im 100% sure it has been a year since I've posted a new chapter. Recently, I've been reading fan fiction and it has made me miss writing. I re read over my old stories, including this one, and I had such big plans for this story, i cannot go on with out finishing it. regardless if no one still has this saved anymore, and no one reads it, that no longer matters to me. As long as I just finish this, i will be proud. Theres nothing more heartbreaking than finding a story that I enjoy that isn't finished and hasn't been updated in forever. So enough talking, in a way, i am back? but I've decided to turn this to an instagram/social media type style stories. its not going to be just that, i will have the regular story line. Im just going to stop and you'll see. enjoyyy :)
sammy
The door slams open as Stassie walks in, holding a bag of food in her hand, "Hello Samuel!" she screams while jumping on my bed. "Hey, Stassie baby." I reply while a stifle in a giggle. I stare at the girl that continues to jump on my bed, going along with the beat of the music that is playing.
Stassie plops down on my bed, her hair covering her face but her big smile, visible. "I missed you." She beamed, grabbing the bad and placing it in front of me. I smile back at her, as I rummaged through the bag and sees that she bought me Cheesecake Factory. As I take out the food, I feel her watch my every mood and I find myself becoming apprehensive.
Over the past few weeks, Stassie and I have gotten closer. We met at a party a month or so ago and we recently started hanging out. Avianna has made it crystal clear that she feels some type of way about her, but to be completely honest, I could care less. When I had insecurities about Mark, she didnt think about how was I was feeling, and instead told me to suck it up.
In a way, I am getting back at her. Believe me, I love her very much but I am hanging out with Stassie whenever I want. She's the one being delusional at this point and now she understands what I had to go through. That doesn't take away form the fact that I'm upset and heartbroken that I can't see my baby graduate. She was there for me through my entire senior year and I can't even go to prom with her. I soon begin to feel guilty, knowing that graduation is an important day for her.
Stassie interrupts my train of thought, "Hurry up and finish eating loser. We're going to go out baby!" She squeals, beating on my crossed knees. Laughing, I continue shoving the food down my mouth as quickly as I can without choking.
"I need to change first." I tell her, my mouth filled with food as I stuff the my trash in the empty bag. Walking over to my drawers, I chose something casual and basic. I put on a white crew neck tee, distressed black jeans, and some white Comme De Garcons. We both walk out my door and head downstairs where the rest of my friends are sitting on the couch, watching a show.
Glancing over at Gilinsky, we make slight eye contact as he quickly ends his phone call. Tilting my head to the side, I look at him, raising my eyebrow. He shakes his head, turning away and bringing Madison closer to him. "Are we going out?" I ask, looking at everyone dispersed amongst the couch.
"Where are we heading to?" Johnson asks me, standing up and fixing himself up before we continue. Everyone soon begins to get up from the couch and look at eachother, deciding where to go. "What about the Grove?" Madison suggests. We all agree and make our way towards the car.
The Jacks, Nate, Madison, Stassie and I pile into the car and we soon begin out journey to the Grove. As we were making our way there, I see that Stass is about to take a picture and I push my face against hers before she takes it.
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stassiebaby : you can tell i enjoy hanging out with sammy
samwilksino replying to stassiebaby : i can't be the only one wondering where avianna is. i hope they didnt break up bc i love them together
leahmaebby replying to samwilksino : how do you love them together? We haven't seen them together at all. the fact that the fandom likes her now is annoying .
samwilksino replying to leahmaebby : Do you follow her on any of her social media? Even if she may be different from what she portrays herself to be, she's not a bad person.
leahmaebby replying to samwilksino : well sam wouldn't be partying with other girls if she was? Exactly.
nateskatemaloley replying to leahmaebby : no one knows what goes on between them & its probably kept that way for a reason. shitting on avianna isnt necessary.
mattsbagels replying to nateskatemaloley : preach, i hate how this fandom is being so rude to her bc honestly, she seems like the sweetest
jackgilinsky replying to stassiebaby : youre not the only two hanging out, there are other people in the car.
jackj replying to jackgilinsky : right, the mfn disrespect
"Y'all are petty as fuck." Stassie blurts out, putting her phone away. "I mean, you said it was just the two of you, but there are more people here Anastasia." Johnson sassily replies, joking rolling his eyes as he faces the front. I laugh at her face when he calls her by her full name, and she playfully smacks me on the cheek.
