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Christopher's POV
I rolled over in bed and was face to face with Nilah. She smiled and looked at me.
I smiled back and in my husky morning voice that she love. I told her "Good Morning Ma"
She smiled again but this time with a laugh and said "Morning Chris"
I looked into her eyes and wrapped my arms around her body. I felt how soft she was and knew what happened the other day was a dream.
"Gimmie Kiss" she only smiled. I leaned in to give her a kiss and when my lips touched hers. I didn't feel anything.
I looked up and she was starting to stand up. "Wea you going Ma" i asked her as she was approaching the window.
"Home" she simply replied. I got out the bed going behind her. "No please stay" i begged.
"I have to go he's waiting" she replied trying to give me a hug but her arms went straight through me.
"Who's waiting and the door is the other way" i stated confused.
"You will see when you get home, im'a be waiting. I Love You Chris" she replied before a flashing light came and she disappeared.
I touched her side of the bed. {Trey Songz. Yo Side of the Bed Plays}
Then i noticed it was just another dream. "I Love You Too Nilah" i said running my hands down my face.
I got out of bed walking to the window that Nilah had just vanished from.
Only if i could have gave her one last kiss or hug. I opened window and the wind blow.
2 days after the funeral...2 days mane. She been gone for 7 days son. 7
Knock Knock
I heard my mama knocking on my door. "Come in" i told her still looking out the window into the sky.
"Hey baby, how you feeling" my mama asked rubbing my back.
I shrugged my shoulders trying not to cry. You know like when you don't wanna cry but then someone come ask you are you okay.
"Baby its okay, its normal for people to die" she continued.
I turned around and looked at her.
"Okay its okay for my pops to die huh. Its okay for my sister and my brother to die huh. Its okay for Trey to die huh. Oh lets not forget grandma. Nilah too ? But you know its okay" i started going off.
She stood there. "But its okay for everybody i fuckin love and care about to die. What the hell ima do if you die today or tomorrow ? Huh Huh" i kept questioning her.
"Huh. Oh well you know its gon be okay then to" i brushed passed her and sat on the bed.
"Im sorry baby, ima let you cool off then we can finish this discussion." she tapped my back and walked out the door.
I sat on the bed angry at myself. I pulled my hair and sighed.
Then running my hands down my face. My phone started vibrating. "Ne" flashed across my screen.
She have been the only one i been talking to since Nilah's death.
Shortly after there was a knock on the window. Letting me know Ne was coming.
I opened my window and she climbed in with red puffy eyes.
"Chris" she looked up at me. I looked at her red puffy eyes. "I want my friend back" she said.
I sighed and looked at her. "I know its hard Ne and i miss her too"
We sar there in silence. "You remember when we was riding bikes a few months back and Nilah hit the tree laughing at me because i flipped my bike over a small rock." i half way smiled at the thought.
She nodded still dabbing her eyes and nose with the paper. "And you remember when was walking in late one night and somebody passed by playing our favorite song. And we just started dancing in the middle of the road. And i slipped trynna do the jerk. Then you started stomping on me with your Timbs. Nilah then stopped us and we started running down the street trynna fight. Then we got in somebody yard and started fighting.It had a whole in the yard and Nilah was fussing at us Then all of a sudden ehe fell in the whole."
I laughed at that night man it was a fun wild night. She wiped her nose and laughed. "Yeaa i remember that, that was one fun night. Why was we even out there anyway." she asked me.
I thought about it for a while. "We wanted to go knocking on people doors. But Nilah didn't want to. " i told her.
"Yeaa she always was the goody-two-shoes out of us" she said.
Then there was another silence. Not a awkward one but a thinking silence.
Nesha sniffled. "No, no, no you gotta remember this. Remember when that dog was running behind Nilah and she was screaming and running. Then the dog licked her face and she started crying."
Bruhh Nilah was so scared of animals it was a shame.
