chapter three ,, what if you're someone I just want around?
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inhalerdublin A huge honour to be bringing our show to slane castle next summer to support Harry Styles. We should definitely shower for this one X
See you there.
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juleshewson / excuse me WHAT.
juleshewson / this isnt a joke right????
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↳ juleshewson / i cant breathe what the fuck
↳ username555 / HAHA SHE'S SO REAL
juleshewson / WHAT.
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↳ bobbyskeetz / lads i think we broke her
↳ olivianeill / i can confirm you have, she's currently screaming on the group chat
↳ genegallagher / please make it stop its driving me insane.
↳ elijahhewson / whoops sorry gene
evehewson / guys im afraid you're not going to hear the end of it from jules
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↳ elijahhewson / yep just realised that now fuck
↳ elijahhewson / all i can hear is her screaming
↳ jordanhewson / eli i think you might have made her harry obsession worse.
↳ elijahhewson / oh. sorry guys.
harry styles's wife made a new group chat !
messages ━━ groupchat
who the feck are inhaler ?
Julie Hewson . . . harry styles's wife
Olivia Neill . . . olivia rodrigo
grace burns . . . elis girl
gene gallagher . . . dilfs son
lila moss . . . milfs daughter
elijah hewson . . . guggi q
robert keating . . . rob
josh jenkinson . . . j
ryan mcmahon . . . ryan
( harry styles's wife is typing . . . )
dilfs son
oh no
guys get ready this is probably
the most you'll ever hear her
talk
get ready for the harry styles
rant
guggi q
when are we ever ready
for the harry styles rant
i didn't hear the end of it
when he disappeared for a whole
year in 2018
this will be far worse im
afraid 😟😟😟😟
because i can hear her screaming
from her bedroom.
elis girl
wait omg you turned your
auto caps off ???
guggi q
i did unfortunately 😔😔
i was forced to by jules the
other day
i had no choice
elis girl
as she should it was
awful
rob
whys it taking her so long
to type??
olivia rodrigo
just you wait rob
just you wait
ryan
should we be scared
or ???
. . .
milfs daughter
no
just dont be shocked when
a whole ass paragraph appears
about harry
elis girl
i mean it cant be worse
than when that picture
of him and niall started
circling around
right . . .
guggi q
im afraid i cant back you
on that one
harry styles's wife
YOURE TAKING THE FUCKING
PISS YOURE OPENING FOR HARRY STYLES
?????? THE HARRY STYLES
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK WHY
WASNT J TOLD EARLIER ???
IM FREAKING OUT RIGHT
NOW LIKE WHAT???? PLEASE
FIVE ME TICKETS ILL FO ANYRHING
AND J KEAN ANYTHING IVE BEEN
WAITING FOR THIS DAY SINCE HS1
LIEK ITS LITERALLY HARRY STYLES
AND YOU'RE OPENING FOR HIM
????? IF THIS IS A JOKE IM NEVER
TALKING TO ANY OF YOU EVER
AGAIN BECAUSE THAT IS THE
WORST THING YOU COULD EVER
DO TO ME
I NEED TO HEAR LITTLE FREAK
AND FINE LINE LIVE OR ELSE I
DON'T THINK ILL BE ABLE TO
FUNCTION PROPERLY
OR WHAT IF HE PLAYS EVER
SINCE NEW YORK WHICH I
HIGHLY DOUBT OR LIKE
FUCKING FALLING???
I NEED THOSE TICKETS
TO STAY SANE
rob
oh !!!
well that was definitely
something fun to read through
love the threat at the end
and the multiple spelling mistakes,
nice one
dilfs son
jules i think you should retake
english !!!
harry styles's wife
your'e the one who can't differentiate
the difference between YOUR and YOU'RE.
you also failed your English gcse.
dilfs son
come on jules what happened to
i don't know
NOT BRINGING THAT UP????
harry styles's wife
it's too funny to not bring up 🤷♀️
this and the tesco situation
guggi q
HAHAHAHAAA
she got you there mate
dilfs son
i hate you both.
harry styles's wife
anyway back to HARRY STYLES
WHY WASN'T I TOLD UNTIL NOW
WELL I WASN'T EVEN TOLD I FOUND OUT
THOUGH INSTA ????
INSTAGRAM ???
ryan
eli said he wanted to keep
it as a surprise 🤷♂️
harry styles's wife
well you could have done it
better than having me wake up
and have a heart attack in the
morning.
like what if i did have one
from the shock
it would be all YOUR FAULT.
im literally giggling and kicking
my feet right now like you're
OPENING FOR THE HARRY
STYLES
like what do you mean ???
guggi q
i think we know that now
???
harry styles's wife
fuck off eli.
