𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐲-𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭
"𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐩𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐮𝐬,"
"Thank god, we skipped gym class or health class whatever the fuck we're taking. We barely walked in and everything was so fucking chaotic, every different type of ball was flying everywhere. Yeah, no thanks." JJ lightly cracked up, glancing over at my intense gaze, as my arm laid on top of the passenger seat, and I laid my head against my fist, while my deep brown eyes deeply admired everything about his facial structure.
Like I always did.
The twinkie was parked by the side of the quiet road after we visited a nearby gas station and he bought some of our favorite snacks. For the last few minutes, we were enjoying each other company, as I snacked on my sweet Twizzlers pack, watching as some cool cars flew past, attempting to forget about the geometry quiz this morning, the strange stares we got at school today, the rumor that circled the high school, nearly ruining our reputation.
"Like seriously, we would not survive those fucking forty long ass minutes, ever. Maybe walking out with a missing arm or leg, but coming out with a full and unharmed body, impossible." JJ kept rambling, but his words soared over my head.
My eyes strained into his unique and beautiful facial structure, admiring his sharp jaw that always caught my eye. His light brown birthmarks splattered all over his symmetrical face as if it were paint coming from the bristles of a small paintbrush. His luminous blue orbs, with a deep blue hint around them, locking the combination together making them even more unique. His thin and always kissable pair of delicate lips, even though they weren't as thick as others, it was still delightful to place small and lovely pecks on them. The neat blonde eyebrows I always shape up once a month, even when he tells me not to, because he is frightened that I am going to mess them up, but I've never disappointed him or his previous hookups.
"Maddie?" His deep voice rang in my ears, snapping me back into place, watching his neat eyebrows furrow further down his face.
"What are you thinking about?" He whispered, following a small chuckle. "Be honest with me. I bought you candy, so you be honest with me. Tit for tat." JJ reached over, and poked his soft finger against my cheek, making my plump lips curl into an enormous and genuine smile, and I allowed a light giggle to slip.
"You know the phrase, I love you to the moon and back?" I questioned him, watching his head slowly tilt to the side, and he pushed his thin lips out.
"Maddie, what?"
"Do you?" I questioned once more, bringing up a half-eaten red Twizzler to my mouth, slammed my strong teeth on the squishy candy, and ripped it out.
"Yes, I do. What about it?" He confusedly chuckled, lightly shrugging his muscular and tan shoulders. "What do you think it means?" I asked, gently chewing the sweet candy, as it absorbed my taste buds.
"That you love somebody by an enormous distance. Which is the love I feel for you." JJ explained, tugging the side of his lips into an adorable smile at the end of his explanation.
"Well...sorry to break it to you, but traveling to the moon and back is only eight days," I informed, watching his eyes mash into a squint, and he began shaking his head.
"No, it's longer." He denied.
"Nope, just eight days."
"That's why it's a little better to say, Love you to the moon and to Saturn," I suggested, watching him playfully roll his bright eyes. "Why? Cause that's a Taylor Swift song?" JJ obviously questioned me, knowing the answer inside and out.
"Yes, of course. But it's a little longer. It's a year. But! What's even better is Jupiter to Earth is nine years." I enlightened, watching his blonde brows furrow once again.
"How do you know all of this?"
"My three am Google searches. I'm very curious during that hour." I honestly told him, hearing him softly hum out. "I'm definitely searching for something else at that time rather than educating myself with moons, and Uranus and shit," JJ lowly muttered, ripping his bright eyes off of me and over at the white plastic bag filled with many of our favorite snacks by the quiet radio.
"Do I wanna know? No. I'm okay, thanks for the none-needed detail." I immediately shook my head at a rapid rate. "I'm sure you think about it, that's why you don't need many details." JJ dashingly responded, with a small and bothersome snort sounding from his sharp nose.
His foolish words always found a way to get inside of my head and mess with me. Rather if it was in a teasing way, or an annoying way. He left a mark on me like no other, and he sure knew about that. He read my mind like no other.
"Mind your business, idiot. Don't worry about if I apparently think about that or not." I rolled my dark eyes and shifted myself closer to him, lifted my bare feet, which were covered in one of my favorite comfy light blue socks, and bent them behind my upper half.