I laughed. "Bruhh no you gotta remember this. When we went to Wal-mart and we was stealing food and candy out of it. Then we told Nilah steal something. She ainn wanna do it. So we told her we was gonna leave her in the store if she didn't steal nothing. And you know that Wal-mart was all the way on the other side of town. So she said okay. She said her lips were chap so she stold a dollar chapstick." i paused trying not to laugh before continuing the store.
I laughed." And she went back to Wal-Mart and put a 2 dollars in the donation box. Cause she felt bad" we said simultaneously.
I laughed so hard at that. Nesha laughed so much that she was on the floor holding her stomach. "Damn bruhh"
I sighed aloud. "She's really gone" Ne stated about to cry again.
"Ne please don't cry" i told her. "Chris i have nobody without you and her. My mama ainn shit all she do is fuck for a buck"
I rubbed her back. "Come on Ne please dont cry, think about all the good times we had together" i pointed out.
"Im trying Chris, she was the one and only true girl friend i ever had" she cried out with tears streaming down her face.
I let her cry on my shoulder. After she finished crying she went over to the shelf where a lot of Nilah stuff was.
"Our Prom" she touched the picture looking at Nilah. It was me her nd Nilah being goofy on that picture.
Her phone rung in her pocket. "Chris i gotta go take care okay" she told me.
"Same" i replied and she came up to me giving me a hug with a hot tear rolling down her face.
With that she climbed back out my window.
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Jamerah's POV
I sat in bed crying. Thinking about how i missed my last chance to ever talk to my sister ever again.
Then the thing that hurts me the most is she called me early that morning and i didn't even answer.
I didn't answer.
I didn't answer.
Then Mih kept calling me and i didn't answer.
I put on my sweater and climbed out my window going to Nelly house.
I knocked on the door of his house and he answered only in his pajamas and no shirt.
He rubbed his squinted eyes and told me to "Come In"
"Can we stay outside" i aksed him. "Yeaa, wait lemme go put on a shirt and some socks." he told me.
He closed the door and a few minutes later he came back outsidw with white shirt on and his mama's house slippers.
"Wassup" he asked me as be greeted me with a hug and a kiss.
I shook my head nothing and folded my arms under my breast. I sat down in the chair on my far left side.
He came and sat by me. Rubbing his hands together. "So how you been doing" he asked referring to my sister.
"Not good" i told him. "Its gon get better ma" he told me rubbing my back.
"If i would've just answered the phone" i expressed.
"Its gon be iight, it just takes time"i just sat there silently.
Thinking about what happened just 7 days ago. I saw them put my sister six feet under only at the age of 17.
6 months from now she would be 18. I started crying. "Merah" Nelly got up and hugged me.
I pushed him off me. "I lied to my sister for you" he looked confused.
"I promised her that I wouldn't give my virginity away. I PROMISED her" i cried more.
"Merah" he called out softly. Trying to give my another hug. "I pushed him off again.
"And not only that i didn't answer the phone because of you, i didn't go to the hospital because of you" i cried even more.
He looked at me with a hury expression. "Really Merah" he asked me.
"Dont try to flip that shit on me, i told you to answer the phone. I told you i didn't wanna have sex with you that day. And i told you that i wanted to wait a li'longer to even have sex with you" he told me calmly.
I was crying the whole time he was talking. "Come on Merah" he picked me up and took me in the house.
"So you feel like all this shit my fault" he asked leaning on a shelf in his living room.
I didn't answer. "Huh" he asked.
"Merah i know you hear me talking t you". I felt him staring at me.
"Yes, i think all this shit is your fault" i told him.
"Man, i told you to answer that fucking phone. And i didn't force you to have sex with me. If anything its the other way around. You feeling guilty about all this shit. and you trying to turn to tables on me. But you wanna do everything else. But cant woman up to take your owm weight. You trying to make evergbody else but yourself feel bad." he stated to me.