GIVE ME TICKETS YOU
TWATS.
guggi q
hmmmm welllll
when you say it like
that . . .
harry styles's wife
QUIT THE TALKING AND
GIVE ME TICKETS.
I NEED TO SEE HARRY LIVE
guggi q
what's the magic word ???
harry styles's wife
GIVE ME HARRY STYLES TICKETS
PLEASE YOU BITCH.
rob
well that was lovely.
j
yes you can have the harry
tickets Jules
guggi q
JOSH WHAT I WANTED TO
SAY IT ????
j
whoops
well you were taking too
long 🤷♂️🤷♂️
harry styles's wife
this is why you're my favourite
josh.
eli's girl
WOAHHHHHH
okay girl i see you
milfs daughter
HAHAHAHAHAAAAAA
lads hows josh doing after that
ryan
not great he's currently pacing
across the room
guggi q
i can unfortunately confirm that
is happening ugh
olivia rodrigo
i reckon jules has thrown her
phone across the room after
typing that
dilfs son
i wouldn't be surprised
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harrysonlyangel my honest face right now because im literally seeing HARRY STYLES AT FUCKING SLANE WHAT THE FUCK
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elijahhewson / you're welcome by the way ????
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↳ harrysonlyangel / i mean thanks i guess . . . it's no big deal im totally cool about it
↳ harrysonlyangel / im so so so cool.
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olivianeill / ugh you're too cute
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bobbyskeetz / guys i think she loves harry styles, i can't tell
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lilamoss / guys i can confirm that second slide is exactly what she looks like right now
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↳ elijahhewson / all i can hear is her sobbing and blasting ever since new york from her bedroom, send help please.
evehewson / awww your childhood dreams are coming true
joshjenkinson / i love the reference in the caption
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↳ harrysonlyangel / yep sorry lad i couldn't help myself lol
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grace burns . . . elis girl
Julie Hewson . . . harry styles's wife
harry styles's wife
i couldn't help myself lol
I COULDN'T HELP MYSELF LOL
????????
WHATS WRONG WITH ME ??
elis girl
NOTHINGS WRONG WITH YOU
WHO DID YOU SAY THAT TO ??
harry styles's wife
josh in my comments section.
why the fuck did i say that
that was so awkward i can't
jumping off a cliff xxx
elis girl
wow that was . . . awkward
harry styles's wife
I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT
ELSE TO SAY
LAD ???
WHY DID I CALL HIM LAD ??
elis girl
im guessing after that reaction
you're finally going to admit
you like him ???
harry styles's wife
WHAT ??
no.
you're kidding right
elis girl
you aren't fooling anyone
sorry to break it to you
jules
harry styles's wife
oh
i mean he is cute
I DONT KNOW
HE MAKES ME NERVOUS
AND I KNOW EVERYONE MAKES
ME FEEL NERVOUS BUT HE MAKES
ME FEEL STRANGELY NERVOUS
elis girl
love to break this to
you but you are falling
for him
harry styles's wife
no i can't
not after what happened
the last few
. . .
hundred times
well not a hundred i was
being sarcastic but thats
besides the point
i just don't want to get
used again just because im
my dads daughter
or even walked all over because
im too nice and quiet
like i know people only
know me because of my dad
and i know most people only
want to be my friend because they
want some sort of fame
i just don't want to go through
that again
every single other person ive
liked and dated only liked and
wanted to date me because
of who i am
woah
sorry for the sudden reveal
of emotions
feel free to completely ignore
that it was a load of nonsense
elis girl
that was not a load
of nonsense jules, stop
pushing your feelings away
because of other people
im sorry you feel that way you
shouldn't have to
but you can't keep running away
from your feelings forever, and josh
really is a sweet person. i dont think
he could ever do that to anyone in
fact
and im sure hes already head over
heels for you, its quite obvious really
i just think youre too blind
but please don't run away from
your feelings, your ex's were dick
heads but you can't expect what
happened between them all
to happen again
harry styles's wife
thanks grace
i actually don't know what
i would do without you
elis girl
clearly not alot
i think youd be dead right
now if i weren't alive
harry styles's wife
i cannot deny that
i love you
elis girl
i love you more julie💗💗
The sound of Harry Styles's voice cascaded the walls of Julie's childhood bedroom, the summer sun lightly fading into her room through the curtain, the summer cool breeze seeping through her open window. It was a soft, summer evening. One Jules always loved to live through. She loved everything about the summer, it was the one season she would do anything to live the rest of her life in.