Before I could speak, Gilinskys phone rings and he turns the music off. "Guys, its Avia, quiet down for a second." For some reason, a wave of nervousness washes over my body and before he could answer, I blurt out, "Don't let her see that we're with you."
He looks at me at disbelief before rolling his eyes and answering the FaceTime call. "Hey Avia!" he speaks, with joy. I haven't talked to her in a maybe a few days, and I must admit, I miss her voice so much.
"Gilinsky!" her beautiful voice blasts through the speakers. The same voice that brings music to my ears, that would brighten up the mood to any sad teen, the voice belonging to the person whom I consider the love of my life. "Your photographer is in Omaha today, right?"
"Yeah, why? You tryna do a photoshoot?" He asks, a little surprised. That sounds like something she would do. She enjoys photography and showcasing pictures she's taken or what other photographers show. "Well, not necessarily. I need a photographer for some little thing I'm going to."
Thats weird, I don't remember her having anything big she told me about, then again, I haven't talked to her in a few days or so. Regardless, she always tells me everything that she does. "What is it?" he asks.
"It's a secret Jack!" she exclaims, followed by her cute giggle. Oh how I miss that so much, making her giggle with my dumbass jokes. "Avianna, what are you doing?"
"Well, I could tell you but you could watch me on my social media." I myself was so confused as to what was going on. To be quite honest, I was getting a little scared. "Wow, you might as well start a Youtube channel, you're starting to sound like one." He chuckles.
"Are you alone?" she asks, a little but more calming. He hesitates for a moment before replying, "It's just Jack and Madison with me. Why, whats up?" he asks a little concerned. Stassie is now looking down at her phone that was turned off, I could tell that her mood saddened.
"I miss Sam, Jack." she sighs as my heart skips a beat. The heat rises to my cheeks and I find myself covering my face so no one could see me. "I hate bothering him now, its not even about seeing who's going to apologize first. I genuinely feel like I annoy him."
As those words fall from her lips, it makes me wonder what we have come to. Whenever I visited LA, it never turned like this but I'm starting to question why our relationship has been going downhill. Neither of us seem to want to try and make it work, seeing as we are both giving each other more space than what we need. Jack doesn't say anything but instead looks around, refraining himself from saying something that isn't appropriate.
"Well, just text me the number please. I really gotta go, I have things I need to do. I love you Jack. Tell Madison and Johnson that I miss them." Before he could say anything, she hurriedly hangs up. The car grows silent, everyone reluctant so say anything, causing the tension to quickly grow amongst us. Rather than trying to fix it, we all sit in LA traffic in silence, as we make out way towards the Grove.
avianna
"Oh. My. Goodness." Mallory gasps, in complete awe and shock. She stares at me up and down, her hands covering her mouth and her eyes filled with admiration. "Avianna Christopher. How is this even possible?" I blush, looking down at my newly painted white toes.
"You looked amazing at Prom last year but you have outdone it this year." She walks closer to me, continuously looking me up at down as if she's missed something. "No one would be able to make such a simplistic dress look absolutely stunning the way that you do. I am so amazed."
I turn around to face the big mirror, staring at myself dressed in my nudish, tan dress that hugged my curves perfectly. I chose such a simple dress because I wanted to have a full on glam eye look since i have NEVER really done something like that before.
When I attended prom last year with Sammy, my dress wasn't very subtle but my makeup was so natural and in a way, boring. My makeup was a full glam gold cut crease and a true red lipstick. My hair was slightly curled so it doesn't lose its true length. I knew at the end of the night, it will fall anyways, which i don't really mind.
