Dear Diary,
Today was different at school. Jake didn't seem to really notice me. He said "hi" to me in the hallway but people seemed to look at him like he was talking to someone who wasn't there. That's how I always feel, like I'm not even there, like I'm invisible.
He did pass me a note in english today though. He told me to meet him near the huge tree in the park. No one ever really goes near the tree though, not since we live in California. There's a huge field on the other side of the park where everyone goes to tan. It's vacant during the day but once school get's out you can barely see the grass.
I'm waiting in my car across the street from the three. I'm really nervous, I've never been alone with a guy before. He was the most popular guy in school though, I mean he's captain of our football team for crying out loud! I don't understand it. My parents seem to approve of him though, so that's good. It's not like we're dating though, I wish.
Here he comes! Wish me luck!
- Jamie