My eyes opened, I sat up and stretched my arms.
My eyes widened at the room but then, I remember last night and I try to hold back the tears.
I get up and walk to the door, opening it to see Zayn on the couch watching tv.
He sees me and smiles,"Good morning."
I give him a weak smile holding my stuff,"Morning."
I walk to him, then sit down next to him.
"What should I do?"
I ask. Last night, in the drive, all that replayed in my mind was the scene.
I can never get it put it my head.
He is suprised at my question,"Whatever you want."
"I wanna go back home, back in New York. I wanna just be there and then start college by the end of summer."
I sigh.
He replys,"Then do it." Flipping through channels.
I think about and nod,"You know what? I'm gonna do it." I stand up.
"Really?"
He asks and I nod.
"Do you need a ride?"
He asks again and I shake my head,"No, you're probably busy."
"No it's fine, I get bored here.."
He says standing up and I nod,"Okay then, well can you drop me off at the house I as staying at. Where Harry is staying."
He nods and I am holding my heels and clothes, but still wearing his.
"Let's go." He says, we get to his car and I get in.
After a couple minutes of driving, he stood,"So..I'll see you, Selena."
"Thanks, Zayn..really, you're a nice guy. And I'm sorry again.
We should hang out some time. When I'm not a wreck." I giggle.
I pull him in for a hug and he hugs back.
We exchange numbers and after I walk out, he drives away.
I knock on the door and it swings open with worry.
It's Justin. My eyes widen and I still imagine what he did last night.
I walk past him, but he follows me as I walk upstairs.
On the drive over here, I had already texted Ian and Nina if I could ride with them on the plane.
So they are picking me up at 7pm.
It's 6pm right now so I get to our closet, I pull out my suit cases and grab my clothes putting them in it.
Justin walks behind me,"Selena, what are you doing?"
I ignore him and keep packing.
"Baby, please, don't go--"
He starts but I cut him off, turning around to him.
"Y..you cheated on me.."
I try to say without bursting out in tears.
He cups my face,"Baby, I know.."
"Cheated on me..with Kendall.."
I let a tear roll down my cheek and his eyes get watery, he quickly wipes it away.
"I know..and I'm so sorry.."
He starts but can't find what to say.
I say it,"I love you, and this is what you do!?" I fall back sitting on the bed,"I love you and you that?...I thought you loved me.. but I was wrong.." I cry still packing.
He pulls my arm and turns me to him, I am in his arms and He wipes my tears,"No! I do love you! So much.."
I push him away and grab the clothes from the closet,"No! You don't! You wouldn't have done that."
Once I sip up my suit case.
I rush out, to Taylor's room,"Hey." I hug her,"I'm going back, but I'll see you when you get back. Love you."
I hug her again and she waves as I grab my luggage and walk downstairs.
I'm really gonna do it.