dahlias pov:
"hi dahlia."
"hey mars."
"y'all already know each other?" carrie asked.
"yep,"
i walked to the back and put my apron on.
"your just going to give me the cold shoulder? after all we've been through?" mars whined.
"yeah. cause you chose that girl you just met over me, whom you've known for two years. you've apologized but i'm not running back to you."
i sighed and checked the time. 5:55am
"just because you said you were sorry doesn't make what you did ok."
"i-i'm sorry-"
"i know. i forgive you but i can't trust you fully."
rachel @rachel30690
btw this is what dahlia looks like
tbh she's a bitch, i've met her and she's rude and mean.
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tubbo @tubbolive
replying to @rachel30690
don't spread misinformation.
i've literally talked to them and they are the nicest person.
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i set down my phone and held back tears and went back to work mode.
*timeskip to back home*
Dahlia :D @dahlia.rose
discussing some stuff :P
[twitch.tv/dahlia.rose]
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"hello chat. so i've seen some stuff. about my identity."
i sighed.
"there has been a person going around saying i'm mean and rude.
that person i met before and wasn't nice to me over text or in person." i explained.
"they threatened me more than once, they beat me up so i was defending myself. and they revealed my face. which was really wasn't good.
"but i think my official face reveal will be on my terms."
i took off my mask.
''holy shit!'
'you're so pretty !!'
'ew.' user banned by @Ph1LzA
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i felt my old ways returning as i looked at myself in the mirror.
i thought i was doing better.
i thought i was ok.
my stomach hurt as i looked at myself.
my thighs are fat.
my arms are too.
ew my stomach looks full.
probs shouldn't have eaten that burrito.
ew i have chubby cheeks and i fucking hate that.
i told myself i would stop eating,
i'm not going to eat.
i'm not.
"hey dahlia! ted and charlie invited us to go get sushi!" schlatt called me.
"wanna go?"
i thought for a moment.
do i wanna go?
cause i don't want to eat. i literally just finished my spiel about how i DONT want to eat.
yeah no i'm not goi-
"yeah i'll go!"
what the fuck?
"ok i'll tell the boys!"
"why are you calling me? we live in the same apartment."
"cause i can. i dont pay the phone bill just to use discord. i'll call you if i fucking want to." he says sarcastically pretending to be pissed.
i can tell by his inflection that he's kidding.
"i'll get dressed and i'll be ready in like 15."
"slay."
"did you just..."
"we don't TALK ABOUT THA-"
he hung up.
i laughed and did my hair and makeup.
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i walked out of the apartment and schlatt and i blasted playboi carti on the way to the sushi place.
i jumped out of the truck and i saw charlie in the distance.
"CHARLIE!"
he turned in a gremlin pose. "DAHLIA!"
we ran to eachother screaming.
we hugged and i dapped ted up.
we walked toward the sushi restaurant and behind me is ted telling schlatt something and schlatt nodding whilst speaking but i don't know what their saying.
omg i really don't want to eat.
they probably think im fat.
i'm not looking forward for eating in front of people.
schlatts pov:
"schlatt," ted pulled me aside.
"is dahlia doing ok?"
"yeah man, why?" i asked, confused.
"it's just she seems, sad. and a little skinner then when i last saw her." he looked at her with empathy.
i stared at her. she was talking with charlie, she was laughing but... not a fully joyous one. just... laughing.
i don't know how to explain it.
i opened the door for us and we sat down at a booth.
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dahlias pov:
our food comes and i stare at my plate.
that's a lot.
imagine all the calories...
it was a 6 piece sushi roll but it was enough to scare me.
"bro im going to fucking devour this food." charlie exclaimed as he took a bite.
how can he be excited about food?
i ate three and called it quits.
schlatt looked intently. and made a face that said. are you ok?
i made a master plan.
i'm going to walk to the bathroom, throw up my food and then walk back like nothing happened then eat the last three so technically i only ate three.
i whispered to charlie, who was beside me. "can you get up? i have to go to the bathroom."
"yeah. for sure." he got up and i slipped away to the bathroom.
i checked under the stalls and there was no one.
i stuck two fingers down my throat till i threw up.
then washed my hands and ate a breath mint which was in my bag.
then walked back to the table.
charlie got up and i got back into my seat.
i could tell they noticed something about me.
i think they know what i did.
"why are y'all staring at me?" i asked.
"i was telling schlatt that..." ted started.
"uh. are you ok?"
"yeah i am. what about it?" i asked with more snarkiness then i would've liked.
"you just seemed off-"
"well im not."
"we're just worrie-"
"well you don't have to be. im fine. why is everybody so dramatic?"
"what do you mean everybody?"
"i just get told that by some of my friends, that's all."
i got asked by phil who noticed i was sad.
and niki.
and jack.
and tommy.
and tubbo.
"we're here. yknow that right?"
"yes now can we stop talking about this?"
i picked at my sushi.
i heard an audible sigh come from schlatt.
*timeskip to back home*
i didn't end up eating the three pieces of sushi.
i couldn't bring myself to do it infront of people.
i got a call from niki.
"hello?"
"hi lia! how's your day?"
"shit." i sighed and rolled over on my bed.
"aw. can i ask why?"
"it's just..." i racked my brain for the right words. "it was stressful."
"i don't know if you've heard this today but... i'm proud of you. so much lia."
i felt tears drip down my cheeks and onto my pillow case.
"i don't care what you say. i'm so so proud of you and your doing great and i love you.."
i muffled sobs.
"you're so pretty and nothing can change that. i love you dahlia. and i'll always be here for you."
i couldn't muffle them, they were loud sobs into my sleeves.
"i-i'm sorry."
"shhh it's ok. i'm here. even if it's through a phone."
after crying for a few long minutes, i laid there emotionally drained
"can you read me some of your book?" i hiccuped.
"mhm. i will, love."
i put on my airpods and she grabbed her book.
she started reading chapter one of solitare.
"i am aware as i step into the common room that the majority of people here are almost dead, including me."
her soft voice filled my ears and i slowly fell asleep at chapter 2.
"goodnight dahlia." was the last thing that i heard as i fell asleep.
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hello !!!!!
not much abt the chapter other than i forgot i needed to post today :)
song of the day: cigarettes out the window by tv girl
anyways make sure you eat food and drink water <333
-indigo :D
march 13th, 2024