HEY Y'ALL I AM YOUR WATER PRINCESS AND I AM BACK.
So the number of name/nicknames that weren't repeated is 14. The number of Rob initiated kisses was 4.
The first person who got it was @BaccaLover. And they asked for Phan. So this is a Phan one shot that they requested.
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Ship: Phan
Setting: Phil and Dan's flat
My Requests: If you don't like them please don't read. And no salt if you didn't win. I'll think of some more things throughout this book.
Warning: if salt I will probably do something. Not sure what but something. Probs cry myself. Also the beginning is scary so yeah.
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Dan was drowning in a pool of black. He tried to move, but the darkness stuck to him. The swirling blackness, pulled on him, sucking him down.
He began struggling and fighting against the sucking tar. He felt tears slip down his face. He couldn't fight the pull. He kept fighting the hellish pull.
He fought for what seemed like hours. His face hurt from crying. His throat hurt from not screaming. Dan wondered how the hell he hadn't hit the bottom yet.
The void felt as though it was ripping him to shreds. He screamed out in pain. The tar like blackness rushed into his mouth. He kept screaming.
Suddenly Dan sat up. He had kicked all the blankets of his side of the bed off. He reached up and felt his face. It was soaked with tears. He felt himself shaking. He drew his knees up to his chest.
Every fiber of Dan's being wanted to wake up Phil, to curl up in his arms, to cry in the arms of his lover. But the nasty little voice in his head to him no. That Phil always saved him from the terrible abyss in his head. The mean voice said he need to deal with this one on his own. He needed to prove that he was his own person and not just Phil's little baby doll.
He sat there, crying silently. Internally hoping that the sleeping man next to him would wake and comfort him. His throat hurt for real from the silently crying. His head ached from the problems whirling around inside it.
"Babydoll?" a husky voice whispered through dark.
"Ph-Philly?" Dan said, his voice was broken and shattered.
"Oh baby," Phil sat up and turn in his light. He saw his sobbing boyfriend. Dan had his arms around his knees and he was rocking back and forth.
He sat and pulled Dan into his lap. "No. No. No Phil! I can do this myself!!" Dan fought against the strong safe arms around him.
"Baby. What do you mean do this yourself?" Phil kept the steady pull on Dan.
"I'm an adult. I can deal with my own nightmares. Let me be," Dan said. He pushed against Phil's chest.
"No. I will not let you be," Phil said. He simply picked Dan up, ignoring the flailing arms and the swear words, and sat him in his lap.
"Please let me-" Dan said still fighting the arms around him.
"Babydoll. Hush. What's this about? You know you're supposed to wake me up when you have night terrors," Phil tighten his grip around Dan. "You're ok now. What ever you're thinking, what ever you heard, it's not true."
Dan was still fighting, but his struggles were becoming weaker. "I wanna prove I'm strong."
Phil felt his heart shatter for Dan. "Oh Babydoll. You are strong. How many people could deal with almost nightly terrors? How many people could deal with all the things you do and still live and love?"
At this Dan stopped fighting completely and grabbed Phil's shirt. He buried his face into Phil's shirt and sobbed. "Philly," he choked out.
Phil rubbed Dan's back in hopes to calm him. "It's right Danny. It's all ok. I promise you're safe boo."
Phil cast an eye around the wrecked bed. The messed blankets, the disheveled pillows and a certain missing item. "Babydoll. Where is Will?"
Dan looked up and gave a soft glare. It was meant to be scary but because he was still crying it was just sad. "His name is Sir William Humphrey the 7th."
Phil unwound one arm from Dan's shaking form. He wiped Dan's tears with his hand. "Alright Danny baby. Where is Sir William Humphrey the 7th?"
"I DON'T KNOW," Dan wailed burying his face back into Phil's chest.
"Just breathe boo. Think about it," Phil said, trying to sooth the sobbing boy. "We slept in your room last night. So that's where he probably , ok?"
"Mmhmm," Dan said, sobs still shaking his slender frame.
"Shhhhh. When you calm down, I can go get him ok?" Phil said. He knew Dan wouldn't walk across the hall of their dark apartment alone.
He felt Dan trying to force himself to calm down. "Deep breathes Babydoll."
When the tears stopped and Dan was breathing normal, Phil gave him a hug. "Can I go get Sir Will now?"
Dan gave Phil a frightened look. "You'll be safe. I'll be right back. I promise."
Dan nodded. Phil slid Dan out of his lap and onto the bed. He quickly went to Dan's room. He looked in among the sheets of the younger's bed. Sure enough the stuffed shibe was there. Phil smiled at the memories the toy brought about.
The day he bought the toy, he also got a bottle of his own cologne and sprayed the puppy with it. So it would always smell like him, he told Dan.
Then the day he gave it to him. It was Valentine's Day, and Phil had begged Dan out of the hour on a date. They went to bubble tea and a couple other of their favorite places. When they were at their favorite quiet corner of the park, Phil pulled the Shibe out of his bag and handed it to Dan. Dan instantly stuffed it into his face. He gave a startled squeak when he discover it smelt of his lover.
Phil was brought back to reality by a scared little voice in the other room whimpering his name. "Phiiiiiillllllllyyyyyyy," was all Dan had time to say before Phil came racing back into the room clutching the toy in his hand.
"YOU GOT SIR WILL," Dan exclaimed happily as a furry stuffed animal was thrown at him. He wrapped it up in his arms and cuddled it to his face, breathing deep at the Phil smell it had. Phil didn't just smell of the cologne, he had other smell and Dan swore that it smelled just like him.
Since Phil had gotten it for him, it had a place in the bed with him. It made the nightmares, not go away, but not be as frequent.
Phil moved around the bed, putting the blankets back on. Dan was already dozing off when Phil slid in into the bed next to him.
"Here, we won't make this mistake again," Phil said wrapping his arms around Dan.
"I love you Philly," Dan murmured as he turned into Phil and allowed himself to be cuddled to the older.
"I love you too boo," Phil said into the black mop of hair.
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Hey y'all. I hope y'all enjoyed. I just moved in to my dorm on Thursday and I have been so busy. I sorry I have updated more. I am trying but I have so much to do. Please don't hate me.
I AM YOUR WATER PRINCESS AND I AM OUT. BYYYYYYEEEEEEEEE