"Mhm. K." JJ barely hummed, while I watched his thin lips tug into a small teasing devilish smirk.
"But that can be our thing." JJ changed the subject before I leaned my head and slightly hummed out. "What can be?"
"I love you to the moon and jupiter. Way better than saying the typical, I love you. Adds a little spice." He explained, causing a small giggle to erupt from my mouth at his new idea that we would certainly pick up on.
"I'm very glad that you have cool ideas. How about, I love you till the moon and Saturn?" I suggested, wiggling my neat eyebrows at the boy.
"Why? Because it's a part of a Taylor Swift song?" JJ quickly shot back, and my head nodded instantly.
"As long as you know, Jay."
"Fine. I love you till the moon and to Saturn, plus." JJ sweetly let out, moving one of his veiny hands toward me, and pulled out his pinky which had a small silver ring wrapped around it.
In response to his sweet and loving phrases, I dragged my free hand toward his hand and held it in his direction. I pulled out my slim pinky and repeated his words, "I love you till the moon and to Saturn."
"You didn't say plus, Maddie." JJ's blonde eyebrows cocked, with a small snicker escaping his mouth. "It just ruins it, darling," I complained, hurling my head back before a small huff flew out.
"It doesn't ruin our love, does it?" He challenged, earning my head to yank back down, and his bright eyes stayed on my complexion.
"No," I replied.
"It's an extra word, Madalyn. Just say it." JJ expressed, brushing the tip of his pinky across mine, making me feel a little tickle occur on my delicate skin.
"I love you, JJ, till the moon to Saturn...plus." I finally spoke, before I watched his lips splatter into a bigger smirk than before, and his pinky gently wrapped around mine, and tightly squeezed, and it repeated his actions, locking in our small promise of our devotion.
"There you go, it wasn't that hard to tell me that you love me." JJ teased, jiggling our hands before they relaxed, slipped out of each other's grasp, and relaxed onto one another.
"No, it's not because your my favorite boyfriend I've ever had, and the words just fly out every time I look at you or think about you." I returned his teasing energy, and a small and sarcastic sigh flew out of me.
Afterward, I said those meaningful and accurate words, I noticed a shift in his complexion, his teasing, and my favorite smirk gradually dropped and he dragged his bottom lip into his mouth, and his sharp teeth bit down. His sharp nose scrunched forcing his face to wrinkle along with it as I watched a small hint of baby pink surround and drown his high cheekbones.
"I...I like it better that way." JJ soon threw out those words, before I watched him loosen his face, revealing his totally flushed cheeks, bringing a proud and gigantic grin to smash my plump lips.
"Nice blush, sweetheart. Did you secretly take my makeup products?" I poked at him, watching him immediately slam his head into his hands, attempting to hide from me, but his image was glued in my head and I wasn't going to forget it anytime soon.
"Oh, shut up. Come here, darling." JJ slowly shook his head, poking his tongue at the side of his cheek until he slowly leaned in, and our eyes strained into each other, creating a type of tension.
Then, I felt one of his warm hands secretly land on the side of my warm neck, and the other one landed on the side of my sharp jaw. His thumb that laid over my jaw, drew tiny circles, making the moment appear more loving because that's what it was. I gradually dragged my slim hands up to his thick wrist, and wrapped my fingers around his warm skin, holding him tightly and firmly.
We didn't rush into the kiss like other times.
This time we enjoyed the slow part of it.
My adoring eyes started fluttering close, feeling him get closer to my face before I felt his warm breath fan over my lips. Momentarily, his lips softly pressed into mine, almost nervous that I was going to shatter all over him like a fragile piece of glass.
My body melted further into the gentle kiss, slowly moving my lips in sync with his, so in sync that it looked like we practiced it.
As the kiss went on, our breaths got heavier because of the lack of air we had been inhaling in our bodies, and the long pauses my tan slim hands began loosening from his thick wrist. I leaned my head to the side, pressing my lips further into his, trying to savor more of this moment.
There was no tongue included in this kiss, it's like we wanted the same soft and affectionate thing, and we were on the same page. Of course, we enjoy moments where it's heated, but we both know that having soft moments like this means everything.
