Beyoncé pov
*studio*
"Baby I'm ready to go. My feet hurt, im hungry, & i have to pee." I complained as Nicki nodded. "Okay baby just a second I'll come run your feet & come on let me help you to the bathroom." Nicki said as I sighed. Once she helped me up, I felt this weird sting in my lower back. "Fuck." I winced as she looked back at me. "You okay?" She asked as I nodded. "Mhm im fine. I just had a sharp pain run through my back." I said.
The doctor said Blue will be here any day now. Hopefully real soon cause I'm tired of being mean & pregnant. I want my old body & self back. Once I was done peeing, I wiped, flushed, & washed my hands. "Your little waddle is so cute bae." I heard Nicki say from behind me as I rolled my eyes. "Leave me aloneee." I whined as she giggled.
"You getting in the booth?" She asked as I nodded a little. It's been a while but why not? It'll kill time. Nicki was in here bc she was working on an album that she started on almost a year ago. She never got around to finishing it, so she decided to pull it back up tonight & ofc I had to go bc I wanted to be in her skin.
"Tell your baby girl to stop killing meeee." I pouted sitting in a chair that was in the studio booth. Nicki bought it for me incase I wanted to sing a few notes here & there. She giggled & just shook her head. "You'll be fine baby. You ready?" She said as I nodded. "Pull up the beat that I did a couple weeks ago. The one when I said I was gonna write about Blue. Ima just freestyle on it & we'll edit it later cause I'm ready to go." I said as she nodded. "Okay here it goes." She said as I put the headphones on.
When you were born, the angels sighed in delight
They never thought they'd see such a beautiful sight
You took the breath and the world was right again
Tears were shed, how we had been blessed
And your love, it shines so bright
You bring me back to life, back to life
You make everything right, oh
And your love, it shines so bright
You bring me back to life, back to life
You got a light inside, light inside
God made you beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
God made you beautiful, beautiful, you're beautiful
Well look at me, you were brought into my life
I kiss those little feet and watch for your perfect smile
And when it comes, the world stops in your eyes
I found love, I found peace of the purest kind
And your love, it shines so bright
You bring me back to life, back to life
You make everything right, oh
And your love, it shines so bright
You bring me back to life, back to life
You got a light inside, light inside
God made you beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
God made you beautiful, beautiful, you're beautiful
Thank God, I get on my knees and pray
Thank God for giving me a life
You're beautiful, you're beautiful, too beautiful
God made you beautiful
God made you beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
God made you beautiful, beautiful, you're beautiful
I had my eyes closed until I felt a sharp pain & a gust of water come out of me. I quickly opened my eyes & tried to get up but I couldn't cause the pain was unbearable. "Baby." I yelled as she looked up from the studio board.
"Oh shit your water broke." She said rushing into the booth. "Fuckkk this hurt so bad Nicki omg." I groaned as she picked me up. "I know baby. You're gonna be fine. I got you just breathe." She said as I held on to her shaking.
I don't judge me but I shake when I'm in pain. Once she sat me in the car, she went back to locked up the studio. Everything like the baby bag & our bags were already in the trunk, so we didn't have to pack anything. "Can you play some music? It soothes me a little." I asked as she nodded & turnt the radio on. I turnt my body to the window & she rubbed my back in circles.
She was speeding so much to get us to the hospital. "I'm so embarrassed." I blurted out as she glanced at me a little before focusing back on the road. "Why baby?" She asked. "Bc it looks like I peed all over myself. & I can still feel the water coming out. Your seat is gonna be soaked." I said as she shrugged. "I mean it's natural baby don't be embarrassed. Giving birth is a beautiful thing. & besides it's not this is the first time you soaked my seats." She said as I laughed a little at the last part. "Mmmm omg im in pain & you're tryna be nasty. That was our first time having sex too." I said as she nodded.
"Mhm & it was fire as fuck. We was so drunk that night, but I remember everything that happened." She said. I laughed a little before I felt another contraction. "OH HELL NAH. IM READY TO GET HER THE FUCK OUT NOW. SHITTTT." I yelled as I put my head against her dashboard.
