DECIDED TO UPLOAD ANYWAY
in the morning I woke up, seeing Harry had made breakfast. after eating it, I knew I had to go. I kissed Harry's lips once more, taking in his sweet taste.
I said, "I'll be back."
"Where are you going?" He asked.
"I need to go back to my dorm, Harry. Andrea and Simon are probably worried..."
"Can't you stay longer?" He pressed his lips to my neck. I smiled, closing my eyes. "Please?"
"No, Harry I can't." I sighed. He frowned and nodded.
"Will you be back?"
"Of course."
"Then I guess I'll survive." He kissed the corner of my lips as I grabbed my jacket.
"Bye." I said.
"Bye."
~_~_~
"Hello there," A strange, cold and familiar voice cooed.
I turned around, my breath hitched. "B-Ben."
He smiled, "The one and only."
"Go away."
He smiled, then grabbed my wrist and pulled me forcefully into the alley.
"Help!" I screamed.
His hand collided with my face, and he brought his other hand around my waist.
"Scream again and I'll kill you."
"Please don't. I'll do whatever you want." I pleaded.
"I always love it when they beg." He smirked. "It makes it all more fun."
His hand grabbed... In between my legs. I yelped as he kissed my lips hard, I shoved him away, attempting to run, but his grip on me was to hard.
"tsk tsk tsk, Harry isn't here to save you." He smirked.
Ben sucked my neck, and unbuttoned my jeans.
"Please, stop!" I sobbed.
This was it, I was going to be raped and killed.
His hands slid into my jeans.
And then he was yanked off of me.
Harry beat into Ben, shoving him against walls and the ground. I closed my eyes, crying and buttoning my pants back up.
"You fucker!" Harry hissed.
"Oh fuck you man." Ben hit Harry in the jaw.
Then Harry was on top of Ben, beating him to a pulp.
"Harry, stop!" I screamed.
After that it was all a blur, the impact of Harry's fist into Ben's jaw stopped as Harry shoved Ben's body against the floor.
Crack.
My hand flew to my mouth as I sobbed. Harry got up, placing his bloody hand on the side of my face.
"Katherine," He had whispered. "Kat please, listen to me. We need to go!" I couldn't do much but nod, and then I fainted.
Ben was dead.
Harry had killed Ben.
~_~_~
"Sit here," Harry murmered later that day after I woke. "I'll go get you some ice for your shoulder."
"No." I said. "I'm f-fine."
He sighed, and I could hear his voice crack and he cried.
"K-Katherine, I didn't mean to... To kill Ben. It was an accident. He hit his head and-"
"And now you're going to be sent to jail. They'll find out, Harry." I sniffed.
"You're- You're not going to tell, are you? Katherine you know I didn't mean to!" He sobbed.
"What did you mean to do? Knock him out? Send him to the hospital? No harm no foul?"
"I was trying to protect you..."
"And now Ben is dead!"
"You're not scared- of... me- right?" I stayed silent. "Right, Kat?"
"I don't know! I don't know what to think of you anymore." I whispered.
"I'm still here, I'm still the Harry th-that loves you!" He whimpered.
"You don't." I said. "You could never love me."
"Katherine-"
"You hid the body, Harry!" I was about to have a nervous breakdown. I was tremblind and shaking in both fear and anger. "You killed a man! You hid his body and you expect me to forgive you? Are you fucking insane?!"
"Please! I didn't mean to fucking mean to! He hit his head, that wasn't-"
"It was by your hands!" I yelled, I shivered in fear. Harry stayed quiet.
I said, "I'm leaving." I stared at him before getting up. "Don't follow me."
"Will you think about it?" He had asked quietly as tears rolled down his cheeks.
"I need some time."
And then I left.
~_~_~
(_A W E E K L A T E R_)
"Hey, it's Kat! Please leave a message, love ya, beep!"
"Katherine, I need to explain, you don't know how much I... I feel about you. I can't just let you go. I'm sorry- I'll turn myself in, I'll do whatever you want. Please just let me see you. Please call me back! -Harry."
