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Dylan
It's been weeks since Caleb has talked to any of us. He even blew off Friday skate day. We called him several times and waited outside of his house for 1 hour - he still didn't come out.
I'm very worry about him.
I just wish he will talk to us.
Chase
Being at home with my parents seriously blows. My dad caught me sneaking out,and I was awaken with a surprise when I climbed down the ladder and saw him waiting for me.
" You're grounded until you leave this house! And don't even think about sneaking out again. I will put locks on all the windows and codes on every door and room in this house!" My father yells as I marched back into the house. Its already worse that he's an FBI agent but this is going to far. I hate having overprotective parents! They never let me do anything. And they wonder why I behave the way I do.
"Will don't you think you're being a little dramatic. She's 18 for God-sake she's going to be an adult soon!" She gestures her arms.
"Adult ? As long as she's living underneath our roof she will follow my rules! No leaving the house after 9."
I stump my feet dramatically onto the floor."9? It was 10!"
"You keep yelling at me I'm going to make it 7. You're not stupid Chase. You know what can happen to a beautiful girl like you. Last week we found a 15 year old girl chopped into pieces and severed from the waist down. I don't want that to happen to you. People die when they know too much Chase remember that. So until then you're grounded and please... No more sneaking out. And if you really need to go somewhere tell me or your mother. Okay?"
"Okay, sorry dad."
"Oh and give me your key's."
"But dad."
"Chase you need to learn that your decisions have consequences. I don't know what me and your mother would have done if anything happen to you."
"Will she has school. Let her keep her car until the end of the week. I think that's fair. She needs a little freedom. We're going to miss her when she goes away for college." My mother smiled at me. I'm so lucky to have a mother who understands me.
I mouth 'Thanks' to my mother.My dad was stilled angry. I know he would have haven me grounded until I was 40.
"Where were you heading anyway at 10 Hun ?" My mothers sweet voice asked.
"I was heading to Blake's house she needed help with her math homework." I lie. Blake was surprisingly good at math and others subjects - she just doesn't want many people to know.
" I'm going to head upstairs mom,dad.Goodnight."
My mother kissed me on my right cheek."Goodnight baby."
When I arrived in my room my Jaws ringtone burst into life. Blake was calling me.
" Chase?"
"Yeah it's me. Is everything okay."
"You know same ole same ole. My mother has her days. Have you heard anything from Caleb it's been one week. I'll think he would have told us something by now,you know."
"Yeah he's looking worst. I hate that he's not speaking to any of us. We never kept secrets from each other. Never."
I just wish Caleb could tell us so I can tell my dad. My father will make sure they will never see daylight again. Only if it was that easy. Some people keep secrets so the people they love want get hurt.
"So how's your mom?"
Blake exhale. "She tried to kill me in my sleep. I don't -"
"What the hell Blake! You have to tell someone! What if she kill you?"
" Ugh you sound like Oliver. I'm fine Chase. Promise."
"Do you want me to tell my dad or.." I started to say.
" No! I wish it was that easy but I have to think about Matt. There many things that can happen.Matt can be taken away form me you know. I'll think of something.I have to. I can't leave Matt with her."
" Do you want me to come over. I can sneak out... Ugh! I can't sneak out my dad caught me."
Blake burst into laughter."That was going to happen. We all told you to stop sneaking out... Look I have to go Oliver is here I'll take to you later okay. Love you."
"Love you too Blake."
Ugh! What am I'm going to do. It's only 10 and and I'm bored out of my mind. Hmm. Maybe I should call Ryder.Nah he's probably with one of his slut of the day winner.
Ugh he makes me so sick sometimes. I can't believe I forgive him when he cheated on me. I felt used, betrayed, downcast. And everyone at school knew about it. I had no choice but to break up with him.
And to think I actually believed I love him makes me want to laugh and cry at the same time, because everything he said he will never do he eventually showed me that words are just words.
Caleb
I've been locked inside the bathroom thinking if I should just end this right now And just try my best to beat Brendan myself. Regardless of what I told my mother about what Brendan did to me - she chose not to believe me.
I earn another beating when she was asleep. It didn't matter how hard I tried to fight him - he was always stronger than me.
The next day I showed up to school looking like someone mugged and tortured me.
I made the decision not to seat with my friends an to ignore their calls. I couldn't tell them. I just couldn't. I don't want to drag anyone else into my troubling life.
I'll just suffer by myself.
Ryder
"Caleb answer your fucking phone. Call me back." I left 10 shitty voicemails on Caleb's phone.
I'm angry and depressed. I feel so alone and this big ass house. I know me? Ryder Williams. Feelings lonely. I know I would laughed at myself too if I wasn't feeling so dejected.
My parents are gone like always. Having fun while I'm inside the house,starring at walls and thinking too much.
Usually I will host a party or pick up a few chicks and have a nice time. But now. I don't know what's wrong with me.
My parents aren't answering their phones. Caleb's not answering his phone. Like damn why isn't anyone answering their phones!
I've been inside my room drinking and crying like a little bitch. Why? Because I feel so trapped inside a dark black hole and everyone that means the most to me is never there when I need them.
So hello to my best friend Tequila.
I've been drunk texting a few people in my contracts. Typing words I don't even know exist in the dictionary.
Chase
My notification lights flicker on and off signaling I had a text message. It was from Ryder."Can you come over. I really meed yu." I giggle as I read the text.Why does he always have to text me when he's drunk?
