I will first priority the other characters' stories. Saglit lang yun. Para after nila, si Ryan at Rhianne nalang talaga. Pero sesegway segway ako sakanila kasi may times na pwedeng sa part na ganto sila ganito. Ganun haha ah basta ganun :))
Enjoy! :)
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*Chapter 48 part 1
Matt's POV
Matapos akong paalisin ni Mimi sakanila kagabi, wala na akong ginawa kundi ang umiyak ng umiyak. I locked myself up in my room. I don't eat nor drink. Hindi ako nakakaramdam ng kahit ano. I just only feel numbness. Manhid na ata ako sa sakit na nararamdaman ko. Ayoko na. Ayoko nang mabuhay!
I looked up on my mirror. Magang maga ang mata. Malalalim at malalaking eye bags. Namumutlang mga labi. I am not even hungry. It feels like I'm starving myself to death. But I don't care dahil wala narin naman siya sakin.
I gain every inch of my strength na natitira and punched the mirror I'm looking at. My right fist was full of blood. But I feel nothing. Nagcrack yung salamin sa harapan ko. Some fell on the ground. I picked that piece na may matalas na edge. I came out of my comfort room and sat beside my bed. I looked at that thing I am holding on my right hand.
I have my phone on my left hand. I typed her name on the recepient. And then tapped the message space.
Hindi ko na alam kung ano na yung ginagawa ko. My kuya is knocking on my door. Banging it like hell. Trying to barge in my room. I heard him shouting outside. Calling our yaya to get the keys in my room. Pero wala lang sakin.
And before he unlocked my room's door, I already did the most tragic thing I could ever do in my life.
And I know I have sent my last message to her:
"I love you Mimi. If you want me to be out of your life. If that's what you want, I will do it. If that would make you happy. Because that's how much I love you. Goodbye Mimi."
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Janelle's POV
The moment I received his text, I knew that something is wrong. Sobra akong kinakabahan to the point na hindi ako mapakali sa kinauupuan ko. I was eating my dinner with my family when I received that text. At kahit anong gawin ko di na ako mapakali. Nakabasag pa ako ng baso. Nawalan ako ng gana. Ewan ko ba.
Mat-mat, hindi ko alam kung bakit pero sana walang masamang nangyari sayo.
Habang iniimis ko yung nabasag ko biglang tumunog ang phone ko. And the name I saw on my phone made me feel more nervous.
"H-hello, kuya M-migs. B-bakit ka nap-patawag?"
"M-mimi... *sniff* s-si Matt... *siren*..."
"K-kuya anong meron kay Matmat? Bakit may ambulansya?"
"S-si Matt... *sniff* nagla-- *sigh* naglaslas. I found him in his room...-- BLAAAAG"
|Mimi! Anong nangyare?!|
|M-mama.. si Matmat... mama... *cries*|
And with that I fell on the ground and bursted out crying. My mom hugged me tight. She knew that something is wrong with me. My father talked to kuya Migs. I can't hear anything they're talking about. All I hear was my cry. My sobs. I cried like a baby.
If only. If only I didn't pushed him away, this would never happen. This is all my fault.
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|How is he?|
My father, asking Kuya Migs. Nandito kami ngayon sa hospital. It's only 2a.m. Late na kasi kami umalis ng bahay dahil sabi nila mama hindi kami aalis mg bahay at pupunta ng ospital kung hindi ako tatahan at di ko aayusin ang sarili ko. Ang hirap tumahan e. Kaya di ko napigilan.
|He's in the ICU po tito. He's actually in coma. Sabi ng doctor baka daw talagang pinuruhan niya yung pulse niya kasi may tama yung ugat niya sa wrist. That cause the coma. He needs to be operated dahil baka lumala yung sa vein na natamaan. And if that happens pwedeng maparalyzed yung kamay niya and worst, pwede niyang ikamatay. His cut is really deep tito at maraming dugo narin ang nawala sakaniya. *sniff* hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko po.|
Iyak lang nang iyak si kuya. Kahit ako hindi ko rin alam kung anong gagawin ko. Umiiyak lang ako ng umiiyak dahil sa mga narinig kong to. Kasalanan ko to. Matmat bakit mo to ginawa?