It had been a few months since she first met Josh Jenkinson, and her mind hadn't sought rest since. He was all that was on her mind. His smile, his laugh, his warm presence. Jules tried to do anything to get him off of her mind, yet it would constantly venture back to him and the thought of whether or not he was thinking of her too. Jules hoped he had been secretly.
The lads were in Dublin for those few months, a few gigs here and there. But Julie got to spend most of her time with them. She had slowly gotten more comfortable with the boys, forming brother like relationships between her and both Ryan and Rob. Whilst also building a more . . . unsure relationship with Josh.
Secret messages shared inbetween hours, sunset walks up hills and through evergreen forests, sharing playlists and making ones together, sharing different artists for the other to try, showing him her endless collection of poetry hidden from anyone else's eyes . . . something Jules had never felt keen to show anyone before. Nothing about Josh and Jules's relationship was normal, it was far from normal. They became comfortable with eachother too fast, too quick for either of their likings. Attached to every single detail hidden between them, the smiles lighting up the night sky, the laughs brightening the weary ears.
They were so incredibly enticed by one another, an attraction they had never felt for no other. Of course, when ever anyone asked they'd both deny it ( when really they knew exactly that they had fallen hard for the other ) but everyone knew the liking placed between them.
Elijah was annoyed about it at first, how could he not be . . . he grew up protecting his sister from all harm. The last thing he wanted was for her to get hurt once again. But once he saw the laughter shared between his sister and his friend, how much they had grown to be comfortable around eachother. That was when he changed his mind, realising how rare it was for either of them to grow so fond of someone so fast. He could sense the spark in his sisters eyes, he could tell how much she felt towards his best friend. It was obvious to him, he knew her best and he could tell anything she felt just by looking at her.
And when he did look at her whenever he was around her and Josh, all he could read was the love written all over Jules's face.
The brunette felt as if she were going crazy however, falling for Josh so fast. She wanted to pretend she didn't like him, she wanted to pretend she didn't crave his touch or the sound of his laughter. But it became so hard for her to, he made it hard for her. He was so perfect, how could she not want him more than anyone else around her.
A soft knock came from her door, one she could barely hear over the sound of her loud music. She shouted 'come in' and turned her music down slightly, smiling once she saw Eli at the other side of the door.
"Me and the lads are having a small get together at Rob's, I just wondered if you wanted to come." He told her, leaning against her door frame.
"If the rest don't mind . . ."
"Oh they don't, trust me. I think they like you more than me." He joked.
"Then I'll go." Jules smiled.
"Anais will be there too by the way."
"Really? That's grand, I feel bad for not even talking to her the last time we were in the same place together." Jules sighed. "She's not mad . . . is she?"
"No she's not Jules." Elijah laughed. "She's actually really excited to meet you, said it would be great to finally meet the person who keeps humbling me and my ego."
The brunette let out a laugh and shook her head, getting off the floor and headed to her wardrobe to pick out the perfect outfit. Elijah left her room shortly after, a proud expression plastered on his face. He was proud for how far his sister had come, slowly coming out of her shell more and worrying less of people around her. He knew it had to do something with Josh, that he was slowly bringing out the better in her . . . another reason why he had decided to feel okay about his sister and best mate liking eachother ( although it still was slightly weird to him ).
Jules pulled out a dark orange tank top, her grey denim shorts and her black spezials, putting them on before taking her hair out of the plat done perfectly before. She decided to put in a black headband in her hair before retouching her lipliner. Jules felt thankful that her makeup had already been done before hand, or else she would have been rushing to get ready.
Elijah still found a way to rush her out of the house however, pulling her out the door before they shared two cigs out of Jules's old cigarettes packet . . . well Eli stole one out of her pack when she was too busy lighting up her cig. The two decided to walk there, Rob's apartment only being a few minutes walk away from the Hewson household and the weather had been too nice for them to not walk through it.
The soft, summer breeze made its way though Jules's hair, the summer sun bringing out her hazel eyes. It was the most perfect evening, one that the brunette felt would only turn into a more perfect evening since she were to see Josh for the third time that week.
She loved nothing more than spending time with him, reading inbetween the lines of his freckled face and the lyrics written in his favourite songs. They were two pieces in a puzzel, one who focused on the music more and one who focused on the lyrics more. They fit perfectly together, creating something evermore beautiful than what had already been there. Fits of laughter shared over the most obscure joke no one else would understand, the closeness between their awkward minds, the soft holding of her hand in moments that couldn't be matched with no other.
