"Abby wake up." I heard Harry say as I fluttered my eyes open to see Harry watching me. I closed my eyes again and tossed over on my side. "Nope wake up." He said pulling me into him.
"Mmm I don't wanna get up." I said rolling back over to meet his green eyes.
"As cute as you are when you sleep you need to wake up." He said smiling.
"Wait you were watching me sleep?" I questioned.
"Um uh no. Just for a few minutes." He said as his cheeks got a light pink colour to them.
"Well that's not creepy at all." I said chuckling a little as I sat up and stretched my arms out.
"You talk in your sleep." Harry said laughing.
"I do? What did I say?" I asked looking at him with my eyebrows furrowed.
"Yes. You said 'No! Please don't! Stop! Don't touch me!'" Harry said furrowing his brows.
"Oh." Was all I said as I looked down.
"What were you dreaming about Abby?" He asked me as I looked up and locked eyes with him.
"When two guys would always beat me. Once they almost raped me and would have if it wasn't for my best friend spotting them." I sighed breaking eye contact with Harry.
"They what?!" He shouted and I shrunk down, afraid he would hurt me like they had.
"Please Harry." I said quietly looking at him with fear.
"I'm sorry. I just can't think of anyone ever hurting you." Harry said sighing.
"I know but they can't hurt me ever again because I have you and the others." I said smiling shyly. Harry looked at me and smiled.
"Never will they ever hurt you again." He said placing his arm on my shoulders and kissed my forehead. I heard someone clear their throat and I snapped my head up in the direction of the sound.
"Can you get out of my room please." Zayn said looking at Harry with a bit of anger in his eyes.
"Oh sorry yeah." Harry said smiling at me before leaving the room. Zayn walked over to me and sat down next to me. He stared at me for a moment.
"How come you didn't tell me?" Zayn asked sounding somewhat hurt.
"What are you taking about?" I asked looking at him in confusion.
"Why didn't you tell me you were almost raped and that some guys used to abuse you?" He asked looking into my eyes.
"I-I didn't want to tell anyone about it. I don't ever talk about it. My mum didn't even know about it." I said looking down at my feet.
"But you told Harry." He said with hurt in his voice.
"Yes but it's not like I just told him randomly. I had a bad dream and he wanted to know what it was about." I said in defense.
"But why didn't you tell me?" He asked again his tone had a tint of anger in it.
"Because I don't like to talk about it to anyone! Harry asked me what I had a nightmare about because I was talking in my sleep so I told him! Don't get mad at me because I actually, for once, opened up to someone instead of bottling it all up like I always do!" I shouted, anger building up in me. He is not going to get mad at me for something like this!
"If you ever feel depressed and need someone to talk to you can came to me." He said as his tone softened up and he had a look of guilt in his eyes.
"Thanks." I said smiling, feeling relaxed by the fact that he wasn't angry anymore.
"I'm always here." He smiled back before pulling me into him.
"Okay well now you know." I said looking into his chocolate brown eyes.
"Yes and I won't let anyone do that to you ever again." He said as he softly kissed my cheek.
"I know you won't." I smiled at him. Zayn slowly inched his face closer to mine.
"I love you Abby." He said when his face was just mere inches in front of mine.
"Just kiss me already." I said pulling his face closer to mine and planting my lips on his. I avoided saying I love you back because I didn't know if I did. I felt something with Harry that I didn't with Zayn and it made me confused. I can openly talk to Harry and he is so comforting. With Zayn I can't help but be happy around him and he's so sweet. I don't know what to do at the moment so I'm going to avoid saying I love you until I know exactly if I do love him or if I love Harry. I pushed the thoughts away as Zayn's tongue brushed my bottom lip asking for entry. I denied him access but kept our lips locked. In the middle of the kiss Zayn pushed me back onto the bed. I was a bit surprised by his actions and pulled away. I rolled us over so that I was on top. I looked at him for a moment and his hands wrapped around the middle of my back as I laid there. I planted my lips on his once again as our lips began to move in sync. I felt Zayn's hands slowly slide down before stopping on my bum.
