.. I'm sorry about what your brother suffered before.. even now. How is he?"
"He's not fine.. like..Jennie. They have the same wound.. but I am still hoping they would survive and stay alive.. wake up." He tapped my shoulders.
"They will.. I just hope I get to see Jennie before I go to jail" My eyes widened.
"We can arrange that.. You can just—"
"Lisa.. No. I still break the law in order to save my siblings.. it has no excuse.. I still did wrong, you know.. and I accept it." He reassuringly look at me.I sighed. "and I'll be one of your witnesses... I have some files at home to prove that Mr. Kim is involved in this crime.. I also know where they keep their files for their businesses.. their partners.. everything and it will help with your investigation.. I can't help you with imprisoning him with the crime he did to your parents but.. I can put him in jail for his lifetime." He said. I cried as I hug him.
"Thank you.."
"No.. Thank Jenjen.. she did this all.. everything.. for you. She's the mastermind of this plan" He said. "Just don't hurt my Jenjen Lisa or else.." Then he chuckled. I chuckled too and nodded.
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"What happened!?"
"Lisa.. you need to go to Limario we'll handle Jennie.. okay?" Mr. Park said.
Everything went fast. We're just talking to Seung-hyun then after that we decided to go to our own ways, I was going to Jennie's room when nurses and doctors were running to the direction of Limario's room and I was about to go after them but then I saw another batch of them going inside Jennie's room then followed by Mr. Park and then Chaeyoung and Irene arrived from my back.
"But.." I closed my eyes.
"Just go there Lisa.. your brother needs you!"
I run to Limario's room. I saw them around him.. again, trying to save his life. They won't let me in. I'm getting frustrated.
Why can't you just let them both be alive?!
I thought of going back to Jennie's room and so I did.
It's the same situation. Mr. Park approached me.
"Lisa.. I told you—"
"They won't let me in also! So what should I do! Why should it be this way! Why can't they be both alive and well! I always dream about them.. even in my dreams they can't be both alive... I don't know what to do anymore... I ... I can't lose one of them.. I can't choose.. I don't want to choose.." I said and sat down crying.
Suddenly, I stood up and run. I don't know where to go. I just run and I can hear them calling me but I don't care anymore.
I just run and run until I saw the hospital's chapel.
I stared at it for a moment before I came close to it and shouted.
"Why! Why would you let them suffer! I can suffer! Just give it to me! Why can't you just save them.. both of them! Can't you do that huh! Of course you can! please!.. Please save Limario.. and Jennie.. please.. I'm begging you.. stop this wake them up.. stop their suffering.. please! please.. plea..see.." I cried as I kneeled down. I cried loudly that it caught some attention. Some nurses helped me up but I didn't.
Until they just let me. I just walked inside the chapel and sat down. I cried and cried looking in the front.
"You love her.. I know that"
I was shocked when I saw Limario sitting beside me..
"No.. this is just a dream.." I shook my head.
"A dream or not.. nothing will change. You love her and.. she's the one that you need starting from now on"
"What are you saying? Stop."
"We've been together since fetus Lisa" He chuckled. "We grew up together.. you got the time that you spent with me already.. We've been through a lot.. and it's worth it Sis.. believe me.. I enjoyed everything and I'm happy that God gave me the opportunity to see you again.. I thought I wouldn't survive when I was first hospitalized but then.. I saw you again. We've been away for years.. but we saw each other again and that's enough for me.. Her, you can still have many memories.. with her Lisa.. you still need to have more of it with her.. I'll always keep you safe Sis.. just like before but now.. keep her and the rest safe for me.. like how you should be.. Noona.. I love you." He said and smiled. He was about to stand but I stopped him.
"I'm sleepy.. can you just let me sleep before you leave?" I asked. He smiled more and sat again beside me.
"Of course Noona.. Sleep now.. I'll watch you so no one can harm you" He mumbled. I felt him caressing my hair. "I'll miss you Noona."
and then I opened my eyes again as I felt his last stroke on my head and his voice fades.
"Limario?" He left.
My phone vibrated.
It was Mr. Park calling
I answered it.
"Lisa.. You need to go back here.. Jennie.. she's.."
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Annyeong! Down to the last Chapter maybe later or tomorrow.. Are you ready? I cried while typing this chap.
I hope you guys enjoyed my story.. and I hope to see you again in Mistakenly Yours and for my Filo readers, in Taciturn and also still see you on my upcoming stories. You don't know guys how I am so happy that you love me and my stories.
PS. Sorry for the errors. Love you!
ADIOS
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'till my next imaginations,
I'll see you there again.
-PENSTAIN
OUR END
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5 years after...
"Angel! Help me here" I yelled. I immediately hear footsteps running.
