Getting outta the shower, putting on some blue jeans with the knees ripped out, a gray sweater, black converse with my hair tied up with a couple of pieces out to frame my face and my mask back on, I know I could trust them and could take it off but maybe not yet, those walls I've built are just to high to start taking down.
I make my way down to the lake leaving Jas to sleep back in the room. I notice a lot of people there, some of the other squads are at the fire, my whole crew was there besides Ghost.
"Ayeee it's our best shooter on camp"
"Haha hey Soap" I say as I seat between Price and Gaz
"Wanna drink, while I go get another?"
"What you drinking?"
"Whisky"
"Yeahh screw it let's go for it, get me a straw to please Soap"
"Anything for you lill las"
I turn to Price
"I have tomorrow off right?"
"Yes lieutenant, you can get white girl wasted if you wish"
"Haha okayy, I don't I'm good with my liquor."
"Ah sure"
"Gaz dont listen to this old geezer okay"
"We'll see how you go then lill one, one for one you and me then" Soap says as he approaches with 2 bottles of whiskey and pepperoni pizza
"Yeah righto but I'm not doing that straight, I need coke or I won't wake up tomorrow."
"Nahh come on, live alittle well do it on ice you'll be fine"
Looking at Price with puppy eyes for him to save me. The old fart just shakes his head at me and laughs
"Yeahh righto let's do it, but Johnny your looking after my dog tomorrow haha"
"Haha okay I'll look after the little guy. Here, it might surprise you, you probably will like it better like this then with all that caffeine and sugar." He tries to convince me while handing me a drink and pizza
I got used to the burning sensation by half a bottle. John left after awhile. So I cuddled up next to Gaz while Soap was across from us.
"Wanna play truth or dare" Soap says with to much cheer in his voice
"Haha no Johnny that's a child's game"
"Awhhh come on it'll be fun"
"Kyle you gonna play cuase I need a buffer from Johnny's constant questions....pleaseee"
"Are we on first name basis now, Tristan?" Gaz says while rubbing my arm
Heat flooded my system, checks going bright red, hearing Gaz use my first name for the first time. I tried to hide my face by hiding behind his back like a little school girl.
I don't understand what they do to me, I am know for how cutthroat and cold I can be to other men, No strings, no attachments, no emotions. You see I'm called Hacker, not cause I'm good on computers, hell I'm that shit I don't even know how to use word document. No it's because I'm good with Manpiluating men and getting into their heads. Im the one you want to do your nogataging in hostage situation, or simply looking at the evidence and being get into they mind frame and able to pin point what the enemies next move would be. That's why Price sort me out for this mission but being here with this guys who's seem to make me want to forget everything that I try to hide behind with my walls and the rules. Seems to be messing with me with my mind instead.
We all agree to play. Stupid shit like what's your favourite song or go jump in the lake sorta truth and dares. All three of us together have gone through a bottle and a half of whiskey and smashed the pizza. Soap ended up moving so he sat the other side of me, being in the middle of Gaz and Soap now.
"Right Tristan truth or dare"
"I'll choose truth please Johnny"
"Very well why do you wear the mask?"
"It's there to stop me from making out with Kyle over here, hehe nah multiple reason. Manly it's a trust and conceal my identity but yeahhh..."
"so you must not trust us then"
"Johnny don't be like that, just give me sometime,okay?"
"Okay"
"Kyle truth or dare"
"Dare, sweetheart"
"Text Price, asking him what sorta cologne he was wearin today cause it smelled amazing"
"Hahha that is so good, good one lill las"
"What no way, haha fine" Gaz pulls out his phone texting price, showing us the text "right on then back to you then Tristan truth or dare?"
"Dare" I say with a wink
"Kiss Johnny"
"I'm not taking off my mask come on"
"Fine party pooper, go get Ghost"
"What!?"
"Your dare is to go back and bring Ghost down here to hang out"
Not sure if it was the liquided courage I had or my dumbass just forgetting everything that happened today with all the tension between him but I. I just thought why the heck not
"Okayy, fine but I'm taking this with me cause that's a long walk without a drink so, Johnny dear go get yaself a new bottle, I will be back with a dare for you." I say as I take the bottle of whiskey off the ground and start walking towards the house.
