This is written in a letter form
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dear Luke,
It's been 5 months.
Nothing has helped the pain so this is my next try.
Maybe just getting it all out will help somehow.
But where do I start?
You were my everything.
I get drunk. A lot.
Very rarely am I sober.
When I'm drunk, the pain is gone.
The more I drink, the less you're there.
But you're always there. You cloud my thoughts 24/7.
And I miss you.
A lot.
Writing this makes me think about you.
And thinking about you brings the pain back.
I need to drink.
Love,
Mia, who is going to get drunk.
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