"Mum.." I thought it was Angel but it's my baby boy.
"Aww.. where's Angel Noona?" He pointed our garden. He only can say Mum.
"Angel? Angeel?!" I called out.
"Yah! Don't yell like that Lisa" Jisoo interrupted.
"Where is Angel?"
"She's playing with Chaeyoung and Irene.. Just let her and oh give me this little boy here.. Now get those done so we can go already"
"Ughh! Why it has to be just me? Can't I have any help?" I complained.
"If Jennie is here she might help you"
"Jisoo, can we not talk about that for now" I said sadly.
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"Everything ready?" I asked them and they give me thumbs up.
"Let's go?" Seung-hyun Oppa said.
"Yea Oppa.. let's go."
After a 1 hour drive we arrived at our destination. The cemetery.
"Maybe he is already bored waiting for us haha" Seulgi joked.
"Yea. Knowing Limario hahaha" Jisoo joined her. I just chuckled. Seung-hyun tapped my shoulders.
"Ready to see Jennie again?" I smiled and nodded.
"Do you think she'll love these flowers?" I asked him.
"I think she will.. so let's go" He said and walked with me.
"Yah! Faster! Limario is already bored there!" Jisoo yelled.
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"Limario!" I yelled. Then someone slapped my arms.
"Can't you lower your voice?" Chaeyoung said.
"Angel! Don't tire your brother okay?" Angel gave me a thumbs up before she run after her brother.
"You are nervous.. I can see it" Chaeyoung said and laughed.
I glared at her and just continued to walk. As I reach the destination, I placed the flowers above the tomb and kneeled.
"I'm sorry if we don't have time to visit you and clean your tomb.. I promise I'll be more often here now than before..." I whispered as I clean the tomb.
"Yah! You know what Limario? Since Jennie left Lisa needs to do all the home duties alone. We can't help her because you know we're busy, Chaeyoung and I will be married next month.. Seung-hyun is on hus business.. Irene and Seulgi is already having their first baby.. lots of stuff and—" Seulgi interrupted Jisoo's talking.
"Too noisy! Limario will stand up there and cover your mouth" She said and laughed.
"I'm sorry I'm late.."
I turned my head and smiled.
"Jagiya.." She said then smiled and run to me. She hugged me tightly.
"Yah! Yah! You can't just hug our friend after you left for 2 years eh!" Jisoo said again. Chaeyoung covered her mouth. We laughed at their gestures.
"I'm sorry if I'm late.. I visited Dad earlier.."
"It's fine.. I understand. How is he?"
"Doing good.. We talked.. He said sorry.. I never felt so relieved.. until he apologized for killing Mom.. for making everything miserable.. for Jiyong.. and.." She look at me hesitantly.
"And?"
"He asked me if he can talk to you too? He wants to apologize..." I nodded. I smiled at her and hugged her again.
"I will.. on my next dayoff okay? Now, why don't you say hi to Limario.. then we can visit Jiyong's on the other side?" I said. She nodded but then laughed. I frowned. She is looking somewhere and I followed where it is.
"Mama!"
"Limaaa... I miss you baby" He hugged our little boy.
"Mama.." He hugged her tightly.
She walked to Limario's tomb.
"Did you already say Hi to Uncle Limario?" Lima nodded. Yes, I named our son after Limario, Jennie insisted to.
"See him Limario? He's really cute right? Thank you for this gift bro.. Thank you for giving us Lima.." I said as I wrapped my arms on Jennie's shoulder.
Lima or Limario Manoban Jr. is our son, Jennie and I. He is a product of IVF and our donor was Limario. If you wonder how, maybe Limario's letter can explain everything.
Flashback..
"Lisa.. You need to go back here.. Jennie.. she's.. she woke up already.."
After hearing it I run fastly back to where they are.
"Chaeyoung! Jennie.. what.. Is she awake?" I grabbed Chaeyoung's shoulder.
"She is.. but she fell unconscious again.. but the doctor said she'll be fine.. she just needs to rest.." She said. I sighed.
"Where is Mr. Park?" I asked.
"He went to Limario to check what happened.. I think you need to go there.. We'll look after Jennie, don't worry"
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I went to Limario's room but what welcomed me is an empty bed and Mr. Park sitting quietly on the couch.
"Where is he?"
Mr. Park look up on me.
"I'm sorry Lisa.."
"No.. No.. it can't be.. He is not dead.. tell me he is not dead!"
"I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.." Mr. Park hugged me.
"Limario.." I cry and cry.
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"What happened?" Jisoo asked as we entered Seulgi's room.
"Jisoo.." I cried again. She hugged me and caressed my back.
"What happened? Why are you crying like that?"