"I shoulda recorded this. Matter fact ima record when we make it to the hospital. These cars driving slow as fuck. I'm finna zoom past these bitches." She said speeding past everybody. Good thing she knows how to drive (a little).
We finally arrived to the hospital & the receptionist told us to go to the 3rd floor. "Bitches gotta be so fucking difficult. I'm not letting you get on no fkn elevator hurting like this. Can you at least have her doctor to come get her? This is very unprofessional & uncomfortable for her. Not only that, but we already got ppl recording & taking videos of us." Nicki said as she girl sighed & buzzed in a doctor.
They came & took me to the 3rd floor as I waited for Nicki to come. She came not too long after. "Sorry baby the elevator doors almost got stuck so I had to find a different one." She said as I nodded. "It's fine. They just checked me & im 5 centimeters dilated which is probably why I'm feeling so much pressure right now. Baby girl is coming tonight most definitely." I said as she nodded & squealed. "I can't wait. I know she's gonna have so much hairrr. She's gonna be so beautiful omg. Hopefully she doesn't look like her sperm donor." Nicki said as I chuckled. "Baby be honest with me. What did you tell Wayne?" I said as she sighed.
"Okay so I told him the day that I found out ab everything, I called Wayne. I told him everything that I knew. He said he'd handle it & I said okay. Next thing I know, I get a call saying he handled it. That's all the information I have Bey." She said as I just looked at her. "Sounds like you're lying." I said as she sighed. "I'm not lying baby. I promise." She said as I just frowned. "Blue is hurting me." I pouted as she giggled. "You want the epidural?" She asked as I shrugged. "I don't know anything about birth. Is that the shot thingy that makes you go numb?" I said as she nodded. "Yeah but it can cause some affect later on in your life. Like back problems." She said. "Hm, I'll get it cause I know I'll be shaking if I don't. Hopefully it'll do me just fine. I'm gonna work out soon as I drop this baby. I wanna be snatched for when I go on your & shit in a couple years." I said.
"I can't wait baby. My sexy ass soon to be wife finna on that stage killing shit. Ima be up there w you tho. We gotta make more music together. Cause the songs on our upcoming albums ain't enough." She said as I nodded. "I know but I'm finna take a nap. Right now I'm not hurting anymore which is weird. I don't think she likes this heartbeat monitor on her cause look at the way she got my stomach looking." I said as we looked down at my stomach. You could tell she was laying her whole lil body on one side. We giggled & Nic started fkn w her.
"Ouuu don't do that no more. She's been very active right now. Now she's kicking the shit out of me." I said holding my stomach. I felt a contraction come through as my whole body shook. "Fuck no call them & tell them I want the epidural now. I can't do this shit naturally without the epidural." I said as she nodded.
It's been a couple hours since I got the epidural. It slowed down the process but the doctors haven't been in here since I got the epidural. Nicki said they came in here to bring blankets while I was sleep but they didn't check me or anything. "Baby can you look and see if you can see anything. Bc right now I feel like something is tugging & pulling away from my vagina. It's like so much pressure right there." I said as she got up & nodded.
"OH MY FUCK. SHES LIKE LITERALLY RIGHT HERE. SHES TRYNA PUSH HERSELF OUT." She yelled as I giggled at her reaction. "You can see her?" I asked as she nodded. "Yes she has a head full of hair omg. Let me call the doctor. How do you not feel that. It's like a whole head pushing out of you." She said running to press the button to call the nurses.
They all rushed in here & checked me. Damn it ain't that damn serious they gotta be running & yelling. "Can y'all please stop yelling & get my baby out of me? I'm feeling like so much pressure right now." I said as they all came up to me. "Okay Nicki you hold her hand & her leg up while she push." My doctor said as she nodded & did as told. "I'm sorry baby but this shit looks so nasty." Nicki said as I rolled my eyes.
"Okay one more big push & she'll be out. Okay inhale..... now push push push. That's it. Exhale.... Now push push push. Here she comes." The doctor said as I felt her pull at my vagina. I felt a sigh of relief & then the cries of my baby. "Omgggg she's here." I heard Nicki say as I instantly started crying.