His veiny and warm hands squeezed my soft skin on the back of my neck and jaw, while I took notice that kiss began growing slower and slower. Lastly, our lips stayed on each other for a few more seconds until I felt his thin lip draw away, and he let out a large exhale.
A small pit of sweet laughter escaped my lips before a little huff lurched out of my mouth, however, I kept my eyes shut and we kept our loving touch on each other.
"I wanna stay here with you. I don't wanna go back." JJ whined against my lips before I laid my forehead against his and whispered back, "So let's stay. Easy fix."
"We have to pick up the others for lunch next period." JJ reminded, getting a hum from my mouth. "So...enjoy this moment with me. Will ya?" I murmured, feeling my lips quickly thump his.
"I will." He whispered.
A few moments of us being attached like this, casually gripping each other's skin ever so often, until his dark voice broke the comfortable silence that filled the Twinkie.
"Hey, what did you whisper in my ear this morning? It was a blur." He raised a question, instantly making my dark eyes pop open, and my heart slowly sank down my abdomen.
My head soared away from him, resulting in his radiant eyes bursting open, quickly catching the sight of me. Humiliation took over my complexion by a hurricane. After, I snapped my eyes away from his, and down at the messy van floor. My sharp pearly white teeth showed while my lips started spreading thin, with a pair of eyes widening.
"You...you heard that?" I whispered, soon greatly clearing my throat. "Not really. I just felt your breath in my ear. I got up quickly because I felt you getting infuriated. And I didn't want you to shout at me." JJ explained before my eyes went over to him, rapidly.
"I never shout at you, Jayj. What do you mean?" I slanted my head to the side, capturing his eyes lightly rolling, but he attempted to cover it up.
"Only if you do stupid shit, then I will."
"Mostly. Yeah, your right." He answered, bouncing his head a couple of times, with a small pout with his bottom lip.
"But...I wanna know...what you told me this morning." JJ leaned closer, gliding his radiant eyes up and down my body, nearly trying to seduce me. "I don't-" I whispered before he cut my words off and uttered, "Tell me."
"Just tell me. How bad could it be?" JJ scoffed, with a tiny snicker. "All I heard was something about you giving me a show. Sounds rather hot. What type of show." JJ explained, dragging his bottom lip into his mouth, and mashing his sharp teeth into his skin.
"It-it was just to get you up. If you woke up, I would give you a show like that other night. I thought you were so disgusted with me for some reason. But never mind." I blurted out, wanting to get over this spotlight.
After I finally closed my mouth, his bright eyes popped open, he snatched his sharp teeth away from his bottom lip, and his blonde eyebrows furrowed down his face, practically horrified.
"Ridiculous, fucking ridiculous." He let out, and that made my heart fall further down my stomach if that was possible, as his bright eyes burned into my body.
"I know that's fucking disgusting, I thought you liked it for some reason! I don't know why. I just said whatever to try and get you up." I surged one of my slim hands up to my temples, but he was still silent.
"You know what, Madalyn..." JJ spoke, keeping his bright eyes on my body. "What?" I lowly let out, with a small wince and nervousness in my voice.
"Hop in the back." He suddenly demanded. In reaction, my head cocked back at his stunning, confusing, and demanding phrases.
"The back...W-what for?" I questioned.
"I'm going to make sure the word disgust is not coming anywhere near our fucking relationship, understand me?" JJ stated, pushing his head closer to mine, nearly stealing my remaining breath living in my body.
At that point, my heart was beginning to pump out of my chest, and almost splattering all over him. I didn't know where this was going to go, however, I had the smallest hint by his demanding voice, stern bright eyes, his thin lips being sucked in, and his harsh facial expressions. Now I was interested in what was going to go down in a few minutes.
All that appeared on my blank and heavily interested complexion, was a teasing and slow-rising devilish smirk.
"Got it, darling," I whispered, bringing my bottom lip into my mouth and my sharp teeth bit down on it.
I reached over towards him and gripped the top of his leather seat, and mine, before I shoved myself off of the light brown leather-cracking cushion. My feet stepped onto the small compartment that separated JJ and I before I landed on the van floor.
I dropped my contact with the seats, ducking my head down, avoiding clashing with the roof of the van. After, I strolled toward one of the long leather seats in the back of the dim van, with all of the small windows covered in their small burgundy pattern curtains.