"Limario.. Jisoo.. He is.." I can't finish my sentence. I just cry harder.
"Is he..?" I nodded continuously on her shoulder.
"Oh my God..." She sighed heavily and hugged me tighter. "Just cry it out Lisa.. I'm here.."
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Minutes after, I stopped crying. We're already sitting on the couch. Seulgi is sleeping.
"Here.. drink some coffee.." Jisoo gave me a cup of coffee.
"I dreamt of him.. maybe that's his goodbye.. until the last Jisoo he watched over me.. every time I dreamt of him and Jennie.. he always let go and let Jennie live.. and he always says that I need Jennie more than him.. I don't know.. Is he really that one who I am talking with these past few days? Why is it so unfair..." I almost cry again while saying those.
".. maybe he really accepted it and maybe there's only one who can live Lisa.. We don't know but what we know .. is.. that Limario knew that you need Jennie more.. now.. and everything has it's purpose.." then she lend me a paper. I look at it then to her. She nodded and smiled. "Read it.. it's from him.. he said to give it to you if ever he didn't survive.. I think he already felt it from very first.. I read that already and I'm sorry I got curious.. maybe that letter will answer why he chose to let go and let Jennie live"
I opened the letter and read it
Yah! Lalisa. Listen to me okay? I'm not literally saying goodbye in here but.. maybe, so I planned to give this to you if I don't survive our mission. I'll give it to the one I trusted of course, Jisoo. I'm so happy that I get to see you again. We barely catch up with each other. Thank you for covering up for me and my mission. I didn't want you to do that of course, I don't want you in trouble but that old man convinced you eh? Just kidding, Mr. Park is already like a father to me and maybe to you also. Lisa.. this is it, we finally made it. We finally maybe.. get the justice for our parents. Noona, yea I'll call you that for now. Noona, thank you for keeping me safe before.. when I was weak. That is why I always protect you when we got older.. I want to return what you did when we were kidnapped by them. I also want to say how proud I am to have a sister like you, you're tough Noona and smart. Noona, I know you saw that I am doubting Jennie, I am just worried about you having the enemy's daughter as your girlfriend but then I already came up to my thoughts. I saw all she did, she helped you and when I had the chance to talk to her and meet her, I saw how genuine she is.. in helping you and in loving you. So, I don't have to worry anymore if I leave you already. I already accepted her. I don't have any problem with you being a gay, I love you so much Noona so I accept you besides even before with Jerry you're already gay and when you said that Jerry and Jennie are one, all I do is laughed because I already knew why you love her so much. Noona.. I have a gift for you in the future. As you are reading this now, at the back of this paper is an address.. you can read it later. I donated my sperm in a sperm bank.. you can use it to build a family with Jennie, maybe? but I'll be glad if it's her, don't let her slipped away. Use it when you're ready.. I want you to continue our bloodline even when I'm gone already. I love you Lisa Noona! You're still a monkey.
Handsome Agent Limario Manoban
I chuckled as I read the last part as my tears are also gushing down my face, I look at the back of the paper and saw an address he was referring too.
"This kid.. He planned already without asking his Noona" I whispered. Jisoo hugged me from my side.
"He loves you so much" She said. I nodded and let myself cry again.
"Let's visit Oppa's tomb?" Jennie asked me. I nodded.
We walked to Jiyong's tomb and saw someone.
"Excuse me?" Jennie said. The woman faced us and I immediately recalled her face.
"I'm.. I'm sorry" She said and quickly grabbed the boy she is with.
"Wait! Jennie she is Chaerin" I whispered. The woman stopped walking and faced us.
"How did you know me?"
I come closer to her and showed her the photo that Jiyong gave me.
"Jiyong gave me this before he died.. is he your son?" She nodded. Jennie went to us and kneeled down.
"Hello what's your name?" She asked him with a smile. The boy hid behind Chaerin. "Hey.. don't be shy.. here. I can give you this candy, it's my baby's favorite. He is Limario.. say hi to him Lima.." Lima waves his hand. The boy smiled and talked.
"I'm.. Jaeyong..."
"Hi Jaeyong.. Lima can't talk.. he just knows how to say Mum and Mama.. by the way I am Jennie.. you can call me Auntie Jennie.. I am your father's sister" She said. I saw Chaerin smiled.
"I didn't know Jiyong has a sister.."
"He is really secretive.. We have an older brother.. there he is, the tall guy there. He is Seung-hyun." Jennie said. "This is Lisa, my wife.. we're visiting her brother's tomb there, you can join us if you want.. our friends would be happy to meet you and Jaeyong"
"A..are you sure?"
