𝑲𝒆𝒚𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔:
𝒀/𝑵 - 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑵𝑨𝑴𝑬
𝑪/𝑵 - 𝑪𝑹𝑼𝑺𝑯 𝑵𝑨𝑴𝑬
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[ Ray's POV ]
' I've always had a crush on Y/N ever since we were kids, they make my heart flutter everytime I see them.
The way their face shines in the sunlight, the way their hair flows through the wind, it's all so mesmerizing.
I don't know why I feel this way.. I just do. I love them so much, it hurts.
It pains me to see them with anyone else, I feel a little jealous sometimes.
But now.. It's time for me to confess. '
I thought to myself as I finish writing in my diary and close it, I look at the letter on my bed.
"I just hope that I won't be rejected.." I muttered out, holding the confession letter to my chest. It's not like they'll reject me for another person.. right? I'm sure they won't, I don't need to worry.. Justice said that he supports me, so I totally got this in the bag!
I rushed downstairs to eat, holding the letter in my hand as my mom sees me and smiles.
"Woah there, what's the rush?" My mother said, chuckling as I huffed and panted.
"A-Ah! It's uh.. Nothing! I'm really excited to go to school is all.." I replied, exhausted as I place my letter on the table. I sat down on the chair and started to eat my breakfast, it was very delicious to say the least. I had eggs and bacon for breakfast.
"So.. What's the letter for?" She asked, looking down at the letter on the table. I blushed in response.
"Uh.. It's nothing!! I swear!" I say nervously, I can feel my palms getting sweaty as I kept on eating. My mom smiled once again.
"Oh alright hun, just remember to stay safe at school, ok?" My mom reassured me, I put my spoon back down on the table as I stood up from my chair.
"Alright mom!" I took my letter, got my bag and placed it inside. I wore my bag and then went out the house, closing the door behind me.
[ Y/N's POV ]
I sat down on my chair, silently waiting for the teacher to come in.
Everyone else around me kept chatting and chatting, it felt pretty annoying due to how loud they were.
I leaned onto the chair, thinking about my crush. I wonder where could C/N be by now?
I was deep in thought, till I heard the door open.
I saw Ray, the shy boy from our school.
His emerald, green eyes went onto me, he smiled and went up to me. I was a bit confused, what did he want?
"U-Uh.. Hi Y/N.." Ray says shyly, fidgeting with his fingers while looking down.
"Oh! Hi Ray. What's up?" I reply, looking at him with curiosity. He's been acting pretty weird around me throughout our days in school, I wonder why?
"Um.. Here.." He handed me a letter from his backpack and he looked at me with a slight blush on his face, I was still confused.
I slowly opened the letter..
' Dear Y/N, I know you might think of me weirdly if I say this but.. I have a crush on you. Yes, it's true. Ever since the day I saw you, I've always had this weird feeling about you. I didn't know what this feeling was until Justice explained it to me, it was love. I know, it's very unexpected for me to like a person like you. But, your presence makes me feel like you've placed a spell on me, a mesmerizing type of spell. You're the most special and talented person I've ever known, you'd always do everything so.. perfectly! It makes me feel like I'm in heaven. In short, what I'm trying to say is.. Will you be mine?'
I stare at the letter in shock, what did I just read? He looked upon me, awaiting for my answer.
I felt bad, I mean, I have a crush on C/N, don't I? I don't reciprocate his feelings.. I'm not sure how'd he'll react to me saying this. What if it'll break our friendship? I sigh and looked back at him, sadly.
"I'm sorry Ray, but I don't think I could accept this letter." I say in sorrow, Ray looked so heartbroken. I had to tell him the truth whether it'll tear us apart or not. I gave the letter back to him.
"... Oh." He said, looking down in shame as the others whispered around us. It was a public classroom after all.
"I like someone else, I'm really sorry. Maybe we could still be friends, if you'd like?" I say, lending out a hand to him, I gave him a small reassuring smile.
He surprisingly took my hand and gave a small smile back, he still looked pretty sad though.
"Y-Yeah.. I'll just go now.. Bye Y/N." Ray says as he took his hand off of mine and ran away with the letter in hand. You felt bad but it was for the best if you'd leave him alone for now.
[ Ray's POV ]
I silently cried in the boys bathroom, it wasn't the best spot to hide but nobody was there, so no one could make fun of me.
I sniffed as I tightened my grip on the letter in my hand, making it crumble.
"I'm such a mess.. Aren't I?" I muttered, throwing the crumbled letter that was now formed into a ball into the trash bin. The letter had wet stains on it but I didn't care much.
"I-I thought.. I thought that.." I mumbled again, sniffling. I wiped some of my tears off with my elbow, I guess I was too naive to even notice the signs Y/N gave me. I should've known that they liked C/N, I mean, they would probably be the perfect couple if they dated!
I sigh as I looked at my hands that were full of wet tears.
"I'm a mess, for your love, it ain't new."
[ A/N ]
Hey y'all, author here. And uh, I decided to make this cuz it's been a while since I last posted lol. I got this idea from a song (which is shown in this fanfic, of course), and I thought, 'hey, why not make an angst oc x reader fan fiction of it?' And so, here we are. I hope you enjoyed this fanfic (even if it's mostly about my ocs, which some of you probably don't even know well lol). Please tell me if there were any grammar mistakes that I made or what oc should I do next (I'll list their names below btw). Until we meet again! :))
[ OCS ]
• Violette
• Dustin
• Justice
• Ray
• Karla
• Karila
• Boss (yes, I know, pretty lame name)
• Sean
• Ashley
• Maddie
• Aisha
• Hunter
• L
• D
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