Which was a good thing.
If we were leading to that point.
My head twisted towards my boyfriend, finding him pushing himself over the small compartment, just like I did before he peeked up at me. Our eyes locked while I teasingly lowered myself onto one of the long and leather-tight seats.
I watched his tall figure start approaching me, while I innocently gazed deeply into his dominant blue eyes. Noticing a change in their tone of light blue because of the kind of mood and tension that was happening between us.
"Now...the word disgust doesn't have a spot nor space to be in between us." JJ stopped his feet in front of my body and started leaning his upper body over, having his soft lips hover over mine.
His veiny hands landed on my shoulder blades that my blouse covered making my head immediately tug down, watching and feeling his fingertips press into my skin. My slim and soft hands glided up to the bottom of his muscular arm and grasped the bottom of his two-pointy elbow.
"It doesn't belong with us." He whispered, catching my attention, and making my head snap back up to him, and we tied eyes again.
"There is a small space between us," I whispered, soon sliding my tongue across my plump lips before his brown eyebrows corked. "And where's that, honey?"
"Our lips." I innocently told him.
With that, he slammed his thin and sweet-tasting lips down against mine, causing my face to drive back, but our lips stayed locked. My arms flew up to the back of his neck and wrapped around tightly, pulling him closer to my body as our lips moved and connected many times. I felt his fingertips run down my body, teasingly passing my tits, making a small sensation of pleasure run through my body.
Then, he gradually itched his way down my body, and towards my lower back. I raised my long legs and slung them around his hips, tightly wrapping them, keeping him closer.
"Mm." He hummed.
Without any warning, I felt him grasp the skin on my lower back, and he flopped his muscular body onto the long seat next to me, yanking me along with him, making a noisy yelp escape my mouth, in surprise.
I pushed my lips away from his before I fluttered my brown eyes open, finding him lazily staring up at me, and a massive huff escaped my mouth.
"Jay." I exhaled, watching him tilt his head up and then he bucked his hips, almost making me tumble into his face if I didn't quickly act and clamp my hand onto his chest.
"What's up, honey?" He questioned me, bringing his bottom lip into his mouth, and nibbling on it. The feeling of his bulging cock poking into me was enough to taunt me, making me need him. Nonetheless, I knew that if I unraveled like this in front of him, he'd hold it against me for all eternity.
"This," I murmured, moving my hands away from the back of his neck, placing them on my hips, and teasingly running my hands down my body, watching his bright eyes follow.
My fingertips pinched the soft fabric of my blouse before I raised it and began peeling it off of my body, keeping my eyes on him. His bright eyes never left my body, almost refusing as if it was wrong to.
The blouse went over my head, making my eyes shut from the fabric pressing into my face until I ripped it away, revealing my small and grey cotton Calvin Klien bra that held my tits perfectly, which he saw since his eyes bulged out of his socket.
"Fuck, Maddie," JJ whined like a child at the sight of me. A small giggle slipped out, chucking the blouse across the van, and my slim hands flew back against his body, and I momentarily made my way into his soft sandy hair.
"You're so perfect. They sit so perfect, everything about you is so perfect. Your body. God took his fucking time with you, darling." JJ began rambling, under me, trailing his bright eyes up and down my body multiple times, causing a familiar and pleasurable feeling burst in my stomach.
"Oh my, jayj. I love it when you look and talk to me like that." I honestly notified him, feeling his hands glide down to my exposed hips, grasping and gripping at my warm skin.
"I'm never going to stop. This is just the beginning." He stated as I felt his fingertips harshly press into my hips, possibly leaving finger indents.
The way he held me, looked at me, nibbled his lips, and the tension between us grew needy and thick. I attempted not to sound and look needy, but over time, I knew it was going to become harder and harder. Nevertheless, ever since that one night in bed, it's been hard for me to forget about what happened between us. How he felt, how he sounded, tasted, looked, how good the experience was with him. I craved more. I knew he was going to be my new addiction.
A/N: Don't worry! You guys aren't robbed!!!!! The next chapter is the next part of this. I didn't wanna add it to this chapter because it was going to be almost 26,000 words. But I'm sure you guys wouldn't have mind, I think.😅