"Yes, actually we're finding you since Jiyong's death.. when we came to the address he gave us, the woman there said that you already left" I said
"Yes, we did. After I knew about Jiyong's business and issues we had a little confrontation.. after that I left without any notice.. I'm afraid that time that our son will also suffer." She explained.
"Don't worry.. everything is fine now. Also, our.. I mean, the father that me and Jiyong grew up with is already in jail and already regretting his mistakes.. when I get some time to visit him again, is it fine if you join us? He really wants to see his grand child with Jiyong" Jennie said. Chaerin smiled and nodded.
"I'll just place this candle and flowers and after pray for Jiyong then we can join our friends there okay?" I said.
Everything has it's purpose, even it has been good or bad. We all started in a wrong place and time but what's important is how we live our life in the future, what we chose and what we will choose in the future. No body is perfect, we might do mistakes but it will always be on how we would regret it and do something to mend it and because of that we should never close forgiveness in our hearts. Only forgiveness can make us feel relieved and free from all the things that happened in our life, we might not forget everything but giving forgiveness to the one who made mistake to us is the way of making yourself free from burden and sadness in your further life making you and the people around you happy and contented always.
I'm happy and contented with what we've become. I understand what Limario said to me. He wants me to be free and happy and I will do that not just for him but also for my family, not just Jennie, Angel and Limario but also our friends who had always been supportive in every step we took.
Agent Lalisa Manoban
Signing off...
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It's already done!
*PLAY THEME SONG AND BLOOPERS*
JUST KIDDING.
We still have a short epilogue. Short I guess? let's see.
Thank you very much for appreciating my work. I love you so much guys, you always make me happy with your comments. If you thought I'm not reading it all, well I always do. I always laughed at how you guys react in each line and I really love to know your feedbacks.
PS. SORRY FOR THE ERRORSSSS.
EPILOGUE
"Do you have plans about returning to entertainment industry?"
I chuckled and shook my head.
"Actually, I don't have any plans about that. Although, I missed the old days... but I saw the perfect career for me already and that's with my wife. After all I've been through, all I can say is that.. I am perfect to this job, an Agent." I explained.
"Can you give us a little hint about the anonymous Drug Lord you and your team are watching right now?" The host asked me. I smiled and look far away and saw my loving wife.
"I'm sorry but it's confidential.. but I can assure you that my team will do our best to eliminate all of them with the help also of our government."
"Ohh I thought I can catch something.. hahaha. Can we just have a little song from our former Ruby Jane Kim? Just a little, for your fans who are still waiting for you to come back"
"Of course but it will not change anything hahaha yet, they can still hear my voice.. I thought of posting some covers on my social media accounts for my fans.. that's all I can do" I said and laughed.
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"Mrs. Manoban! Mrs. Manoban! Is the Drug Lord you are talking about are one of your father's partners before?!"
"Sorry but Mrs. Manoban can't answer that, as what she said the case is confidential.. please step aside." Lisa said as we continued to walk to the car. I chuckled as I thought that she's still my same old Bodyguard.
The reporters chants my name repeatedly as they asked questions that can't be answered.
I became an Agent like Lisa after I came back from U.S. where I managed Seung-hyun Oppa's business there, which is Mr. Park's Agency also. Seung-hyun Oppa built branches of it in other countries after Mr. Park died and let him manage it since he has no children and Lisa is his copartner while Seulgi and Jisoo became the trainers and trust me... they didn't let me slip away easily. I went through a lot before I became one of them. I thought of backing out but then I still wake up and thought that this is what I really want. One day, Seung-hyun Oppa said that maybe that is why I like action when I was a kid and also guns and boy stuff, even WWE.
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"Say.. Noo—na.. Noona.. come on Lima.." Lisa and I are watching from afar as Angel patiently teaches Lima the word Noona. We admit Lima has difficulty in speaking. He mumbles it but he can't really say the word.
"Lima.. go on.. Noo—na.."
"Nyuuuoooo" Lima said. Angel sighed heavily.
Lisa laughed and I punched her arm.
"Aww.."
"Mum.. Mama.. are you watching us?" She let go of Lima and let him play.
We adopted Angel as soon as we fixed everything and got married. They said that Angel doesn't want to entertain anyone unless it is Lisa or me who will adopt her.
"I'm sorry baby.. you two are so cute.." Lisa said and carried her. I sat beside them and fixed some of Angel's hair.
"Don't pressure yourself princess, Lima will learn it soon.. the doctor said that maybe he is a late talker.." I explained.
Suddenly, Lima went to Angel and gave her his toy. A small monkey figure.
"Noo—na" He mumbled and pointed at the toy. Both Lisa and I look at each other with wide eyes.
"Limaaa! Noona is not a monkey" Angel whined.
Both of us laughed.
He really is Limario.
The End.