Shelby's Pov
I Been best friends with mithzan for a year we have never met in real life but I already know so much about him from what he told me I totally didn't go through all his social media and I didn't stalk him psh hehehe ok so fine maybe just a little bit but he did tell me a ton about himself like he a cute ginger I MEAN A GINGER heh uh his names Max he single I couldn't help but smile uh no no no stop smiling he best friends with my cousin I know weird right uh his favorite color yellow his favorite animal being a German Shepard he loves Mac&cheese and corn dogs uh he works at skymedia he kinda is hotheaded but that makes me like NO SHELBY YOU DO NOT LIKE HIM ugh I screamed out loud carp my parents headed upstairs ugh "you ok sweetie" "yes I mom I'm fine it uh I'm just really stressed out" "about" she not going to drop it "ok fine since I see your not letting it go I am just confused because I think I might have a crush on my bestie and I don't think that it good and I'm honestly a bit scared" I gulp she laughs ok now I'm confused she just looks at me and says "Shelby for I have know you the longest out of anyone and you have NEVER liked anyone I'm just happy that you found someone who will make you happy" "but mom you don't understand he my BEST FRIEND and I'm scared to lose him" I say in a low whisper "Shelby she said in a Sincere tone "it will be ok"she could see my eyes starting to water "mom it won't be ok if he is gone I need him he makes me happy and smile and he make me feel all glittery and I wake up happy because i know I can go and talk to him that he there if I lost that I would lose who I am mom" I cried a little more she just hugged me until my eyes dried up and she lifted my chin so she could look in my eyes and then she said "so you don't know if you like him" she says smiling I giggle "I think it clears the answer to that one but it up to you what your going to do with it I know a famous quote it goes 'you can't control love but you can control what you do with it' I smile and thank her for letting me talk with her and her helping me she just smiles and says "what do you like I'm here for girlfriend" I burst out laughing so dose she and we laugh I smile she says good night and so do I