WARNING! It can be bad language in this chapter! TW! Drugs and Alcohol!
"YOU HAVE TO BE FUCKING JOKING! HE CAN'T JUST WALK AROUND AND PRETEND LIKE HE ISN'T DOING ANYTHING WRONG! I'M GOING TO KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKING BITCH!" Raul screamed while walking around in his parent's house. "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIM! HOW CAN YOU LET HIM SAY STUFF LIKE THAT TO YOU! JUST BECAUSE HE IS A KING DOESN'T MAKE IT RIGHT TO THREATEN YOU! YOU HAVE TO TELL DIEGO ABOUT IT!"
"You know I can't tell him because what I just told you for like two minutes ago" I said and took a few sips of my coffee.
"BUT YOU HAVE TO!" Raul screamed in my ear that it started ringing in it. I rubbed it, put my coffee down and grabbed Raul arm.
"Can you stop fucking screaming! Your parents are going to think that you are dying or something. So can you please sit down" I said and let go of his arm. He just sighed loudly and sat down next to me by the kitchen island. "And do you actually think that I don't want to tell Diego about this? Is the only thing I want to do but instead I came to you! One of my closest friends"
"I guess I shouldn't be mad at you for not telling him. I guess if you would tell him you probably would be dead by now" Raul said and gave me an awkward smiled that made me move away from him a little. "But I still don't understand why you haven't told me about this before. This is serious" Raul said and moved closer to me to place his hand on my shoulder. I just shrugged and buried my head in my hands. We just sat in silence after that until his mom came in and asked if we wanted some snacks to eat. I just shook my head and said that I was going back to my hotel. She just smiled and gave me a mango before I put my shoes on. But when I was about to open the door Raul stopped me and told me he would join me. I just nod so we left the house and started walking back to my hotel but on the way we accidentally ran in to Atlas and Luisa.
"Hello mister trouble and his therapist. What are you doing here in Spain?"
"I'm needed to get away from Italy"
"Trouble in paradise?"
"Something like that yea" I said and looked at the ground to stop myself from falling apart. Few seconds later I felt Atlas arms around me and I caught myself crying on his chest. I couldn't lie anymore about the truth about the king. It was killing me deep down.
"Do you guys maybe want to join us for dinner? We were actually on our way to meet up with my brothers. I know that they don't mind" Luisa said while she placed one of her hands on my back and stroked it. "I think everyone wants to know what is going on" she said softly and put her head on my back while she still had her hand on my back. I just nod and few minutes later they let go of me and I wiped away my tears. After that I just took a few deep breaths before we started walking to the restaurant they would meet up with Luisa brothers. So when we got there we saw how Marc and Alex got extremely confused to see me here. I just laughed and gave them a hug. After that we entered the restaurant and got a table to sit down. We ordered some drinks and food before everyone started talking while I was looking at my phone.
"I heard it was drama in Italy yesterday. What happened mister chlamydia?"
"Nothing" I answered and continued to look at my phone. I heard Raul sighed loudly before he told them everything that I had told him. After a while I could hear how angry they got about it and Marc slammed his hand on the table and screamed. That made everyone in the restaurant looking at us. So I tried to hide behind my phone while looking at some flights to Malaysia. It's where our next race would be. After dinner we left the restaurant before me and Raul said goodbye to the group and he followed me to my hotel. But when we were outside of the hotel he got a phone call from his mom. And after he had ended it he told me that he needed to go back to his parent's house. So we hugged goodbye and I walked inside the hotel and got in to the elevator. Pushed the right button to my floor and took a deep breath before I booked a flight. So when the elevator stopped I ran out and to my door. Unlocked the door and ran inside to start packing. After I was done, I called a cab and left the room. Went down to the lobby and checked out. But while I was waiting for my cab to arrive I saw that Diego was trying to call me. I just ignored him like usual. And when the cab came I jumped inside and told him where I was going. After that I put my headphones on and started to listen to music while scrolling through Instagram. I saw posts about me and Diego and the comments about me wasn't beautiful. People were saying nasty stuff and that I was a hoe. And some people also wrote threats to me. Or that I should kill myself. And while I was reading those comments I caught myself crying. So I turned my phone screen off and wiped away tears. Few minutes later we finally arrived at the airport and I payed the chauffeur before I jumped out. Took a few fast steps to get inside and buy me a coffee before I sat down and breathe out. It was not so many people here but I still covered my face so no one could recognize me. Then I took a deep breath and walked over to where my plane was going to be. I was extremely glad that I had booked first class. So when I entered the plane and found my seat I could finally calm down. It was an extremely long flight and I needed to change flight one time. But when I finally got to Malaysia, I fastest as I could got to a hotel and checked in. Got to my room and threw myself on the bed. Then I put my phone on charge and went to the bathroom to take a quick shower. After that, I dried my body and hair before putting the towel around my waist. Looked at some good clothes before I decided that I would take a neon lime fishnet shirt on with a sparkling black t-shirt on it. So you only saw the fishnets on my arms and then I put some black pants on with some chains on. Then I took some silver jewelry and perfume before I grabbed the card to my room and my phone and put it down in my pockets. After that I went to the bathroom and made eyeliner and a black broken heart on my left cheek. Then I took my black shoes on and left my room. Walked up to the elevator and down to the lobby. Took some pictures with fans and then left the hotel to go to the closest club. And when I found it I ordered four shots and an extremely strong and large drink while I was sitting by a corner of the bar. Took the shots almost at the same time and took three big sips from the drink.
"My favorite motogp driver is drinking at my club what a honor!"
"Hello to you too sir Alif"
"Please Jules you know you can call me by my name and stop calling sir"
"Sorry Ismail. I just having a hard time right now. Everything is going downhill"
"You don't think I know that? I have a phone and I have watched the media" Ismail said and put his arms on the bar. "I know that something is wrong. Just look back at the time when I was working and studying in Italy. You always came a least one day each week because you had trouble" he said and stretched out so he could rub my hair. Then we talked for a hour before he needed to fix some stuff. So I just left the bar with two new drinks in my hands and started looking for a table. But then a group called me over to the vip table so I gladly joined them. After that, the rest of the night didn't just involve alcohol and I felt happy and free for a moment.