Date: March 25th, 2015
Dear Cal,
I have been having a roaming around the city trying to find a place to think but I always end up writing someone a letter of how lonely I am. I really, really miss you Cal. I miss everybody these days. I miss Dawson, I miss Jackson, I miss Katie, and I miss Cal. Cal the jock. Cal the cutest guy at school. Cal the guy who taught me that it's fine to be in love at such a young age.
I'm pretty sure, at some point of our friendship, I was in love with you. Maybe for a second, but I'm sure we had reached that point, at least I have. But you're in England now and I don't really know what to say anymore.
It's scary; to not know anything to say to someone you used to be closed with. You were one of my closest friends and now you're just out there somewhere.
Miss you.