"Um no this isn't happening." I heard Louis say as he stood in the doorway.
"Ugh Louis you ruin everything." I sighed and got up.
"No I don't! Now you two need to get ready, we're going to Bob Evan's for breakfast." Louis said before leaving the room. I sighed and pecked Zayn's lips before going to my closet. I grabbed a black crop top that said 'Hispta Please' along with a pair of dark denim cut off shorts. I quickly changed and made my way to the bathroom to do my hair and make up. I put on foundation, did a wing with eyeliner, and mascara finished off with a light pink lip gloss. I braided my hair off to the right side.
"Wow!" I heard all of them as they all wolf whistled when I came out.
"What? I'm just wearing shorts and a crop top." I shrugged looking at them.
"It's just that you..." Zayn trailed off looking me up and down as the others did the same.
"Would you stop staring at me." I said sassily as I put my hands on my hips and looked at them. They all blushed and looked around the room as they either shoved their hands in their pockets or rubbed the back of their heads.
"So shall we go?" Louis asked as he snaked his arm through mine.
"We shall." I said smiling at Louis and skipping towards the door with Louis mirroring me. The other boys laughed and followed after us. I got into the car with Louis and sat in the passenger seat, followed by Harry and Zayn. They both glared at each other before looking at me.
"Hey why don't you guys ride in the other car." I said with a smile.
"Why?" They both pouted.
"Please." I begged with a puppy face. They sighed and got out of the car, walking over to the other one and opening the car door. I saw them talking before I saw Liam get out and get into the car with me and Louis.
"Hey Abby and Louis." Liam said with a smile before buckling his seat belt.
"Hey Liam!" Louis and I chorused before laughing. I turned the radio up to hear the song Kiss You was on. I started to sing along and after awhile Louis and Liam joined in.
"Who do you think has the best voice out of all of us?" Louis questioned as he glanced over at me quickly.
"Hmm I'd say its between you and Harry. Then Niall is a really really really close second." I said as I turned the radio down a little.
"Yay!" Louis cheered happily.
"What place am I in?" Liam asked from the back seat.
"You and Zayn are tied for third." I said as I looked back at him in the rearview mirror.
"That's good, right?" Liam asked as our eyes met through the rearview mirror.
"Yes. You guys are all extremely talented." I said happily with a big smile.
"Thank you!" Liam and Louis said at the same time. I laughed and it went silent.
"Can I ask for your guys opinions on something?" I asked quietly after a moment of silence.
"Sure." Liam replied with a smile.
"What should I do if two guys like me and I like both them?" I questioned.
"Depends who the people are." Louis said quickly. I stayed silent for a while.
"It's Harry and Zayn." I said, sighing.
"Oh well then I think you should give it a little more time then decide." Liam said.
"But I don't know, Zayn said I love you earlier and I had to dodge it. What if he says I love you again? What am I supposed to say then?" I asked as I sighed and looked up at Louis then back at Liam.
"Just don't say it back, do anything to avoid it, until you know which one you want to be with." Liam said as he looked back at me.
"Okay. Thanks guys." I said smiling at both of the boys.
"We're always here for you." Louis said as he placed his hand on my thigh and rubbed his thumb on it.
"Can you guys please not mention this to Harry or Zayn." I said while looking at them.
"We won't, promise." Liam said smiling at me.
"Thanks again guys." I said with a smile as we pulled into the parking lot of Bob Evan's.
"We're here!" Louis shouted as he parked beside the other black Range Rover. I smiled as I unbuckled and got out of the car. Harry and Zayn raced over to me but Harry had beat Zayn over.
"Guys calm down, I have two sides. No wrapping your arms around me, either of you." I said pointing my finger at both of them. They sighed and stood on each side of me as we walked to the doors. This ought to be fun, with the both of them already fighting to be next to me.