March 4th 4:17 am
camila: can you please talk to me
camila: its driving me insane
camila: i literally cannot sleep bc idk if youre still mad at me about the kiss or bringing you backstage or what
camila: ik you told me you werent but idk i still think youre upset with me
camila: like a lot
camila: also
camila: i just wanna say that i rly fucking wanted to meet you and to be able to on my bday seemed like a rly good idea at the time
camila: i didnt consider what you might think of it
camila: so im sorry
9:17 am
camila: yk i have manis number now right
camila: i couldnt sleep so asked her if u were ok and had ur phone and she freaked out for about 20 mins but she said yea
camila: to both
camila: and ik ur ignoring me
camila: so im assuming ur mad
camila: please lauren im so fucking sorry, i thought u already knew
camila: it was pretty obvious
camila: i thought u were just playing around
camila: pls just text me
March 5th 3:23 am
camila: ok so im not in miami anymore
camila: u dont have to see me in person
camila: can we pls talk now
camila: its not even that serious
camila: lauren please i can barely sleep
6:43 am (March 6th)
camila: ok if ur never gonna talk to me again id just like to say
camila: im impulsive as hell when it comes to certain things and i was so fucking scared, dinah ultimately helped me but i admit it was me who wanted to see u
camila: i wanted to see u bc u have been such a genuine and caring person and u know a lot of stuff my closest friends dont
camila: and other things
camila: but please
camila: idk if im being annoying or dramatic since its been like 1 day but im so used to talking to u everyday now
camila: this is fucking hard
camila: please
5:24 pm
lauren: idk if youre still trying to insinuate im dumb or slow but
lauren: i did suspect things but i just assumed they werent right bc i wanted to trust you
lauren: of course im mad
lauren: in what world is it 'normal' to invite some online friend backstage at your concert when said friend thinks youre just an ordinary person
lauren: not to dehumanize you or anything but you arent exactly the girl i thought you were since youre fuckin famous and shit
camila: okay
camila: i swear i thought u already knew
lauren: i thought i did too
lauren: i just trusted that you were being truthful when you said you werent
lauren: hell, id be less mad if i figured out you were a catfish and just insecure so you used those pics
lauren: being called backstage isnt exactly an everyday, casual kind of meet up
camila: im sorry
lauren: and im upset
camila: i know
camila: trust me i know
camila: pls dont rub it in
lauren: im not rubbing it in im simply stating what i think
camila: well it hurts
camila: i shouldnt be as hurt as i am over the fact that ur upset w me
camila: u shouldnt have this much of an affect on me
camila: literally if u were anyone else i wouldnt care half as much as i do rn
lauren: what are you saying
camila: im saying u mean a lot more to me than id like to admit
lauren: ok
camila: im sorry
camila: can i just try to explain what my intention was
camila: and what i was thinking
camila: again
7:45 pm
camila: seriously
camila: are u back to ignoring me
camila: what did i do
camila: whatever it was im sorry
camila: id never intentionally upset u
camila: i hope u know that
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a/n: so i didnt write the rest of their interaction obviously (in case any of u thought ya missed a chapter) but i probably wont point it out from now on :)
happy friday!!!! have a lovely weekend ppl