Julie Hewson truely was falling for Josh Jenkinson, more than she ever expected to. The feeling came to her too fast, a feeling that was so strong it scared her. A feeling that wouldn't stop emerging in her timid heart.
It hadn't taken long for the two siblings to reach Robs apartment. They blew out their cigs simultaneously before going up the staircases, stopping once they reached his door. Elijah knocked, and the boy answered in one knock.
"I was starting to think you both weren't even coming." Rob laughed, pulling the two Hewsons into a quick hug.
"Yeah, sorry lad. Eli spent like thirty minutes on his hair and another thirty minutes going on about how much he misses Grace." Jules joked, teasing her brother. The boy pushed her, an annoyed expression plastered onto his face. Both her and Rob continued to tease Eli ( the two having built a sibling like bond ) all whilst Jules hadn't noticed the grin plastered on a certain boys face, his stare only placed onto her.
The conversation had died down, and Jules instantly looked behind Rob to search for Josh. And her eyes lightened up once she did. He was sitting down comfortable on the sofa besides Anais, he was already looking her way. A blush crept upon her cheeks, and the brunette instantly went his way.
Josh quickly stood up, greeting Jules with a comforting hug. He wrapped his arms around her waist whilst her's laced around his neck. Josh thought she radiated like the sun, her presence could light up and darkened room. They were closer than most would expect them to be, more similar than anyone would ever know.
"Missed me that much Jenko?" Jules teased his excitement over seeing her.
"You wish." The two pulled away, ignoring the looks their recieved from the others. Julie went to hug Ryan before walking over to Anais, sitting inbetween both her and Josh.
"Hi, I'm Jules . . . or Julie. Or anything else. Sorry we couldn't talk last time-"
"Honestly babe don't even stress it. I'm just glad to finally meet you." The girl grinned.
The group setteled down into conversations, all whilst being forced by Rob to play a few rounds of bird bingo. A game Jules found completely odd once she figured out what it was. She quickly learned how competative Rob was, wanting to beat everyone in the game he knew inside and out.
Jules had subconciously leaned into Josh as the time flew by, round after round. She seeked comfort in him, welcoming in him. The shared looks between the two, whispering jokes to eachother throughout the game. It was the most home like feeling to Jules, one she couldn't even explain to anyone if she tried to.
"How did you beat me again?" Rob groaned in anger, glaring at Julie. "You're cheating."
"How can I cheat, I'm sitting opposite you." Jules laughed, throwing her head back.
"This is such bull shit." He muttered, walking away and towards the kitchen to grab a beer.
"Does he normally do this?" Jules laughed, whispering into Josh's ear. He subtly wrapped his arm around the brunettes shoulder before whispering back to her.
"Yep, he gets pissed off whenever anyone beats him." His hot breath made goosebumps emerge across Jules skin, a slight shiver running down her spine.
"So Jules how does it feel to finally be able to see Harry Styles?" Ryan asked.
"Stop, please. I can't deal with her talking about him anymore." Elijah groaned, putting his head in his hands.
"I'm so excited, I actually had a little cry over it earlier. I kept trying to go to his shows before, but I couldn't because I've been too busy. I'm just so excited." Jules grinned brightly. Josh looked down at her with loving eyes, loving nothing more than her smile. It truely was beautiful, she was the up most beautiful to him. "Thank you guys so much for the tickets, you're actually the best." She smiled softly, looking up at Josh.
The boy gave her a soft smile, rubbing her shoulder with the back of his thumb. The girl built up the courage to rest her head onto his shoulder, bringing her knees up to her chest whilst doing so. Josh had been trying to fight back a smile, biting the inside of his cheek to prevend anyone from noticing how giddy he began to feel. His brought his hand to her hair, running his hand through her hair softly.
Anais looked at the two, a smirk plastered onto her face. She looked towards Elijah with her eyebrows raised, motioning her head towards the two. The boy only shrugged with a small smile plastered onto his face, he loved seeing his sister find comfort in someone who was so similar to her. Someone who he knew wouldn't use her like the others.
"Wanna come join me outside for a bit? I just want a quick smoke." Jules asked him, looking up at him. It was a lie, she only wanted to spend some time with him alone.
"Y- yeah. Sure." He stuttered nervously. No matter how much time Josh spent around Jules, he couldn't help but feel nervous around her. He was too awkward around her, especially as his feelings towards her grew stronger.
The girl confidently took his hand in her own as they stood up and headed towards the balcony.
"And where are you two going?" Ryan raised his eye brows, deciding to tease his two friends.