"Really Cornelle" i asked him. "Yes, really. You think you the only one that can voice your opinion. But sometimes listen to people. You wouldn't be in the situation you in now" he continued lecturing me.
"Alright" i told him looking at him. He came over to me. Trying to comfort md again but i moved.
"Ima come back over later" i told him. "Really Merah you mad" he asked me.
"Nah i ainn mad" I said walking out the door slamming it in his face.
I needed someone to talk to so i called Rissa. "Hello" she answered panting.
"Ri i really need someone to talk to" i told her.
It was a long silence. "Ri" i asked in a questionable tone.
"Huh, Merah ima have to call you later"
With that being said i heard the dial tone.
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Christopher's POV
I was walking down the street listening to music. When i heard a very fimilar voice.
"Wassup Chris" my nigga J told me.
"Wassup J" i replied.
{if you dont know J he had a small part in this story like in Chapter 13}
"Nothing Coolin Nigga" he said dapping me.
"What you doing on this side of town" i asked him.
"Shit trynna break a few bricks" he answered.
I shook my head. "Damn, nigga you still ainn stop selling dope" i asked.
"Nah, nigga its either i die doing it or i live doing it" he laughed.
"So whats good Nigga" he turned serious all of a sudden
"What you mean" i aksed him. "You tried to set me up"
"No, what you talking bout you like my fam man" i told him.
"So you ainn rat on me to the cops about raping that Fat Bitch you b with" he asked which only made me mad.
Fuck that. I pulled my Roid out my side. "What you said nigga" i asked him wih my gun cocked and loaded.
"You heard what the Fuck i said" he told me.
I slapped him across the face with my gun. By now people started coming outside recording with their cameras and calling people.
I saw someone approaching us. I kept hitting him with the gun until i felt someone grabbing me.
I looked at who it was before i was punchned in the face. I heard police sirens.
I looked up again and it was Nilah's sickass brother. How they let this nigga back out jail.
I Shot him in his shoulder and he held his shoulder. He smiled that sickening smile when we killed Nilah.
Something in my mind clicked and i emptied the clip on him.
Every bullet i had something to say. Everbody that ever hurt me its like i just took it out on that one person.
I look at him before throwing the gun down and getting my other gun out and shooting my so called Nigga J.
I back home and hopped in the car. Callin my mama. She answered. "Hello"
I pulled out the driveway fast and was now on my way to the grave yard
"Ma, I love you. Im sorry i did this but i want see you until a very long time. I Love You Ma" i cried to her into to phone.
"Chris wait no, please don"i hung up the phone before she could talk me out of it.
The police were now a distance away from me. "Stop the Car" they yelled but i didnt.
I drove even faster.Until i reached the grave yard.
Trying to find Nilah's grave. I ran through the grave yard until i saw her name.
"Im coming home baby" i told her as i sat there with the gun by my heart.
"Hands up" i heard the police say with the gun in his hand.
"Put the gun down sir"
I slid down her grave and pulled the trigger.
Pow.
I had a flashback of everything in life. From when i was little to now.
I saw a bright light. With a yellow walk way.
I walked into i reach the end where i saw my grandmother and all my other dead realatives.
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I hugged them. A tear rolled down my face. "Granny"
I smiled when i saw the wings on her back and a beautiful white gown. The golden Halo shinning above her head.
"Gold Gates Open" i heard a deep voice say.
The Golden Gates opened and there she was holding something in her hands.
"Nilah" i said and hugged her kissing her lips.
"Who is this" i asked her. "This is Christiana". "I named her after you" she told me.
I looked at the baby she had pretty bronze skinned with a full head of hair. And dimples just like her mother.
"Even though she isn't for you. I just love you"
"She is mine and I love you too"
"I made it" i told her. "You made it baby" she told me.
"WE MADE IT" i said kissing her lips.
I grabbed her hand and i walked with her as the Golden Gates Closed.
The End