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I can't sleep. Pilit akong pinapauwi ni kuya pero sinabi kong ayoko. Dahil di din ako matatahimik sa bahay nang ganito parin ang kalagayan niya. Pinauwi ko na sila mama para magpahinga. Nagpadala nalang ako ng damit ko.
|M-mimi... you can go inside if you want to. B-baka makatulong para magising na siya.|
Kakagaling lang ni kuya sa loob ng room ni Matmat. Ngayon naman ako na ang papasok sa loob. Kaya ko ba?
Nagbihis ako ng labgown ng hospital at yung sa buhok. Saka ako tuluyang pumasok sa room niya. I sat on the chair beside him. I saw his right hand. May bandage yung fist niya. It means may sugat din yon. Nakita ko rin yung cuts niya sa may left hand niya. I touched his right hand. Dahan dahan lang para hindi masaktan. Iniangat ko ito and I saw his wound on his wrist. I mean nakagauze naman siya kaya hindi ko nakita yung mismong sugat. I led his hand on my cheeks.
|Matmat... B-bakit mo ginawa to? *sniff* iiwan mo nanaman a-ako. Wag naman. O-okay na sakin yung n-nasa America ka e. P-pero yung ganito? Wag n-naman. Matmat.. *sobs* gising ka na...|
I cried a lot. Hindi ko ineexpect to. Hindi ko ineexpect na baka yung message na yun ang last text niya.
After I don't know how many hours I stayed in the ICU, I went to the chapel and prayed.
|God, alam ko namang kasalanan ko kung bakit siya ganyan. Hindi ko siya hinayaang magexplain. God you know how much I care for him. Alam niyo po yung totoong nararamdaman ko. Pero God, please kailangan ko pang bumawi sakaniya. Kailangan ko pa siya. Wag muna po please? Wag muna...|
Iyak lang ako ng iyak habang nagdadasal. Hindi ko nalang namalayan na maynkatabi na pala ako.
|Ate panyo po?|
I looked at him at kinuha ko yung panyo. Ang cute nama ng batang ito kaya lang puro white yung suot niya.
|Hello, anong name mo?|
|Matthew po :)|
|Matthew, salamat dito ha. Sinong kasama mo? Bakit ka nandito?|
Tumingin lang siya sakin at ngumiti.
|Daddy ko po. Pero nasa operating room parin po siya. Napadaan lang po ako dito sa chapel kasi nakita kitang umiiyak. Alam mo ate, kung ano man yung nangyare at kung ano man yung reason ng pagiyak mo, hindi mo dapat sinisisi yung sarili mo. Kasi hindi mo naman ginusto yung nangyari e. At wag kang magalala. Sabi naman ni Papa God walang imposible basta maniwala ka lang sakaniya :)|
Batang bata palang pero sobrang laking impact agad nung sinabi niya. I looked at the altar in front. "God, nothing is impossible. Magigising siya. I trust you."
I looked at the kid beside me and I saw him smiling at me. I smiled back.
|Anong nangyari sa daddy mo bakit siya nasa operating room? :)|
Hindi ko alam kung bakit parang kinabahan ako but something is really going on with this kid. And the moment he answered my question, doon nagsimulang magtaasan ang balahibo ko.
|We had an accident. I was doa while my daddy is in critical. Sinusundo na ako kanina pero nakita po kita. But I know I've done my part kaya kailangan ko na pong umalis. Bye ate :) maniwala ka lang na gagaling siya :).|
After he said those words I woke up with kuya shaking me.
|Mimi. Kanina pa kita hinahanap nandito ka lang pala. Kain ka na. Baka paggising ni Matt at nakita kang payat magalit pa sakin yun. :)|
|K-kuya...|
Kuya Migs just looked at me with eyes full of questions. Yung bata? His dad. Is it just a dream?
But why am I still in the chapel?
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Hi readers! Sana nagustuhan niyo itong part 1 ng story nila haha. Hindi ko alam kung ilang parts aabot ito pero tatapusin ko na silang tatlo. Hahaha
Gusto ko lang ding sabihin, wala akong alam sa nilalagay ko dito tungkol sa pagiging coma kapag naglaslas. Hindi ako sure dito hahaha isipin niyo nalang totoo. Sayang yung drama :D
Enjoy! Haha