"I just wanted a quick smoke." Jules shrugged, her hand still laced with Josh's. Everyone noticed, staring at the two with unsure eyes. It was so clear to everyone that the two had grown extremely close and fond of one another as those months flew by. Elijah raised his eyebrows and looked towards Josh. "He's just . . . good company." The girl pulled Josh away before they could get asked anymore questions.
"I've got that song stuch in my head now . . . good company Sam Fender." Jules smiled, lighting up her cig before taking a drag.
"His songs are just too good." Josh smiled, putting his hands in his pockets.
"Agreed." The girl smiled, leaning on the barrior of the balcony. Josh copied her actions, keeping his eyes on her. He watched as she took drags from her cigarette, as she watched the sun set. She looked calm, almost peaceful. If only he knew that the only reason she felt so content was because of him.
"This is my favourite time of the day you know. Sun sets. They're just so . . . . comforting." Jules started, watching as the sun set at the horizon. "It's so pretty ain't it? Especially at summer. Everythings just better at summer."
"Yeah, it is." He agreed, yet he wasn't looking at the sky. He hadn't peared the skys way the second they walked outside, all of his focus and attention laid on Jules. He didn't want to focus on anything else that wasn't her.
The brunette turned to look at him, only to see him already looking her way. He quickly snapped his head forward, trying to pretend he hadn't just been watching and looking at her the whole time. The brunette smiled to herself, a blush creeping over her cheeks.
"How did that interview go by the way? The one for that huge modelling company." Josh asked her. Jules was shocked in all honesty, she hadn't expected him to remember. No one ever really remembered the small details she told them. She slowly figured out that Josh remembered everything, especially when it came to her. He rembered the small details she told him about her day, her favourite poets, books, songs, lyrics. He remembered everything about her, from every thought to every feeling.
"It was okay . . . I don't know." Jules shrugged, pursing her lips slightly. Josh could instantly tell that there was something wrong.
"What's wrong?"
"I- I just . . . . I don't know if modelling is what I even want to do with my life. Sure it's great, really great. But I just don't feel like . . . me. Or that it's what I'm made for. I feel like I could do so much more than walking and posing for a picture." Jules sighed, running her hand through her hair. She never told anyone how useless she felt, or how much she hated her 'job'. Yet when it came to Josh, it just came out easily. He made it easy for her, she trusted him with anything. "But I can't do anything else because I don't think I'm good for anything else. And I don't want to let my dad down, or even mam."
"I don't think you could ever let either of them down Jules. They would be proud of you for whatever you do." Josh reassured her, a soft expression falling onto his face. She was the most vulnerable with him, he saw a side of her no one else had seen. "And you're good at loads of other things Jules. I see the clothes you make and the poems you write. You are filled with talent Julie, don't think of yourself as anything less than talented." Josh tucked a strand of fallen hair behind Jules' ear, making her look up at him with loving eyes.
She leaned into his touch, tears glazing her eyes at his comforting words. She watched as his eyes flickered down to her lips slightly, a blush forming on her cheeks.
She thought about kissing him multiple times in a day, thought about how his lips would feel on hers. How soft and comforting their kiss would feel like.
She wanted to kiss him . . . . more than ever. Jules subtly looked down at his before looking up into his eyes, the brown eyes she could so easily get lost into.
The two subconsciously came closer together, close enough to smell each others perfumes.
"Um, I think we should go back inside. Everyone's probably wondering where we are." Jules haulted them from getting any closer. She wanted to slap herself in the face once those words left her mouth, hating how her fears got the best of her . . . like they always do.
Josh let out a quiet 'okay' before they headed inside, blushes forming on each of their cheeks. They walked in far apart from one another, anyone could sense the tension bouncing off of them.
They sat back down on the sofa, further apart than they had been sitting before. Yet their knees still brushed together slightly from time to time.
Elijah looked at the two in confusion, sensing the awkwardness between them.
The night had been wrapped up hours later, everyone bidding goodbyes before heading off and back home. Josh and Jules shared a hug before going seperate ways, Jules biting her nail as she regretted the moment that could have been shared between them.
"So . . . what do you think of Josh?" Elijah asked his sister as they made their way back home.
"Oh! He's nice . . . yeah. Really nice." Elijah smirked at the smile and blush forming on his sisters face. "Has he said anything about me? No that sounded weird. What does he . . . think of me?" She stuttered, biting the inside of her cheek.
"I think he likes you." Elijah shrugged. Jules frowned, not knowing if he meant in a friend way or in more of a friend way.
"Really?" Her brother nodded.
"More than you'll ever know." He muttered, too quiet for her to even hear.
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