"Wait wait, Johnny may I have your jacket it's kinda cold in these wet clothes" I ask as I walk back to them
"Haha yeah sure but I don't know why you didn't take them off to dry off next to the fire would of been warmer, here"
"Your so right, smart boy here look after this" I take off my sweater leaving me in just a bra, taking Soaps jacket throwing it over myself. And start jogging to the house
"Okay I'll be back with the good old Ghosty boy soon!"
Knock knock
"No fuck off"
"Come on Ghosty please open the door"
"I'm serious lieutenant, go away"
"Okayyyy, fine I'll go"
Not really, I unlocking the door with spear hairpin. Walking in to find ghost in his bed, all I can see from the moon light room was a chiselled chest, carved like one of those Greek statues. A sheet Loosely covering over his stomach. But what made my jaw drop was the size of the erection that he was holding that was covered by this sheet
"Holy shit Ghosty why didn't you come get me"
"Fuck sake, I told you to get out...wait what?"
"I said why didn't you come and get me, I thought I was yours to use, unless you've already replaced me" yep I most definitely am drunk, why would I agree to that
"Turn around and kneel"
I turn around but not kneel I'm not a fucking dog, I hear Ghost get out of his bed and then some noise of moments. He comes around to towers over me. Shirtless only in some gray trackies with his bulge still proment
"I said kneel" he firmly says
"I'm not a fucking dog" i reply while trying to take in this piece of artwork infront of me and trying to stop myself from falling over and dropping the bottle of whisky in my hand. He grabs my jaw so I only can look him in the eyes
"I thought you said you said you were mine?"
"Woah slow down, not so fast give me a second so the room stops spinning"
"What?" He looks down to see the 3/4 empty bottle in my hand, wet pants, bra and Johnny's jacket
"Why the fuck are u wet and why are you Soaps jacket after I told you to stay away from them."
"You said I can't be with them doesn't mean I can't get close to them. Plus I can do whatever I want, I have those boys wrapped around my finger"
"You think you control those boys, 1 word from me and they won't even look at you until I say otherwise. I'm their lieutenant they listen to me not you. What you think your top shit cause you did a half desiant shot"
"Like to see you try to keep them away from me. Don't get the shits just cause I saved your ass and you don't know how to say Thankyou, but there's away you can thank me instead." I attempted flirty punch with hand holding the whisky bottle
"Fuck you reck of alcohol, give me that no more for you"
He takes the bottle and puts it on the desk he has in his room, turning back to look at me
"You need to get those wet clothes off and sober up, go" he points with his head towards his bathroom.
" ha no I'll go to my room thanks"
"No you won't and you'll leave the door open, so I can hear if you pass out or fall over"
"I can look after myself, Thankyou very much"
"Oh really, cause I think if I let go of you right now you'll fall flat on your ass"
"Pfft noooo...I'm fine I don't need your help okay Ghostyy"
He takes a deep breath and exhale through his nose removing his hand waiting for me to take my first step on my own. By this point all the alcohol is buzzing throughout my body making me feel like a feather but unfortunately is means I can't feel or control it at all. Taking a step backwards to walk to my room I feel like a dear taking it's first steps and I make it to the door and slamming my back into the doorframe and slowly sliding down it to make it to the floor carefully I close my eyes and feel my body go lip for a while
"Damnit Parker, don't fall asleep"
Unable to open my eyes i mumble sounds at him and feel his hands wrap around my body and pick me up bridel style. My head feeling like it weighed a ton I rest it on his chest. Hearing his heartbeat was so soothing, letting out a sigh with happiness, that the stone cold killer seemed to actually care and have a heart under all those layers seemed comforting. Squinting my eyes to adjust to the light in the bathroom, getting placed on the sink counter. Ghost turns around and runs the bath with bubbles.