But since I have nothing to do on a Saturday I guess I can give Ryder a visit.
When I'm finally ready to leave,my mother and father were closing the door behind them.
Well that was good timing.
I tiptoe down the hallway to the stairs,grabbing my keys out of the Cookie Monster jar.
I did my cat daddy dance when I made it successfully out of the house. I ran to my car starting my baby to life.
Ryder
I stare at the most beautiful women I have ever laid my eyes on. Then I shook my thoughts away. Realizing we have been staring at each other for the longest one minute in my life.
"What the hell do you want Chase! It's not the right time to decide to show up." I gritted my teeth. Why the hell would she show up right now it's 11 at night! I was fine drinking alone, now she has to see me like this.
Her lip begin to quiver. Well this is what I freaking wanted,to see her cry while I'm drunk. She deserves and Academy Award everyone!
"You've been drinking."
"Is that a question or an statement baby? Because I think we both pretty much know that I'm drunk." I rubbed her chin and licked my lips.
"I came to-"
I interrupted her."sleep with me.I thought you wouldn't ask." I joke.
" You are such a dick. Seriously you are. First you get drunk for some reason then you take it out on me! What the hell ! The reason I came was because you drunk texted me! I thought something was wrong so I rushed here."
"Oh."
"Yeah so stop thinking no one cares about you asshole and let's lay down."
***
I spend the rest of my Friday night staring at Chase while she slept.Weird? Yes. Crazy? No. A guy would be crazy to not stare at her. I admire the way her full lips grasp open when she inhaled, the way her eyebrows arched as her face laid on the my pillow. The way her brown skin will glow when a car drove pass lighting up my room. She was breathtaking. It's just sad that I was so shitty to her that she finally had given up. I wish I could have treated her better.
But I cant change the way I am even if I try. I tired to date Chase hoping that I'll change but it made things even worse. Damn sometimes I hate myself for what I did to her.
How could anyone cheated on someone who they claim to be in love with. Suppose I wasn't in love with Chase but the thought of being in love with Chase. I screwed up big-time.
I lay on my back staring up to my room ceiling." I'm sorry I screwed up. And embarrassed you at school.Damn that was cruel. I don't even know why I said it. Well... Kind of." I paused and smiled like a bitch. " I was upset you were talking and flirting with Kyle. I know it's hypocritical of me to be angry with you if I sleep with many women. I'm sorry." I turned to look at Chase who was already staring back at me. I frowned when I saw her looking back at me. Damn she scared the shit out of me, but I will never let her know that.
"Did I scare you?"
"No. I thought you were asleep."
" I was. Then I heard this guy confessing about how he screw things up with this chick."
" What all did you hear?" Feeling slightly nervous that she heard me when I didn't realize.
" You're a coward!"
I rolled my eyes feeling annoyed already that she's woke."Okay here we go again.How am I'm a coward ?"
"Are you kidding? You decided the best way to get things off our chess was to tell me while I was sleeping! You don't have the guts to tell me to my face. And that's what make you coward. You don't know how to let go of the whole Bad Boy fake facade or no one cares about you phase. I'm here! You know you can call when you need me. I would never judge you....... And even though you hurt me I still love you.It just suck you could never say it back." Chase says staring at the ceiling.
Chase
I stare at Ryder's bedroom ceiling avoiding eye contact as I waited for him to say something.
Ryder
"I'm fucked up Chase can't you see that! I can't be with you. I can't be with anyone. I don't deserve anyone. Do you remember how I hurt you the first time we tried to make it work? I ended up doing something stupid! Embarrassing you in the process! I'm perfect just the way I am. With no one." Ryder tells me making me want to be a little girl again and hide underneath my bed.
"But I -" I start to say but Ryder stopped me. He's missing the whole viewpoint of what I was saying.
"Just please Chase stop, no one belongs to anyone. We are all meant to be alone sometime.We should live while we are young. We should fuck whoever we want to.And be reckless." I licked my lips staring into her golden eyes that were tearing up. Fuck I hope she doesn't cry.
Chase
I quickly arise from Ryder's bed grabbing all my belongings and stopped to look at him."Okay. Okay I'm sorry for coming over. I just thought you might need someone to stay up with you.See you around Ry." A tear made its way down my cheek. I can't believe I confess how I felt and was shot down.I feel like my heart had been stabbed and ripped into shreds. I guess this is what rejection feels like. I'm running as fast as I can down his stairs but it doesn't feel like I'm moving fast enough.
Ryder
Why am I'm just watching her run away? Why want my feet move? She came to my house to tell me how she felt and I rejected her. What is wrong with me? Chase has been by my side since I met her.Never judge me when I made mistakes. Fuck she even accepted my shitty apology when I made a scene in the lunchroom and embarrassed her.
" Fuck it." I ran down the stairs becoming closer to her as she speed walk to the door. I ran towards her grabbing her arm and pulling her forcefully towards my soft pink lips.She tries to shove me away but I can't let her go just let. I needed this so bad every touch. This is the best remedy I could ever ask for. Yes sex is great but this is so much more intimate. I can taste her sweet lip balm that tingles my lip as I bite her bottom lip. She opens her mouth giving me permission to thrush my tongue inside. A whimper escapes her lips. Encouraging me to want to make her whimper louder.
I never left her touch, our lips never disconnected. I slam the door shut with the heel of my foot and picked Chase up carrying her to the guest room on the main level.