Nicki had been recording the whole time. I hope she didn't get my coochie in the camera cause she was recording everything. "Baby girl say hey to the worldddd. Omg you're so beautiful." She said putting the camera in Blue's face as I smiled. I was so tired but I did it. "You did it baby." Nicki said as she shook my head. "No we did it. I wouldn't have been here without you. You helped me through it all. I love you baby. Welcome to the world Blue Ivy Knowles." I said as Nicki smiled.
They came back to clean Blue as they checked me. "Alright no tears, so your good to go, just remember no sexual activities until you're 6 weeks are up. Wear comfortable clothings & wear real cotton underwear. Any other kind, would make you more prone to infections. & if you ever feel sad, emotional, or anxious just let us know. Cause it could be signs of depression & we don't want that so let us know asap so we can look out for that. But other than that, you'll be ready to go home in 2 days & congratulations you guys." My doctor said as we smiled.
"Thank you so much for everything. You took care of me & my baby throughout this whole journey. I couldn't have asked for a better doctor." I said as she nodded. "You're welcome Ms. Knowles." She said walking out as I looked over at Nicki.
"You already know what time it is." I said as she giggled & nodded. "Yes I know bae. What you want to eat baby momma?" She asked as I laughed. "Oh so you got jokes now? But I want a chipotle bowl. Something healthy, & get me a lemonade. Can I get up now? I have to use the bathroom & I want to shower." I said as she nodded. "Okay baby I'll get it in a second. & yes you can get up now since you don't have any tears or anything. But you still need to be careful cause you can cause tearing if you move too fast. Now they should have pads & diapers for after birth in the bathroom already so go ahead & shower. I won't leave until your situated. & since they already took the placenta & everything out, then you should be good." She said as I nodded.
"Okay but before I get up. Can you check & tell me if she stretched me out a lot?" I asked. She went up under my gown & gasped. "Damn. No offense baby, but like Blue head must be big as fuck cause ain't no way. Nah im just kidding. You didn't stretch as much as you thought you would. I mean you did stretch a little but it's not bad. She didn't do you that bad. It'll heal in no more than 2 weeks I'd say since you didn't have to get stitches." She said as I nodded.
I got up slowly & walked to the bathroom. It didn't hurt to use the toilet bc I still can't feel much. It's wearing off but im still not as numb as I was. I showered for a good 30 minutes so I could hurry out & get my baby cause I heard the nurse come back in. I texted Nic & asked her to bring me one of my night gowns. I put on my nursing bra bc my nipples were leaking a little & yes I plan on breastfeeding. I also put on one of the afterbirth diapers I seen in the bathroom cabinet.
I was now breastfeeding Blue while Nic was out getting our food. I didn't tell anyone i had gave birth bc I mean I like my personal space & ion like for everybody to be in my face while I'm in pain. Nobody but my baby Nicki cause she knows how to make me calm down & soothe me.
I put Blue back in her bassinet & decided to take a picture of her. I had already took one of her sleeping earlier so I decided to post it & let the world know about our new bundle of joy.
@beyonce -
Blue Ivy Knowles
Time: 11:44 PM
Date: January 7th
welcome to the world baby girl. this is the biggest secret I ever kept. but here goes my baby. don't ask questions either lol. nic & i are so mesmerized by her presence already. i just know she's gonna have us wrapped around her little finger. we love you baby girl. thank you God for blessing us w this beautiful little human. God made you beautiful princess 🌸✨🪐. @nickimimaj
I reread what I typed to make sure it was right before I posted it. I heard my baby light snores & I smiled. I'm so in love & happy. This is the perfect love story I always wanted. I found love in relationships & in my baby girl. This is my little family that I'll always be here for & love.
I waited for Nicki to come back with the food & I didn't have to wait too long bc she was already coming through the door. "Traffic was hell tonight. I got stopped by so many ppl in chipotle asking about you, blue, & the post. Oh by the way, those pictures are the cutest." She said as I laughed. I grabbed my food & sat up in the bed & ate. "Goodnight wifeeeee. I love you so much." I said as she rubbed her eyes. "Goodnight daddyyyy. I love you more. I can't wait till your 6 weeks is up. You looking sexy as fuck right now w this messy bun." She said in her sleepy raspy voice.
The doctors came & took Blue back to the baby room & I pouted. I can't wait till we get discharged, I hate hospitals.