I feel so lonely.Sad.Everything.But,I DON'T really mind actually people hates me.And,I hated them.I know who I am.Yep.Cold,heartless.EVERYTHING THEY HATES ABOUT ME.
I am happy now.I can forget all of my stupid pain.With them.My bestfriend Shan and Qis.Everything is perfect.They've help me.They made me realize my mistake.
No wonder why,they take me as their friend.They've once broke down.Like a broken pieces of glass.Almost have the same pain,same sorrow,same desire.
And,we're going through this cruel yet beautiful world by being together.
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"Morning!"Qis said and run to us.Me and Shan.She hugs us like she never seen us before.We have a one week holiday.Which was suck.And,kinda boring.
(Qis known as a cheerful and sometimes kind be heartless.Even though,you see the outside of her.We see her inside.Her pain.The loneliness of her soul.Her full name is Balqis.She's a Muslim.She's different from the other.)
"Morning......"Me and Shan said to Qis.(Shan her full name is Shania.She loves to make her hair to a messy kind of bun.That's look nice on her Because of her looks.Other people might see she's kinda cruel or anything anyone that might hurt them.But,she is not a monster that kill people.She is like a guardian angel.)
ME?I feel like a mother who takes care of 5-years old twin when they were happy.And,I am happy about it.
We walk to the usual place as where we take a rest for a while before having a class.We're in 9th grade.
"Hurm.So what are we gonna talk about?"Qis ask."Do nothing.."Shan said and start to poke the hole from the wall."what are u doing?"I ask."poking?"She said.Qis Suddenly laugh.Shan finally realize and pull out her finger and laugh.
"Qis!Don't be ak Dirty Minded!"I said as I hit her arm not that hurt to hurt her.Then,Qis's boyfriend pass by and Called her.
"May I go to see,Fierul for a while?"Qis ask.
"Sure."I said.Usually she'll be doing a some sort of weird pose before going.Shan push Qis and let her do her work.
"So what now?"I ask Shan."Be weird."Shan said and does her crazy face.