I was stunned with myself, feeling like the true definition of beautiful and no one could tell me otherwise. No rude tweet, comment, hate page could not bring me down at this moment. "Thank you for everything Mallory." I tell her sincerely while turning around to face her. "Thank you for being someone who's been by my side, even though were not the best of friends. Just knowing that you were there for me when I needed someone. I hope that where ever we decide to do after high school, that we will still be really good friends."
A slight tear threatens to fall from her eye and she comes forward, engulfing me in a hug. She stands speechless, as we stand there in each others arms. We depart as I get a phone call.
"Hello?" I hear Marks voice, "Are you guys ready? Angelo and I are coming to get you." Angelo is Marks best friend on the soccer team and in general. He never liked me for reasons that i wish i knew, and for that, i never talked to him.
Now that we're seniors, he's pushed petty drama aside and decided to ask Mallory to prom so all of us could hang out as really good friends. "Yeah. My mom wants you to come inside though. She misses you and has been dying to take pictures."
"Will do. We're almost there. Can I just come in?" he asks. "Yeah, always." I smile. We say our goodbyes as Mallory and I sit on my bed, waiting for their arrival.
Before Anyssa broke up with Mark, they were supposed to go to prom together. Unfortunately, they broke up and he had two very expensive tickets that wasn't going to waste, so i gladly agreed to go with him. This was decided just a few days ago, so i quickly hit up Mallory in a state of panic because I didn't have a dress. Everything eventually ended up working out perfect and here we are, a few hours before prom starts.
"Avia! Mal! The boys are here!" my mom yells from downstairs. We gather our clutches and we put on our heels, leaving my room. Mallory goes down the stairs first so she could get her pictures. I peep over the railing to see my mom and brother, as well as Marks family. Mark is in the same color as I am, looking quite ravishing if I do say so myself. He looks up, seeing that I am there and his eyes light up almost immediately while his lips curve into a big smile.
As soon as Mal has finished, I make my way down the stairs as the room starts to fill with all sorts of reactions. There are flashes coming in all sorts of angles and I notice my mom crying. "Wow, Avianna. Im absolutely speechless." Mark says, as he grabs my hand, pulling me close to him. "You are the most beautiful girl I have laid my eyes on." My cheeks heat up as he whispers into my ear. I feel so heavy with positive emotions, and I could probably burst any moment.
I don't say anything, instead, I face the camera genuinely smiling . After all the shit I have been going through, I hated to say that this is the happiest I have been in a while. I felt guilty for saying it, probably because it was the truth and Sam has been slacking lately. Regardless, I know that tonight, I wont have to stress at all. Im going to make the best out of it.
aviachristopher : glad that i'm able to go to prom with my bestieee
👤: mark_antthony
📸 : cmonmalloryyy
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💬: 4.5k
jackgilinsky : this is the surprise? i was waiting for a pic where i can't even see your face 🙃
madisonbeer : i miss you qt! text me pics 😘
aviachristopher : i'll send some to mads & you can just look @jackgilinsky @madisonbeer
smuttygilinsky : i love you more with him than with sam.. whoops. sry not sry.
rachhhmorgan : we already know you slayed that bby.
cmonmalloryyy : there were so many pictures i took, why didn't you post the one where we could really see you 😕
mark_antthony : you already know we boutta fuck it up here. i got a surprise for ya too 😉
colbaes.bae : i can't be the only one wondering whether or not she's still with sam.
jjsbabyggirl : @colbaes.bae no you're not. i'm starting to think she was using him to get famous 👀
ninagilinskate : @jjsbabygirl i don't think she'd do that. she seems pretty set on staying in school. she probably made it so she can connect more with her friends that she doesn't see that much.
aviachristopher : @ninagilinskate i couldn't have said it better myself ☺️