"Why are you doing this?" Seemly shooked
"You were about to pass out and in the state your in, you would of got hyperthermia or the best case scenario a cold"
"Why do you even care, I could of done it myself"
Walking over to me placing his hands eiether side of me trapping me in, he looks me straight into my eyes
"Just shut the fuck up and focus on not passing out"
"Yes sir" I give me a mocking tone
"Don't Parker, it's been a long day and all I want to do is punish you for all the shit you've done but I won't cause you can't handle it right now"
"Awhhh ghosty wants to play nice, do we wanna pretend we like each other awhhhh"
"Fuck your more of bitch when drunk"
"Just to you" I give him a little wink
"Whatever, can you get undressed and in the bath yourself or need help"
"If you want to rip my clothes off just say it Ghost"
"That's enough from you alright, I'm gonna wait outside if you need help"
"Very well but help me down"
I hook my arms around his neck and he lefts me up and doesn't let go until my feet a flat on the ground.
"Oh here take this I don't want it to get destroyed" handing him Johnnys jacket
"Mmm we will talk about that later" he says as he walked out of the room
I slip out of my wet clothes leaving my mask on just in case he decides to walk in. I place my feet in the bath and put one hand either side to support myself, the mixture of being drunk and a bubble bath didn't end well, slipping on my way down, smashing my head on the side of the bath ending up fully emerged in water, soaking my mask making it impossible to breath when I resefaced. Ghost rans in trying to piece together what happened, his eyes narrowed in on my mask suffercating me.
"Take it off"
Get fucked I'm not showing you my face again, I just shake my head and try to breath through it
"Take it off or I will"
Knowing it wouldn't work breathing through it, I unhook one side and let it flop taking in big breaths
"Get out, now!?" I say with a cold tone as I make eye contact with him, he shakes his head his eyes seem to soften as he takes in my features
"No you can cut your shit and face forward"
I look forward so he couldn't see my face and I couldn't see him. I hear his clothes fall to the floor and the water around me move. His legs out stretch around me and I feel a sponge softly scrub my back.
We seat in silence while Ghost scrubbed my back, then handed me the spongeto clean rest of myself my body still swaying from the alcohol I lean my head up against wall since I was exhausted
"Come on darling don't fall asleep, we need to get you to bed"
Darling that's new, he leans in closer to me and I feel these soft kisses on shoulder blade his kissing me, no mask?! Out of pure instinct and the interest of seeing what lies underneath that mask has come to a pecked now that I was just one head turn to find out. I barley turn my head when Ghost grabs the back of my neck forcing me to stop
"I wouldn't if I was you.....I could so easy break this pretty little neck of yours if you try again, do you understand"
"Yes sir"
"Fuckkk...your really not making this easy" he mubbles under his breath
"Your the one that got undressed and was roaming his hands all over me"
"You really try to make everything into a fight don't you" he shakes my head with how he moves his arm "I'm done, you face forward until I say otherwise"
"Yes sir"
"Fuck it, close your eyes don't open until I say you can"
He pulls my body closer to him I feel how hard he was by it squished up against my ass and back. He runs his hand from the back of my neck to the front of my neck, pulls me back onto his chest, laying my head up in the crock of his neck tighting the grip on my neck to make it harder to breath. His other hand runs over my breast playing with them pinching and slapping earnings gasps. Being pleased he moves his hand down to the begging sex. His hand makes it to my thighs, With a strong grip he squeezes my thighs. Letting a moan fall from lips
"I'm not doing" he pushes me off him "don't open your eyes or move"
He gets up walks out, when his in ear shot
"Okay you can move freely now"
I shoot out of the bath, wrap a towel around myself storm out to his room but no one was there like a fucking ghost again I roll my eyes at myself. Fine I'll go to bed, sobering up now I head to bed finding a bottle of water and Panadol seating on my bedside table, I don't think twice about how they got here and take them. I lay my head on the pillow with thoughts of Ghost swirling around in my head, just wanting it to come to an end be able to sleep.
Author notes
I'm trying more time going back and rereading to make sure there's no spelling mistakes but even when I do there's always so many. I also go back and read all chapters and see all the spelling mistakes or errors and I wanna fix them now but not sure if I change them after I finish the whole story 🤔