I stared at my answering machine.
Crying and eating.
That's all I've done.
I wouldn't talk to Simon, I wouldn't talk to Andrea. They both just reminded me of him. I know they were my best friends, but I could never look at them with out seeing Harry. I only wanted him, but that wasn't an option.
He killed Ben, and I'm terrified of him.
"Hey, it's Kat! Please leave a message--"
I hurried to the phone, picking up.
"H-hello?" I closed my eyes.
"Katherine! God we thought you were dead!" Andrea sighed in relief.
"Hey there Kat!" Simon yelled in the background.
"Yeah, I'm fine. I just need to be alone."
I hung up.
On my TV, the news broadcast turned up, a picture of Ben on the screen. The picture looked to be from his high school years.
""Breaking news: A local teenager's parent's reported their son missing this morning. The child was said to be Ben Kyle. Ben was last seen going to a friends house to play video games. The friend has said to us that Ben had never showed up to his house, and that the last he had heard from him was from a text message from Ben an hour earlier saying he was on Wilwood Avenue.
"The parents have stated that whoever finds him will recieve an 5,000 dollar reward."
"We just want Ben to come home," Mrs. Kyle cried.
"Ben, if you're seeing this, please. We miss you and we love you. We don't care what you've done, we just want you back." Mr. Kyle sniffed.
"Ben, sweetie, we miss you and love you."
"The parent's have organized a memorial bench for young Ben Kyle. Saturday night at 9 pm they will be releasing lanterns. Tiles can be purchased and decorated Friday night at 7 pm. Ben's parent's have decided on this for one reason only. That maybe Ben will see the lanterns and go to them. If you would like to support the Ben Kyle foundation please call the Kyle family at (171-888-8888) They will be accepting all visitors to work on the bench in Fairview Square.
"Ben Kyle was last seen Sep. 1st, 2013. He has been missing for 1 week. Police say---"
I turned off the television quickly.
Oh My God.
All I could do was cry.
~_~_~
(_W E E K, 3 D A Y S_)
"Hi," He smiled at me.
"You wanted to talk?" I crossed my arms.
Harry sighed.
(PLAY SONG ON THE SIDE NOW!!!!!-------->)
"This is probably the worst thing to do right now... Katherine, I love you. I love you so fucking much. I didn't mean to do... that, I just love you so much that I acted on impulse and I hurt him. I didn't kill Ben, he hit his head. I'll turn myself in, I just need to know, do you..." Harry bit his lip ring. "did you ever love me?"
I closed my eyes.
"I can't Harry."
Rain poured down on our bodies, soaking our clothes. The raindrops stuck in our hair and eyelashes.
"You can't what?"
"I can't be with you, I do love you, which is why I can't be with you. I'm going to get hurt, I can't... I can't..."
"You can Katherine, I love you. I've never loved anyone else before like I love you. I'll give-"
"I'm sorry." I shook my head.
I pressed my lips to his, shortly pulling away. It had felt so right yet so wrong.
"Goodbye, Harry." I turned away.
Harry grabbed my wrist, pulling me close and kissing me. My lips molded to his and I could taste our salty tears. It was a sweet yet wanting kiss. His tongue battled with mine, his teeth pulling my bottom lip out.
When we pulled away his eyelids fluttered open, and he bit his lip, taking his lips ring between his teeth.
"That is if there is no future for us," He choked back tears.
"I know... I know you didn't mean it," I whispered, "but there's only so much I can take."
Harry's eyes closed again, taking a breath.
"I won't tell." I promised.
"I love you." He said quietly.
I looked at him, his eyes opened and his green orbs drew me in. I kissed his cheek.
"Goodbye, Harry."
Then I left.
(A/N:
THIS WAS DELETED 3 TIMES OMG. I'm so mad at wattpad, this is the second time that it has done it!
I cried while writing this :(
anywayyyyyy.
let's say 800 reads for the next chapter!!! I know it is a lot but i need feedback and i need time.
800)