Dear long lost friend,
Uhm.. happy birthday. I don't think you'll ever see this but I guess I just needed to let you know I didn't forget. Like you once said, you're etched in stone in my mind. I was wrong and I'm sorry, you stood by the whole time even though I couldn't see it and I shouldn't have doubted you. This is all close to being over and I guess its almost time to say farewell, its been really hard letting you go..
Things are looking up, I'm trying to move on, but dont worry about me I met a girl who makes everything make sense again, I'll figure this out. Be happy and keep being the amazing person I know, you were my best friend and I'll always cherish that. Dye your hair, get in trouble, have fun and smile; your whole life is ahead of you. It's not over til its over.
"Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts we're spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go
(Oh) I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn't so
(Oh) I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got"